[whyidothistomyself]

nothing feels better than updating your cw in your bio.

[whyidothistomyself]

I hate myself

[hungryvictor7]

[whyidothistomyself]

I love smoking so much but I always get the munchies 💔 smoked two days in a row and binged like no other

[sophievsstufff]

make your body look as sick as your mind is

[whyidothistomyself]

I just know the number on the scale is gonna be less tomorrow

[whyidothistomyself]

I opened up to my boyfriend about my eating disorder last night! I started crying because I was just so hungry, and when he asked what was wrong, I finally told him.

I told him how I’ve been lying about having a “stomach bug”, and I haven’t been eating normally for over a month and a half. I told him how I heavily control what I eat because I’m scared of him cheating on me, and I can’t control if he does or not. I also brought up how I know he likes girls that are thicker, and I’m the smallest girl he’s ever been with, which makes me insecure, but I can’t stop losing weight.

His response to this was he likes that I’m losing weight; he wasn’t gonna bring it up but he likes it a lot. He says I keep getting hotter and hotter the more weight I lose. He also brought up how my waist is shrinking and my thighs are getting smaller, which I didn’t even notice.

The one person I’ve opened up to about my ED literally just further perpetuated it!

[whyidothistomyself]

binged for the last two days, gonna try to fast as long as I can to balance it out. I’m not even physically hungry anymore, but the mental hunger is real

[whyidothistomyself]

Grapes are my only safe food, I eat them so much I might turn into one atp

[whyidothistomyself]

Reached my last LW! Still not where I want to be, but at least now I have the potential to make real progress

[v10l3t-k1ss3s]

Honestly, I just don't ever want to eat anything ever again. Is that too much to ask for?

[pillpond-deactivated20251105]

Time to lose the same fucking 15 pounds that I’ve been losing since MARCH

[strawbewiecake]

“you okay?”

no babe i’m running on 12 calories and unprocessed trauma

[anapinkiesworld]

[katiecandy]

[whyidothistomyself]

seeing my old posts about wanting to reach my goal weight when a year later I still haven’t reached it…

embarrassing!

[whyidothistomyself]

I literally don’t think I could be losing weight any faster, but it still isn’t fast enough