he wears his heart safety-pinned to his backpack; @williesmyth - Tumblr Blog

PRIVATE ⇆ WILBY

Gaby: Okay. Firstly, I just want you to know that you didn't do anything wrong, and I don't expect an apology from you. What you did before we started doing... this, that has nothing to do with me. And it's not something I think you should've told me, either. It's not about me not knowing or about the fact that you did it, it's just about it feeling weird for me that you and my sister have done, you know, stuff.

Gaby: I do appreciate you saying all of that, though. And you know it's still important to me, too. I just have to process everything in my mind, you know? It's a lot to take in.

Gaby: But I want you to know that I'm not mad. I promise, I'm not.

Wil: Right, and I completely understand that. Like I said, if you'd done something with one of my brothers, I'd probably feel a little weird about it, too. That's why I've been giving you space, because I know... I know that you'd need time to process everything. I'm willing to give you that, if you need more of it. Just know that I'm not going to stop pursuing you. I like the cool vibe we have with each other. I like being with you.

Wil: Good, I'm really happy that you're not mad. I'm sorry that all the shit got aired out on TV, too.

#private: all #private: gaby #character: gaby

PRIVATE ⇆ WILBY

Gaby: It's okay. I do think we need to talk, though.

Wil: Yeah, yeah. Of course we do.

Wil: I was going to tell you. I just didn't want to do it while we were still trying to get to know each other. I didn't want that to affect the way you saw me, or the way you let yourself be open and honest with me.

Wil: I can kind of see how me not telling you wasn't very open of me, but I'm sure you understand why. That's not something you bring up on the first date or at the dinner table, you know?

Wil: I get why it's weird, honestly. She's your sister and that's something that would be hard for me to swallow if the tables were turned.

Wil: I'm not going to apologize for it, though. Your sister is one of my greatest friends.

Wil: BUT, that's over and has been since that first and only time. I don't have any sort of feelings for her.

Wil: I do have feelings for you, though. And I know that you know that you're your own person. I like /you/.

Wil: I hope that's still important to you. /We're/ still important to you. Because it's still for me.

#private: all #private: gaby #character: gaby

[PRIVATE] || WILTANA

Santana: She'll either get over it or she won't. You'll just have to show her you're worth it. That's all.

Wil: How do I even fucking do that? I didn't even know it was going to be problem.

#private: all #private: santana #character: santana

[PRIVATE] || WILTANA

Santana: By reminding her of that? Don't start acting like it was a bad thing. I'm not a skeleton in the closet.

Wil: No, you're not. And that's where I'm sort of struggling to come up with a way to make this better.

Wil: It /shouldn't/ matter.

#private: all #private: santana #character: santana

[PRIVATE] || WILTANA

Santana: Don't be a wimp, Wil. If you like her, then prove it. Otherwise it wasn't gonna happen anyway because if you screwed it up on your own you'd just let her go.

Wil: It's the past. I don't know how to fix the fucking past, or I would.

Wil: Yeah, guess so.

#private: all #private: santana #character: santana

[PRIVATE] || WILTANA

Santana: Look, I'm not gonna say sorry, because fuck that, technically I did nothing wrong. I swear I talked to them about it when it happened. But if you like her then you go work it out.

Wil: Okay.

Wil: Like she'd be up for that.

#private: santana #character: santana #private: all

PRIVATE ⇆ WILBY

Gaby: I think so, too. I'm winging it, but if you think so, then that's good, I must be doing something right.

Gaby: I did! You're just being nice. Either way, it'd be weird to watch it. I'm sure plenty of other people plan to give us their Twitter feedback, though. They could be, I don't know. Okay, well then, I can't wait to watch it. I feel like you have good taste.

Gaby: Really? I mean, no, you can come, that's fine. I'm not very good, though. So, don't get your hopes up for a spectacular game or anything.

Wil: Definitely doing something right. Winging it is a good way to live, man. You're doing it right, Gaby.

Wil: It's just honesty, remember? Yeah, I don't even want to know what people are going to be saying on Twitter. People are so weird when it comes to that kind of shit. I don't really care. They've been replaced if that's the case. Hey, thanks. I really appreciate that, actually.

Wil: I just want to see you play, honestly.

Wil: Or see you, I guess.

#private: all #private: gaby #character: gaby

TEXT ✉ WILTANA

Santana: Not sure it'd be the best to completely surprise her tbh. She's not the most confident about it all.

Santana: Not that you shouldn't go, but you might want to let her know bc you know you'll feel bad when she's tripping over her own feet in surprise.

Santana: Whatever, I'm trying not to think about the awful that is school too much. At least things are a little interesting this year.

Wil: Okay, okay. I'm definitely going to tell her about it. I would hate for her to trip over herself, or something.

Wil: Interesting is putting it lightly. Did you enjoy the show last week?

#text: all #t: santana #character: santana

PRIVATE ⇆ WILBY

Gaby: I'm not, but I think I'm okay with it for now. I like the slow pace, it's helping me figure out what I'm doing. Good.

Gaby: Me either, they probably just edited together any embarrassing parts, like when I choked on my words. It is, we usually watch something from hers when we have movie nights. I haven't, I don't even know what that is. Maybe we could watch it, though? I mean, if you think it's so, so, so good.

Wil: The slow pace is definitely nice. It makes it not nearly as daunting as it usually is. You seem to know what you're doing, though.

Wil: Oh, hush! You didn't choke on your words at all. You don't give yourself enough credit. Oh yeah? I bet some of my movies are in that collection from the times she borrowed stuff from me. Yeah, we can definitely watch it. It's on Netflix. I think it's good, but I also really like Henson's stuff, so.

Wil: Hey, you don't mind if I come to your game, right?

Wil: I want to watch this pretty girl play volleyball.

#private: all #private: gaby #character: gaby

TEXT ✉ WILTANA

Santana: I have practice. She invited me, but I can't be her cheer squad. Which sucks bc there probably aren't a ton of people who go.

Santana: So if you're going, you'd better represent.

Santana: It's just moving very, very slowly.

Wil: I do, too. I'll be there, though. Sweaty and dirty, but I'll be there.

Wil: Don't tell her, would you?

Wil: I'll represent. No worries.

Wil: It is. It's kind of boo.

#text: all #t: santana #character: santana

PRIVATE ⇆ WILBY

Gaby: No, I guess it doesn't. I think so, but not everybody is as much of a beginner as I am. I think you're making the learning part pretty easy, though.

Gaby: That's understandable. It would be weird to watch our date, anyway. It's really not, it's pretty small. My sisters have better movie collections than I do. Sometimes, the flaws are okay, but sometimes they're so bad that it makes the movie awful. I can look past them in Labyrinth, though.

Wil: You're right about that. You aren't going to be a beginner always. You just have to think about it that way. Yeah? Good, I'm glad to hear that.

Wil: Exactly. I liked experiencing it. I don't want to see what they made it into. I've seen Santana's. Hers is pretty good. Truth. I agree with all of that. Have you seen Dinosaurs? That show was full of flaws, but was so, so, so good.

#private: all #private: gaby #character: gaby

TEXT ✉ WILTANA

Santana: Good boy.

Santana: Yeah, me too. I've been trying to deal with the fact that I still have to get through this year of school.

Santana: Just want to be done.

Wil: Yes, yes. Hey, do you want to go to the volleyball game with me? I should go to that stuff since Gaby is playing.

Wil: We're almost there, San. Then this shit is over and done with and we can move on with our lives.

#text: all #t: santana #character: santana

PRIVATE ⇆ WILBY

Gaby: Honesty isn't a bad thing. More people should be honest, haven't we had this conversation before? I'm glad I'm getting the real deal, though. I understand, and I'm happy I'm not the only one still learning. Oh, yeah, duh!

Gaby: Why not? I'm more about books than movies, so I think we should rely on your movie collection. Mine isn't very impressive. I love that movie! I do pick out all of the faults in it all the time, though, you're right.

Wil: Yeah, we've had this conversation a couple times now. It doesn't make it any less true, though. Everyone is still learning. Especially when it comes to relationships and shit. It's cool I get to learn with you, though.

Wil: I just didn't catch the bug last week. I bet yours is impressive. In its own right. We can definitely pick something great out of mine, though. All the Smythe boys contribute to it. I figured you would. Henson's stuff has flaws up the wazoo. That's what makes it so great.

#private: gaby #private: all #character: gaby

TEXT ✉ WILTANA

Santana: I'd also be on her side if you fucked up, so. Just giving you fair warning. I'm kinda stuck with her for life.

Santana: What are you up to other than that?

Wil: I wouldn't expect anything different. I just want to say that I don't plan on fucking up, so.

Wil: Not a lot. I've been pretty boring, honestly. Soccer and school. What about you?

#text: all #t: santana #character: santana

PRIVATE ⇆ WILBY

Gaby: I don't know, I think you're a nice person, and I'd hope I'm getting the real deal. I'm happy about it, too, so I'm glad you are. Yeah, they're really cute. Probably a little dorky, but I think they're cute.

Gaby: Yeah, I can do that. I've learned from last time, I'd prefer to watch the show the next day anyway, when I've already gotten the gist from Twitter. I don't know what I want to see, but we can figure something out that we'll both like, sure. I don't quote them, I just point out all of the technical faults and why things aren't realistic. It's a problem.

Wil: I think I'm too honest, that's why I don't think I'm the nicest person out there. You're getting the real deal. I just... haven't felt feelings in a long time. This is just as new to me as it is to you. Dorky is the new cute, remember? I can't wait to see them.

Wil: I don't know if I'm even going to watch the show, so missing it won't be the worst thing, ever. I've got a ton of fucking movies, so we can find something we're both going to like. That's even funnier. I'm pretty excited to experience that. We need to watch Labyrinth one time so you can go crazy with the faults in that movie.

#private: all #private: gaby #character: gaby

PRIVATE ⇆ WILBY

Gaby: That's good. Even if I feel like you're just being nice. I appreciate it regardless. Natural and easy is exactly how it should be in these situations, right? I think it works. I do not wear footie pajamas! I do have some really cute Harry Potter ones, though.

Gaby: Okay, well, I have plans on Wednesday and Thursday, so outside of that, I'm free. I do like to marathon movies, but I'm the worst person to watch a movie with, I should warn you about that now.

Wil: I'm not the nicest of people, so I don't say things just to be nice. It's just the truth. It's exactly how it should be. And that's how I feel it is, so I'm really happy about it. Really cute Harry Potter ones? You'll have to wear them, then. That's definitely something I have to say.

Wil: Would you want to ignore the show tomorrow and have a movie marathon with me tomorrow, then? We can order pizza and put whatever movie series you want to see on. Why are you the worst person to watch a movie with? Do you quote them? Because I do the exact same thing.

#private: all #private: gaby #character: gaby

TEXT ✉ WILTANA

Santana: There's nothing not to like. I get that.

Santana: Good. You'll be forgiven soon. Promise.

Wil: You're a good sister.

Wil: Good, I'm glad.

#text: all #t: santana #character: santana

Trending Blogs

Recently Viewed Blogs

he wears his heart safety-pinned to his backpack;