DAVE/PUMMEL

18+ following only 28 broke/ https://daves-pizzaria.creator-spring.com/ play dialtown| the world is not ready for the neopronouns I'm about to drop just make some shit up while addressing me.

[maddhog]

I wanna go back to my hole but there isn't sufficient enough cushioning in there and my ass hurts

[maddhog]

I love my hole

[maddhog]

#myhole

[maddhog]

It's storming but I'm safe in my hole

[maddhog]

I still smell it. Genuinely hoping it didn't have black mold on it

[maddhog]

The wet stinky blanket......

[maddhog]

No matter how bright the lights I sleep with are I am genuinely uncomfortable having my back turned towards an open space at night. I can manage a daytime nap with my back facing openness but it gets like silent hill at night. I don't know why. And it's not like I actually expect a monster to attack me in my sleep it's more like this. Deep seated anxiety I can't explain. Even if sleeping facing the open side hurts my ribcage I cannot make myself fall asleep turned the other way. If I lay on my back I either get paralysis nightmares or awake sleep paralysis. There really is no winning in the battle of sleep.

[maddhog]

I don't think I want my grandmother and mom touching my current doll I'm so attached to him, he's my buddy and he helps me sleep without feeling like a monster is going to grab me from behind because I can trust him to guard my rear when I'm in bed.

[maddhog]

I'm gonna probably clean my other closet at some point I just gotta get my mom to help because there's an out of commission male sex doll in there I need to get rid of, it's really fucking heavy.

[maddhog]

I found this wet stinky blanket in my closet and I'm honestly hoping it wasn't covered in pee because the only thing I can think of is I wet the bed while laying on it and shoved it into the closet out of shame because I did weird things like that while unmedicated..

It was wrapped in other blankets, I just tossed them.

[maddhog]

I'm not finished cleaning my room fully yet but I had to sit down because my legs are turning into noodles again and my lower back feels like it's being stabbed all the way down into my ankles

[innerchildabortionclinic]

I have a theory that certain niches of zoosadist content are political, and the viewers are using the animal as a replacement for who they actually want to hurt. It's just easier and less risky for them to access content where animals are used. This is based on an exposé a while back that involved a lot of Trump supporters paying for animal torture content, I will let you know if I find/remember the article covering it

[innerchildabortionclinic]

Found what I was thinking about

It's not just the flags in the background of this particular video distributor that made me suspect such motives, but if you read the article, the way viewers are talking about and engaging with the content. It's hateful.

[innerchildabortionclinic]

[maddhog]

Just got done cleaning my closet to make a reading nook

[dungeon-bitch]

[maddhog]

I'm always amazed by people who currently live with great amounts of wealth suddenly thinking they'd know how to farm and care for large animals "off the grid" if they took a time machine trip back to the past as if they wouldn't end up dead as failed serfs at best. Buddy you live in a big house that is set at 63 degrees Fahrenheit year round, eat like a king, and go on expensive trips to comicon every year you are not John medieval.

[maddhog]

Some primativist beliefs remind me of my family friend talking about how well he'd survive in the middle ages because he grew up in the 70s and 80s without cell phones and the internet. Have fun shitting yourself to death or whatever man.

[maddhog]

"Imagine how clean the air would be"

Imagine how the streets would smell like human shit and piss and the occasional decaying livestock.

[maddhog]

Some primativist beliefs remind me of my family friend talking about how well he'd survive in the middle ages because he grew up in the 70s and 80s without cell phones and the internet. Have fun shitting yourself to death or whatever man.