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hello. this is where i throw all the feelings or thoughts i have because no one else cares. i’m sure you don’t either, but thank you for coming here regardless. have a great day :)

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i’ve had three ✨ anxiety attacks ✨ today alone and i’m not feeling fabulous

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i really ghost my accounts until im like depressed again and i remember they exist

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ive been so burnt out of life recently it’s insane 

but hey i created a new spotify playlist to match this mood so at least it’s a little better

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the shittiest feeling is when your friends are friends and they leave you behind.

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you know you’re doing something wrong when the only things you wake up for is chips ahoy and going back to sleep.

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dude i turn 17 in less than 6 months and that’s crazy to me. every story i’ve ever written has featured a main character being 17 no matter the adventure. i guess what i’m trying to say is that i hope my exciting adventure starts when i turn 17. would love a reason to wake up in the morning.

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my heart hurts when i move so i might be dying but hey at least corona didn’t take me out haha anyway wear a mask you fools

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my mom got this idea of getting a cat in my head and it’s all i can think about now. like i’m sitting here trying to think of things to sell so i can come up to her with a plan and $400 so she can’t refuse it really. so far i have $0 but hopefully in the next couple of months i can rack up the funds and maybe adopt a cat! i already have 2 dogs so i’m not sure how a cat would adjust to this lifestyle or if this will even work but i’ll update this later on if it does :)

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my neighbor recently moved away and she gave us her entire nutrisystem diet because she never ate the food. my sister wanted it in the beginning, but she stopped eating them and most are expiring so my mom gave me the mac n cheese with turkey sausage for lunch today. jesus christ i’ve never had bad mac n cheese until today. even the school’s mac n cheese is better than that shit. nutrisystem managed to take out every good part of mac n cheese and replace it with a flavor that made me wanna throw up. anyway, their muffins are pretty good. if you ever want a tasteless muffin that somewhat tastes decent and is apparently good for you, nutrisystem is the way to go i guess?

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i feel like i’m picking up new projects to bandage the emptiness i’ve been feeling recently

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something that has always made me uncomfortable is when people talk about others negatively behind their back, especially if they’re attacking someone based on their looks. we may all do it in our heads occasionally, yes, but don’t shame people. it doesn’t matter what they did. if you wouldn’t say it to their face, don’t say it at all period. we all need to do better <3

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anyone else decide to wake up early but then spend like an hour in your room debating whether or not you want to walk out and be judged by your family or not so you end up leaving your room at like 12pm anyway so what was the point of waking up earlier? idk

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i used to have two guy best friends, each at different times in my life. both of them don’t talk to me anymore, but we left off on good terms for the most part. they don’t know it, but i really miss both of them. i miss telling them shit when no one else listened to and messing around. i pray i find that happiness again.

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ya know, it’s funny. every time people reach out to me and ask me if i’m okay, i start to feel like i’m a burden for making someone worry for me. so yeah, i’m fine. i’m doing okay.

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you ever watch shitty romance movies just to feel something?

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i don’t care what anyone says treat people with kindness is a bop

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don’t you just love when you get up all ready to take a shower and someone just cuts you off so now you have no choice but to take a nap