dream // alive

the words I'm saying to my own self to keep sane and feeling alive

[quotefeeling]

“She wanted to be alone, but not lonely. That was very different; that was something that ached and hurt dreadfully right inside one.”

— Elizabeth Von Arnim

[whodeservetobehappy]

You're the only one that I'm thankful for in life..

[poems-and-word]

Poems & Words

[poems-and-word]

Poems & Words

[whodeservetobehappy]

Cinta jangan dulu

Belum aku mampu

Sebentaran lagi

Sebentaran lagi

[whodeservetobehappy]

Your arms where I belong always...

[extramadness]

[whodeservetobehappy]

Aaand yes.. this early morning, again it feel so real. I put my head on your shoulder and clearly remember your parfume on your white shirt, you wore when we first met.

You put your hand to my waist while crossing the road with my long dress.

Giggling while making a steak for dinner, this time I didn't burn anything in the kitchen.

Somehow everything is connected to my brain. Woke up with a smile and I saw your message was there since last night.

-Monday, 8 June 2020-

[thepersonalquotes]

[whodeservetobehappy]

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I believe there is no coincidence in this earth. All the universe conspiring to support me for what I've been dreaming of.

In God I trust. Say it again!

I hope me and you will cross path in the near future.

[whodeservetobehappy]

Hold on, there will be better days 🌙⚘

https://www.instagram.com/p/CBHYk-4F3AX/?igshid=1vsqct79imzjx

[whodeservetobehappy]

Hold on, there will be better days 🌙⚘ (at Bogor, Indonesia) https://www.instagram.com/p/CBHYk-4F3AX/?igshid=bscnuwxf88y2

[quotefeeling]

“It’s not just other people we need to forgive. We need to forgive ourselves.”

— Mitch Albom (via meineluft)

[whodeservetobehappy]

.... (at Transfer Road, Georgetown Penang) https://www.instagram.com/p/CA0CiHHFKFOag2ZpN4t6wlEbNQTU2mTGTIBvR00/?igshid=ua2bztl9ovz

[whodeservetobehappy]

Before it became two cups of coffee.

I was barely breathing. Trying to control myself. My watch was ticking and I was keep checking on my phone.

Sitting in the corner of F. Coffee Shop, staring through the window glass. My nerves, my blood pressure pumping and releasing - heart beating faster.

I never knew how does he looks like, how's the conversation will be, will anyone else listen to our conversation, how's my first impression, can I understand his accent, will I look so dumb, and etc.

Scared of being awkward and look silly.

[thepersonalquotes]

[whodeservetobehappy]

Spotted your name in between.

[whodeservetobehappy]

Percaya bahwa kebahagiaan adalah perasaan yang bisa menular.

Maka tebarlah kebaikan, senantiasa orang lain bisa ikut merasakan kebahagiaan yang juga kau rasakan saat ini.

Tidak perlu pamrih, nanti kalau sudah waktunya. Hasilnya pasti akan kau tuai juga.