fucked or fated.

emma carstairs. 26. the shadowhunter chronicles. fc: olivia holt. feyre archeron. 24. a court of thorns and roses. fc: poppy drayton. jester laçin (lavorre). 26. the mighty nein. fc: aslihan malbora. pomni. 25. the amazing digital circus. fc: jessie mei li. rumi kang. 24. kpop demon hunters. fc: chung ha. stephanie lauter. 23. the hatchetfield series. fc: mariah rose faith. when fighting your demons alone, you know you're fucked or fated. dependent muse for theothersidehq, written by ali (33 | she/they).

[wickedlcvely]

ᴡɪᴄᴋᴇᴅʟᴄᴠᴇʟʏ — a dependent multimuse blog for theothersidehq, ↪ as penned by ali ( 33. est. she/they. )

𝐦𝐮𝐬𝐞𝐬 : emma carstairs, feyre archeron, jester laçin ( lavorre ), pomni, rumi kang, stephanie lauter.

𝒆𝒎𝒎𝒂. 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑑𝑎𝑟𝑘 𝑎𝑟𝑡𝑖𝑓𝑖𝑐𝑒𝑠/𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑠ℎ𝑎𝑑𝑜𝑤ℎ𝑢𝑛𝑡𝑒𝑟 𝑐ℎ𝑟𝑜𝑛𝑖𝑐𝑙𝑒𝑠. ↪ dossier. interactions. navigation.

𝒇𝒆𝒚𝒓𝒆. 𝑎 𝑐𝑜𝑢𝑟𝑡 𝑜𝑓 𝑡ℎ𝑜𝑟𝑛𝑠 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑟𝑜𝑠𝑒𝑠. ↪ dossier. interactions. navigation.

𝒋𝒆𝒔𝒕𝒆𝒓. 𝑐𝑟𝑖𝑡𝑖𝑐𝑎𝑙 𝑟𝑜𝑙𝑒/𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑚𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡𝑦 𝑛𝑒𝑖𝑛. ↪ dossier. interactions. navigation.

𝒑𝒐𝒎𝒏𝒊. 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑎𝑚𝑎𝑧𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑑𝑖𝑔𝑖𝑡𝑎𝑙 𝑐𝑖𝑟𝑐𝑢𝑠. ↪ dossier. interactions. navigation.

𝒓𝒖𝒎𝒊. 𝑘𝑝𝑜𝑝 𝑑𝑒𝑚𝑜𝑛 ℎ𝑢𝑛𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑠. ↪ dossier. interactions. navigation.

𝒔𝒕𝒆𝒑𝒉𝒂𝒏𝒊𝒆. 𝑛𝑒𝑟𝑑𝑦 𝑝𝑟𝑢𝑑𝑒𝑠 𝑚𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑑𝑖𝑒/𝑡ℎ𝑒 ℎ𝑎𝑡𝑐ℎ𝑒𝑡𝑓𝑖𝑒𝑙𝑑 𝑠𝑒𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑠. ↪ dossier. interactions. navigation.

updated 4/10/26 @8:20 pm est.

[wickedlcvely]

𝒔𝒕𝒆𝒑𝒉𝒂𝒏𝒊𝒆 𝒍𝒂𝒖𝒕𝒆𝒓.

“ 𝑡𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑠𝑢𝑟𝑒 𝑎𝑏𝑜𝑣𝑒 𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑒𝑙𝑠𝑒? 𝑖 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑤ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑖𝑡 𝑖𝑠: 𝑚𝑦 𝑝ℎ𝑜𝑛𝑒! 𝑚𝑦 𝑤ℎ𝑜𝑙𝑒 𝑙𝑖𝑓𝑒'𝑠 𝑜𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔! ”

what’s your name?

"stephanie lauter. steph."

what’s the last thing you remember before you got here? take your time… you don’t have to remember everything. anything you can remember is enough.

she was at college, but was returning home to hatchetfield to visit her friends and pete. "i was driving home to visit for the first time in a while. i don't really like to go back there a lot."

do you remember how and where you died?

"so it is true?" she asked. "i'm dead?" this clearly wasn't the black and white that max had been taken to and likely not where her father was either. "no," she added, returning to the actual question. "no idea what happened."

is there anyone who might still be looking for you? family, friends… anyone at all? do you want us to contact them?

"all my family is dead," stephanie said, trying not to roll her eyes. "but peter. he's... tell him i'm okay."

now, the most important, do you want us to find your body? if we do, that means you’ll move on… that you’ll disappear from here as well.

"do i have to decide now?"

[wickedlcvely]

∞ 𝒔𝒕𝒆𝒑𝒉𝒂𝒏𝒊𝒆 𝒍𝒂𝒖𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒏𝒂𝒗𝒊𝒈𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏.

“ ℎ𝑜𝑤 𝑎𝑚 𝑖 𝑠𝑢𝑝𝑝𝑜𝑠𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝑜 𝑠𝑡𝑢𝑑𝑦 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑙𝑖𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑛𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡𝑜 𝑠𝑝𝑜𝑡𝑖𝑓𝑦? 𝑑𝑜 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑛 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑤ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑦𝑜𝑢'𝑟𝑒 𝑑𝑜𝑖𝑛𝑔? 𝑦𝑜𝑢'𝑟𝑒 𝑘𝑖𝑙𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑚𝑒 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑤ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑦𝑜𝑢'𝑟𝑒 𝑑𝑜𝑖𝑛𝑔! ”

mariah rose faith casillas. cis woman. she/her. nerdy prudes must die/the hatchetfield series. ⸻ i swear i’ve seen STEPHANIE LAUTER around renata before… it could just be that they remind me of ROBBERS by THE 1975. people say the TWENTY-THREE year old showed up SIX DAYS ago. just… appeared, like the rest of them. the last thing they remember is [RELUCTANTLY RETURNING TO HER HOMETOWN AFTER FINISHING UNIVERSITY]. but no one ends up here by accident, and sooner or later, everyone gets asked the same thing — do you want to be found?

𝒏𝒂𝒗𝒊𝒈𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏.

♦ dossier ♦ development ♦ musings ♦ visage ♦ interactions ♦ tasks ♦ all posts

𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑝ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑖𝑒 𝑡𝑎𝑔 𝑑𝑢𝑚𝑝.

∞ dossier. ft. steph.

∞ interactions ft. steph.

∞ character development ft. steph.

∞ musings ft. steph.

∞ visage ft. steph.

∞ tasks ft. steph.

∞ all posts ft. steph.

∞ resources ft. steph.

♊ ooc. | ali creates.

♊ ooc. | credits.

♊ ooc. | resources.

[wickedlcvely]

𝒋𝒆𝒔𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒍𝒂𝒄𝒊𝒏. ( 𝒍𝒂𝒗𝒐𝒓𝒓𝒆 )

“ 𝑖'𝑚 𝑎𝑠𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑡𝑜 𝑜𝑝𝑒𝑛 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑡 𝑡𝑜 𝑐ℎ𝑎𝑜𝑠. ”

what’s your name?

"hi! i'm jester."

what’s the last thing you remember before you got here? take your time… you don’t have to remember everything. anything you can remember is enough.

her head tilted slightly as she considered everything she remembered the events that had occurred. everything had been nearly perfect. it had been her wedding & she'd celebrated with her friends and family. "starting my bit of a happily ever after."

do you remember how and where you died?

"um, no," jester said, her voice only slightly annoyed and confused. "i feel like i should remember something as big as dying though, no?"

is there anyone who might still be looking for you? family, friends… anyone at all? do you want us to contact them?

"loads of people," she started. "i'm a very popular person, you know." her voice was matter-of-fact. "my mother and father, my friends, artagan..." more and more people were named after that. "oh, my husband too! have you met him? his name is fjord. he's very handsome. you'd like him!"

now, the most important, do you want us to find your body? if we do, that means you’ll move on… that you’ll disappear from here as well.

"not yet," she began, "this adventure is only just starting so i think i'll stay for a big. just until my friends get here or bring me back though."

[wickedlcvely]

𝒑𝒐𝒎𝒏𝒊.

“ 𝑤𝑒'𝑣𝑒 𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑑𝑜𝑛𝑒 𝑏𝑎𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑠. 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝑤𝑒'𝑟𝑒 𝑎𝑙𝑠𝑜 𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑤𝑒'𝑣𝑒 𝑔𝑜𝑡. 𝑖 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑘… 𝑤𝑒 𝑛𝑒𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝑜 𝑎𝑏𝑎𝑛𝑑𝑜𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑖𝑑𝑒𝑎 𝑜𝑓 𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑣𝑖𝑛𝑔. ”

what’s your name?

it felt wrong to reply, but the only name she knew to reply was the one she gave. "pomni." that was all. no last name. not even a real name, just one given to her by supposed chance.

what’s the last thing you remember before you got here? take your time… you don’t have to remember everything. anything you can remember is enough.

glitches. screaming. the circus falling apart around her while she and her friends looked for answers or escape. "my friend being able to curse," she said finally, though the words were almost more of a question than an answer.

do you remember how and where you died?

"no... i don't..." she shrugged, her hands fidgeting as she looked at the ground. "everything was collapsing and gray. that's all i remember."

is there anyone who might still be looking for you? family, friends… anyone at all? do you want us to contact them?

her old life was a blur, perhaps real or imagined, she still didn't know. her friends from the circus maybe? if they were even still alive. maybe they were here too. "i don't really know. i don't think so."

now, the most important, do you want us to find your body? if we do, that means you’ll move on… that you’ll disappear from here as well.

"i..." their voice broke off as they considered the idea that she could move on from yet another strange world. "i don't really care." what else could happen at this point?

[wickedlcvely]

☢ 𝒑𝒐𝒎𝒏𝒊 𝒏𝒂𝒗𝒊𝒈𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏.

“ 𝑠𝑜, 𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑖𝑟𝑒 𝑒𝑥𝑖𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑛𝑐𝑒 ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑖𝑠 𝑗𝑢𝑠𝑡…𝑙𝑎𝑟𝑝𝑖𝑛𝑔? ”

jessie mei li. gender nonconforming. she/they. the amazing digital circus. ⸻ i swear i’ve seen POMNI around renata before… it could just be that they remind me of I LOST MY MIND by SILVA HOUND FT. LIZZIE FREEMAN & MICHAEL KOVACH. people say the TWENTY-FIVE year old showed up THREE MONTHS ago. just… appeared, like the rest of them. the last thing they remember is [EVERYTHING FALLING APART AROUND HER AND LOSING NEARLY ALL HOPE]. but no one ends up here by accident, and sooner or later, everyone gets asked the same thing — do you want to be found?

𝒏𝒂𝒗𝒊𝒈𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏.

♦ dossier ♦ development ♦ musings ♦ visage ♦ interactions ♦ tasks ♦ all posts

𝑝𝑜𝑚𝑛𝑖 𝑡𝑎𝑔 𝑑𝑢𝑚𝑝.

☢ dossier. ft. pomni.

☢ interactions ft. pomni.

☢ character development ft. pomni.

☢ musings ft. pomni.

☢ visage ft. pomni.

☢ tasks ft. pomni.

☢ all posts ft. pomni.

☢ resources ft. pomni.

♊ ooc. | ali creates.

♊ ooc. | credits.

♊ ooc. | resources.

[wickedlcvely]

🍭 𝒋𝒆𝒔𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒍𝒂𝒄𝒊𝒏 ( 𝒍𝒂𝒗𝒐𝒓𝒓𝒆 ) 𝒏𝒂𝒗𝒊𝒈𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏.

“ ℎ𝑒𝑙𝑙𝑜, 𝑏𝑒𝑒𝑠! ”

aslihan malbora. demiwoman. she/they. critical role/the mighty nein. ⸻ i swear i’ve seen GÜLDEN 'JESTER' LAÇIN ( JESTER LAVORRE ) around renata before… it could just be that they remind me of IRRESPONSIBLE by EMEI. people say the TWENTY-SIX year old showed up ONE YEAR ago. just… appeared, like the rest of them. the last thing they remember is [CELEBRATING HER WEDDING WITH HER FAMILY AND FRIENDS]. but no one ends up here by accident, and sooner or later, everyone gets asked the same thing — do you want to be found?

𝒏𝒂𝒗𝒊𝒈𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏.

♦ dossier ♦ development ♦ musings ♦ visage ♦ interactions ♦ tasks ♦ all posts

𝑗𝑒𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑟 𝑡𝑎𝑔 𝑑𝑢𝑚𝑝.

🍭 dossier. ft. jester.

🍭 interactions ft. jester.

🍭 character development ft. jester.

🍭 musings ft. jester.

🍭 visage ft. jester.

🍭 tasks ft. jester.

🍭 all posts ft. jester.

🍭 resources ft. jester.

♊ ooc. | ali creates.

♊ ooc. | credits.

♊ ooc. | resources.