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HOW TO GET OVER COMMON CREATIVE FEARS (MAYBE) by Adam J. Kurtz on Design*Sponge

Me using a public transport

So I had to wait for my bus like 5 more minutes and then arrived some other bus...

Me: “It goes to the same direction, let’s try it. Yeah, why not?!”

Brains: “Better not. You have one hour to go to your work, not the best time for experiments.”

*Me takes the bus* The start was good, but after a while it turned to a different direction OF COURSE.

Me: “I should go out, go one stop back and catch the other bus untill it’s not too late..”

*Stays in the bus*

Me: “Maybe it will turn somehow and I will end up where I should be?”

*Getting fearfull to move*

Me: “What does the internet say?”

Internet: “GTFO of this bus.”

*Stays in untill the end of the route...*

Bus stopped in Fonte da Telha and I got out. The same driver got ready to drive back, so I got in the bus one minute after it stopped.

Brains: “Fucking loser.”

I was late 1 hour and 20 mins.

#public transport #anxiety

Yesterday I had to clean elders balls, because it started bleeding. Despite the fact, that I am lesbian, it was interesting and new. Like, one of the things i never expected to do. And how did I get here? I graduated as a pharmacist almost a year ago and got good job offer right away. But, I had (still do) a girlfriend in Portugal, so I agreed to move there withouth a lot of thinking. Don’t get me wrong, i don’t regret nothing, even tho it’s not as easy as I expected. The biggest challenge I faced here is employment and sometimes I break down blaming myself for not doing enough, but I guess I have to give more time and being disappointed in myself is the worst I can do.

#immigration #portugal #keep it going