Ballerina

emotionless

[whitenosebigeyes]

Weißes Pulver, dass uns durch die Tage bringt. Mit einem Lächeln, das uns nur drauf gelingt.

[whitenosebigeyes]

[whitenosebigeyes]

Just need someone who loves me.

[whitenosebigeyes]

[whitenosebigeyes]

[whitenosebigeyes]

„We‘re the kids which are repudiated from their parents“

cecilia

[whitenosebigeyes]

The past

I know you don’t know someone like me. Another part of myself. I had pass away this part of myself. One year ago I had lose this part of myself. So I thought. But this part of myself even exists. He‘s deep inside me. I learned to live with this part and I forget that he exists. Many years ago when I was 10 or 11 years old, I layed in my bed every night and thought about my life. I didn’t saw a reason to stay here. Every night the depression came to hold me. I fell in a deep hole and thought that I‘ll never come back again. I wrote many rows to represent my pain. I had no-one to talk, this was the horriblest. When you‘re depressed and have no-one to talk - you’re physically death. Then I learned to live with this. It lasted many years. But now since one year ago I have no bad phases anymore. The disadvantage is : my feelings are death. I can’t cry one tear. I‘m never sad. The only bad feeling is HATE. And there are even no good feelings.

[whitenosebigeyes]

🦋👸🏼🌈