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[willowthegremlin]

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- i’m gender-fluid and prefer he/they at the moment

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[awakeningthevioletswithin]

May 27th, 8:48PM

Tuesday was unbearable, Wednesday was orders of magnitude worse.

I had a medical appointment that took most of the day and caused me to be so overstimulated I had a full autistic meltdown...and my landlord texted me 6 times about packing. I do not want to live anymore. However I don't have a plan. I hurt everywhere. The one thing is money and I can't earn it fast enough.

Yesterday a sherriff's vehicle drove by, didn't stop. It's unclear whether purposeful or coincidental but I've been in a panic ever since. I don't have another day in me. I just can't. Resources are a lie, they don't actually exist. I don't need suicide prevention wellness checks. I need money. I just need money. Offering therapy is not helpful for economic inequality and poverty. Homelessness is not a fucking mental illness.

I think I'm done.

I have no idea why I've been so lucky in postponing being evicted. My landlord just wants to be paid. He'll cancel as soon as I pay him. It's all he wants and I don't have the ability to move, no vehicle, can't drive, no place to go..

I Need Help! I don't expect 1 person to be able and fix the situation but every sale gets me closer. I only have $5,000 out of the $15,800. I have to hope because I don't have another option.

Venmo-Kate-Havekost

I only had until midnight and I didn't make it. I have nowhere near enough. I accidentally fell asleep. If I can send the money, I don't think he'll refuse it. Tumblr night owls, I'll discount, I'll 2 for one, if you just help me remain housed.

The anonymous inbox stalker appears to back and once again severing my lifelines. Finding other housing has proved impossible within the time frame. I'm completely terrified.

I have been given until Friday, May 22nd to make a catch up payment! Perhaps I have not completely depleted my luck. I still have to make enough from sales to make the payment. My options are pay $15,500 or be homeless. Be homeless isn't really a viable option, so I have to pay. I'm alone in the world, so my only chance is to rely upon strangers who appreciate my art enough to consider it worthwhile to save me.

I received half of a miracle, in that my landlord agreed to abandon the eviction if I brought rent current. The other half of the miracle hasn't come together. I haven't made enough sales to cover it. I'm scared the antisemitic anon troll is back. I don't anywhere else to go. I don't have family, I don't have close friends. I'm trying to navigate several difficult situations as best as I can, and I'm doing it on my own.

I can't lose my housing. I'd rather be dead than be homeless again.

Hopeful Update: I spoke to my landlord. He agreed to call off the eviction and let me stay if I pay the back rent immediately. If you could help do that I'd be eternally grateful.

IN DESPERATE NEED OF HELP!!! Please I need help now!

THE SHERIFF CAME ON MAY 1ST TO NOTIFY ME My LANDLORD OBTAINED A WRIT OF RESTITUTION. THE SHERIFF COULD BE BACK ANY DAY. I HAVE NOWHERE TO GO, NO ONE WHO WILL HELP. A DECADE OF MY ART IN A LANDFILL. MY SOLE CHANCE IS TO PAY THE OVERDUE RENT AND OFFER SOME CUSHION BY PREPAYING A MONTH OR TWO. HE DOESN'T HATE ME, HE'S JUST TERRIFIED ABOUT PAYING FOR TWO KIDS IN COLLEGE.

I have nowhere else to go. I don't have family. I don't have the kind of friend who'd give me a room or let me stay with them. I don't have time to find a place mid-month. . I've tried to maintain hope, but now at three in the morning I despair. It would seem I have used all my luck, all of my miracles. My hope has withered. The waves are two strong to keep my head above water.

Please Boost, Buy, Donate, Please!!! Help an Autistic Artist remain in a community with necessary support for her.

The process has played out. All the hearings have occurred. I pay or the sheriff moves me out! I don't have another option. There is no other housing available to me.

Nothing is working! I can't raise any money, or make sales.If you are able please, please help me keep my housing.I don't have any other options than to make it work.

Please if you are able, support me and my independent woman owned gallery so I may continue to have a safe place to make my art. Thank you in advance.

Get yourself something really nice (and help an autistic, grieving artist keep my housing.). Commissions available. Help me be okay during this period of enormous precariousness. Thank You!!!

Sales stagnated but I have to make so many sales to pay my landlord and stay HOUSED.

Please help me keep my housing!

Venmo Kate-Havekost.

[awakeningthevioletswithin]

May 27th, 8:48PM

Tuesday was unbearable, Wednesday was orders of magnitude worse.

I had a medical appointment that took most of the day and caused me to be so overstimulated I had a full autistic meltdown...and my landlord texted me 6 times about packing. I do not want to live anymore. However I don't have a plan. I hurt everywhere. The one thing is money and I can't earn it fast enough.

Yesterday a sherriff's vehicle drove by, didn't stop. It's unclear whether purposeful or coincidental but I've been in a panic ever since. I don't have another day in me. I just can't. Resources are a lie, they don't actually exist. I don't need suicide prevention wellness checks. I need money. I just need money. Offering therapy is not helpful for economic inequality and poverty. Homelessness is not a fucking mental illness.

I think I'm done.

I have no idea why I've been so lucky in postponing being evicted. My landlord just wants to be paid. He'll cancel as soon as I pay him. It's all he wants and I don't have the ability to move, no vehicle, can't drive, no place to go..

I Need Help! I don't expect 1 person to be able and fix the situation but every sale gets me closer. I only have $5,000 out of the $15,800. I have to hope because I don't have another option.

Venmo-Kate-Havekost

I only had until midnight and I didn't make it. I have nowhere near enough. I accidentally fell asleep. If I can send the money, I don't think he'll refuse it. Tumblr night owls, I'll discount, I'll 2 for one, if you just help me remain housed.

The anonymous inbox stalker appears to back and once again severing my lifelines. Finding other housing has proved impossible within the time frame. I'm completely terrified.

I have been given until Friday, May 22nd to make a catch up payment! Perhaps I have not completely depleted my luck. I still have to make enough from sales to make the payment. My options are pay $15,500 or be homeless. Be homeless isn't really a viable option, so I have to pay. I'm alone in the world, so my only chance is to rely upon strangers who appreciate my art enough to consider it worthwhile to save me.

I received half of a miracle, in that my landlord agreed to abandon the eviction if I brought rent current. The other half of the miracle hasn't come together. I haven't made enough sales to cover it. I'm scared the antisemitic anon troll is back. I don't anywhere else to go. I don't have family, I don't have close friends. I'm trying to navigate several difficult situations as best as I can, and I'm doing it on my own.

I can't lose my housing. I'd rather be dead than be homeless again.

Hopeful Update: I spoke to my landlord. He agreed to call off the eviction and let me stay if I pay the back rent immediately. If you could help do that I'd be eternally grateful.

IN DESPERATE NEED OF HELP!!! Please I need help now!

THE SHERIFF CAME ON MAY 1ST TO NOTIFY ME My LANDLORD OBTAINED A WRIT OF RESTITUTION. THE SHERIFF COULD BE BACK ANY DAY. I HAVE NOWHERE TO GO, NO ONE WHO WILL HELP. A DECADE OF MY ART IN A LANDFILL. MY SOLE CHANCE IS TO PAY THE OVERDUE RENT AND OFFER SOME CUSHION BY PREPAYING A MONTH OR TWO. HE DOESN'T HATE ME, HE'S JUST TERRIFIED ABOUT PAYING FOR TWO KIDS IN COLLEGE.

I have nowhere else to go. I don't have family. I don't have the kind of friend who'd give me a room or let me stay with them. I don't have time to find a place mid-month. . I've tried to maintain hope, but now at three in the morning I despair. It would seem I have used all my luck, all of my miracles. My hope has withered. The waves are two strong to keep my head above water.

Please Boost, Buy, Donate, Please!!! Help an Autistic Artist remain in a community with necessary support for her.

The process has played out. All the hearings have occurred. I pay or the sheriff moves me out! I don't have another option. There is no other housing available to me.

Nothing is working! I can't raise any money, or make sales.If you are able please, please help me keep my housing.I don't have any other options than to make it work.

Please if you are able, support me and my independent woman owned gallery so I may continue to have a safe place to make my art. Thank you in advance.

Get yourself something really nice (and help an autistic, grieving artist keep my housing.). Commissions available. Help me be okay during this period of enormous precariousness. Thank You!!!

Sales stagnated but I have to make so many sales to pay my landlord and stay HOUSED.

Please help me keep my housing!

Venmo Kate-Havekost.

[awakeningthevioletswithin]

May 27th, 8:48PM

Tuesday was unbearable, Wednesday was orders of magnitude worse.

I had a medical appointment that took most of the day and caused me to be so overstimulated I had a full autistic meltdown...and my landlord texted me 6 times about packing. I do not want to live anymore. However I don't have a plan. I hurt everywhere. The one thing is money and I can't earn it fast enough.

Yesterday a sherriff's vehicle drove by, didn't stop. It's unclear whether purposeful or coincidental but I've been in a panic ever since. I don't have another day in me. I just can't. Resources are a lie, they don't actually exist. I don't need suicide prevention wellness checks. I need money. I just need money. Offering therapy is not helpful for economic inequality and poverty. Homelessness is not a fucking mental illness.

I think I'm done.

I have no idea why I've been so lucky in postponing being evicted. My landlord just wants to be paid. He'll cancel as soon as I pay him. It's all he wants and I don't have the ability to move, no vehicle, can't drive, no place to go..

I Need Help! I don't expect 1 person to be able and fix the situation but every sale gets me closer. I only have $5,000 out of the $15,800. I have to hope because I don't have another option.

Venmo-Kate-Havekost

I only had until midnight and I didn't make it. I have nowhere near enough. I accidentally fell asleep. If I can send the money, I don't think he'll refuse it. Tumblr night owls, I'll discount, I'll 2 for one, if you just help me remain housed.

The anonymous inbox stalker appears to back and once again severing my lifelines. Finding other housing has proved impossible within the time frame. I'm completely terrified.

I have been given until Friday, May 22nd to make a catch up payment! Perhaps I have not completely depleted my luck. I still have to make enough from sales to make the payment. My options are pay $15,500 or be homeless. Be homeless isn't really a viable option, so I have to pay. I'm alone in the world, so my only chance is to rely upon strangers who appreciate my art enough to consider it worthwhile to save me.

I received half of a miracle, in that my landlord agreed to abandon the eviction if I brought rent current. The other half of the miracle hasn't come together. I haven't made enough sales to cover it. I'm scared the antisemitic anon troll is back. I don't anywhere else to go. I don't have family, I don't have close friends. I'm trying to navigate several difficult situations as best as I can, and I'm doing it on my own.

I can't lose my housing. I'd rather be dead than be homeless again.

Hopeful Update: I spoke to my landlord. He agreed to call off the eviction and let me stay if I pay the back rent immediately. If you could help do that I'd be eternally grateful.

IN DESPERATE NEED OF HELP!!! Please I need help now!

THE SHERIFF CAME ON MAY 1ST TO NOTIFY ME My LANDLORD OBTAINED A WRIT OF RESTITUTION. THE SHERIFF COULD BE BACK ANY DAY. I HAVE NOWHERE TO GO, NO ONE WHO WILL HELP. A DECADE OF MY ART IN A LANDFILL. MY SOLE CHANCE IS TO PAY THE OVERDUE RENT AND OFFER SOME CUSHION BY PREPAYING A MONTH OR TWO. HE DOESN'T HATE ME, HE'S JUST TERRIFIED ABOUT PAYING FOR TWO KIDS IN COLLEGE.

I have nowhere else to go. I don't have family. I don't have the kind of friend who'd give me a room or let me stay with them. I don't have time to find a place mid-month. . I've tried to maintain hope, but now at three in the morning I despair. It would seem I have used all my luck, all of my miracles. My hope has withered. The waves are two strong to keep my head above water.

Please Boost, Buy, Donate, Please!!! Help an Autistic Artist remain in a community with necessary support for her.

The process has played out. All the hearings have occurred. I pay or the sheriff moves me out! I don't have another option. There is no other housing available to me.

Nothing is working! I can't raise any money, or make sales.If you are able please, please help me keep my housing.I don't have any other options than to make it work.

Please if you are able, support me and my independent woman owned gallery so I may continue to have a safe place to make my art. Thank you in advance.

Get yourself something really nice (and help an autistic, grieving artist keep my housing.). Commissions available. Help me be okay during this period of enormous precariousness. Thank You!!!

Sales stagnated but I have to make so many sales to pay my landlord and stay HOUSED.

Please help me keep my housing!

Venmo Kate-Havekost.

[awakeningthevioletswithin]

May 27th, 8:48PM

Tuesday was unbearable, Wednesday was orders of magnitude worse.

I had a medical appointment that took most of the day and caused me to be so overstimulated I had a full autistic meltdown...and my landlord texted me 6 times about packing. I do not want to live anymore. However I don't have a plan. I hurt everywhere. The one thing is money and I can't earn it fast enough.

Yesterday a sherriff's vehicle drove by, didn't stop. It's unclear whether purposeful or coincidental but I've been in a panic ever since. I don't have another day in me. I just can't. Resources are a lie, they don't actually exist. I don't need suicide prevention wellness checks. I need money. I just need money. Offering therapy is not helpful for economic inequality and poverty. Homelessness is not a fucking mental illness.

I think I'm done.

I have no idea why I've been so lucky in postponing being evicted. My landlord just wants to be paid. He'll cancel as soon as I pay him. It's all he wants and I don't have the ability to move, no vehicle, can't drive, no place to go..

I Need Help! I don't expect 1 person to be able and fix the situation but every sale gets me closer. I only have $5,000 out of the $15,800. I have to hope because I don't have another option.

Venmo-Kate-Havekost

I only had until midnight and I didn't make it. I have nowhere near enough. I accidentally fell asleep. If I can send the money, I don't think he'll refuse it. Tumblr night owls, I'll discount, I'll 2 for one, if you just help me remain housed.

The anonymous inbox stalker appears to back and once again severing my lifelines. Finding other housing has proved impossible within the time frame. I'm completely terrified.

I have been given until Friday, May 22nd to make a catch up payment! Perhaps I have not completely depleted my luck. I still have to make enough from sales to make the payment. My options are pay $15,500 or be homeless. Be homeless isn't really a viable option, so I have to pay. I'm alone in the world, so my only chance is to rely upon strangers who appreciate my art enough to consider it worthwhile to save me.

I received half of a miracle, in that my landlord agreed to abandon the eviction if I brought rent current. The other half of the miracle hasn't come together. I haven't made enough sales to cover it. I'm scared the antisemitic anon troll is back. I don't anywhere else to go. I don't have family, I don't have close friends. I'm trying to navigate several difficult situations as best as I can, and I'm doing it on my own.

I can't lose my housing. I'd rather be dead than be homeless again.

Hopeful Update: I spoke to my landlord. He agreed to call off the eviction and let me stay if I pay the back rent immediately. If you could help do that I'd be eternally grateful.

IN DESPERATE NEED OF HELP!!! Please I need help now!

THE SHERIFF CAME ON MAY 1ST TO NOTIFY ME My LANDLORD OBTAINED A WRIT OF RESTITUTION. THE SHERIFF COULD BE BACK ANY DAY. I HAVE NOWHERE TO GO, NO ONE WHO WILL HELP. A DECADE OF MY ART IN A LANDFILL. MY SOLE CHANCE IS TO PAY THE OVERDUE RENT AND OFFER SOME CUSHION BY PREPAYING A MONTH OR TWO. HE DOESN'T HATE ME, HE'S JUST TERRIFIED ABOUT PAYING FOR TWO KIDS IN COLLEGE.

I have nowhere else to go. I don't have family. I don't have the kind of friend who'd give me a room or let me stay with them. I don't have time to find a place mid-month. . I've tried to maintain hope, but now at three in the morning I despair. It would seem I have used all my luck, all of my miracles. My hope has withered. The waves are two strong to keep my head above water.

Please Boost, Buy, Donate, Please!!! Help an Autistic Artist remain in a community with necessary support for her.

The process has played out. All the hearings have occurred. I pay or the sheriff moves me out! I don't have another option. There is no other housing available to me.

Nothing is working! I can't raise any money, or make sales.If you are able please, please help me keep my housing.I don't have any other options than to make it work.

Please if you are able, support me and my independent woman owned gallery so I may continue to have a safe place to make my art. Thank you in advance.

Get yourself something really nice (and help an autistic, grieving artist keep my housing.). Commissions available. Help me be okay during this period of enormous precariousness. Thank You!!!

Sales stagnated but I have to make so many sales to pay my landlord and stay HOUSED.

Please help me keep my housing!

Venmo Kate-Havekost.

[awakeningthevioletswithin]

May 27th, 8:48PM

Tuesday was unbearable, Wednesday was orders of magnitude worse.

I had a medical appointment that took most of the day and caused me to be so overstimulated I had a full autistic meltdown...and my landlord texted me 6 times about packing. I do not want to live anymore. However I don't have a plan. I hurt everywhere. The one thing is money and I can't earn it fast enough.

Yesterday a sherriff's vehicle drove by, didn't stop. It's unclear whether purposeful or coincidental but I've been in a panic ever since. I don't have another day in me. I just can't. Resources are a lie, they don't actually exist. I don't need suicide prevention wellness checks. I need money. I just need money. Offering therapy is not helpful for economic inequality and poverty. Homelessness is not a fucking mental illness.

I think I'm done.

I have no idea why I've been so lucky in postponing being evicted. My landlord just wants to be paid. He'll cancel as soon as I pay him. It's all he wants and I don't have the ability to move, no vehicle, can't drive, no place to go..

I Need Help! I don't expect 1 person to be able and fix the situation but every sale gets me closer. I only have $5,000 out of the $15,800. I have to hope because I don't have another option.

Venmo-Kate-Havekost

I only had until midnight and I didn't make it. I have nowhere near enough. I accidentally fell asleep. If I can send the money, I don't think he'll refuse it. Tumblr night owls, I'll discount, I'll 2 for one, if you just help me remain housed.

The anonymous inbox stalker appears to back and once again severing my lifelines. Finding other housing has proved impossible within the time frame. I'm completely terrified.

I have been given until Friday, May 22nd to make a catch up payment! Perhaps I have not completely depleted my luck. I still have to make enough from sales to make the payment. My options are pay $15,500 or be homeless. Be homeless isn't really a viable option, so I have to pay. I'm alone in the world, so my only chance is to rely upon strangers who appreciate my art enough to consider it worthwhile to save me.

I received half of a miracle, in that my landlord agreed to abandon the eviction if I brought rent current. The other half of the miracle hasn't come together. I haven't made enough sales to cover it. I'm scared the antisemitic anon troll is back. I don't anywhere else to go. I don't have family, I don't have close friends. I'm trying to navigate several difficult situations as best as I can, and I'm doing it on my own.

I can't lose my housing. I'd rather be dead than be homeless again.

Hopeful Update: I spoke to my landlord. He agreed to call off the eviction and let me stay if I pay the back rent immediately. If you could help do that I'd be eternally grateful.

IN DESPERATE NEED OF HELP!!! Please I need help now!

THE SHERIFF CAME ON MAY 1ST TO NOTIFY ME My LANDLORD OBTAINED A WRIT OF RESTITUTION. THE SHERIFF COULD BE BACK ANY DAY. I HAVE NOWHERE TO GO, NO ONE WHO WILL HELP. A DECADE OF MY ART IN A LANDFILL. MY SOLE CHANCE IS TO PAY THE OVERDUE RENT AND OFFER SOME CUSHION BY PREPAYING A MONTH OR TWO. HE DOESN'T HATE ME, HE'S JUST TERRIFIED ABOUT PAYING FOR TWO KIDS IN COLLEGE.

I have nowhere else to go. I don't have family. I don't have the kind of friend who'd give me a room or let me stay with them. I don't have time to find a place mid-month. . I've tried to maintain hope, but now at three in the morning I despair. It would seem I have used all my luck, all of my miracles. My hope has withered. The waves are two strong to keep my head above water.

Please Boost, Buy, Donate, Please!!! Help an Autistic Artist remain in a community with necessary support for her.

The process has played out. All the hearings have occurred. I pay or the sheriff moves me out! I don't have another option. There is no other housing available to me.

Nothing is working! I can't raise any money, or make sales.If you are able please, please help me keep my housing.I don't have any other options than to make it work.

Please if you are able, support me and my independent woman owned gallery so I may continue to have a safe place to make my art. Thank you in advance.

Get yourself something really nice (and help an autistic, grieving artist keep my housing.). Commissions available. Help me be okay during this period of enormous precariousness. Thank You!!!

Sales stagnated but I have to make so many sales to pay my landlord and stay HOUSED.

Please help me keep my housing!

Venmo Kate-Havekost.

[awakeningthevioletswithin]

May 27th, 8:48PM

Tuesday was unbearable, Wednesday was orders of magnitude worse.

I had a medical appointment that took most of the day and caused me to be so overstimulated I had a full autistic meltdown...and my landlord texted me 6 times about packing. I do not want to live anymore. However I don't have a plan. I hurt everywhere. The one thing is money and I can't earn it fast enough.

Yesterday a sherriff's vehicle drove by, didn't stop. It's unclear whether purposeful or coincidental but I've been in a panic ever since. I don't have another day in me. I just can't. Resources are a lie, they don't actually exist. I don't need suicide prevention wellness checks. I need money. I just need money. Offering therapy is not helpful for economic inequality and poverty. Homelessness is not a fucking mental illness.

I think I'm done.

I have no idea why I've been so lucky in postponing being evicted. My landlord just wants to be paid. He'll cancel as soon as I pay him. It's all he wants and I don't have the ability to move, no vehicle, can't drive, no place to go..

I Need Help! I don't expect 1 person to be able and fix the situation but every sale gets me closer. I only have $5,000 out of the $15,800. I have to hope because I don't have another option.

Venmo-Kate-Havekost

I only had until midnight and I didn't make it. I have nowhere near enough. I accidentally fell asleep. If I can send the money, I don't think he'll refuse it. Tumblr night owls, I'll discount, I'll 2 for one, if you just help me remain housed.

The anonymous inbox stalker appears to back and once again severing my lifelines. Finding other housing has proved impossible within the time frame. I'm completely terrified.

I have been given until Friday, May 22nd to make a catch up payment! Perhaps I have not completely depleted my luck. I still have to make enough from sales to make the payment. My options are pay $15,500 or be homeless. Be homeless isn't really a viable option, so I have to pay. I'm alone in the world, so my only chance is to rely upon strangers who appreciate my art enough to consider it worthwhile to save me.

I received half of a miracle, in that my landlord agreed to abandon the eviction if I brought rent current. The other half of the miracle hasn't come together. I haven't made enough sales to cover it. I'm scared the antisemitic anon troll is back. I don't anywhere else to go. I don't have family, I don't have close friends. I'm trying to navigate several difficult situations as best as I can, and I'm doing it on my own.

I can't lose my housing. I'd rather be dead than be homeless again.

Hopeful Update: I spoke to my landlord. He agreed to call off the eviction and let me stay if I pay the back rent immediately. If you could help do that I'd be eternally grateful.

IN DESPERATE NEED OF HELP!!! Please I need help now!

THE SHERIFF CAME ON MAY 1ST TO NOTIFY ME My LANDLORD OBTAINED A WRIT OF RESTITUTION. THE SHERIFF COULD BE BACK ANY DAY. I HAVE NOWHERE TO GO, NO ONE WHO WILL HELP. A DECADE OF MY ART IN A LANDFILL. MY SOLE CHANCE IS TO PAY THE OVERDUE RENT AND OFFER SOME CUSHION BY PREPAYING A MONTH OR TWO. HE DOESN'T HATE ME, HE'S JUST TERRIFIED ABOUT PAYING FOR TWO KIDS IN COLLEGE.

I have nowhere else to go. I don't have family. I don't have the kind of friend who'd give me a room or let me stay with them. I don't have time to find a place mid-month. . I've tried to maintain hope, but now at three in the morning I despair. It would seem I have used all my luck, all of my miracles. My hope has withered. The waves are two strong to keep my head above water.

Please Boost, Buy, Donate, Please!!! Help an Autistic Artist remain in a community with necessary support for her.

The process has played out. All the hearings have occurred. I pay or the sheriff moves me out! I don't have another option. There is no other housing available to me.

Nothing is working! I can't raise any money, or make sales.If you are able please, please help me keep my housing.I don't have any other options than to make it work.

Please if you are able, support me and my independent woman owned gallery so I may continue to have a safe place to make my art. Thank you in advance.

Get yourself something really nice (and help an autistic, grieving artist keep my housing.). Commissions available. Help me be okay during this period of enormous precariousness. Thank You!!!

Sales stagnated but I have to make so many sales to pay my landlord and stay HOUSED.

Please help me keep my housing!

Venmo Kate-Havekost.

[awakeningthevioletswithin]

May 27th, 8:48PM

Tuesday was unbearable, Wednesday was orders of magnitude worse.

I had a medical appointment that took most of the day and caused me to be so overstimulated I had a full autistic meltdown...and my landlord texted me 6 times about packing. I do not want to live anymore. However I don't have a plan. I hurt everywhere. The one thing is money and I can't earn it fast enough.

Yesterday a sherriff's vehicle drove by, didn't stop. It's unclear whether purposeful or coincidental but I've been in a panic ever since. I don't have another day in me. I just can't. Resources are a lie, they don't actually exist. I don't need suicide prevention wellness checks. I need money. I just need money. Offering therapy is not helpful for economic inequality and poverty. Homelessness is not a fucking mental illness.

I think I'm done.

I have no idea why I've been so lucky in postponing being evicted. My landlord just wants to be paid. He'll cancel as soon as I pay him. It's all he wants and I don't have the ability to move, no vehicle, can't drive, no place to go..

I Need Help! I don't expect 1 person to be able and fix the situation but every sale gets me closer. I only have $5,000 out of the $15,800. I have to hope because I don't have another option.

Venmo-Kate-Havekost

I only had until midnight and I didn't make it. I have nowhere near enough. I accidentally fell asleep. If I can send the money, I don't think he'll refuse it. Tumblr night owls, I'll discount, I'll 2 for one, if you just help me remain housed.

The anonymous inbox stalker appears to back and once again severing my lifelines. Finding other housing has proved impossible within the time frame. I'm completely terrified.

I have been given until Friday, May 22nd to make a catch up payment! Perhaps I have not completely depleted my luck. I still have to make enough from sales to make the payment. My options are pay $15,500 or be homeless. Be homeless isn't really a viable option, so I have to pay. I'm alone in the world, so my only chance is to rely upon strangers who appreciate my art enough to consider it worthwhile to save me.

I received half of a miracle, in that my landlord agreed to abandon the eviction if I brought rent current. The other half of the miracle hasn't come together. I haven't made enough sales to cover it. I'm scared the antisemitic anon troll is back. I don't anywhere else to go. I don't have family, I don't have close friends. I'm trying to navigate several difficult situations as best as I can, and I'm doing it on my own.

I can't lose my housing. I'd rather be dead than be homeless again.

Hopeful Update: I spoke to my landlord. He agreed to call off the eviction and let me stay if I pay the back rent immediately. If you could help do that I'd be eternally grateful.

IN DESPERATE NEED OF HELP!!! Please I need help now!

THE SHERIFF CAME ON MAY 1ST TO NOTIFY ME My LANDLORD OBTAINED A WRIT OF RESTITUTION. THE SHERIFF COULD BE BACK ANY DAY. I HAVE NOWHERE TO GO, NO ONE WHO WILL HELP. A DECADE OF MY ART IN A LANDFILL. MY SOLE CHANCE IS TO PAY THE OVERDUE RENT AND OFFER SOME CUSHION BY PREPAYING A MONTH OR TWO. HE DOESN'T HATE ME, HE'S JUST TERRIFIED ABOUT PAYING FOR TWO KIDS IN COLLEGE.

I have nowhere else to go. I don't have family. I don't have the kind of friend who'd give me a room or let me stay with them. I don't have time to find a place mid-month. . I've tried to maintain hope, but now at three in the morning I despair. It would seem I have used all my luck, all of my miracles. My hope has withered. The waves are two strong to keep my head above water.

Please Boost, Buy, Donate, Please!!! Help an Autistic Artist remain in a community with necessary support for her.

The process has played out. All the hearings have occurred. I pay or the sheriff moves me out! I don't have another option. There is no other housing available to me.

Nothing is working! I can't raise any money, or make sales.If you are able please, please help me keep my housing.I don't have any other options than to make it work.

Please if you are able, support me and my independent woman owned gallery so I may continue to have a safe place to make my art. Thank you in advance.

Get yourself something really nice (and help an autistic, grieving artist keep my housing.). Commissions available. Help me be okay during this period of enormous precariousness. Thank You!!!

Sales stagnated but I have to make so many sales to pay my landlord and stay HOUSED.

Please help me keep my housing!

Venmo Kate-Havekost.

[awakeningthevioletswithin]

May 27th, 8:48PM

Tuesday was unbearable, Wednesday was orders of magnitude worse.

I had a medical appointment that took most of the day and caused me to be so overstimulated I had a full autistic meltdown...and my landlord texted me 6 times about packing. I do not want to live anymore. However I don't have a plan. I hurt everywhere. The one thing is money and I can't earn it fast enough.

Yesterday a sherriff's vehicle drove by, didn't stop. It's unclear whether purposeful or coincidental but I've been in a panic ever since. I don't have another day in me. I just can't. Resources are a lie, they don't actually exist. I don't need suicide prevention wellness checks. I need money. I just need money. Offering therapy is not helpful for economic inequality and poverty. Homelessness is not a fucking mental illness.

I think I'm done.

I have no idea why I've been so lucky in postponing being evicted. My landlord just wants to be paid. He'll cancel as soon as I pay him. It's all he wants and I don't have the ability to move, no vehicle, can't drive, no place to go..

I Need Help! I don't expect 1 person to be able and fix the situation but every sale gets me closer. I only have $5,000 out of the $15,800. I have to hope because I don't have another option.

Venmo-Kate-Havekost

I only had until midnight and I didn't make it. I have nowhere near enough. I accidentally fell asleep. If I can send the money, I don't think he'll refuse it. Tumblr night owls, I'll discount, I'll 2 for one, if you just help me remain housed.

The anonymous inbox stalker appears to back and once again severing my lifelines. Finding other housing has proved impossible within the time frame. I'm completely terrified.

I have been given until Friday, May 22nd to make a catch up payment! Perhaps I have not completely depleted my luck. I still have to make enough from sales to make the payment. My options are pay $15,500 or be homeless. Be homeless isn't really a viable option, so I have to pay. I'm alone in the world, so my only chance is to rely upon strangers who appreciate my art enough to consider it worthwhile to save me.

I received half of a miracle, in that my landlord agreed to abandon the eviction if I brought rent current. The other half of the miracle hasn't come together. I haven't made enough sales to cover it. I'm scared the antisemitic anon troll is back. I don't anywhere else to go. I don't have family, I don't have close friends. I'm trying to navigate several difficult situations as best as I can, and I'm doing it on my own.

I can't lose my housing. I'd rather be dead than be homeless again.

Hopeful Update: I spoke to my landlord. He agreed to call off the eviction and let me stay if I pay the back rent immediately. If you could help do that I'd be eternally grateful.

IN DESPERATE NEED OF HELP!!! Please I need help now!

THE SHERIFF CAME ON MAY 1ST TO NOTIFY ME My LANDLORD OBTAINED A WRIT OF RESTITUTION. THE SHERIFF COULD BE BACK ANY DAY. I HAVE NOWHERE TO GO, NO ONE WHO WILL HELP. A DECADE OF MY ART IN A LANDFILL. MY SOLE CHANCE IS TO PAY THE OVERDUE RENT AND OFFER SOME CUSHION BY PREPAYING A MONTH OR TWO. HE DOESN'T HATE ME, HE'S JUST TERRIFIED ABOUT PAYING FOR TWO KIDS IN COLLEGE.

I have nowhere else to go. I don't have family. I don't have the kind of friend who'd give me a room or let me stay with them. I don't have time to find a place mid-month. . I've tried to maintain hope, but now at three in the morning I despair. It would seem I have used all my luck, all of my miracles. My hope has withered. The waves are two strong to keep my head above water.

Please Boost, Buy, Donate, Please!!! Help an Autistic Artist remain in a community with necessary support for her.

The process has played out. All the hearings have occurred. I pay or the sheriff moves me out! I don't have another option. There is no other housing available to me.

Nothing is working! I can't raise any money, or make sales.If you are able please, please help me keep my housing.I don't have any other options than to make it work.

Please if you are able, support me and my independent woman owned gallery so I may continue to have a safe place to make my art. Thank you in advance.

Get yourself something really nice (and help an autistic, grieving artist keep my housing.). Commissions available. Help me be okay during this period of enormous precariousness. Thank You!!!

Sales stagnated but I have to make so many sales to pay my landlord and stay HOUSED.

Please help me keep my housing!

Venmo Kate-Havekost.

[awakeningthevioletswithin]

May 27th, 8:48PM

Tuesday was unbearable, Wednesday was orders of magnitude worse.

I had a medical appointment that took most of the day and caused me to be so overstimulated I had a full autistic meltdown...and my landlord texted me 6 times about packing. I do not want to live anymore. However I don't have a plan. I hurt everywhere. The one thing is money and I can't earn it fast enough.

Yesterday a sherriff's vehicle drove by, didn't stop. It's unclear whether purposeful or coincidental but I've been in a panic ever since. I don't have another day in me. I just can't. Resources are a lie, they don't actually exist. I don't need suicide prevention wellness checks. I need money. I just need money. Offering therapy is not helpful for economic inequality and poverty. Homelessness is not a fucking mental illness.

I think I'm done.

I have no idea why I've been so lucky in postponing being evicted. My landlord just wants to be paid. He'll cancel as soon as I pay him. It's all he wants and I don't have the ability to move, no vehicle, can't drive, no place to go..

I Need Help! I don't expect 1 person to be able and fix the situation but every sale gets me closer. I only have $5,000 out of the $15,800. I have to hope because I don't have another option.

Venmo-Kate-Havekost

I only had until midnight and I didn't make it. I have nowhere near enough. I accidentally fell asleep. If I can send the money, I don't think he'll refuse it. Tumblr night owls, I'll discount, I'll 2 for one, if you just help me remain housed.

The anonymous inbox stalker appears to back and once again severing my lifelines. Finding other housing has proved impossible within the time frame. I'm completely terrified.

I have been given until Friday, May 22nd to make a catch up payment! Perhaps I have not completely depleted my luck. I still have to make enough from sales to make the payment. My options are pay $15,500 or be homeless. Be homeless isn't really a viable option, so I have to pay. I'm alone in the world, so my only chance is to rely upon strangers who appreciate my art enough to consider it worthwhile to save me.

I received half of a miracle, in that my landlord agreed to abandon the eviction if I brought rent current. The other half of the miracle hasn't come together. I haven't made enough sales to cover it. I'm scared the antisemitic anon troll is back. I don't anywhere else to go. I don't have family, I don't have close friends. I'm trying to navigate several difficult situations as best as I can, and I'm doing it on my own.

I can't lose my housing. I'd rather be dead than be homeless again.

Hopeful Update: I spoke to my landlord. He agreed to call off the eviction and let me stay if I pay the back rent immediately. If you could help do that I'd be eternally grateful.

IN DESPERATE NEED OF HELP!!! Please I need help now!

THE SHERIFF CAME ON MAY 1ST TO NOTIFY ME My LANDLORD OBTAINED A WRIT OF RESTITUTION. THE SHERIFF COULD BE BACK ANY DAY. I HAVE NOWHERE TO GO, NO ONE WHO WILL HELP. A DECADE OF MY ART IN A LANDFILL. MY SOLE CHANCE IS TO PAY THE OVERDUE RENT AND OFFER SOME CUSHION BY PREPAYING A MONTH OR TWO. HE DOESN'T HATE ME, HE'S JUST TERRIFIED ABOUT PAYING FOR TWO KIDS IN COLLEGE.

I have nowhere else to go. I don't have family. I don't have the kind of friend who'd give me a room or let me stay with them. I don't have time to find a place mid-month. . I've tried to maintain hope, but now at three in the morning I despair. It would seem I have used all my luck, all of my miracles. My hope has withered. The waves are two strong to keep my head above water.

Please Boost, Buy, Donate, Please!!! Help an Autistic Artist remain in a community with necessary support for her.

The process has played out. All the hearings have occurred. I pay or the sheriff moves me out! I don't have another option. There is no other housing available to me.

Nothing is working! I can't raise any money, or make sales.If you are able please, please help me keep my housing.I don't have any other options than to make it work.

Please if you are able, support me and my independent woman owned gallery so I may continue to have a safe place to make my art. Thank you in advance.

Get yourself something really nice (and help an autistic, grieving artist keep my housing.). Commissions available. Help me be okay during this period of enormous precariousness. Thank You!!!

Sales stagnated but I have to make so many sales to pay my landlord and stay HOUSED.

Please help me keep my housing!

Venmo Kate-Havekost.

[awakeningthevioletswithin]

May 27th, 8:48PM

Tuesday was unbearable, Wednesday was orders of magnitude worse.

I had a medical appointment that took most of the day and caused me to be so overstimulated I had a full autistic meltdown...and my landlord texted me 6 times about packing. I do not want to live anymore. However I don't have a plan. I hurt everywhere. The one thing is money and I can't earn it fast enough.

Yesterday a sherriff's vehicle drove by, didn't stop. It's unclear whether purposeful or coincidental but I've been in a panic ever since. I don't have another day in me. I just can't. Resources are a lie, they don't actually exist. I don't need suicide prevention wellness checks. I need money. I just need money. Offering therapy is not helpful for economic inequality and poverty. Homelessness is not a fucking mental illness.

I think I'm done.

I have no idea why I've been so lucky in postponing being evicted. My landlord just wants to be paid. He'll cancel as soon as I pay him. It's all he wants and I don't have the ability to move, no vehicle, can't drive, no place to go..

I Need Help! I don't expect 1 person to be able and fix the situation but every sale gets me closer. I only have $5,000 out of the $15,800. I have to hope because I don't have another option.

Venmo-Kate-Havekost

I only had until midnight and I didn't make it. I have nowhere near enough. I accidentally fell asleep. If I can send the money, I don't think he'll refuse it. Tumblr night owls, I'll discount, I'll 2 for one, if you just help me remain housed.

The anonymous inbox stalker appears to back and once again severing my lifelines. Finding other housing has proved impossible within the time frame. I'm completely terrified.

I have been given until Friday, May 22nd to make a catch up payment! Perhaps I have not completely depleted my luck. I still have to make enough from sales to make the payment. My options are pay $15,500 or be homeless. Be homeless isn't really a viable option, so I have to pay. I'm alone in the world, so my only chance is to rely upon strangers who appreciate my art enough to consider it worthwhile to save me.

I received half of a miracle, in that my landlord agreed to abandon the eviction if I brought rent current. The other half of the miracle hasn't come together. I haven't made enough sales to cover it. I'm scared the antisemitic anon troll is back. I don't anywhere else to go. I don't have family, I don't have close friends. I'm trying to navigate several difficult situations as best as I can, and I'm doing it on my own.

I can't lose my housing. I'd rather be dead than be homeless again.

Hopeful Update: I spoke to my landlord. He agreed to call off the eviction and let me stay if I pay the back rent immediately. If you could help do that I'd be eternally grateful.

IN DESPERATE NEED OF HELP!!! Please I need help now!

THE SHERIFF CAME ON MAY 1ST TO NOTIFY ME My LANDLORD OBTAINED A WRIT OF RESTITUTION. THE SHERIFF COULD BE BACK ANY DAY. I HAVE NOWHERE TO GO, NO ONE WHO WILL HELP. A DECADE OF MY ART IN A LANDFILL. MY SOLE CHANCE IS TO PAY THE OVERDUE RENT AND OFFER SOME CUSHION BY PREPAYING A MONTH OR TWO. HE DOESN'T HATE ME, HE'S JUST TERRIFIED ABOUT PAYING FOR TWO KIDS IN COLLEGE.

I have nowhere else to go. I don't have family. I don't have the kind of friend who'd give me a room or let me stay with them. I don't have time to find a place mid-month. . I've tried to maintain hope, but now at three in the morning I despair. It would seem I have used all my luck, all of my miracles. My hope has withered. The waves are two strong to keep my head above water.

Please Boost, Buy, Donate, Please!!! Help an Autistic Artist remain in a community with necessary support for her.

The process has played out. All the hearings have occurred. I pay or the sheriff moves me out! I don't have another option. There is no other housing available to me.

Nothing is working! I can't raise any money, or make sales.If you are able please, please help me keep my housing.I don't have any other options than to make it work.

Please if you are able, support me and my independent woman owned gallery so I may continue to have a safe place to make my art. Thank you in advance.

Get yourself something really nice (and help an autistic, grieving artist keep my housing.). Commissions available. Help me be okay during this period of enormous precariousness. Thank You!!!

Sales stagnated but I have to make so many sales to pay my landlord and stay HOUSED.

Please help me keep my housing!

Venmo Kate-Havekost.

[awakeningthevioletswithin]

May 27th, 8:48PM

Tuesday was unbearable, Wednesday was orders of magnitude worse.

I had a medical appointment that took most of the day and caused me to be so overstimulated I had a full autistic meltdown...and my landlord texted me 6 times about packing. I do not want to live anymore. However I don't have a plan. I hurt everywhere. The one thing is money and I can't earn it fast enough.

Yesterday a sherriff's vehicle drove by, didn't stop. It's unclear whether purposeful or coincidental but I've been in a panic ever since. I don't have another day in me. I just can't. Resources are a lie, they don't actually exist. I don't need suicide prevention wellness checks. I need money. I just need money. Offering therapy is not helpful for economic inequality and poverty. Homelessness is not a fucking mental illness.

I think I'm done.

I have no idea why I've been so lucky in postponing being evicted. My landlord just wants to be paid. He'll cancel as soon as I pay him. It's all he wants and I don't have the ability to move, no vehicle, can't drive, no place to go..

I Need Help! I don't expect 1 person to be able and fix the situation but every sale gets me closer. I only have $5,000 out of the $15,800. I have to hope because I don't have another option.

Venmo-Kate-Havekost

I only had until midnight and I didn't make it. I have nowhere near enough. I accidentally fell asleep. If I can send the money, I don't think he'll refuse it. Tumblr night owls, I'll discount, I'll 2 for one, if you just help me remain housed.

The anonymous inbox stalker appears to back and once again severing my lifelines. Finding other housing has proved impossible within the time frame. I'm completely terrified.

I have been given until Friday, May 22nd to make a catch up payment! Perhaps I have not completely depleted my luck. I still have to make enough from sales to make the payment. My options are pay $15,500 or be homeless. Be homeless isn't really a viable option, so I have to pay. I'm alone in the world, so my only chance is to rely upon strangers who appreciate my art enough to consider it worthwhile to save me.

I received half of a miracle, in that my landlord agreed to abandon the eviction if I brought rent current. The other half of the miracle hasn't come together. I haven't made enough sales to cover it. I'm scared the antisemitic anon troll is back. I don't anywhere else to go. I don't have family, I don't have close friends. I'm trying to navigate several difficult situations as best as I can, and I'm doing it on my own.

I can't lose my housing. I'd rather be dead than be homeless again.

Hopeful Update: I spoke to my landlord. He agreed to call off the eviction and let me stay if I pay the back rent immediately. If you could help do that I'd be eternally grateful.

IN DESPERATE NEED OF HELP!!! Please I need help now!

THE SHERIFF CAME ON MAY 1ST TO NOTIFY ME My LANDLORD OBTAINED A WRIT OF RESTITUTION. THE SHERIFF COULD BE BACK ANY DAY. I HAVE NOWHERE TO GO, NO ONE WHO WILL HELP. A DECADE OF MY ART IN A LANDFILL. MY SOLE CHANCE IS TO PAY THE OVERDUE RENT AND OFFER SOME CUSHION BY PREPAYING A MONTH OR TWO. HE DOESN'T HATE ME, HE'S JUST TERRIFIED ABOUT PAYING FOR TWO KIDS IN COLLEGE.

I have nowhere else to go. I don't have family. I don't have the kind of friend who'd give me a room or let me stay with them. I don't have time to find a place mid-month. . I've tried to maintain hope, but now at three in the morning I despair. It would seem I have used all my luck, all of my miracles. My hope has withered. The waves are two strong to keep my head above water.

Please Boost, Buy, Donate, Please!!! Help an Autistic Artist remain in a community with necessary support for her.

The process has played out. All the hearings have occurred. I pay or the sheriff moves me out! I don't have another option. There is no other housing available to me.

Nothing is working! I can't raise any money, or make sales.If you are able please, please help me keep my housing.I don't have any other options than to make it work.

Please if you are able, support me and my independent woman owned gallery so I may continue to have a safe place to make my art. Thank you in advance.

Get yourself something really nice (and help an autistic, grieving artist keep my housing.). Commissions available. Help me be okay during this period of enormous precariousness. Thank You!!!

Sales stagnated but I have to make so many sales to pay my landlord and stay HOUSED.

Please help me keep my housing!

Venmo Kate-Havekost.

[awakeningthevioletswithin]

May 27th, 8:48PM

Tuesday was unbearable, Wednesday was orders of magnitude worse.

I had a medical appointment that took most of the day and caused me to be so overstimulated I had a full autistic meltdown...and my landlord texted me 6 times about packing. I do not want to live anymore. However I don't have a plan. I hurt everywhere. The one thing is money and I can't earn it fast enough.

Yesterday a sherriff's vehicle drove by, didn't stop. It's unclear whether purposeful or coincidental but I've been in a panic ever since. I don't have another day in me. I just can't. Resources are a lie, they don't actually exist. I don't need suicide prevention wellness checks. I need money. I just need money. Offering therapy is not helpful for economic inequality and poverty. Homelessness is not a fucking mental illness.

I think I'm done.

I have no idea why I've been so lucky in postponing being evicted. My landlord just wants to be paid. He'll cancel as soon as I pay him. It's all he wants and I don't have the ability to move, no vehicle, can't drive, no place to go..

I Need Help! I don't expect 1 person to be able and fix the situation but every sale gets me closer. I only have $5,000 out of the $15,800. I have to hope because I don't have another option.

Venmo-Kate-Havekost

I only had until midnight and I didn't make it. I have nowhere near enough. I accidentally fell asleep. If I can send the money, I don't think he'll refuse it. Tumblr night owls, I'll discount, I'll 2 for one, if you just help me remain housed.

The anonymous inbox stalker appears to back and once again severing my lifelines. Finding other housing has proved impossible within the time frame. I'm completely terrified.

I have been given until Friday, May 22nd to make a catch up payment! Perhaps I have not completely depleted my luck. I still have to make enough from sales to make the payment. My options are pay $15,500 or be homeless. Be homeless isn't really a viable option, so I have to pay. I'm alone in the world, so my only chance is to rely upon strangers who appreciate my art enough to consider it worthwhile to save me.

I received half of a miracle, in that my landlord agreed to abandon the eviction if I brought rent current. The other half of the miracle hasn't come together. I haven't made enough sales to cover it. I'm scared the antisemitic anon troll is back. I don't anywhere else to go. I don't have family, I don't have close friends. I'm trying to navigate several difficult situations as best as I can, and I'm doing it on my own.

I can't lose my housing. I'd rather be dead than be homeless again.

Hopeful Update: I spoke to my landlord. He agreed to call off the eviction and let me stay if I pay the back rent immediately. If you could help do that I'd be eternally grateful.

IN DESPERATE NEED OF HELP!!! Please I need help now!

THE SHERIFF CAME ON MAY 1ST TO NOTIFY ME My LANDLORD OBTAINED A WRIT OF RESTITUTION. THE SHERIFF COULD BE BACK ANY DAY. I HAVE NOWHERE TO GO, NO ONE WHO WILL HELP. A DECADE OF MY ART IN A LANDFILL. MY SOLE CHANCE IS TO PAY THE OVERDUE RENT AND OFFER SOME CUSHION BY PREPAYING A MONTH OR TWO. HE DOESN'T HATE ME, HE'S JUST TERRIFIED ABOUT PAYING FOR TWO KIDS IN COLLEGE.

I have nowhere else to go. I don't have family. I don't have the kind of friend who'd give me a room or let me stay with them. I don't have time to find a place mid-month. . I've tried to maintain hope, but now at three in the morning I despair. It would seem I have used all my luck, all of my miracles. My hope has withered. The waves are two strong to keep my head above water.

Please Boost, Buy, Donate, Please!!! Help an Autistic Artist remain in a community with necessary support for her.

The process has played out. All the hearings have occurred. I pay or the sheriff moves me out! I don't have another option. There is no other housing available to me.

Nothing is working! I can't raise any money, or make sales.If you are able please, please help me keep my housing.I don't have any other options than to make it work.

Please if you are able, support me and my independent woman owned gallery so I may continue to have a safe place to make my art. Thank you in advance.

Get yourself something really nice (and help an autistic, grieving artist keep my housing.). Commissions available. Help me be okay during this period of enormous precariousness. Thank You!!!

Sales stagnated but I have to make so many sales to pay my landlord and stay HOUSED.

Please help me keep my housing!

Venmo Kate-Havekost.

[awakeningthevioletswithin]

May 27th, 8:48PM

Tuesday was unbearable, Wednesday was orders of magnitude worse.

I had a medical appointment that took most of the day and caused me to be so overstimulated I had a full autistic meltdown...and my landlord texted me 6 times about packing. I do not want to live anymore. However I don't have a plan. I hurt everywhere. The one thing is money and I can't earn it fast enough.

Yesterday a sherriff's vehicle drove by, didn't stop. It's unclear whether purposeful or coincidental but I've been in a panic ever since. I don't have another day in me. I just can't. Resources are a lie, they don't actually exist. I don't need suicide prevention wellness checks. I need money. I just need money. Offering therapy is not helpful for economic inequality and poverty. Homelessness is not a fucking mental illness.

I think I'm done.

I have no idea why I've been so lucky in postponing being evicted. My landlord just wants to be paid. He'll cancel as soon as I pay him. It's all he wants and I don't have the ability to move, no vehicle, can't drive, no place to go..

I Need Help! I don't expect 1 person to be able and fix the situation but every sale gets me closer. I only have $5,000 out of the $15,800. I have to hope because I don't have another option.

Venmo-Kate-Havekost

I only had until midnight and I didn't make it. I have nowhere near enough. I accidentally fell asleep. If I can send the money, I don't think he'll refuse it. Tumblr night owls, I'll discount, I'll 2 for one, if you just help me remain housed.

The anonymous inbox stalker appears to back and once again severing my lifelines. Finding other housing has proved impossible within the time frame. I'm completely terrified.

I have been given until Friday, May 22nd to make a catch up payment! Perhaps I have not completely depleted my luck. I still have to make enough from sales to make the payment. My options are pay $15,500 or be homeless. Be homeless isn't really a viable option, so I have to pay. I'm alone in the world, so my only chance is to rely upon strangers who appreciate my art enough to consider it worthwhile to save me.

I received half of a miracle, in that my landlord agreed to abandon the eviction if I brought rent current. The other half of the miracle hasn't come together. I haven't made enough sales to cover it. I'm scared the antisemitic anon troll is back. I don't anywhere else to go. I don't have family, I don't have close friends. I'm trying to navigate several difficult situations as best as I can, and I'm doing it on my own.

I can't lose my housing. I'd rather be dead than be homeless again.

Hopeful Update: I spoke to my landlord. He agreed to call off the eviction and let me stay if I pay the back rent immediately. If you could help do that I'd be eternally grateful.

IN DESPERATE NEED OF HELP!!! Please I need help now!

THE SHERIFF CAME ON MAY 1ST TO NOTIFY ME My LANDLORD OBTAINED A WRIT OF RESTITUTION. THE SHERIFF COULD BE BACK ANY DAY. I HAVE NOWHERE TO GO, NO ONE WHO WILL HELP. A DECADE OF MY ART IN A LANDFILL. MY SOLE CHANCE IS TO PAY THE OVERDUE RENT AND OFFER SOME CUSHION BY PREPAYING A MONTH OR TWO. HE DOESN'T HATE ME, HE'S JUST TERRIFIED ABOUT PAYING FOR TWO KIDS IN COLLEGE.

I have nowhere else to go. I don't have family. I don't have the kind of friend who'd give me a room or let me stay with them. I don't have time to find a place mid-month. . I've tried to maintain hope, but now at three in the morning I despair. It would seem I have used all my luck, all of my miracles. My hope has withered. The waves are two strong to keep my head above water.

Please Boost, Buy, Donate, Please!!! Help an Autistic Artist remain in a community with necessary support for her.

The process has played out. All the hearings have occurred. I pay or the sheriff moves me out! I don't have another option. There is no other housing available to me.

Nothing is working! I can't raise any money, or make sales.If you are able please, please help me keep my housing.I don't have any other options than to make it work.

Please if you are able, support me and my independent woman owned gallery so I may continue to have a safe place to make my art. Thank you in advance.

Get yourself something really nice (and help an autistic, grieving artist keep my housing.). Commissions available. Help me be okay during this period of enormous precariousness. Thank You!!!

Sales stagnated but I have to make so many sales to pay my landlord and stay HOUSED.

Please help me keep my housing!

Venmo Kate-Havekost.

[awakeningthevioletswithin]

May 27th, 8:48PM

Tuesday was unbearable, Wednesday was orders of magnitude worse.

I had a medical appointment that took most of the day and caused me to be so overstimulated I had a full autistic meltdown...and my landlord texted me 6 times about packing. I do not want to live anymore. However I don't have a plan. I hurt everywhere. The one thing is money and I can't earn it fast enough.

Yesterday a sherriff's vehicle drove by, didn't stop. It's unclear whether purposeful or coincidental but I've been in a panic ever since. I don't have another day in me. I just can't. Resources are a lie, they don't actually exist. I don't need suicide prevention wellness checks. I need money. I just need money. Offering therapy is not helpful for economic inequality and poverty. Homelessness is not a fucking mental illness.

I think I'm done.

I have no idea why I've been so lucky in postponing being evicted. My landlord just wants to be paid. He'll cancel as soon as I pay him. It's all he wants and I don't have the ability to move, no vehicle, can't drive, no place to go..

I Need Help! I don't expect 1 person to be able and fix the situation but every sale gets me closer. I only have $5,000 out of the $15,800. I have to hope because I don't have another option.

Venmo-Kate-Havekost

I only had until midnight and I didn't make it. I have nowhere near enough. I accidentally fell asleep. If I can send the money, I don't think he'll refuse it. Tumblr night owls, I'll discount, I'll 2 for one, if you just help me remain housed.

The anonymous inbox stalker appears to back and once again severing my lifelines. Finding other housing has proved impossible within the time frame. I'm completely terrified.

I have been given until Friday, May 22nd to make a catch up payment! Perhaps I have not completely depleted my luck. I still have to make enough from sales to make the payment. My options are pay $15,500 or be homeless. Be homeless isn't really a viable option, so I have to pay. I'm alone in the world, so my only chance is to rely upon strangers who appreciate my art enough to consider it worthwhile to save me.

I received half of a miracle, in that my landlord agreed to abandon the eviction if I brought rent current. The other half of the miracle hasn't come together. I haven't made enough sales to cover it. I'm scared the antisemitic anon troll is back. I don't anywhere else to go. I don't have family, I don't have close friends. I'm trying to navigate several difficult situations as best as I can, and I'm doing it on my own.

I can't lose my housing. I'd rather be dead than be homeless again.

Hopeful Update: I spoke to my landlord. He agreed to call off the eviction and let me stay if I pay the back rent immediately. If you could help do that I'd be eternally grateful.

IN DESPERATE NEED OF HELP!!! Please I need help now!

THE SHERIFF CAME ON MAY 1ST TO NOTIFY ME My LANDLORD OBTAINED A WRIT OF RESTITUTION. THE SHERIFF COULD BE BACK ANY DAY. I HAVE NOWHERE TO GO, NO ONE WHO WILL HELP. A DECADE OF MY ART IN A LANDFILL. MY SOLE CHANCE IS TO PAY THE OVERDUE RENT AND OFFER SOME CUSHION BY PREPAYING A MONTH OR TWO. HE DOESN'T HATE ME, HE'S JUST TERRIFIED ABOUT PAYING FOR TWO KIDS IN COLLEGE.

I have nowhere else to go. I don't have family. I don't have the kind of friend who'd give me a room or let me stay with them. I don't have time to find a place mid-month. . I've tried to maintain hope, but now at three in the morning I despair. It would seem I have used all my luck, all of my miracles. My hope has withered. The waves are two strong to keep my head above water.

Please Boost, Buy, Donate, Please!!! Help an Autistic Artist remain in a community with necessary support for her.

The process has played out. All the hearings have occurred. I pay or the sheriff moves me out! I don't have another option. There is no other housing available to me.

Nothing is working! I can't raise any money, or make sales.If you are able please, please help me keep my housing.I don't have any other options than to make it work.

Please if you are able, support me and my independent woman owned gallery so I may continue to have a safe place to make my art. Thank you in advance.

Get yourself something really nice (and help an autistic, grieving artist keep my housing.). Commissions available. Help me be okay during this period of enormous precariousness. Thank You!!!

Sales stagnated but I have to make so many sales to pay my landlord and stay HOUSED.

Please help me keep my housing!

Venmo Kate-Havekost.

[awakeningthevioletswithin]

May 27th, 8:48PM

Tuesday was unbearable, Wednesday was orders of magnitude worse.

I had a medical appointment that took most of the day and caused me to be so overstimulated I had a full autistic meltdown...and my landlord texted me 6 times about packing. I do not want to live anymore. However I don't have a plan. I hurt everywhere. The one thing is money and I can't earn it fast enough.

Yesterday a sherriff's vehicle drove by, didn't stop. It's unclear whether purposeful or coincidental but I've been in a panic ever since. I don't have another day in me. I just can't. Resources are a lie, they don't actually exist. I don't need suicide prevention wellness checks. I need money. I just need money. Offering therapy is not helpful for economic inequality and poverty. Homelessness is not a fucking mental illness.

I think I'm done.

I have no idea why I've been so lucky in postponing being evicted. My landlord just wants to be paid. He'll cancel as soon as I pay him. It's all he wants and I don't have the ability to move, no vehicle, can't drive, no place to go..

I Need Help! I don't expect 1 person to be able and fix the situation but every sale gets me closer. I only have $5,000 out of the $15,800. I have to hope because I don't have another option.

Venmo-Kate-Havekost

I only had until midnight and I didn't make it. I have nowhere near enough. I accidentally fell asleep. If I can send the money, I don't think he'll refuse it. Tumblr night owls, I'll discount, I'll 2 for one, if you just help me remain housed.

The anonymous inbox stalker appears to back and once again severing my lifelines. Finding other housing has proved impossible within the time frame. I'm completely terrified.

I have been given until Friday, May 22nd to make a catch up payment! Perhaps I have not completely depleted my luck. I still have to make enough from sales to make the payment. My options are pay $15,500 or be homeless. Be homeless isn't really a viable option, so I have to pay. I'm alone in the world, so my only chance is to rely upon strangers who appreciate my art enough to consider it worthwhile to save me.

I received half of a miracle, in that my landlord agreed to abandon the eviction if I brought rent current. The other half of the miracle hasn't come together. I haven't made enough sales to cover it. I'm scared the antisemitic anon troll is back. I don't anywhere else to go. I don't have family, I don't have close friends. I'm trying to navigate several difficult situations as best as I can, and I'm doing it on my own.

I can't lose my housing. I'd rather be dead than be homeless again.

Hopeful Update: I spoke to my landlord. He agreed to call off the eviction and let me stay if I pay the back rent immediately. If you could help do that I'd be eternally grateful.

IN DESPERATE NEED OF HELP!!! Please I need help now!

THE SHERIFF CAME ON MAY 1ST TO NOTIFY ME My LANDLORD OBTAINED A WRIT OF RESTITUTION. THE SHERIFF COULD BE BACK ANY DAY. I HAVE NOWHERE TO GO, NO ONE WHO WILL HELP. A DECADE OF MY ART IN A LANDFILL. MY SOLE CHANCE IS TO PAY THE OVERDUE RENT AND OFFER SOME CUSHION BY PREPAYING A MONTH OR TWO. HE DOESN'T HATE ME, HE'S JUST TERRIFIED ABOUT PAYING FOR TWO KIDS IN COLLEGE.

I have nowhere else to go. I don't have family. I don't have the kind of friend who'd give me a room or let me stay with them. I don't have time to find a place mid-month. . I've tried to maintain hope, but now at three in the morning I despair. It would seem I have used all my luck, all of my miracles. My hope has withered. The waves are two strong to keep my head above water.

Please Boost, Buy, Donate, Please!!! Help an Autistic Artist remain in a community with necessary support for her.

The process has played out. All the hearings have occurred. I pay or the sheriff moves me out! I don't have another option. There is no other housing available to me.

Nothing is working! I can't raise any money, or make sales.If you are able please, please help me keep my housing.I don't have any other options than to make it work.

Please if you are able, support me and my independent woman owned gallery so I may continue to have a safe place to make my art. Thank you in advance.

Get yourself something really nice (and help an autistic, grieving artist keep my housing.). Commissions available. Help me be okay during this period of enormous precariousness. Thank You!!!

Sales stagnated but I have to make so many sales to pay my landlord and stay HOUSED.

Please help me keep my housing!

Venmo Kate-Havekost.