Why So Blue, Bleu?

Just a personal outlet of mine.

[whysobluebleu]

Waiting... Loading... Buffering...

One day. In time.

I won't have to do so much more.

Some day. In life.

I just won't have to anymore.

Someone. Somewhere.

You're effortlessly enough, yknow?

Just one. This man.

Want you with me. I say yes I'll go.

No proof. No lies.

No uncertainties. No byes.

So I wish. And I hope.

I dream. I cope.

One day. In time.

My man, my life.

[whysobluebleu]

I hate it takes you 3 hours for you to say hello.

I hate it when I ask you out, but then you only say no.

I hate I learned to like you, and then you called me Bleu.

I hate you posted that story, that now it made me feel like poo.

I hate the way you lied, and how you do what you want.

I hate I'm making a poem, tellin' this' how I feel you lil runt.

I hate that I miss you even when I'm mad.

I hate that you're probably there, chillin and glad.

Thing is, no matter how much I say I hate you, you know it isn't true...

What I do know is, I'm here, hateful or not, always, Bleu.

[whysobluebleu]

Day As Blue As the Deep Blue Sea

There I was, tearless o'er the past years.

Here I'm now, eyes red, no thanks to these tears.

Silently interrogating thyself, am I worthy?

Worthy I was, for a minute, till crushed like a flea.

Now reality is, I never left 1.

Maybe soon enough, I'll be gone.

Will I have the courage? Or be me?

Will i have the strength? We shall see.

But until then, of course, let me suffer more.

I'm helpless and exhausted from this neverending shore.

[whysobluebleu]

Welcome...to me? Myself? And I?

Hello, the name’s Bleu. And yes! That’s my name, hence the blog name. And not only is my name the only fact on there... But me being blue. And why? I guess you may have to find out the reasons why, if I continue on blogging that is. Thank you for visiting and I appreciate if anyone has read my first post. Here’s for more to come?