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Hi. My name is [Dog Brain] and this is my vent blog

I will probably forget to tag some of my stuff so TW for most trauma related stuff

Kink blogs please DNI

Haven't posted here in a while but it's Christmas, so, happy Christmas.

Currently crying because I got a small packet of kinetic sand for Christmas. I know why my parents got it, I'm not good at expressing what I want and it's difficult to find things that properly fit me, but I'm just a little bummed out about it.

I dunno what I was expecting though. Like I said I never talk about the things I want and always dodge the question when asked. Still, when my mom said she got me something for Christmas I was a little excited.

She says she's planning on taking me out shopping tomorrow for my gift but idk. It still kinda hurt seeing everyone else get a wrapped present while I got a target bag.

#idk i feel really selfish rn #like i understand why she did it but for some reason i still feel upset #i don't wanna feel upset #vent #not trauma related #i think??

Some fruit + flower head ppl

#my art #vent #trauma #actually traumatized #trauma art #tw gore #tw sa mention #tw nudity #tw blood

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Really love it when I try to talk to my mom about how my brother beat the shit out of me and she says "Oh boys will be boys" "Y'know boys like to play rough". Mom, one of your boys molested me throughout my entire childhood and you didn't even notice-

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I'm just so fucking frustrated by it, cuz my mom isn't a bad mom. She tries her best and I know she does. But then she does shit like this that I just- I just have no fucking clue what to do about. I love her but I can't imagine living with her after I turn 18

#HHHHHhhhhhhhh #sucks even worse living with the guy who m0lested me throughout my childhood #but if my mom knew one of her sons were a monster I think it'd break her

Really love it when I try to talk to my mom about how my brother beat the shit out of me and she says "Oh boys will be boys" "Y'know boys like to play rough". Mom, one of your boys molested me throughout my entire childhood and you didn't even notice-

#vent #trauma #actually traumatized #tw csa #tw cocsa #dunno if i can bring myself to tag the other tw #I just wished my mom had noticed all the shit they did to me #or at least apologize now for not noticing #but no #she won't #and i know i wont be upset with her about it in the morning #because she's my mom and I can't stay mad at her

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Everything is so uncomfortable rn. I'm wearing too many layers and my bra feels too tight. I wanna claw my skin off :'[

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I can feel myself writhing underneath my own flesh.

Everything is so uncomfortable rn. I'm wearing too many layers and my bra feels too tight. I wanna claw my skin off :'[

#traumacore #trauma #vent #actually traumatized

My relationship with my dad is pretty weird sometimes. It's hard to connect with him most of the time, due to him perceiving me as a girl and me being terrified everytime he raises his voice.

But every now and then there is the connection. When he pretends the dogs can talk and makes silly voices for them. Or when he talks to me about his 3D printer. Or like tonight when I was struggling to connect my Bluetooth headphones to my new phone.

I had spent the entire day trying to figure out how to connect them. My dad saw me struggling, asked me about it, and then proceeded to Google how to do it and help me.

#idk where im going with this #just thought it was smth interesting to point out #I wish it was like this all the time #vent #parental issues

Dad started getting frustrated and I immediately went into the bathroom to hide like a coward. He started chewing out my little sister for how messy our room was and I still couldn't bring myself to leave the bathroom. I'm so awful

#vent #actually traumatized #trauma #actually having such a shit time #I cant calm down

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Even when I’m happy

Having a parent is a wild experience...

#vent #vent comic #tw abuse #tw child abuse #been having some wild and conflicting feelings towards my parents recently #trauma #actually abused #still dunno how to tag for this blog #ok to rb #please send hugs and kisses I am not okay #traumacore #trauma vent #actually traumatized

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My dad just said something to me in an angry tone and suddenly I'm 9 again and my dad is angry at me for something and I'm scared, sad, and hate myself. What the fuck is wrong with. It hurts. It hurts It hurts

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This is all cuz my brother got me a new phone and dad sounded offended I didnt immediately pay him back

#im like 16 and have only had a banking account for less than a month now #took me 20 minutes to figure out how to actually send the money before I went to my mom for help since I couldnt ask my dad #the fact im anxious to spend money at all doesnt really help

My dad just said something to me in an angry tone and suddenly I'm 9 again and my dad is angry at me for something and I'm scared, sad, and hate myself. What the fuck is wrong with. It hurts. It hurts It hurts

#AAAAAAAAAAA #vent #im crying in my room and all I want is a hug #and to knoe im not a burden #goddamn it #trauma vent #actually traumatized #traumacore

I hate having AP bio so much. It's not even that I hate biology or learning. It's just my school is such shit that our teachers keep quitting so rn I dont have an AP bio teacher. We have to do everything online and its shit. None of our other science teacher's have taken any AP Bio courses so they can't help

#it sucks #im so mad #I a week behind on work because im soending forever #figuring out what the fuck im actually supposed to do on an assignment #and then having a panic attack because im so behind #I hate my school so much #god please give me the strength to not hang myself #vent #If anyone om this hellsite has a degree or smth in AP bio please help

My room was never safe. Still find it ironic when he got a lock on his door but I didn't

#vent #csa #my art #first official post on here #not sure how to tag 4 this blog #trauma #traumacore #ok to rb

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