[perfectquote]

“I needed to be somewhere different. Maybe I needed to be someone different, too.”

— Heather Davis; The Clearing

[wiltinghost]

My family are draining the life out of me the day I can leave is the day I’ll finally be free

[wiltinghost]

One day I will grow wings

[wiltinghost]

Wish I had a way out of my house the domestics are getting so bad it’s me against everyone having my mother screaming at me threatening to slap me to then have my brother inserting himself towering over me and threatening me shaking so bad because he wants to hit me it’s so unsafe

[wiltinghost]

Being this ugly should be a crime forcing everyone else to be repulsed by my face

[wiltinghost]

My job is killing me I hate it so much I hate that I need it for money they’re not giving me hours or they give me to much I can’t even win I hate it I feel like I have only one option it’s the only easiest at out of this shit my version of running away

[wiltinghost]

About to partake in a long buried habit reunited like old friends

[wiltinghost]

Work will be fun tomorrow

[wiltinghost]

A girls already been crying I’m never emotional when I do this what the point

[wiltinghost]

About to partake in a long buried habit reunited like old friends

[wiltinghost]

Work will be fun tomorrow

[wiltinghost]

About to partake in a long buried habit reunited like old friends

[wiltinghost]

Every person I’ve ever cared for have all treated me like shit I accepted the worst fucking treatment no one’s ever bothered about me no one’s ever reached out my absence didn’t affect them I never mattered to any of them and I went back every time…I think I don’t matter to anyone that’s all I deserve

[samsketchbook]

[wiltinghost]

Knowing your parents hate you is such an unexplainable feeling if the people who birthed you don’t have the capacity to love who I am then who can I hope that anyone else could

[wiltinghost]

Ever have sure a solid feeling that it’s the end I think I should be scared but I’m not I feel at peace

[trin-santos]

WHEN YOU CUT A HOLE INTO MY SKULL, DO YOU HATE WHAT YOU SEE ... LIKE I DO?

[metamorphesque]

— Samuel Beckett, I Can't Go On, I'll Go On | Holly Warburton, Poppies 

[wiltinghost]

Sad sad blah blah blah same shit different day what’s new nearly 13 years of this but sure it’s only temporary right.

[blackbluecherryblossom]

i’m tired. but not just “didn’t sleep” tired. soul tired. bone tired. like my body keeps going but nothing inside knows why.