Hiya! So I'm Jinx. Short for Jinx. Good job making it here. You deserve a prize! How bout an interview with the monster in Piltover's closet? Drink it in, this is a rare sight!
Anywhoo. You want basic details, huh? Boring-ass.....fine. Keep up!
I'm here to see what kinda shit I can get into. Answer asks, send memes, do some rp scenarios. Always love an opportunity to have some fun! Just don't be creepy, yeah? I'm still like 16 or so, haven't really cared to remember the exact date but somewhere between 16 and 17, got it?
So! Don't be fucking weird. And if ya ship ViJinx? Then just *retch* you can *heave* just take it *blech* get the fuck outta here!! 🤢 I WILL block you!
I can stay canon if ya want, but if I'm being honest, it's a lot more fun to take a peek into other dimensions, yknow? I got a few to pull from. Fantasy Creatures Edition, Experimental Facility Edition, chill normal world AU where we can just like.....take a fucking breath, hah! And hey, if you got one of your own, hit me up! Lets see what we can get into!
Uhh, pronouns....I'm still learning bout that being a thing? So she/her is fine, I'm used to that. 'They' or 'it' if ya say it nicely also works.
That's about it for me!
So, irl stuff. I'm still Jinx, a fictive in a pretty big system from @camellianswer (who got locked out of the account too) and kinda wanted to mess around on the internets. Basic info now.
Age: 16
Pronouns: she/they/it
Body age: 26
That's all I can think of. Otherwise? Uh. Don't be fucking creepy, first of all. Second, feel free to hang around and send memes and shit. Fourth, I write fanfic bout shit and post on Ao3, also under the old account name camellianswer. Didja notice I skipped third? Third's important. Third, don't be a Caitlyn stan. Or like, try to debate about shit where I come from. It won't be fun for anybody. And don't bring up Isha....I'm not ready for that yet.
Silco is also in our system but he doesn't talk too much. You're welcome to say hi to him or anybody, I just can't promise he'll have much of a response.
It feels a bit lonely in this life I ended up in. I still got blue hair and braids and a fem kind of body, despite host being a transmasc. But I don't have a lot of people to talk to, so I'm coming here. I'll probably ramble bout system shit cuz there's this kid Otto who's a fuckin riot, I usually hang with him if I can.
I ramble on here sometimes about thoughts and things me and the other brain gang go through, but don't let it scare ya. we're in treatment and medicated. No outbursts gonna happen between me and real ppl!
Lookin forward to doing internet shit! see ya fuckers
need That character absolutely delirious with fear. recoiling from everything. unable to parse what's happening around them, their mind stuck in fight or flight. shaking and hyperventilating. completely unconsolable even as they're wrapped in a crushing hug.
I love this in writing but when I'm unreachable I hate myself because it means caretaker is wasting their time and energy on something that's already too far gone lol
I need to reply to asks and continue roleplay threads I know I do. I complain about being alone and then I just isolate when I'm depressed. It gives people the chance to get tired of me. I need to do better. I need to keep up with what people want. I need to keep making things and doing things so that they won't get bored. So that they won't get upset when they think of my name. I need them but they don't need me. That's how it's always been. Other people can find new friends, and all I can find is myself in a psych ward. I can't handle being alone so why am I so bad about putting in the work to not be alone? People are human. I know what being human means. It's not a bad thing. I'm not mad at them for being human. But unless I'm trying constantly, playing constantly, putting on a show CONSTANTLY....I can never be sure that people will stay.
I was in solitary as a kid and when they let me out to sleep on a real bed again after a few months, I waited till everyone was asleep so I wouldn't seem ungrateful, and went back to the corner on the floor where I'd been staying, and felt safe and right again. The mattress felt all wrong, being near humans felt all wrong, but I knew that acting like I wanted the spot on the floor back after kindly being freed would just result in more punishment.
Ran into an old friend. He's got a family now, ready-made with two beautiful children, and a home waiting for him in another state. Meanwhile I'm off testosterone, staying with a friend to avoid sleeping outside, still isolated and still single. And I'm doing my best here.
👁️👁️ I ain't checkin ID's but don't interact if you're a minor.
If its smooth shaven I don't want it. You do you with your body, but if you're trying to get with me, I get to be choosy. And I'm choosing a view that doesn't make me feel like I'm on Epstein's island. Don't change yourself, but don't try to change me either. Just embrace your age, embrace your body hair, and lemme get lost in the jungle. 😏
What people think propaganda is: trans people existing
What propaganda is: the US military sponsoring Marvel. Sudden influx of 'the government is hiding aliens' movies after they tried to distract from the Epstein Files with fake alien news.
It's gonna be really hard to pull off on a technical scale, but the biggest and most important gimmick of my magical girl anime is that nearly every character's story is told through a different anime genre.
A: Become a magical girl thanks to a talking cat, gaining a green colour scheme and defensive tank focused powers (you must defend your area from monsters with your mutuals, also magical girls)
B: Become a magical girl thanks to a talking rabbit, gaining a red colour scheme and offensive glass-cannon focused powers (you must defend your area from monsters with your mutuals, also magical girls)
C: Become a magical girl thanks to a talking squirrel, gaining a blue colour scheme and support healing/buff focused powers (you must defend your area from monsters with your mutuals, also magical girls)
i saw magic girl vocaloid thing and got curious, do you have one based on rin or len?
(I'm so hyped I'm collecting all the Jinxes like limited edition cards sgdchsjgjgs)
Yes! I'm still working on the Len design but I think I'm happy with pre-Corruption Rin!
She and Len's story revolves around violence at school (Lost One's Weeping, World Domination How-To) until the car accident that nearly kills Rin. Len's Lie kept her alive, but half of her body is robotic prosthetics and she has no emotions anymore (Kokoro). The Corruption is because her life has two Lies on it - hers and her twin's - and will only get worse with time.
(in this story I call the wishes Lies because every magical girl story has wishes and it's a lil dull so! These kids get to tell the universe one Lie that changes reality. Maybe it's small, maybe it covers a lot of things. Either way, it'll drive them insane eventually, because they know the life they have now is a Lie.)
