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Indie Jyushimatsu from the Project Matsuno AU. Written by Marcy, Blog established 9-14-2016

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"I smelled blood! Did someone hurt you!?" the other literally /lunges/ through his window this time, breaking it yet again, a serious look on his face. ~wildyellowanimal

@wildyellowanimal

        KARA SCREAMED—?!

He was so caught up in his own thoughts—a bit too deeply, in fact—that when his friend yelled and JUMPED through the window ( AGAIN ), Kara shrieked and promptly fell on his ass. His hands clutched at his chest, as though he had a heart attack from Jyushimatsu’s visit—and for all he knew, he probably did. That scared the SHIT out of him!

“ A-ah?! H-huh?! O-oh, um— ”

Kara cleared his throat.

“ N-no? The other person looks worse… I think I’m fine, Jyushimatsu-kun, don’t worry—what the fuck, how do you do that and not get glass through your skin?! ”

[wildyellowanimal]

Jyushimatsu was worried.

The bruiser hadn’t really hesitated before jumping through the window when he smelled the blood– the glass falling off him, not even really leaving a mark. A few tiny scratches sure, but nothing that was worth more than a casual glance over– they weren’t even bleeding really. Probably one of the perks of being a super-human like he was.

“Oh, my skin is tougher than most peoples, so only a little cut or two!” he hummed, but then stopped, getting a more serious expression on his face.

“If anyone ever hurts you, tell me, i’ll kill them.”

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Kara blinked for a few moments, still a bit shocked by that little stunt Jyushimatsu pulled off there. He was still not used to the fact that his friend was probably the strongest person he knew, and perhaps one of the strongest person anyone could know.

Then, the bruiser’s expression turned serious, and the bruiser spoke. Slowly, Kara felt a smile appear on his face, but it was dry, as though he was remembering a bad joke.

“ Ahah… that’s what I’m trying to find out, Jyushimatsu-kun. Maybe once I figure it out, I’ll tell you. It’s possible one of the people you’ll need to hurt could already be dead too. Though, preferably, I’d like to get them myself… ” Kara’s arms were crossed over his chest, and one of his hands were digging its fingers into his wrist.

“ B-but hey, ahm… eheh, don’t worry about it too much. I could take care of it. ”

[wildyellowanimal]

“Just say the word, Kara-kun. I’ll get Choromatsu-Niisan to find them and i’ll handle them no problem! Honest!”

He could already hear the third brothers voice in his head (not literally for once), scolding him on the uses of their technology. He knew it was risky doing all this for Kara. Iyami wouldn’t be happy about his newfound friendship with an outsider-- especially one that knew there was six of them. That would lead to death and an inevitable reset.

“I know you can, but I can too! I wanna help you out, Kara-kun!” the male explained, beaming. “I’m strong! Plus, you’re my friend! My only friend! It’s the least I could do for you, right?”

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"I smelled blood! Did someone hurt you!?" the other literally /lunges/ through his window this time, breaking it yet again, a serious look on his face. ~wildyellowanimal

@wildyellowanimal

        KARA SCREAMED—?!

He was so caught up in his own thoughts—a bit too deeply, in fact—that when his friend yelled and JUMPED through the window ( AGAIN ), Kara shrieked and promptly fell on his ass. His hands clutched at his chest, as though he had a heart attack from Jyushimatsu’s visit—and for all he knew, he probably did. That scared the SHIT out of him!

“ A-ah?! H-huh?! O-oh, um— ”

Kara cleared his throat.

“ N-no? The other person looks worse… I think I’m fine, Jyushimatsu-kun, don’t worry—what the fuck, how do you do that and not get glass through your skin?! ”

[wildyellowanimal]

Jyushimatsu was worried.

The bruiser hadn’t really hesitated before jumping through the window when he smelled the blood-- the glass falling off him, not even really leaving a mark. A few tiny scratches sure, but nothing that was worth more than a casual glance over-- they weren’t even bleeding really. Probably one of the perks of being a super-human like he was.

“Oh, my skin is tougher than most peoples, so only a little cut or two!” he hummed, but then stopped, getting a more serious expression on his face.

“If anyone ever hurts you, tell me, i’ll kill them.”

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"Kara-kun! Will you tell me about this Val-whatever's day?" Jyushimatsu chirped, grinning. ~wildyellowanimal for blue poison

“Huh? Oh, uh, sure…”

Kara cleared his throat and leaned his elbow against his small, foldable table. His fingers drummed lightly against the plastic surface, and he frowned a bit. Then, he waved his hand dismissively.

“It’s some sappy holiday where people get to gush over their significant others or whatever.” Kara sighed loudly. “I used to do it, but I don’t know, I’ve kind of become disillusioned by the whole holiday.”

He was lying, Kara loved this holiday. He was just being a bit bitter.

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wildyellowanimal:

Jyushimatsu knew how much of a facade he put on for others, how he seemed like a naive and sweet person. But he couldn’t see himself as that, as much as he wanted to. He wanted to be that sweet kind Jyushimatsu people liked to talk about and liked to see.

But he was a beast, a killing machine. Nothing more than a puppet whos strings needed to be pulled.

At least for now.

Jyushimatsu liked Kara. Kara seemed to understand that some things were meant to be and didn’t expect the yellow bruiser to comply with what he believed in. 

Kara was the first outsider that Jyushimatsu felt safe with, that he felt wouldn’t somehow drag him into the disease that had forever plagued his siblings, yet had eluded him.

But now that disease had to be the topic.

“It keeps extending, because the others keep getting corrupted, and going Rogue State.” he explained, then sighed.

“Rogue State is a disease, as is corruption. It hurts my brothers minds, makes them forget what’s important. They talk about mutiny and traps and horrible things. They forgot that the only thing that can save us is the contract, and so we have to bring them home so the scientists can fix them. So they can be reset. Resets are terrifying.”

He looks down, he has seen all his brothers in that state, and its something he never likes.

“They can’t see or hear you. They scream and cry and you have to teach them to do basic things, like eat and use the bathroom again. Then the contract extends and we’re here longer….”

He perks again almost immediately. “But its okay! Its for us! For Iyami! The contract is the single most important thing in our lives! We’re blessed that Iyami gave us that chance after creating us! We owe him, owe the Prime Minister, the entire corporation everything! Our lives, our skills, anything they want.”

Kara didn’t know what it was like to be a part of the Matsuno project. He didn’t know how things worked, or what the training, their jobs, their universe, their family was like. But even though it was all so—different, it also felt…

…familiar? Why was that? Kara could feel a familiar bile taste in his mouth, something that he felt whenever he thought back to…

To…

Ah.

It was different, but Kara… was starting to have thoughts now.

Even though Jyushimatsu perked up at the end, Kara’s expression didn’t brighten. In fact, his frown only seemed to deepen, his eyebrows furrowing together more. He bit down on his lip, and for a few moments, was silent.

Then, “…okay, first of all, it—goes against my belief to tell people how to live their lives. If I started dictating you about what I think you should do, I feel like I wouldn’t be any better than the fuckers I ran off from.” He leaned back against his seat. “Individualism is kind of important to me. It’s why I’m happier doing what I do now, than how I was a few years ago.”

“—and that brings me to my second point.”

He looked at Jyushimatsu in the eye, expression still full of concern and worry.

“I like you a lot, Jyushimatsu. You’re a good guy, who means well. And even though I make a big deal out of being ‘an only kid’ or whatever, the fact that in one verse, you are my little brother… I don’t know, it only makes me worry and think about you more.”

“I’m just a bit worried about whether this ‘Rogue State’ is a disease to you guys, or them.” Kara’s expression twisted with distaste, as if he had something bitter in his mouth.

“Call it a personal bias, but I never trust higher-ups, or organized groups. Corruption is all over the place, and it’s all too easy for some strong people to tell their workers, oops, and break all their promises, after everything you’ve done for them.”

Kara clenched his fists.

“Now, maybe I’m wrong. Maybe your corporation people might actually pull through and give you brothers what you want. And I hope they do. But—”

The anger that Kara had felt just seconds before, from thinking about his old group, died down.

“—I’m just saying, be careful, okay? Blind trust is dangerous. Especially when you’re putting your life and future in somebody else’s hands. Just… make sure you’ll actually be getting what you guys need from their end of the deal.”

[wildyellowanimal]

Jyushimatsu noticed the change in Kara’s attitude, in the obvious unhappiness he wore. But the bruiser kept smiling, trying to quell the other’s worries, though he didn’t quite understand them himself. 

But at the same time there was only so much he could listen to without feeling the need to do his job--

“Kara-kun, you know you’re my friend right?”

He questioned, as though the topic at hand wasn’t even happening. He felt a cold pit in his stomach and shook his head. He liked Kara-kun, he was like his brother, and technically he was. But even his brother’s weren’t free from this treatment, not when they begun to speak like that-- it reminded him of too many sleepless nights of caring for screams, of teaching family to do basic things again...

He didn’t like that at all.

“Kara-kun, you’re probably my best friend.” he began, but then the smile faded. “But, to be blunt- You don’t know about us.” he didn’t wanna say it like that, but it was important to do so. “I know you have my best interests in mind, but you just don’t understand it.”

With the perfect practice of a recorded message yet again, he continued.

“Iyami gave us life, and instead of leaving us to suffer as labrats they decided to offer us the contract. We trust them completely, except when Rogue State sets in, and for me? Well, it never sets in. It’s our disease, the only one that can affect us. Poisons, drugs, unless it was specially made its not really that effective, but this? This is the biggest threat to all of us. I’ve had to deal with that when the other’s at least get to forget their mistakes.”

He didn’t know why he kept talking, but he couldn’t stop now.

“I’ve seen my siblings try to kill each other, I’ve heard them sprout the same nonsense you have. Heck, I’ve seen them try to kill themselves because they were sick. I know it might sound weird to you, but to me its clear as can be.”

“There’s only one way out of our current situation, and that’s through the contract. Through Iyami, and if you were from my world and said that stuff I woulda killed you be now.”

He stopped suddenly, covering his mouth with a sleeve.

“I talked a lot though, huh? Sorry, Kara-kun~” he hummed, as though the threat hadn’t happened. “I’m sorry for all that, I get kinda carried away. S’just. It means a lot to all six of us, me and my brothers. Its either the contract or termination.”

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"Kara-kun! Will you tell me about this Val-whatever's day?" Jyushimatsu chirped, grinning. ~wildyellowanimal for blue poison

“Huh? Oh, uh, sure…”

Kara cleared his throat and leaned his elbow against his small, foldable table. His fingers drummed lightly against the plastic surface, and he frowned a bit. Then, he waved his hand dismissively.

“It’s some sappy holiday where people get to gush over their significant others or whatever.” Kara sighed loudly. “I used to do it, but I don’t know, I’ve kind of become disillusioned by the whole holiday.”

He was lying, Kara loved this holiday. He was just being a bit bitter.

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wildyellowanimal:

Jyushimatsu would have been glad to see that smile if not for the low-key crisis going on inside his head.

Thankfully he knew just how to pull himself together. “Exactly, Kara-kun! People just, need to stop thinking of everything as necessary and remind themselves about the actual necessities. They don’t need gifts and candy and all that nonsense. They need each other! A relationship is a team after all, and bribes don’t make good teams!”

“Yeah, its really fun! We gorge ourselves and we get to pick whatever we want! I always love candy!”

He notices the concern and cracks again.

Except he can’t, he is his brothers infallible monster, their animal. A beast among beasts. He cannot be tainted.

“When we fufil the contract we’ll get everything we need! New names, identities, money, a new home. Everything. Everything is for the contract, so we can be free. So Iyami can have what it wants. That’s why we were made.”

Kara feels like it would be easy for one—and even himself—to underestimate just how smart and strong Jyushimatsu was. When the yellow-clad Matsuno exclaimed so happily and bluntly, and talked about candy with such a bright, cheery voice, one could categorize his presentation as somewhat childish.

Except Jyushimatsu said a lot of good shit. And there was that strength that Kara would never, even forget.

Yeah, underestimating Jyushimatsu was never a good idea. But Kara wasn’t really afraid of him. If anything, he saw Jyushimatsu… as a friend and a… kind of funny… little… brother…

You have a little brother in this world, too. Four of them. And one elder brother, and—

Kara waved his thoughts aside. He didn’t need that now. He was with his friend, Jyushimatsu, right now.

And right now, he was worried for said friend.

Something in Jyushimatsu’s expression makes Kara want to both pry and back off. Thick eyebrows furrowed together.

“…how much longer does your end of the contract have to last? From what I’m guessing, it… sounds like you’ve been doing this for a long while. Correct me if I’m wrong.”

Everything is for the contract, so we can be free.

Ah. So it was definitely as… constricting as he assumed it was…

[wildyellowanimal]

Jyushimatsu knew how much of a facade he put on for others, how he seemed like a naive and sweet person. But he couldn’t see himself as that, as much as he wanted to. He wanted to be that sweet kind Jyushimatsu people liked to talk about and liked to see.

But he was a beast, a killing machine. Nothing more than a puppet whos strings needed to be pulled.

At least for now.

Jyushimatsu liked Kara. Kara seemed to understand that some things were meant to be and didn’t expect the yellow bruiser to comply with what he believed in. 

Kara was the first outsider that Jyushimatsu felt safe with, that he felt wouldn’t somehow drag him into the disease that had forever plagued his siblings, yet had eluded him.

But now that disease had to be the topic.

“It keeps extending, because the others keep getting corrupted, and going Rogue State.” he explained, then sighed.

“Rogue State is a disease, as is corruption. It hurts my brothers minds, makes them forget what’s important. They talk about mutiny and traps and horrible things. They forgot that the only thing that can save us is the contract, and so we have to bring them home so the scientists can fix them. So they can be reset. Resets are terrifying.”

He looks down, he has seen all his brothers in that state, and its something he never likes.

“They can’t see or hear you. They scream and cry and you have to teach them to do basic things, like eat and use the bathroom again. Then the contract extends and we’re here longer....”

He perks again almost immediately. “But its okay! Its for us! For Iyami! The contract is the single most important thing in our lives! We’re blessed that Iyami gave us that chance after creating us! We owe him, owe the Prime Minister, the entire corporation everything! Our lives, our skills, anything they want.”

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"Kara-kun! Will you tell me about this Val-whatever's day?" Jyushimatsu chirped, grinning. ~wildyellowanimal for blue poison

“Huh? Oh, uh, sure…”

Kara cleared his throat and leaned his elbow against his small, foldable table. His fingers drummed lightly against the plastic surface, and he frowned a bit. Then, he waved his hand dismissively.

“It’s some sappy holiday where people get to gush over their significant others or whatever.” Kara sighed loudly. “I used to do it, but I don’t know, I’ve kind of become disillusioned by the whole holiday.”

He was lying, Kara loved this holiday. He was just being a bit bitter.

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wildyellowanimal:

Jyushimatsu didn’t seem to understand that thought, after all, considering his family that attitude was normal.

“I guess so? But it still seems counterproductive. Why have a holiday for relationships that you should celebrate the entire year round?” he didn’t quite get it himself. It seemed like a bond shouldn’t need a day, but hell what did he know about romance?

“Nope. On our birthday and some holidays we can eat what we want though, just as long as they can even out our diet regimen.”

Doesn’t that rigidness drive you nuts sometimes?

He stops and stares, almost as if hes seeing through his friend. It hurts all of a sudden, a sharp pain before hes shaking his head. No fucking way, it wasn’t that easy, not for him–

“No. Its necessary. Everything’s necessary for the contract and for Iyami.” he says it almost automatically, reminding himself not only of what was at stake, but who. “That’s why I was born, to serve Iyami. Other stuff, it’s not important!”

—huh. He never thought of it that way, but he had a really good point there. Kara blinked, then smiled warmly.

“You’re right. Guess it is kind of counterproductive. You’re a really wise guy, aren’t ya, Jyushimatsu?” Then, he hummed. “Then again, humans are stupid and sometimes need reminders about why relationships are important. That’s how counterproductive humanity is.” For some reason, Kara thought it was a funny joke, so he laughed.

“Ahh, I see… at least you have your birthdays to do that. But, god, only once a year… man.”

…that stare unnerved him. Was—was Jyushimatsu alright?

Concern crossed his features for a moment, and Kara frowned.

…that sounded weird. That didn’t feel like the Jyushimatsu he was talking to. That sounded… memorized. Or almost prerecorded.

“…what did he promise you, again?”

[wildyellowanimal]

Jyushimatsu would have been glad to see that smile if not for the low-key crisis going on inside his head.

Thankfully he knew just how to pull himself together. “Exactly, Kara-kun! People just, need to stop thinking of everything as necessary and remind themselves about the actual necessities. They don’t need gifts and candy and all that nonsense. They need each other! A relationship is a team after all, and bribes don’t make good teams!”

“Yeah, its really fun! We gorge ourselves and we get to pick whatever we want! I always love candy!”

He notices the concern and cracks again.

Except he can’t, he is his brothers infallible monster, their animal. A beast among beasts. He cannot be tainted.

“When we fufil the contract we’ll get everything we need! New names, identities, money, a new home. Everything. Everything is for the contract, so we can be free. So Iyami can have what it wants. That’s why we were made.”

[wildyellowanimal]

“I got a bad feeling suddenly...”

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"Kara-kun! Will you tell me about this Val-whatever's day?" Jyushimatsu chirped, grinning. ~wildyellowanimal for blue poison

“Huh? Oh, uh, sure…”

Kara cleared his throat and leaned his elbow against his small, foldable table. His fingers drummed lightly against the plastic surface, and he frowned a bit. Then, he waved his hand dismissively.

“It’s some sappy holiday where people get to gush over their significant others or whatever.” Kara sighed loudly. “I used to do it, but I don’t know, I’ve kind of become disillusioned by the whole holiday.”

He was lying, Kara loved this holiday. He was just being a bit bitter.

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wildyellowanimal:

Jyushimatsu noticed the shift between laughter to awkwardness and frowned. Why did he seem to always ruin the others mood? Or, at least make it awkward.

“But objectively its a lot less useful than like, Christmas or Birthdays, right? It’s just about relationships.”

He hummed happily at the attention, reminded of his own brother and how fond the sniper was of paying him special attentions. 

“Huh? No, we can’t have relationships until after the contract is complete. We can’t even talk to people from our home without killing them, unless they work for Iyami. No one’s allowed to see our faces.” he shrugged, grinning still. “We can’t even get hard! It’s funny! No distractions~!”

Oh, well that was sad. “Can’t eat that either!” he noted with a laugh, though he sounded disappointed, he loved candy. “Can’t mess up our food rationing!”

Honestly, Kara was sure it wasn’t the other who made it awkward. Kara was overly cynical and negative about things. He had to loosen up a bit…

“Huh… true, I guess… plus, romantic relationships don’t apply to everyone… but at the same time, most everyone has relationships, and I guess…? If you change the focus from romantic relationships to just—platonic or familiar ones—? Then I guess it’s a bit more… inclusive?”

Then he ran his fingers through his hair and mumbled, “Sorry, ‘m rambling again… ‘m not making much sense right now, am I?”

“…no relationships, talking—even chocolates, anything?” Kara whistled lowly, and a smiled a bit nervously. “That’s… really stifling. Doesn’t that rigidness drive you nuts sometimes? I wouldn’t be able to handle that. Candy is great, really.”

[wildyellowanimal]

Jyushimatsu didn’t seem to understand that thought, after all, considering his family that attitude was normal.

“I guess so? But it still seems counterproductive. Why have a holiday for relationships that you should celebrate the entire year round?” he didn’t quite get it himself. It seemed like a bond shouldn’t need a day, but hell what did he know about romance?

“Nope. On our birthday and some holidays we can eat what we want though, just as long as they can even out our diet regimen.”

Doesn’t that rigidness drive you nuts sometimes?

He stops and stares, almost as if hes seeing through his friend. It hurts all of a sudden, a sharp pain before hes shaking his head. No fucking way, it wasn’t that easy, not for him–

“No. Its necessary. Everything’s necessary for the contract and for Iyami.” he says it almost automatically, reminding himself not only of what was at stake, but who. “That’s why I was born, to serve Iyami. Other stuff, it’s not important!”

[wildyellowanimal]

ᴵ ᵃᵐ ᵐʸ ᵇʳᵒᵗʰᵉʳˢ ᵏᵉᵉᵖᵉʳ, ᵃⁿᵈ ʰᵉ ʰᵃˢ ᵇᵉᵉⁿ ˢˡᵉᵉᵖⁱⁿᵍ ᵖʳᵉᵗᵗʸ ʳᵒᵘᵍʰ ᵗʰᵉˢᵉ ᵈᵃʸˢ

𝑜𝓈𝑜𝓂𝒶𝓉𝓈𝓊, 𝓀𝒶𝓇𝒶𝓂𝒶𝓉𝓈𝓊, 𝒸𝒽𝑜𝓇𝑜𝓂𝒶𝓉𝓈𝓊, 𝒾𝒸𝒽𝒾𝓂𝒶𝓉𝓈𝓊, 𝒿𝓎𝓊𝓈𝒽𝒾𝓂𝒶𝓉𝓈𝓊, 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝑜𝒹𝑜𝓂𝒶𝓉𝓈𝓊

                                                 ᴵ ᵐᵃʸ ⁿᵒᵗ ᵇᵉ ᵐʸ ᵇʳᵒᵗʰᵉʳˢ ᵏᵉᵉᵖᵉʳ, ᵇᵘᵗ ᴵ ᵃᵐ ᵐʸ ᵇʳᵒᵗʰᵉʳˢ ᵇʳᵒᵗʰᵉʳ

[wildyellowanimal]

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"Kara-kun! Will you tell me about this Val-whatever's day?" Jyushimatsu chirped, grinning. ~wildyellowanimal for blue poison

“Huh? Oh, uh, sure…”

Kara cleared his throat and leaned his elbow against his small, foldable table. His fingers drummed lightly against the plastic surface, and he frowned a bit. Then, he waved his hand dismissively.

“It’s some sappy holiday where people get to gush over their significant others or whatever.” Kara sighed loudly. “I used to do it, but I don’t know, I’ve kind of become disillusioned by the whole holiday.”

He was lying, Kara loved this holiday. He was just being a bit bitter.

[wildyellowanimal]

“Great! Tell me!”

The bruiser immediately sat back down, though he was practically vibrating in his seat, obviously excited to hear more about this. The wide grin never left his face, even as Kara began to dismiss the holiday as something pointless. Oh, so it was about romance?

“That’s seriously disappointing!” Jyushimatsu chirped, somehow seeming unamused and happy at the exact same time. “No wonder I didn’t know about it! It’s absolutely useless!” to him anyways. Romance was absolutely out of the question, after all.

“It woulda hurt the contract anyways– Thank you, Kara-kun! I’m glad you told me about it!”

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Oh, well—that’s certainly a reaction to Valentine’s Day… it was… kind of amusing in of itself. Kara’s snort died down to an awkward cough.

“Well—it’s not totally useless… for people with significant others, it isn’t. But eh. It’s probably overhyped, too.”

Then another smile made his way to his face, and with a small, wry chuckle, he reached over and tousled Jyushimatsu’s hair. “It’s no problem. How would it hurt this contract, anyway? Are there really no distractions allowed, at all? Not even something like that?”

“—y’know, even if it’s totally useless, lots of chocolates and candies start popping up. It’s a good time to take advantage of the holiday treats.”

[wildyellowanimal]

Jyushimatsu noticed the shift between laughter to awkwardness and frowned. Why did he seem to always ruin the others mood? Or, at least make it awkward.

“But objectively its a lot less useful than like, Christmas or Birthdays, right? It’s just about relationships.”

He hummed happily at the attention, reminded of his own brother and how fond the sniper was of paying him special attentions. 

“Huh? No, we can’t have relationships until after the contract is complete. We can’t even talk to people from our home without killing them, unless they work for Iyami. No one’s allowed to see our faces.” he shrugged, grinning still. “We can’t even get hard! It’s funny! No distractions~!”

Oh, well that was sad. “Can’t eat that either!” he noted with a laugh, though he sounded disappointed, he loved candy. “Can’t mess up our food rationing!”

[wildyellowanimal]

If y’all threw some questions at Jyushimatsu that’d be swell

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"Kara-kun! Will you tell me about this Val-whatever's day?" Jyushimatsu chirped, grinning. ~wildyellowanimal for blue poison

“Huh? Oh, uh, sure…”

Kara cleared his throat and leaned his elbow against his small, foldable table. His fingers drummed lightly against the plastic surface, and he frowned a bit. Then, he waved his hand dismissively.

“It’s some sappy holiday where people get to gush over their significant others or whatever.” Kara sighed loudly. “I used to do it, but I don’t know, I’ve kind of become disillusioned by the whole holiday.”

He was lying, Kara loved this holiday. He was just being a bit bitter.

[wildyellowanimal]

“Great! Tell me!”

The bruiser immediately sat back down, though he was practically vibrating in his seat, obviously excited to hear more about this. The wide grin never left his face, even as Kara began to dismiss the holiday as something pointless. Oh, so it was about romance?

“That’s seriously disappointing!” Jyushimatsu chirped, somehow seeming unamused and happy at the exact same time. “No wonder I didn’t know about it! It’s absolutely useless!” to him anyways. Romance was absolutely out of the question, after all.

“It woulda hurt the contract anyways-- Thank you, Kara-kun! I’m glad you told me about it!”

[lucky-number-fourteen]

Hi there!! could you please reblog this if you’re willing to RP with the “Homerun Girl” from Osomatsu-san? I’m looking for more people to follow!

[wildyellowanimal]

;; back!

Here I am, on Jyushi! I missed this little psycho! Anyways, consider this a starter call, like/reblog for a roleplay

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DARK/VIOLENT STARTERS | ACCEPTING

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“You’re all bloody, what happened?!”

Kara immediately rushed over and started looking for cuts or wounds. “Did you get hurt? What the hell, Jyushimatsu—!?”

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wildyellowanimal :

He saw the cellphone and his blood instantly ran cold.

“D-don’t call a hospital, don’t.” he coughed and forced himself to speak.

“They aren’t gonna be able to help.”

Despite that he knew he needed some kind of help, and his com was a dead ring in his ear that terrified him right now. “I-I…” and with that he was coughing and he got paler. Which was probably a sign to ignore him and get medical help anyways, since he seemed to be completely out of it for the moment, tensing up and whimpering quietly.

For a split second, Kara did pause. But once the hacking resumed, Kara ignored him and dialed the emergency line.

“I don’t care that you’re some kind of superhuman government-made guard fighter or whatever—I’m not going to let you sit here while you have who-knows-how-many fucking bullet holes in you. If I don’t—ah, hello?”

Kara tried pushing down ont eh wound to slow the bleeding—he didn’t like how quickly his sweater got soaked with blood.

“My—my brother’s been shot multiple times. He’s bleeding out heavily. Yes, I can give you the address… I’m at…”

Kara spoke quickly, eyes looking to Jyushimatsu worriedly.

[wildyellowanimal]

Jyushimatsu didn’t like that he was ignored, but he couldn’t say anything. The issue was all the wiring and modifications to his body.

Those weren’t normal here, he knew that much.

He started mumbling weakly to himself, as though trying to talk, but it didn’t seem to do anything, nor was in coherent. He felt panic from the concept that he was not getting any feedback from his coms, but it was faint compared to everything.

He wanted to snap at Kara for calling medical services, but that was not the other’s fault, it was his fault for not being careful.

[wildyellowanimal]

Now I’m nostalgic of when I used to rp Koyuki and of when I rped Keroro Gunso in general on gaiaonline

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{ I'm gonna try and make him speechless anyways with /violence/! } Jyushimatsu noticed some random guy harassing Kara and he frowned, watching from nearby. When he saw the presentation of a weapon though he practically lunged, mostly a yellow blur until he collided with the person. There was a sharp crack and then they were dead and his shoes had blood on them from going partially through the guy- /ew/.

I don’t care what it takes. Make my muse speechless.

If Kara had known it was a Jackal gang member following him, he would’ve reacted much earlier. He was used to the threats, the name calling, the Blue Poison, you fucking bitch, come back here!

But he saw the tattoo splayed across the guy’s collarbone only when his shoulder was grabbed and his eyes caught the glint of a knife, and by then, it was too late.

The knife never cut his skin. Before he could move or attack, Jyushimatsu was there, a rapid blur of yellow, then red. Kara’s eyes widened as he stepped away from the now-dead body, snapping between the man, then to Jyushimatsu.

His mouth hung open, and for a few moments, no sound came out—

—then, “T-take off your shoes. O-oh my god.“

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wildyellowanimal:

Jyushimatsu knew that Kara was not very happy with what had just happened, likely because even as a thief, he still probably had morals that the younger did not. He had long been twisted past those, after all. Killing was a natural part of his life and so was protecting those he cared for.

“That man had a weapon, he was going to hurt you. He’s lucky I just killed him instead of doing worse.”

This is said with a bright smile and a happy tone, as thought what the bruiser had just said was not completely horrifying.

Twisted morals indeed.

He did not like the look of Kara’s face though, it was unhappy and he looked like he might throw up or something. Had he went too far? Maybe he should have went for something a bit less sudden and gruesome– oh well, it was too late to regret the way of murder now.

“Who are they?” he questioned, tone going cold for a minute. “I don’t want them hurting you, Kara! We’re friends and I’m not scared of a lotta thugs!” he had gotten rid of much worse. “They can’t be any worse than the rebel groups back home!”

Kara’s eyes darted down to the body, but he could only handle looking at the gore for so long until he tore his gaze away. With a thick swallow and the taste of bile in his mouth, Kara said, “I’ve been stabbed before. I wouldn’t have died if it had happened.”

That bright smile that Kara had found himself liking suddenly made him feel uneasy. It didn’t feel like it belonged here, in this situation. At all.

He hugged the messy bundle close to his chest and shivered from the cold air.

“They’re a gang group called the Jackals. All Jackal members, current or past, have that tattoo somewhere on their bodies.” His head turned to the bloody corpse before gulping. There was a stylized profile of a jackal on splayed across the skin, black and orange.

Rebel groups.

Seriously, what kind of world did Jyushimatsu live in—?

“I don’t mind if they get scared off or kicked around a little, but I don’t like killing them. Some of them used to be my friends. So please, don’t do that again. C-c’mon, we should go back to my apartment before somebody walks in on us.”

“…Jyushimatsu, what do you mean by rebel groups back at home? What… what is your home like?“

[wildyellowanimal]

“I know, but that doesn’t mean I want to sit by and watch them stab you.” he shrugged, looking back at the body. Yeah, he shouldn’t have been so quick to murder probably, but once again, it was too late to change the past and he didn’t feel regret for it.

“To be honest, a lotta instinct kicked in, I wasn’t gonna kill him, but he pulled the weapon and--” the rest was history.

He blinked before pulling the coat he wore over his clothing off and draping it as best as he could over the other.

“I’m sorry.” He really wasn’t, but it was the best he could do for Kara.

When he asked what kind of world Jyushimatsu lived in the bruiser stiffened slightly, shrugging his shoulders.

“When I was young, Japan was hit with a series of disasters. Mostly horrible Earthquakes. Nothing is the same anymore. Like, I know for a fact that the street we are standing on right now doesn’t exist where I live, this is part of the cleaned out districts. No one lives here because of acid rain and pillagers. Its a heaven for criminals and rebel groups.”

He stops for a moment before deciding its okay to continue.

“Me and my brothers work for the government, for Iyami. Prime Minister Dayon had us created to be guard dogs. We are military trained and we are superhuman. We don’t have parents, only scientists that made us in test tubes. The rebel groups are people who do not approve of Iyami or our Prime Minister.” he sighs. “Our job-- me and my brothers-- is to get rid of the rebel groups by any means.”

He shrugs again, kicking the dirt. “That’s... a lot, sorry, I rambled a lot, huh?”

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froggedmouth:

(part of me….. wants to remake my ruby blog…)

(screams)

[wildyellowanimal]

Here is all of Season Four, dunno how far behind you are