paintingfeverdreams:
A few of those drawings were on the risque side, and some downright embarrassing–but art is meant to be honest; vulgar and explicit in its purest form. Not necessarily sexual, but there should be no holds barred in order to preserve its integrity. If Yusuke’s message wasn’t obvious enough, there had been some prose about love and pain and even hatred scrawled out in kanji along the margins, a few crossed out with eraser marks. Even some of his sketches were furiously erased, scratched over and scribbled on in frustration, but still created a type of harmony that doesn’t exist in perfection–his humanity is apparent, frustrated and longing and unfulfilled.
Sometimes, the world doesn’t offer enough and so beauty must exist somewhere in this reality even if it must be weaved from nothing.
“…Of course. I’ll keep that in mind.” Goodness knows it will be some time before he could work himself up to come close to filling it, but it is a nice feeling that there is someone who has taken some interest in his progress.
“Oh…” Yusuke glances around, looking or a subject of some kind before his eyes fix on Gabby again. “It’s no problem…I’ve practiced drawing in vehicles. I have a steady hand…” he hums to himself for a moment. “Perhaps you could be my subject? If that’s okay with you, of course.”
“Oh? You will? That sounds great.. I’ll be holding it to you then, Yusuke” A tepid smile, trying to hide the excitement hidden beneath her skin. She’s just thankful for this -- that despite being dragged from her real world she can still appreciate her favorite interest.
Lashes pinned together a few times as she rapidly blinked, his question catching her off guard. The former discussion of the train was practically whipped out and her enthusiasm was practically crawling out of her body, and hopefully seeping over into him. If it wasn’t such a tight space she’d have probably been bouncing all over, but instead she offered her consent with a nod full of adrenaline.
“I’d be honored, really! Modeling is sort of.. my passion.” Bringing herself to admit it was extremely hard for some reason. Was she afraid to be judged by him, or even rejected? The case could be a matter of many issues, but despite that her sheepish voice broke out and she had made her decision to tell him. “Do you want me to move anywhere specific, Yusuke?”














