windowseat14

BLOCK DONT REPORT got termed once, gonna try to be careful now

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i can’t tell if my shorts are worn out or if i got skinnier

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i’ve been eating less each day for a while now, and doing exercises on my bedroom floor every night for two weeks, but i’m not seeing any results. if anything i’ve gotten fatter and heavier

i’ve been doing dead bugs, crunches, in and outs, and russian twists for a minute each. is there anything better i can be doing? obv nothing requiring equipment or stuff like that, but i NEED to make my stomach flatter before summer gets into full swing

please. i need something. i cant stand how i look. i need to be better

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i want people i know to know that this is me, but that’s the last thing i want as well. i want them to know but i don’t want to know that they know

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it’s not that i’m apathetic about scars, i do try to hide them, but i still go out in shorts and shit, and people can see. a part of me hopes that they’re oblivious, and another hopes that they connect the dots

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it’s hard asf to find a comfy way to sit the day after

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ate like a chud today

did like 5 straight minutes of exercises on the floor of my bedroom at 1:30, gonna cvt now

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does anyone else run their fingers over the texture of the marks like it’s a stim or fidget or is it just me? the marks end up healing slightly raised and almost feel like ribbed clothing to the touch

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hey, this is my intro ig

idrk how to do this

it’s my side blog, not gonna share my main here

got termed once, gonna try not to do it again

if i do, ill probably just come back as windowseat15

but yeah, this is probably gonna be a lot of ed/sh stuff

PLEASE JUST BLOCK AND DONT REPORT

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idk where to be proud that i got termed once because i feel like its finally bad enough