flower-brains

‧₊˚❀༉‧₊˚. 𝓑assie ᛝ 兎. ꒰ its true, i know, just how you feel he ◠ flower ୨୧ 𝓘nfp

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⋆˚❀˖°hii! this is the blogs masterlist and has important things to take into account when interacting, ⌞please⌝ look through it if youre going to interact! <3ᛝ ︶⊹︶︶୨୧︶︶⊹︶︶⊹︶︶୨୧︶

for a short rundown on the idea of this blog, i plan on posting any of my works i create to here! be it art, writing or anything between! this also may serve as a ask me anything as well!

i decided to make one after seeing some of my headmates and also some of our partner systems headmates making some and i decided... why not! it sounds fun :D

this is the post for the SUPER important stuff to keep in mind when interacting + the portals(links) for the other posts with infos ᛝ intros all for you to check out! if you plan on interacting ᛝ following ↴↴

please read thru this post & everything else which is linked through portals if youre able!! <3

1.ᛝ important ੭before we can get to fun !!

im a fictive in a system please understand that we are bodily a minor! do not send or say anything suggestive to us, its very wrong especially considering, this is the internet!! i want everyone to have a safe and fun time on my blog as well as me too! please respect that so we ALL can have fun!

we are taken!! by our amazing partner system!! please respect that, i am not comfortable with flirting unless we are close and i'm 100% sure that its only platonic and joking! otherwise do not do that around me at all thank you!!

2.ᛝ tags and their meanings ੭before we can get to fun !!

this is also very important while i will have always try and have disclaimers at the top of my post i might forget!!! even despite this if you have triggers please be careful on my uploads!!!!!!

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꒰୨୧◞ 。𝓣his ones done⠀.ᐟ

⤷ any completed work! 𓎢𓎠𓎟𓎠𓎡𓎢𓎠𓎟𓎠𓎡 ⸝⸝⸝ (same category)⸝⸝⸝

꒰୨୧◞ 。sorry to waste any time - .ᐟ

⤷ wip sneak peeks! 𓎢𓎠𓎟𓎠𓎡𓎢𓎠𓎟𓎠𓎡

꒰୨୧◞ 。 𝓞-oh... ?⠀

⤷ responses to asks ੭ tell me anythings ! 𓎢𓎠𓎟𓎠𓎡𓎢𓎠𓎟𓎠𓎡 ꒰୨୧◞ 。 𝓢ounds serious...⠀.ᐟ

⤷ rambling੭vent-ish੭irl things!

𓎢𓎠𓎟𓎠𓎡𓎢𓎠𓎟𓎠𓎡 ꒰୨୧◞ 。𝓨ou're... really talented⠀.ᐟ

⤷ drawing੭art post!!

𓎢𓎠𓎟𓎠𓎡𓎢𓎠𓎟𓎠𓎡 𝓟ortals to other posts... which will you jump through? ꩜ intro portal..

[wiltedrottingflowers]

i say it, reguritated

it but in my heart, i know

ive accepted myself for less than i am

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drafts are empty but at what cost now i have nothing to do im going to implode now due to lack of interactions goodbye chat

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extra : HUUUGE CONTENT WARNING FOR SUICIDE

twotime brushed through their black hair as they sat next to azures completely lifeless corpse, it was only a few days old but it had already turned a blue purple hue, although at that point not very far with decomposition and still tolerable to be around, that is where they had been spending all of their time lately regardless. refusing to eat or sleep, feeling like it was not deserved they wasted away besides azure. until they had decided with their shaking blood stained hands, they will never be able to move on from what they had done, azure was the only person they had ever loved so closely and dearly. they raised their dagger with nothing but disdain for themself for allowing themselves to be manipulated into believing such lies and making the worst mistake of their life.

taking a slow, uncomfortable dry swallow, they placed the tip of the dagger to the beginning of their wrist pressing down gently, taking a singular deep breath in and pushing the dagger down, ripping their skin in two, cutting anything in its way stopping at the inner crease of their elbow. their blood drained from their body like a pool , falling backwards into azures arms from the lack of balance, the world around them became fuzzy and began spinning quickly, dark splotches slowly consumed their view within moments and for once in their life everything stopped and it was finally quiet. they felt a warm embrace around their waist welcoming them, they were finally home,azures warmth engulphed them, as they melted into his loving arms for a final time, never to be let go or left again. ꩜ portal to part 3 .ᐟ

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twotimes grip never softened or became less desperate, clutching onto nothing but empty hope for their lovers life to be returned. needing him to come back to them, they were nothing and nobody without azure and it pained them to think of how horrible and meaningless their life will become. with a weak stomach they looked to azures face, hopeless they look into his half closed eyes wishing to meet azures previously beautiful purple eyes once more, but being met with only sickly, pale, lilac irises staring back at them. the sight was sickened them to their stomach beyond anything theyve ever witnessed before.

they hastily picked themselves up from the ground besides azure and ran to a bush, expelling what little they had eaten the past few days. the sight of his pale disheveled body and his dull lilac eyes filled them with a disgust they had never experienced before. as they hurled little to nothing they noticed their wings were beginning to shed revealing a spawn resembling structure of bone underneath, the feathers began falling quickly and without twotime even realizing they were falling to begin with. despite the painless loss of their feathers, a sudden pain almost resembling their entire head being crushed in erupted into their skull, weakly they limped back to azures corpse tears from pain fell numbly as they fell to their knees weakly and their vision turned more than blurry. as they hit the ground besides azure their conscious slipped as well. the day turned to night peacefully with the sun setting into a beautiful array of warm colors, the moon peaking from behind the mirroring trees. twotimes unconscious body had been changed throughout their sleep, above their head loosely lies a spawn resembling halo, which forever hovers and exposes the truths that had happened on that day. and upon the sides of their head rest wings the color of snow on their head. their feathers softer than a newborn kittens fur being the only thing on their body yet to be tainted from impurities. with a weak yawn they began to wake up slowly stretching softly, once more gripping onto azures cold corpse desperate for any sign of life that might have returned while they were out cold, their efforts were all in vein of course. sighing softly they sat back up bringing their knees to their chest , after a moment they began sobbing once more, unable to handle the reality of what they have done. they nuzzled their head into his chest sobbing into their lifeless body, refusing to remove themself ever. no matter what state azure found himself in twotime would always be by his side, never again would they leave.

꩜ portal to extra part .ᐟ

꩜ portal to part 2 .ᐟ

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before azure had realized it twotime quietly stood up, helping azure up to meet them eye to eye. twotime felt their heartbeat quicken as azure positioned himself infront of the themself and held their cheek softly, their thumb gently caressing twotimes cheek looking into their eyes with nothing but love and care for his wellbeing, missing the feeling of their body against his. twotimes attempt at keeping their preemptive tears from escaping was becoming a nearly impossible task now. they had been craving his touch so horribly and yet- azure gently leaned into kiss twotime gently, as their lips locked. twotimes embrace slowly tightening as they stood infront of azures body knowing what must be done. the soft feathered wings positioned on twotimes back repositioned themselves, warmth seeping from the feathers to twotimes back being almost unbearably warm. azure slowly disengaged from the embrace and stepped back, azure began to utter a soft, loving, and single word, "nightshade-" before they were interrupted by a unexpected action against them.

twotime swiftly unsheathed their dagger before he could finish the word, quickly and violently driving their dagger directly into the empty heart of their lover that they made whole once more. twotime, without a single ounce of remorse in their eyes stared as azure screamed from the innital stab and shakily gasped any bit of air he could manage with azures lungs and throat filling with a his deep crimson blood which drowned twotime in its smell of a sickeningly warm and sour iron scent piercing their senses.

shakily azure looked to the person he had given his life to, he watched their eyes desperately only to be met with disappointment as twotimes eyes had gone from a caring, although a bit crazy but still very very loving pair of deep black and white eyes. to a soulless variation, with not a single thought other than to murder. within the moments he thought the pain of twotimes dagger planted solidly, similar to diamond shards puncturing holes into his heart, unimaginable pain shot throughout his body much like the roots of a nightshade growing into soil and becoming one with the earth.. the nightshade, a flower, one he associated with his beloved, the one he had fallen in love with over many years. twisting the blade into azures heart a little further than before he screammed weakly as he looked down only to immediately endure another final agonizing, bone crushing sensation as twotime twisted the blade into his chest fully, twotime watched as azures weak, shaking hand, never having taken anothers life, innocent in his own right slowly met their tainted fist, cut skin and drenched in his lovers fresh warm blood. the undeniable contrast was loud and sickening. telling a tale of a murderer for a falsified religion, never being real; stopped cold in his route of life ruining decisions by a victim he held so dear to his heart in which he stole the life of mercilessly. a cold calculated plan prosecuted on someone he held closer than his fabricated stories of a god who was never there to begin for promises of a second life which would never be granted. almost momentarily twotime had some sense of thought back immediately realizing what they did. as tears began streaming down their face uncontrollably azures hand soaked in his own blood gently reached up and brushed a tear off of twotimes cheek, only to be replaced by another tear.

azure closed his eyes softly, with baited breath and occasional weak coughs of blood he formed his final words almost as a whisper

his blood loss never ceasing, with the severity of his wound. his skin grew more pale after every pump blood coming from his mutilated heart flooded his throat to which he needed to cough out often, paired with the wound uncomtrolably spilling blood from his weak body,

they became limp in twotimes grip his body beginning to numb everywhere pain surging through his entire being and yet, forced these last words just for twotimes sake. his life drained and yet he still adored them, nothing could make him hate twotime. ever. “please.. nightshade, d- dont c- cry..… smile … for me.. pl.. please? i love y-“ azure stopped slowly, their mouth open mid way from what he was saying and his eyes softly relaxing with a stare which slowly glazed the top of his eyes,

they stared for a moment processing what had happened right before their eyes proceeding to sob violently, attempting to shake their lover back to any form of physical conciousness, desprate to hear azure say in his gentle caring tone, “i love you, nightshade” one last time. one last time is all they needed, they wouldve done anything

concidering the current situation in front of them, twotimes sobbing worsened as they leaned into azures lifeless chest, waiting for him to wrap his arms around their waist like always, positioning them in that manner weakly between sobs, desperately grappling for any chance to pretend they had never done what they did, only for azures arms to slowly and lifelessly slide back to his sides a moment later where twotime had originally lifted them up from.

defeated, they sobbed harder, sitting helpless with azures body beside them, they tore their dagger from azures body, deciding it would be best. almost immediately however a horrible smell potruded, the sickeningly scent of iron invading their senses. they watched as old blood slowly trickled from the wound, a darker and thicker replacement to the stream of new, thin and fresh blood that originally spilled, quickly wringing azure dry. slowly and lazily the pungent blood started gushing out from the large spot the dagger had ripped and destroyed.

twotime holding azure desperately close wishing for a solution, for him to come back. they calmed down little before between heaves and sobs they gently gave azure a final kiss, getting blood on their own lips but not worrying at all about it. as they sobbed next to his body they thought silently how a comforting place for the two of them to venture to, in a attempt to escape everything and be alone with eachother, turned to a stomach churning sickening view with blood soaking the grass and dirt below that they had once sat together on, with both of their bodies and clothes covered in eachothers blood respectively

꩜ portal to part 3 .ᐟ ꩜ portal to part 1 .ᐟ

[wiltedrottingflowers]

azure sighed softly, holding twotimes hand in their own after days without being around them. taking in the light breeze of the air surrounding them, unknowing of what had been happening to his lover for days now, he thought silently to himself about the past week being rather strange. -

— the previous days in which twotime had been missing or them blowing the cold shoulder and pretending to not hear him. a high switch from their usual personality which was especially strange to consider. twotime was clingy, they tended to be around him constantly, many people have said most if not always twotime is by his side throughout the day without fail. and even occasionally twotime snuck into his room to sleep with him on occasions unbeknownst to the higher-ups. which left him confused on why they had stopped so suddenly, despite that nothing raised an cause for concern in his mind remembering the start of the week. he was tending to his nightshades and plethora of other purple adjacent flowers as per usual only accessorizing the beauty of a nightshade, much like his eye-catching lover... which he had not the slightest inkling of where they currently were or what they were doing. which was strange, theyre usually always besides him no matter the circumstance. shrugging it off however he went back to work, not thinking much of it at all. ᛝ while azure was gardening, twotime was handling their feelings to their situation terribly, hiding inside their room and locking the door, refusing to eat, drink or sleep. with them having such a childish and strong attachment nature they couldnt handle being away from azure and still seeing him around. even if it would contribute to a second life, they had found themself to begin uncontrollably cutting into their body more and more in attempt to release the built up sadness and obsession they were forced to bottle away from their peers including themself, methodically slicing their blade across their thighs, shoulder, and arm. doing so throughout the week heavily, even finding themselves accidentally nicking a vein from the sheer amount they had cut into their body however somehow managing to hide it from azure and take care of it theirself, not wanting him to suspect anything happening to be wrong or out of whatever "natural routine" their cult could have. twotime not being able to look azure in the eyes as they knew the inevitable was going to happen, began refusing any and all invitations to events especially the ones azure attended. not wanting to even catch a glimpse of azure knowing it would cause them to break into a thousand pieces, possibly ruining their entire plan. as time marched forward the day twotime was dreading approached as well. they sat alone in their room, with the lights out they stared at their wall, digging their blade deeply across any un-cut skin they could locate. azure was a loud contrast to twotimes actions. he sat alone in his room thinking, it felt unusual remembering twotime always around him in one way or another, only to suddenly vanish. without their prescence azures room was quiet, dull and uncomfortable. he looked down at a letter twotime gave him a week prior inviting him to the spot they had found together, it was a oddly formal letter but azure was desprate to see twotime in any means . the forest clearing was beautiful spotted with gorgeous nightshades and many other kinds of flowers surrounding area, azure sat silently, imagining once more how they had even found the area, starting together on a cold december night, twotime under his arm as they snuck out and explored them lying on his shoulder as they walked together, keeping eachother warm.

they had snuck out together to see if they could find anything to do, seeing winter nights being especially boring, disregarding the freezing air and snow fallen on the ground. they held eachother close in the clearing, resting upon a old tree as they talked about meaningless nothings, extremely grateful for even being allowed to lie together side by side, exchanging their bodyheat and getting to hold eachother, in such a vast and lonely world. he yearned to feel their warmth on his body once more, almost desperately. he hadnt been without twotime for this long since the days before they ever had met. ever since meeting they had been inseparable. azure wished to keep it that way, being by eachothers sides till the ends of time and even beyond that. sighing softly azure trailed off from his point and began preparing to leave, and meet his partner as a week had come to a close twotimes suffering undoubtably peaked, their body ached from the pain of the relentless cutting they had been doing to themself, not knowing what else to do with their feelings. however despite this they managed their way to the clearing, gazing left to right only to finally see azure sitting in their spot alone as he had been that week, his silhouette a soft and lonely ghost without twotimes body adjacent to his side, clinging beside him as usual. awaiting the arrival of the person he held so dear to him and who he had yearned for with a unexplainably horrible pain that festered within him, a empty crater at the bottom of his heart which twotime filled perfectly.

they sat down softly next to azure without a word and leaned onto his shoulder, the raw cuts on their body covered visually by non ripped clothing which they almost never wore, pained them like they were cutting themselves all over again at that very moment as they put their weight onto azure, trying to seem completely normal, with a soft shake from pain they intertwined his hand with their own holding his hand close and tightly, refuting tears which were trying to prick from his tired and pain filled eyes. azure only heard a small sniffle coming from the other as they sat together, completely unaware of their extreme inner turmoil barraging their mind and the truth of where and what they had been doing this whole time without him around. ꩜ portal to part 2 .ᐟ

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Hello hello! welcome to my actual intro post!! before i start though if you havent already pleasepls go read the { 𖦹 the important parts } of my intros!! (aka the masterlist...) ANYWAYS!!

꒰ HELLO EVERYONE! ꒱

its time.. my introductions,, long awaited,,,, my name is bassie!! im taken by our <𝜗ৎdarling partner system3 with that being said i really dont like flirting or any thing along those lines unless i know you and know your intentions!! next my pronouns are he/flower only!!! im a boy respect that pls!!!! they/them is okay as well but id rather he/him if you dont know how to use neos!! ノim also a bunny along WITH being a basket technically.. my handles kindof act like my ears sept theyre always droopy... anyways im a light brown dutch bunny!!! photo of me below...ノ

for hobbies i loveeee playing acnh and decorating housess.. expect some on heree.. teehee... i also LOVEEE to draw and write! drawing has been a big part of our life since forever and writing stories coherently or not always brings a sense of comfort to me, i also love to draw a pictures to go along with stories i write if im super into the plotline.. i think its fun to illustrate and write what im thinking.. if that makes any sense!! ᛝ

ᛝ another big reason why i wanted to make this blog was so i could finally share the things i create for others to see!! as well and maybe make peoples days better with my creations. making people happy has always been something i loved to do!!

moving on, i feel like its extremely important to note that i have strong feelings against some of my source mems SPECIFICALLY certain others i remember and still despise. if you bring them up in a amaノtma and if i have a not so savory response to them and say terrible things, just keep in mind none of it is directed at you!! i love you guys as long as you dont do some stupid shit!!! or itll be directed at you too grr ᛝ another fair warning, i dont like using punctuations or apostrophes in grammatically correct ways in my stories.. or even at all sometimes. i put punctuation where i think it sounds the best instead of stressing over where its "supposed" to be, the specifics have always been a mild struggle, especially with my larger works... dont beat me.... . pl..p lls...

BASIC DNI!! i block freely if im uncomfy

TYSM FOR READING!!!!