wish my life was like a 90's movie where all my friends work in record stores and bookshops and coffee shops and we see really cool bands in small little clubs and get breakfast together and like hang out on roofs and shit
Not to be that guy on this post but whenever I see it it stresses me out. I know it's supposed to be a fun aesthetic but there's a reason things are not like that anymore. There are no record stores left in my town. There are no bookstores left in my town. There is one terrible gentrified cafe in my town. There is no where for the cool little bands to perform in my town. There are no more cool little clubs in my town. Hell we don't even have a bowling alley anymore. All of these things got bought up and knocked down and replaced with a Dunkin' donuts or some garbage and now we all just stay indoors instead of hanging out on rooftops. Capitalism took these things from us. We're not just romanticizing the '90s, we're romanticizing life before social media and COVID and the current stage of hyper capitalism we find ourselves in.
OK guys desperate times call for desperate measures. I caught Covid last month. One of my careless relatives gave it to me. For me it was bad but I wasn't hospitalized. I still have a lingering cough. Since my infection, I have been severely depressed. I feel deeply ashamed for catching Covid and for not receiving my booster. I made a stupid mistake and I'm still suffering from it. The night I learned about how necessary it was I began to break down emotionally and cry. I was told they were only for the immuno compromised.
Even after one month, I can't make peace with myself. I've come to my friends with my sorrows often. But no matter what, I can't get better. I cry every day. I cannot stop myself. I just wake up and start crying. I lay in bed at night and cry. I started weeping earlier thinking about my own personal failure. After a long period of darkness, I've decided to seek professional help. Two therapists I tried rejected me. Now I can only get an appointment with a subpar therapist on Monday. The appointment will cost $120. I'm scared and desperate.
Alongside my cough, I've been experiencing a dull ache and sharp pains in my stomach. I have a long history of stomach issues. Before the pain seemed negligible and only hurt when I ate something bad but now they've become chronic. They hurt whenever I try to eat. I'm scared for the future.
I am starting this to ask for financial help so I can see my doctor/any specialists he recommends and pay for therapy. Any small donation is welcome and greatly appreciated.
https://gofund.me/5222a9b6
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