i’m going to be 100% completely honest here! i’m lost with what direction i want to take writing wise, i’ve lost muse for every character i write whether it be canon or original and i can’t find the same happiness i had at the start.
i love writing though at the same time it’s a lot to work at, the writing, formatting, editing of icons and the odd sense of pressure to get things done and be active is taking a toll on me mentally. i love lo, and i love marie and i love marrissa and i love my multi and every character i’ve ever written or attempted to but i’m really lost and i can’t find my place in what i want to do.
everything feels bland which is super upsetting to me because this is supposed to be a hobby, something i do for fun yet i’m not having fun. i’m sorry if i’ve disappointed anyone with my lack of in character content on any of my blogs, or if i haven’t responded or you’ve felt like i’m ignoring / don’t like you because that’s not true at all! i love my mutuals a lot, i can’t find the energy in me to respond to things like i used to and i feel like an old person trying to continue in a world where everything’s much too fast paced for them and it’s a struggle to keep up.
i have no solution to this problem i’m facing so i’ve decided to put all my time and energy into one muse for once, one that’ll be private and less focused on trying to be active rather than the six i have at once with me fumbling to make things work.
i hope that i can come back to my blogs after spending my efforts on this single muse and feel more refreshed and ready to tackle all my drafts.
