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Hey everyone, I'm putting together a weight loss pool in my discord server - DM if you want to join! Everyone contributes $5 & the person to lose the most weight after one month gets the entire pool of money. Still working on the rules! 🖤

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Snack plate - 285 cals 🌿

[DM me for a link to my ED discord server 🖤✨]

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DM me for a link to my ED discord server 🖤

DM me for a link to my discord server 🖤

Shauna Dean Cokeland 🖤

My sister who was always fat growing up and bigger than me / always jealous of me when I was at my LW is now thinner than me after losing weight due to a health issue and me gaining weight bc of recovery and I'm having such a hard time with it I'm so ashamed

Dinner 🍽️

Air fried Chicken patty (180)

Keto bun (80)

⅓ serving of green bean fries (74)

Light mayo (30)

Skinny girl ranch (10)

Total: 374 calories 🖤

Restricting and exercising is easy for me, I've done it before. I've been a 16 BMI girlie before recovery. What I hate is how long it takes. Weeks to months of waiting for your desired results sucks 😭

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My current favorite safe foods available in the US :)

Rice cakes (40 cals / cake) & Crispbread (35 cals / piece)

Great with canned tuna / chicken on top for a meal under 200 cals

Any lean cuisine under 300 cals - super filling with lots of protein and the fuel your body needs 🖤

This dressing with carrots / cucumbers is so good umf - soooo much better than Walden Farms

Put these bitches on the rice cakes / crispbread so good

Hear me out... Air fry a giant bowl of broccoli and season it with garlic powder & pepper then put a tbsp of spicy mayo and soy sauce on. So good and filling and tastes like Chinese takeout junk food

[Wintergirls by Laurie Halse Anderson]

First meal 🍽️

Salad w/ skinny girl dressing (60)

Bird's Eye Veggie pasta (360)

Total: 420 cals

So this is really embarrassing but this is what I used to look like before I was forced into treatment and decided to continue recovery for the last few years... I probably won't post a current body check until I lose at least 20 lbs as a before and during post. I'm so upset, I want my body back