"He felt that he was himself and did not wish to be anyone else. He only wished now to be better than he had been formerly.
First of all, he decided that he would no longer hope for the exceptional happiness which marriage was to have given him, and consequently he would not underrate the present, as he had done. Secondly, he would never again allow himself to be carried away by passion..
Then, remembering his brother Nicholas.......his brother's talk about communism, which he had taken lightly at the time, now made him think.
He considered an entire change of economic conditions nonsense, but he had always felt the injustice of his superfluities compared with the peasants' poverty, and now decided, in order to feel himself quite justified, that though he had always worked hard and lived simply, he would in future work still more and allow himself still less luxury. And it all seemed to him so easy to carry out that he was in a pleasant reverie the whole way home. And it was with cheerful hopes for a new and better life that he reached his house towards nine o'clock in the evening."