I went to sleep and I woke up dead, but I changed my mind and I want to.
Live my life, A to Z, fill up all the vacancies. Feel the vindication from the hate you get for chasing dreams. I’m major league with or without any co-sign, stealing 3rd base, no coach, no go sign, AHHH. That’s why I’m feeling how I’m feeling now. Music’s my escape but it’s feeling even realer now. Grassroots, fuck that, we are on some other shit. Call it what you want but motherfucker you know what it is. I’ll fucking bleed for it, ask them, they know. Color me in sepia they are fuckin’ day glow. Shades on, shoes tied, shortcuts never work. In it for the long haul, pot shots never hurt. Thick skinned rhinos, elephants we don’t forget . What’s important overall, no withdrawal we don’t regret. Pushing forward even though this life sucks sometimes. Fucking with this noose I promise I can get it untied. You made it outta bed, task one, crossed off. Step 2, show them that you ain’t gone be a rag doll. Stand up, backbone, strong enough to break falls. Ref is tryna make amends look at all those late calls.
I went to sleep and I woke up dead, but I changed my mind and I want to.
So many people with the wrong intentions . We been living with a selfish vision, but I guess it’s how we get through it. We take a lesson from the hardships; bet on ourselves, grit our teeth and hurry up and get to it. We only get a minute to figure out what our business is. Your bucket list is getting long hope you finish it. And in your movie they ain’t cast Mr. Nicholson. Stumbling over jaded plots, better making revisions. It’s a different kind of feeling when you’re doing what you wanna do. Charity is great but you can’t help until you make it too. Or maybe that’s the reason you’ve been all broken up: vanity keeps you panicked your image isn’t focused up. Open up and talk about it , walk it out and talk again. Closing off is why you see those fucking walls closing in. Break em’ down and go outside, live your life don’t live the lie. Lose the attitude and prove that you know how to be alive and prove that you can thrive. Get your money, buy the things but know that honesty and guts is how you bought the ring. And now you’re married to it, scarred up, a changed person: reward the hard work looks like the pain was worth it.
I went to sleep and I woke up dead, but I changed my mind and I want to.
I’m riding with a heart up on my sleeve. I ain’t even sure it’s mine but I’m gonna let it be. No instructions to this shit so I add another piece. Playing legos with my life I am tryna build a dream. Arts and crafts day build it from scratch, construction paper for the skyline, the buildings are matchsticks. Michel Gondry with the imagery and I ain’t pop a single pill today so who’s to say just who can limit me, nobody. Old soul more like a spring chicken when them gears start turning and endorphins start kicking. Who’s to say what’s on the other side? Not me, not you. You don’t need to bless me, I just need to ha-chu. Sick with it, pandemic, get with it. We are in the same boat we should prolly go fishin’ and I am feeling like I’m on a mission. So when I wake up please don’t tell me any different.
I went to sleep and I woke up dead, but I changed my mind and I want to.
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