get into the rabbithole alice

there's no time to explain

[wigilda]

меланхолійні таргани і павуки занепокоєнь

в очах твоїх, а чи й в думках

громи і блискавки амурних воєн

відблискують в побитих тарілках

перед жертовником жорстокої любови

(залишків консюмеризму з середи:

плюшéвих іграшок кольóру крови

і всохлих квíток, що колишуться туди-сюди),

ти маєш впасти на коліна у молитві,

якій нема ні краю, ні кінця

твоя богиня, люта і сердита,

кричучи рве папéрові серця

як, ох, як ти міг забути,

що то за сокровенний день??

тепер, шукаючи покути,

ти кланяєшся, молячи прощень.

червоне - колір воєн і пожежі,

колір комуністичного гімнá,

але із вишки нафтової вежі

стяг видно - валентинового дня.

[wav48k]

sorry i cant come into work for the rest of the week. Yeah its my chemical romance again

[gamwthnzwhmou]

Reblog if you had a Tumblr for 5+ years

[chaosnightmare]

[wigilda]

just in case you wondered if i am dead i am not

have a pic from beltane. it amuses me

[mushbuzz-do-not-repost]

MCR

[mothermara]

remember to bury the dead with a phone, everyone. these days the ferry terminal at the river styx wants you to download a fucking app

[squashplant]

schiaparelli, astrology collection, 1938

[amygdalae]

suck him good n hard thru his platemail

[roaldamundsen]

not romantic nor sexual nor platonic but a secret fourth thing (drawn on the same layer)

[roaldamundsen]

if they want to get rid of you they'll have to get rid of me too

[pascalcampion]

Before the world closed in

[dragon-in-a-fez]

"you don't know what you have until you lose it" works for things that suck too btw. sometimes you need to experience life without something for a while to realise oh damn that was some bullshit

[byjove]

Cemeteries are not wastes of space. Historical cemeteries ESPECIALLY are not wastes of space. The fact developers are continuously foaming at the mouth to destroy them and put a strip mall up in their place should make you even more determined to help maintain them. In urban areas, they are a haven for wildlife. They are a green space. If you are too afraid of death to utilize them for that purpose, that is on you.

[zooophagous]

Thank you. Historically cemeteries were treated as parks, and it wasn't uncommon to see people not only enjoying the grounds but actually playing games and having picnics there. Somewhere along the line we decided that these activities were inappropriate and that cemeteries were off limits and now people see them as wasted space because they feel too awkward to enjoy them.

They're not only beautiful green spaces but excellent public displays of history and art history, and if you care to look closely you can find out a lot just by studying stones.

For example- notice how few modern headstones are dedicated to young children versus the ones erected before vaccines were widespread.

The cemetery near here has the state's largest silver maple crowning its grounds. Many of the trees in older cemeteries are some of the largest and oldest trees in an area.

Cemeteries are for the living, not the dead. Enjoy them. Go birdwatching in them. Don't be stupid in them sure but don't be too afraid to touch them either.

And for the love of God don't mindlessly support turning them into parking lots and ""luxury"" condos.

[beguilingcorpse]

the idea gets kicked around a lot in the locked tomb of a “perfect” or “ideal” cavalier, and i think you could make an argument that each cavalier primary we meet in gideon the ninth IS the ideal cavalier for their respective houses - including magnus, who is not an incredible swordsman but who knows how to run point socially so his wife can do her research, very much the priority of the fifth. however i do also think that there is one Perfect Cavalier and it is marta dyas

[beguilingcorpse]

efficient. professional. precise and practiced swordswoman. keeps her opinions to herself. not related to or in love with her necromancer. knows how to set and keep boundaries when her necromancer falls in love with her. dies for her cause. deeply funny. would that we could all be marta dyas

[allsadnshit]

I always feel so worried about anyone I know who's 22-23 because I know those ages are the most hyped up yet shatteringly lonely times for most young adults when they expect so much from themselves and have been set up to fail at the same time but don't see that yet because they did everything they were supposed to and have probably started to feel so lonely and don't understand why seeing friends is suddenly getting way harder and time is going faster than ever

Those are like the speed batting ages where you are swinging so hard so fast trying to get this and you're striking out and even when you do hit you realize your just running in a circle and it starts to weigh on you and no one else is acknowledging it.

If you're 22-23 it's okay keep going, please try and remember to eat and sleep well and that there's nothing for you to win at, and you're not done changing no matter how set things feel

[phoenixyfriend]

"Haha, I'm a procrastinator, I sometimes take several days to do an easy task!" is true but like

I am consistently late to work. Because I am sitting on my bed, picking at my legs or watching videos or just staring at the floor.

I do not want to be late to work. I do not want to be late to doctor's appointments. I do not want to be late to things I volunteered to do for fun. I do not want to leave work two hours late because I was just sat at my desk, staring at my phone, unable to convince myself to get up and leave even though my work day was over. I do not want to be sat in my car, doomscrolling for half an hour as my car loses heat to the literal freezing temperatures, because I'm just incapable of making myself move.

But I am! I am always late to things! I am so incredibly bad at getting to things on time and it's partly executive dysfunction and partly a bad sense of time and partly just. Something deeply wrong with me.

IDK I also register the 'took weeks to do an easy task' thing (I haven't cleaned my room in uh. months?) (my dirty laundry is in multiple piles) but I feel like sometimes the cutesy 'single task' thing gets paraded around and the 'oh god I'm ruining my own life because I can't fucking move' is swept under the rug.

[phoenixyfriend]

I see this one is resonating with the mentally/chronically ill crowd.

[goth-queen]

[wigilda]

lietuva!!!