So I kinda forgot about this account. I'm definitely not in the same mindset as I was when I created this blog. My ex cheated, we ended and I was hurt. I finally started to move past him and then he popped back up. I stupidly gave him another chance last year because he was getting help and he told me that he realized why he did it. I thought things were good and even co-signed on a car for him. Well guess what, he was still cheating. On November 2nd, we were watching a movie at his place and the other girl showed up. At 38 years old, I never thought I'd be going through this but I was. An ex and now best friend was able to help me understand why I gave this cheater a second chance and I was able to get through it. I'm still dealing with him on the car because I took it(I can't trust him to keep his dick in his pants, how can I trust him to make the car payments) but I'm doing good. Ive blocked him and he's reached out because I've stopped making payments on the car for good reason and have asked to get it repoed from VW so I'm just waiting on that. He asked and I told him but that's the only contact I've had with him. I have no desire to see or ever hear from him again. I have someone in my life that would never cheat on me and is understanding of what I went through. I couldn't be happier. He makes me forget about the shit Kurt put me through.
I just want to let people know that even though he broke my heart and at times, I didn't think I could move on from it, I did and you can too. If anyone ever needs help or someone to talk to, I'm here.
