Are you aware that Guts / Carnographic is being really gross about you in public?
i've been doing everything in my power to try & ignore it but the implications & explicit correlation is making me sick
i blocked guts on everything on the morning of the 30th for my own wellbeing. i was becoming more & more stressed out over his public online activity & opinions, being his friend, & the posts above seemed to paint a particular picture about the way he felt about me / our friendship which sent me over the edge.
for further context; guts & i used to chat over discord, although my messages were infrequent & had a lot of gaps in silence between them; this is a terrible habit i possess - so much that it's listed in my discord bio,
furthermore, it having told me about it's history, i tried my best to understand & be courteous to it about certain opinions & behavior that we didn't agree on.
this is not to paint myself as a patron angel saint, but give further context. i tried to give every benefit of the doubt i could give it, but at some point, it became too much stress on me, so i blocked him.
he evades my having blocked his accounts & messages he sent me on @/gutsywutsywow a day or so after, which he did confirm to be his account v
including a fraction of my response which does address the similarities of the characters above v
since this point, he's been posting endlessly about this " moo " character & his " birdthing " sona, & eluding to or hinting at the fall out between us, as well as trying to excuse it all because he's mentally ill
& recently, he's been trying to paint moo, the evident representative of me, in some accusatory fashion that finally pushed me to say something
at this point, i don't know what to do anymore but to make this public as well & i genuinely hate having to do it, but there's no way in hell i'm risking being bundled with accusations of telling him to hurt himself or taking this shit anymore.
tldr;; @/carnographic/x / @/silliest--billiest / " guts / bill " has been coping since our friendship fell out by drawing a caricature representative of me in increasingly hostile / possessive ways & seems to now be using this caricature to tease at an accusatory, predator narrative, of which i had absolutely no part in doing.
this is the last thing i wanted to make, but now i can't guarantee the safety or preservation of myself or others if i don't. please leave me alone.
