Ana is my life.

Anorexia. depression. not pro anything. f/5'9" sw:130 cw:115 gw: 110 ugw1: 95 ugw2: 90

[whoreforthepain]

Soo I've been sick all day because of not eating and my man is stressed that its morning sickness but I dont want to tell him that its because I haven't really eaten.

*what.do.i.do*

[anaismy-angel]

So my friend and I were talking about what we ate today and I was complaining that I ate too much and she asked me what I had and I really freaked, her version of over eating is like snacking and four meals and shit and I’m over here like oops I ate one meal time to off myself

[whoreforthepain]

I just got engaged and my fiance is the one that helped me recover from my ED and I love him for that.

But two days ago I relapsed and he hasnt noticed yet and I'm soo scared of when he does... he's going to flip...

[whoreforthepain]

I am currently in recovery and it has been really hard to stay off this site.

But...

someone had said something about my ED and I honestly dont know how I feel. One day I'll starve and the next I'll eat the proper recovery amount.

I dont know if I'm going to relapse or not and its scaring me.

I'm healthy right now, but...

I could be skinny and it's all I have ever wanted.

*help.me.i.dont.want.to.feel.*

[sapphicscience-archive]

I am very tired and I want to be held by someone who loves me

[whoreforthepain]

I feel that in my SOUL.

[hallwaymilk]

I weigh 116 pounds... one hundred and sixteen pounds,,, I am 6 pounds away from my goal weight and at 5’10,, I feel proud ?? of myself

[whoreforthepain]

I am at 118 and I still feel like I am a mile away from my goal weight.

#helpme.

[lil-ana-butterfly]

I can feel it getting bad again...

I can feel my self confidence and worth quickly deteriorating every time I look in the mirror. I stopped wearing skinny jeans+crop tops altogether, replacing them with anything baggy and oversized Bc I can’t stand looking at myself. Every time i think about my weight I cry, because Im not eating more than 600 cals a day, but I’m not loosing weight. CAN SOMEONE EXPLAIN WHY THATS HAPPENING?! Everything is going to shit Bc I no longer have energy for anything. I don’t understand why I just any be skinny:(

(Edit: this whole community is the sweetest thing ever❤️It makes me cry thinking about everything we have to go through, bc I know none of you deserve the agony:( I love all of you sm❤️)

[lostsouls90s]

When you look at thinspo and it's not skinny enough

That's some real shit right there

✨ That's also me ✨

[hel7l7]

[survivourinthemaking]

everyone with an ED on january 1st whether they’re balls deep into recovery or not

[shrinkingtoskinnytwink]

I want to look fragile and dainty when I’m laying on the couch, not fat and lazy.

[shrinkingtoskinnytwink]

At McDonald’s with my housemates, watching them gorge themselves on fatty chips, burgers and ice cream, while I sit here with my no sugar Coke is what control feels like.

[im-full-thanks]

i saw a tik tok about an eating disorder and i forget it affects people outside of tumblr

[whoreforthepain]

I love that feeling.

☆☆ not mine☆☆

[saturn-stays]

me: you can have an eating disorder no matter what you weigh

me: i don’t have an eating disorder because i’m not skinny

[sweetsourcandy2018]