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It Got Better... (Cisco Ramon/Reader)
Imagine Cisco taking care of you while youâre really sickâŠ
Cisco touched your head again frowning. He didnât get sick much anymore and he hated that you were. Heâd give anything to have Barryâs super speed so he could run to the store and pick up some better soup. He only had tomato.
He knew you didnât mind it, but he wanted to get you your favorite. Everyone who got sick should always get their favorites. Tomato wasnât your favorite.
He smiled as you opened your eyes, âHey thereâŠâ
âYou stayed?â You said looking up at him.
âBabeâŠseriously?â He looked at you putting a cool clothe on your head, âWhat kind of boyfriend would I be if I had just left you here alone to suffer?â
You smiled a little feeling some relief from the clothe, âProbably a smart one, who didnât want to risk getting sickâŠâ
He smiled at you taking your hand, âY/N, you are so worth the risk. More then worth it.â
You smiled before feeling a tickle in your throat. You started to cough shaking your whole body violently as you turned from him. He frowned rubbing your back as it subsided, âIâll make you some tea babe.â
âYou donâtâŠâ
âI knowâŠbut Iâm going to.â He smiled at you before kissing your forehead.
âYouâre going toâŠâ
âI knowâŠbut itâs worth it.â Cisco told you as he walked toward your kitchen, âIâd get sick for you any day babe, as long as it meant you got better.â
You stared at him a small smile creeping over your rosey hot face. You were the luckiest girl on the planet, and every day it only got better, âCisco?â
âYeah?â
âI love you.â You watched him stop briefly looking over to you.
He smiled brightly, âI love you too.â
âAtta Girl  (Dean Winchester/Daughter)
This is for the Anon who requested this from my other blog!
Imagine your dad comforting your after a break upâŠ
Deanâs heart was somewhere between rage and acheâŠ
Heâd never seen you so hurt before and youâd been through a lot. Heâd enlisted some help from Sam to keep an eye on you while he ran to the store.Â
He glanced down at the tray in his hands with all of your favorites on it. Candy, ice cream, drinks and of course your favorite movies. He knocked on your door only to hear, âGo awayâŠI donât want to see youâŠâ
âBaby girlâŠâ
âDad just donât!â He heard you shout through the heavy door.
âDonâtâŠâ His eyes narrowed on the door, âY/NâŠI justâŠâ
The door swung open, âI know what youâre doing and I donât want it!âŠis thatâŠSuperswirl Ice CreamâŠâ
âYes.â He smiled as he watched your anger subside, âAnd everything else you like that I could think ofâŠI was thinking we could finally watch the last Mockingjay movie, since we missed it in the theater and just chill. No talkingâŠno cryingâŠjust daddy daughter night.â
You eyed him for a moment, âJustâŠa movie night? No talking?â
âNo talkingâŠnot from me.â He reassured you with a smile, âI just wanted to cheer you up and spend some time with you.â
You chewed on your lip for a moment before nodding slowly taking the ice cream, âFineâŠdaddy daughter night sounds good.â
âPerfect.â He smiled walking into your room setting everything up on the bed before as the movie got started. He had to admit he was pretty impressed with this Katniss chick.
That was until he heard the inevitable sniffle. He looked over at you as a tear slid down you your cheek. He wanted to find that kid and smash his ass into the next century, but he knew youâd never let him.Â
So all he could do it just put his arm around you and let you cry. Then the words came that broke his heart, âWhy doesnât anyone want me?â
He shut his eyes pulling you to him tightly, âBaby girlâŠthatâs not trueâŠthereâs someone out there for you. High justâŠwell, boys in high school are dumbâŠI know I was.â
âI reallyâŠâ You sniffed putting your arms around him, âI really liked himâŠâ
âI knowâŠI know you did.â He kissed your head, âI can still scare the piss outta him if you want.â
You laughed a little but shook your head, âI justâŠI thoughtâŠI found somethingâŠâ
âHeyâŠâ He pulled away looking at you, âWhen I found your momâŠ20 years agoâŠI was 36âŠangry and not looking for THE womanâŠbut there she wasâŠand she was something. She was everything and I mean everything.â
You smiled as you listened to him gush and love about your mom. How you consumed his every thought and moment. How it almost got him killed on a hunt. He loved you and that was somethingâŠ
âSo until you feel likeâŠyou havenât found anything yet.â He told you with a smile as he brushed your hair from your face.
âI love you daddy.â You hugged him again.
He smiled kissing your head again, âI love you too baby. I love you too.âÂ
âMaybeâŠa little scare couldnât hurtâŠâ You whispered.
He smirked, â âatta girl.â
I've never done a request before so I'm assuming this is how you do it lol. I was wondering if you could write a fic where reader is Dean's teen daughter and just had her first breakup with her cheating boyfriend and feels really insecure and is blaming herself so Dean comforts her. Suuuuper fluffy please. Thanks so much you're writing is amazing!!! đđđ
Hey Iâm not writing for WinchesterWanted anymore, but I did do your request, on my other blog! Find âAtta Girl here.
URL GRAPHICS âĄ
iâm only a couple of days short of finishing my exams and i want to get back into graphic making over the summer but i have approximately 0% inspiration
i made another post like this a while back but a lot of those blogs have now either changed to a non-spn url or been inactive for ages so i figured iâd start fresh âĄ
you donât have to be following me (though obv iâd be super happy if you do want to!)
pls pls have a supernatural related url because thatâs all i can make
reblog this
i might not be able to do everyoneâs but iâll make graphics for whichever urls i find inspiration for
i just want to make more graphics tbh
you can check out some examples of my graphics here if you like
So are you pretty much done with this blog now? If so can you at least tell us how the littlest Winchester was supposed to end? I don't mean this harshly, I'm actually dying to know lol
Uh this is unclear at this time and I'm not sure. Most likely not coming backto this blog but it will always be open. I really like @amarabliss and will remain over there. I've been thinking about rewriting and posting them over there though hence...unclear...sorry :(
Hi there! Is there another part to "The Littlest Winchester" on the Supernatural Amino App?! I'm a huge fan!!!
What's is this amino you speak of?
Hey I know you're on hiatus, but when do you think you'll be back? If you do plan on coming back?
Oh I never really left! My update schedule is sporadic. I just started a new semester and I have a crap ton of projects to dish out. Hoping to get a couple of updates done tomorrow and Monday. Are you looking for something in particular? :D
Oops I thought this was my other blog I'm sorry, uh I'm not sure! To be honest I think I'm transferring over to @amarabliss full time. I do take all request there, but my love for SPN has waned q little. I'm hoping it comes back!
Hey I know you're on hiatus, but when do you think you'll be back? If you do plan on coming back?
Oh I never really left! My update schedule is sporadic. I just started a new semester and I have a crap ton of projects to dish out. Hoping to get a couple of updates done tomorrow and Monday. Are you looking for something in particular? :D
Break - 6
Part One Part Two Part Three Part Four Part Five
Joe came home from a long night trying to be quiet. He didnât need to be waking anyone up at two in the morning.Â
He crept as quietly as he could to the stairs, but stopped when he heard a noise. Instinctively he pulled out his gun walking toward the noise in back of the house. He turned the corner into the dining room and sighed lowering his gun, âY/NâŠâ
âSorryâŠâ You looked at him sitting down at the table, âI was trying to be quiet.â
âItâs okayâŠI just got home.â He sighed walking toward you, âStill having trouble sleeping.â
You sighed nodding. Youâd been there for a few days and the memories were coming back more quickly, âItâs just hard to know what happened firstâŠand where I wasâŠit happens a lot when I go to sleep.âÂ
He nodded walking toward you, âYou know if you need anything Iâm here. Iâve got a couple buddies who served if want to talk to them. They volunteer at the VA hospital and work with PTSD patients.â
You nodded, âI knowâŠwhat I see isnât what scares meâŠitâs the fact that it mostly doesnât effect me at all.â
Joe sighed, âY/NâŠyou were a Commander in the Navy. You served your country and then you went into contract work. Both are notâŠeasy jobs. You get trained to prioritize.â
âI know that too.â You looked at him holding onto the coffee youâd made yourself like a life line, âWhat worries me is that there arenât very many enjoyable memories. Thereâs only a handful and it makes me wonder if my life was even worth itâŠâ
âYou listen to me.â He leaned down to you, âIt is always worth it. Hard and sometimes rough, but worth it.âÂ
You smiled tearing up, âYou wanna know what the one memory that keeps coming back everyday?â
He sat down loosening his tie, âYes I do.â
You looked at him sniffing the tears away, âBarry. That man is soâŠbright in a world full of dark.â
Joe smiled listening to you speak, âItâs recent. We were at the police station and weâre talkingâŠand there is this feeling that wells up in my chest, like an overflowing well. He gets that smileâŠâ
âThat genuine one, I know which one youâre talking about.â Joe nodded at you.
âYeahâŠI said something about meeting up later and he goes to leave. He bumped into the door as he went that grin still on his face.â You looked at him, âI donât know if want to remember someone who doesnât have more memories like that.â
âIn your defenseâŠâ
âNoâŠno more of that.â You leaned forward at him, âYou all know what pivotal moment took me from Central City and I am tired of sifting through all of the memoriesâŠPlease tell me what happened.â
Joe took a deep breath in through his nose and let it out slowly, âYour parents were murdered, you didnât adjust well. You tested out of school early and joined the military.â
You leaned back in your seat slowly, âWhat about my aunt?â
âHer idea of coping with her sisterâs death was a bottle of Merlot a day.â He told you, âI tried checking in with you, for Barryâs sake. You two were sorta thingâŠâ
âYeah I got thatâŠâ You frowned, âSo I just leftâŠI didnât dealâŠI justâŠâ
âYou were going through a lot. More then anyone at that age should go through.â Joe reached over putting a hand on yours, âJust remember your past doesnât control you. Itâs what you do nowâŠwhat you choose to do now that matters.â
You nodded sighing, âThanks JoeâŠâ
He stared at you for a moment before patting your hand gently, âYou should try and get some sleep, arenât you and Barry going to the Lab tomorrow?â
âYeahâŠI guess his friends wanted to try something to make my returning memories less scrambled and more in order.â You watched him stand up, âIâm not sure I want to go.â
He smiled at you, âY/N, you donât have to do anything you donât want to do. If you need reminding of that Iâd be happy to let you know.â
You smiled at him, âIâll take you up on that.â
âTry to get some rest.â He told you before turning away from you.
âHey Joe?â He stopped and looked at you, âWhere does Barry go all the time? I know he works for the CCPD, but it seems like he just randomly vanishesâŠâ
You saw his eye flicker for a moment searching for an answer, âWe keep him busy.â
âRight, of course.â You said goodnight again and remained seated in the dining room. You liked Barry and had felt that you two were getting closer, but the last few days heâd been vanishing. Then he didnât come home tonight.
You shook it off and walked into the kitchen dumping the coffee out and rinsed out the cup. There was something there thoughâŠsomething that Barry was keeping from you. You shook your head, you just kept seeing red.
The next morning you walked out dressed and ready for the day. Barry was already up and in the kitchen.Â
He smiled at you and held up a plate and a cup of coffee, âI made breakfast.â
âYouâŠmade breakfast.â You smiled at him taking the plate and cup, âThank you.â
âI just wanted to make sure everything went good today.â He smiled and sat down with you, âStarting off with a good breakfastâŠâ
ââŠlisten BarryâŠabout seeing your friends todayâŠâ You looked at him.
âI know itâs scary, but they want to help and what Caitlin and Felicity have talked aboutâŠI think it work.â You listened to the excitement in his voice and smiled, âand Dr. Wells thinks it might work too, so you know itâs got to be a good idea.â
âI guess so.â You nodded. How could you resist that face? He was so hopeful and wanted to help so much. Soon you were on the way to the lab.
âYour car is really nice.â Barry said getting out, âThe heated seats really make a difference.âÂ
âSure.â You walked over toward him, âI trust that you wouldnât lie to me.â
He stared at you for a moment before nodding. Again, he was holding something back, but you werenât going to push it. He walked you inside showing you around as you went, âAnd this is where they patched me up.â
âWow. They spared no expense.â You told him looking around the cortex.
âBarryâŠâ You looked over at a man in a wheelchair, âThis must be your friend, Y/N.â
âDr. WellsâŠâ Barry smiled putting a hand on your back, âThis is Y/N. Y/N, this is Dr. Harrison Wells.â
He rolled over to you holding out his hand to you a small smile on his face, âItâs a pleasure to finally meet you.â
âThank you for your help.â You took his hands shaking his slowly.
âA friend of Barry, is a friend ours.â He turned from you, âBarry, how are you feeling?â
You looked at Barry shift uneasily, âIâm alright.â
âGood, Caitlin has everything set up over here.â Dr. Wells told you both.
âI must be interruptingâŠâ You turned seeing a blonde woman walking in, âSorry, I forgot my tablet.â
âFelicityâŠI could haveâŠran it over.â Barry smirked at her.
âOh we werenât too far, and Oliver didnât mind.â She looked over her shoulder at a man walking in slowly.
You looked at him staring at you. His mouth fell open slightly as his emotions welled up in his eyes, âY/NâŠI didnât realize you were the same person. I hear youâre having trouble rememberingâŠIâmâŠâ
Barry looked over at you as you answered quietly, âOliver QueenâŠâ
Distraction - 14 (Harrison Reader)
Part One Part Two Part Three Part Four Part Five Part Six Part Seven Part Eight Part Nine Part Ten Part  Eleven Part Twelve Part Thirteen
Cisco and Caitlin drove straight to the hospital once they were informed which one you were going to. Caitlin kept her face hidden as Cisco raced through the halls, âExcuse me! Coming through, best uncle in the world here, gotta see my favorite niece. Come on people move it!â
âCisco!â Caitlin hissed at him, âHeâs in a wheel chairâŠâ
âI can see that CaitlinâŠit doesnât matterâŠMy niece was born and I wasnât there!â Cisco looked at her holding balloons, chocolates, and bunny rabbit.
âSheâs not going anywhere, baby Taco isnât just going to disappear.â Caitlin told him as they found your room.
Barry looked up at them as they walked inside. He smiled looking back at your baby in his arms, âY/N, just fell asleep, but she wanted me to introduce you to our new addition.â
He walked over showing her swaddled in a pink blanket. Caitlin gushed over her as Barry spoke, âCaitlinâŠCisco, meet Veronica âRonnieâ Wells.â
Caitlin looked at him tearing up, âRonnieâŠshe named her after him?â
âShe said she wouldâve never met any of us if Ronnie hadnât called her about the job opportunity. She loved him like a brother.â Barry told her, âDo you want to hold her?â
âYes.â Caitlin smiled taking her gently in her arms, âHello Veronica.â
Cisco looked at her putting a hand on Caitlinâs shoulder, âShe is so small.â
âSheâs a baby, Cisco.â Caitlin looked at him, âSheâs perfect.â
You smiled looking at all three of them through slitted eyes. You had the best family ever.
Harry stood your apartment unsure of how to proceed. Barry had simply let him in and then took off to meet you at the hospital. He sighed shutting his eyes taking in the scent of the place.
He smiled smelling the warm vanilla and cinnamon smells. It astounded him the similarities of these worlds. You were everything he remembered. Everything detail seemed to be the same, just shifted in time.
His eyes opened as he became mission oriented. He was here to build a crib, not learn about you. How hard could it be?
He walked down the hall his eyebrows coming together. This place was a small one bedroom apartment. It would be fine for a while, butâŠ.
âStop itâŠsheâs not your responsibilityâŠâ He sighed shaking his head, âShe is a strong capable woman who will be fine.â
He found the crib leaning against the wall of your bedroom. Tilting his head slightly he looked at the picture. It was some fancy crib with drawers and a mobile. He shrugged taking it and laid it down popping the box open.
He licked his lips as he pulled out the instructions, âTake the screws from package A and connect board G to board TâŠOkay well itâs spelled out easily enough, but of course there is no tools include. Fantastic.â
He stood up huffing to himself walking out to the kitchen and reached under the sink. He smiled finding your tool box under it just like your father taught you. He walked back to your bedroom and knelt down starting to work on putting the crib together.
An hour later he wasnât getting very far, âOwâŠdammit.âÂ
He put his bleeding finger to his mouth and stood up quickly needing a break. In doing so he tripped falling backwards into your dressing making the items on top of it fall. He scrambled to get everything to stop moving before it fell on the ground.
He stood there placing things back up his heart racing from the sudden excitement. He stopped when he set up a picture of Wells and you. He stared at it with ferocity.
It was his face, but it wasnât him.
He shut his eyes going back to a time he hadnât thought about until coming here.
âBabeâŠjust stopâŠI need to study.â He tried not to smile as you wrapped your arms around him holding out your camera.
âStudy laterâŠâ You smirked kissing his cheek and snapped the photo.
He pulled out his wallet letting his thumb pull out the photo. He set it against your photo. They were nearly identical. Faces were older, but your arm was out stretched taking the photo kissing his cheek, while he played it like he was annoyed.Â
âWhat were thinking breaking her heart?â He stared at the man in your photo, âYouâre an idiot. You lost the best thing that ever happened to us.â
He knew how badly you wanted to move away from home. You worked hard for your grades to get into college. You had planned on joining him as soon as you graduated. He intended on proposing as soon as you did.
He put the photo back up and his photo away before wiping his eyes and sniffing. He sat back down on the floor to finish the crib. He let his anger for his doppelganger fuel him to work. He would at least be better then him and follow through.
âItâs looking good.â Barryâs voice snapped him out of his trance, âYou know she picked the hardest one to build?â
âI have experienced it, why couldnât she just get one from IKEA?â He glanced at the clock. Heâd been working on it for four hours.
âWell she said this one had all of her baby needs for her small place and sheâs a crazy engineer.â Barry walked over to him, âNeed a hand.â
âWhy does she have such a small place?â He looked at him, âShe has to be able to afford something more sizable.â
âShe likes her space. Sheâs stubborn.â Barry told him watching him nod, âWhy donât you take a breakâŠI can sneak you into see her and Veronica.â
Harry smiled, âShe decided on Veronica.â
âYup, Veronica âRonnieâ Wells.â Barry watched him carefully.
Harryâs mouth fell open slightly before he swallowed, âSheâŠdecided that tooâŠâ
âYeah.â Barry nodded slowly, âShe wasnât going to. She didnât want to let her baby know what a monster her father wasâŠbut we talked about it a lot since you arrived. You reminded her that people arenât monsters, they choose it.â
Harry twisted the screwdriver in his hand as Barry continued, âShe said that you were the man that she wanted her daughter to know. The man before Eobard. The kind man with a heart. That the Wells name didnât deserve to just disappear because of unfortunate circumstances.â
He smiled a little and looked at Barry, âWhy are you telling me this?â
âBecause the way you looked at Ronnie.â Barry told him with a smile, âYou might not have been part of her creation exactly, but you looked like a father would. I mean I canât say thatâs a fact because Iâm not a fatherâŠbutâŠWellâŠfor being as secretive as you areâŠyouâre not very good at it with Y/N around.â
He put the screwdriver down and sighed taking his glasses off, âNothingâŠcan come of the feelings that I have for, Y/N. One day Iâm going to go homeâŠâ
âWhy canât she go with you?â Barry looked at him and watched his shocked reaction, âWhat? Your world is surviving without youâŠand itâs not that I want her to go. IâŠit will break my heart if she didâŠbut if you really have such strong feelings for her, why couldnât she go home with you?â
Harry swallowed and looked away from Barry, âI had not thought that was an option.â
âI had the option to go back in time and save my mother.â Barry put a hand on his shoulder, âI had a chance to change my life completelyâŠthis really isnât that much differentâŠthink about it.â
âI willâŠâ Harry nodded slowly and sighed, âI could use a breakâŠâ
Barry smiled standing up, âI know a little person who loves to be held by people who need breaks.â
I saw IKEA and instantly smiled :)
As soon as I read your comment, he said that line. I couldnât let it go to waste ;)
Break - 5 (Barry Reader)
Part One Part Two Part Three Part Four
You walked up the steps to Barryâs home slowly. You smiled as he fumbled with the door, âYouâre welcome to stay her as long as you need. Joe said he didnât mind at all and Iris is happy to let you use her room.â
âWell I appreciate it.â He looked at you as you walked inside, âIâm not sure I want to be alone right now.â
âRight of course.â He shut the door and showed you to your room and gave you a small tour. âThis is the bathroom and this right here is my room.â
You smiled and peeked your head inside nodding, âNice. Very homey.â
âWe try.â His eyes twinkled at you, âAre you hungry? I could you show the kitchen and I can pull out some picturesâŠI mean if you want. I feel like Iâm being pushyâŠâ
âNo, that sounds great.â You told him putting a hand on his arm as you moved past him, âI appreciate everything youâre doing.â
âAfter you then.â He held his arm out letting you go down the stairs first.
âSuch a gentleman.â You told him as you hand hit the banister. You saw a flash in front of your eyes.
You were laughing holding onto something. A voice called after you, âGive it back!â
âOnly if you catch me!â You looked back at 14 year old Barry. It was just enough of a distraction that your foot caught the edge of the carpet and sent you tumbling down the stairs.
âY/N?â You blinked and looked at Barry holding you up, âAre you okay? What happened?â
âI fell down the stairs.â You looked at him.
âNo I caught you beforeâŠâ
âNot nowâŠbeforeâŠâ You stared at him, âI was running from youâŠI tripped and tried stopping myself on the banisterâŠbut I fell anywaysâŠâ
He watched you tear up, âYeahâŠyes. You did, you remember that?â
You nodded, âItâs not the first thingâŠâ
âYouâve remembered something else?â Barry looked at you surprised, âWhat was it?â
You swallowed, âYou.â
âMe?â His eyebrows went up, ââŠwhat exactly did you remember?â
âIt was a just a flashâŠyou ran into the door at the hospital and then you were someplace else doing the same thingâŠâ Your face flushed, âI got the feeling that there was something between us.â
It was his turn to swallow as he help sit you up, âNotâŠreallyâŠâ
âWhat does that mean?â You watched him look away from you, âBarryâŠI didnât need a memory to get that feeling.â
He sighed and looked at you finally, âWe hadnât seen each other for close to seven years, we had something back then, but we never got a chance to explore itâŠbut the flirtationsâŠthe magnetism between us when you showed up at the precinct was really intense.âÂ
âBut thenâŠwhatever happened, happened to me⊠and now weâre here.â You finished looking down the stairs, âWow.â
âYeah, Iâm sorry. I wanted to say something, but I wasnât sure if I shouldâŠandâŠâ He started to ramble.
You looked at him as he used his hands to explain. It was cute. So you did what felt natural and leaned over kissing him. You felt his movements stop and his hands fall to your arms as his mouth moved against yours. Finally you pulled away and smiled at his raised eyebrows. You could definitely do that again.
âWowâŠâ He blinked clearing his throat, âIâŠâ
âApparently weâve waited a long time for thatâŠI can feel something between us, and I donât want to not remember something like that.â You told him, âI hope thatâs okay.â
He nodded his head up and down, âY-yeah. Totally acceptable.â
âGoodâŠI think you were going to show me the kitchen.â He nodded still and took your hands helping you up. You didnât want to lose anymore time, you already lost a life time even if it was coming back slowly. You smiled when his fingers laced with yours.
The rest of the day went by quickly. You received a phone call from your employer about your things, âOkayâŠthank youâŠyes that will be fine. I donât intend on going anywhere for a while. Of course if I remember something Iâll let you know. Thank youâŠâ
Barry watched you hang up the phone sighing and patted the couch next to him, âAnything important?â
You sighed sitting down next to him, âThey are sending over a guy with my thingsâŠapparently I had a couple bags with me when I arrived.â
âWell thatâs good news then. Right?â He could see the look concerned look on your face.
âYeah, of course it isâŠâ You looked at him nodding.
âButâŠâ He frowned turning to you more. You liked that he gave you his undivided attention.
âBut apparently I have a houseâŠTanner, my partner he was the one on the phone. He said I have a house here. I guess I mentioned to him that I was going to take a look at it while I was here.â You told him, âDo I have a house?â
Barry nodded, âYeahâŠyou do. I go past it nearly everyday. No oneâs been in there since your aunt passed away.â
You frowned, âDo I have any family?â
âIâm not sure.â You looked away from him, âI can find out, but from what I knew you didnâtâŠâ
You sat there and looked at your hands. In a matter of minutes you had a house and lost your entire family. You blinked a few timesâŠ
âRigs come on!â You pushed on the manâs chest in the dark, âCome on!â
âCommander, heâs gone!â Some told you as you pulled away hands covered in the blood of your brother.
Rain dripped down your back washing the red from your hands. Yelling could be heard from the other side of the house. You couldnât waste anymore time trying to save a dead man, you had the others to think aboutâŠ
You felt a hand fall on your shoulder. You reacted by throwing them to the ground knee to their chest hand on their throat.Â
âY/NâŠâ Barry put a hand on yours eyes going wide. He watched your eyes come back from wherever you were as terror set in.
You pulled away scooting on the floor, âBarryâŠOh my godâŠâ
He sat up putting a hand to his throat, âItâs okayâŠyouâre alrightâŠthe doctors said this might happen.â
âI couldâve killed you.â You teared up pulling your knees to your chest.
He crawled over to you putting his hands gently on your arms, âY/N, whatever you sawâŠitâs okayâŠyou where in the NavyâŠand then you went further and went into private contracting workâŠit put you in compromising situations.â
âI left himâŠI couldnât save himâŠâ You felt the tears falling down your face, âHe had family and I couldnât bring him back to themâŠâ
His heart broke for you as you buried your head into your arms. He knew the feeling of not being able to save everyone. It hurt. It sucked. He couldnât imagine suddenly just having the feeling come from no where.Â
He moved next you putting his arm around you, âWhatever you need, I am here. You just have to ask and itâs yours.â
He lost track of how long you sat there with him until you fell asleep. He smiled pushing your hair from your face. You were so beautiful to him. You always had been. He remembered exactly what you were wearing when you asked for help with statistics.
He liked you thenâŠand he was falling for you nowâŠ
After putting you to bed he called Caitlin, âSheâs been having flashbacksâŠTheyâre really intense, is that normal?â
âItâs not uncommon for a person with transient global amnesia to begin to remember. Many cases only last a few hoursâŠâ Caitlin told him, âSince the cases are so few and far in between itâs really hard to say how people react when regaining their memories. It can be very jarring.â
âIs there anything we can do to help her?â Barry put his hand on the back of his head, âI know we shouldnât rush thingsâŠbut sheâs remember things that I think will hurt her. She just had a flashback to trying to save a man in the fieldâŠhe didnât make it.â
She sighed, âIâll talk to Cisco and see what we can figure out, but no promises Barry.â
âThank youâŠI got to go someoneâs hereâŠâ Barry made a face at the someone knocking at the door. He moved hanging up this phone and answered it.
âIsâŠY/N, here?â It was a very attractive man dressed in a suit. His eyes scanned the interior of the house from outside the door.
âSheâs resting. She wasnât feeling wellâŠâ Barry got a strange vibe from him.
âRightâŠIâm Tanner. I was her partner.â He smiled at Barry, âI just came to drop off her things.â
âOh, well let me help you bring them inside.â Barry moved to come out.
âActuallyâŠthe car is herâs tooâŠâ He held out the keys, âI had someone follow me and weâre on a scheduleâŠso Iâm sorry to leave you with the heavy lifting.â
Barry took the keys and looked at the very nice looking car on the street, âUh, thanksâŠIâll let her know you stopped by.â
âTell her if she needs anything to call. Sheâs still my partner, even if sheâs off the job for a while.â He told him stepping of the porch.
âWill do.â Barry watched him get into a black SUV frowning. There was something about him that gave him the willys. He shook it off going back inside. He wanted to make you and Joe something for dinner and he only had a couple of hours to do it.
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RAPTURE BLUE! itâs way nice!
Will there be a part 2 for "I'll come running"? Please say yes...
Why yes there is! In fact thereâs five of them find everything here!
Hiatus
Soooooo as Iâm sure youâve noticed...I havenât been around and Iâm only going to be popping in and out occasionally. It seems that my passion for SPN fan writing has pitter pattered it out and I think itâs because I HAVE NO FREAKING ACCESS TO THE NEW SEASON....
Ahem...sorry about that folks. Didnât realize it was affecting me so much. But yeah between school, work and getting engaged itâs been really hard to find my muse for the content. I have been on my other blog @amarabliss writing pitter patterings of Flash fiction and other fandoms.
Iâm sorry. Thatâs all I can say. I want to write SPN, but I look at my works and thereâs just no spark at the moment. I can promise you that I will look at my chapters and attempt to get the spark back.
Love you guys, youâre all so amazing!
Do you have a lot of requests right now?
I have three for Supernatural right now, Iâm struggling finding inspiration for them. Theyâre all really detailed, but Iâm just stuck in a rut...probably because The Flash has abducted me and taken over my soul and everytime I go to watch Supernatural...it wonât freaking load...
So please! Send me what you got! Maybe itâll be what gets me rolling again for the SPN world. Writers block sucks!
Long Islands (Dean Reader)
I have a request (: Imagine Dean falling for you hard, but being conflicted because youâre young (in your 20s) and innocent, and he doesnât want to drag you into the world of hunting.
Anon this was a fun one. Something I think Dean would really consider. Hope you enjoy it!
âWowâŠâ Sam sat in the bunker next to his brother pouring him another drink.
âYeah, tell me about it.â Dean took the cup of scotch to his lips, âI donât know what to do.â
âIâŠdonât want to risk sounding clicheâŠbut follow your heart?â Sam made a face after saying it.
Dean looked at his little brother, âThatâs your advice, seriously? Chick flick romance crap?!â
âDean, I donât know what to tell you.â Sam told him, âYou like a girlâŠshe saw you kill a ghost and now she has questions.â
âItâs not just thatâŠand you know it.â Dean sighed frustrated, âI have been going to this bar, since we moved in here. I have a routine and then thisâŠbeautiful, young, waitressâŠshe walked into my life and she makes me happyâŠbut she has so much to live forâŠhow can I even fathom bringing her near any of this?â
âSo donât know, DeanâŠI mean you have two options. You either tell her everything and prepare her for the worstâŠor you let her go.â Sam stood up, âItâs up to you thoughâŠyou gotta answer the phone eventually.â
Dean sighed looking at his phone vibrate in front of him again. It was you with probably hundreds of questions. He sighed picking it up, âThis is DeanâŠâ
ââŠwow I expected another voicemail.â You sounded pissed. You should be heâd been dodging you all day.
âY/N, Iâm sorryâŠI have been dealing with some stuff and trying to figure out what to tell you.â He frowned at his answered and corrected him, âHow to explainâŠâ
âYeahâŠI haveâŠsome questions, the first thing I want to know is if youâll meet me a that bar for a drink?âÂ
His eyes lit up, âUh yeah, in an hour sound alright?â
âYeah, Iâll see you there. Bye, Dean.â You hung up with him.
An hour later he was sitting in a booth waiting for you. He kept scanning the room twisting his glass between his hands. He perked up when he saw you walk in. He frowned when he saw dark circle under your eyes.
He stood up when you approached, âHiâŠâ
âHey.â You smiled a little and took a seat, âYou got me a drinkâŠâ
âI didnât know how long we would be talking.â He told you sitting back down, âI know long islands are your favorite.â
You nodded slowly, âYeahâŠDeanâŠâ
âI can explain everythingâŠâ You looked at him. The seriousness on the chiseled face in front of you was scary, but also reassuring, âBut first I need you to you understand something. These pass few months have been really great. Getting to know you has been an adventure.â
âBut my life is complicatedâŠreally complicated and what you saw the other night wasâŠI deal with that a lot.â He stared at you watching your expression, âI really like you, Y/N. I really doâŠso if you want to know what happened. I will tell you.â
âButâŠâ You raised your eye brows crossing your arms.
âButâŠâ He looked down, âOnce you know these thingsâŠyou see it all the timeâŠand it will draw you into a world that I donât want to wish on you.â
âSo what you do is dangerous?â He nodded glancing at you, âOkayâŠâ
He sat there watching you. He wasnât sure what to say. He didnât want to lose you, but having you meant putting you in harms way.
âWas it a ghost?â You asked dryly.
The question threw him for a second, âYeahâŠâ
You nodded smiling sadly, âRightâŠokayâŠtell me about themâŠall of it.â
âY/NâŠâ He leaned forward, âThereâs no going backâŠâ
You leaned forward and smiled, âItâs okay, youâll protect me.â
He smiled reaching over taking your hand, âIt was a ghostâŠthe best way to fight themâŠsalt rounds or iron.â