I had a few shit years. Looking back not realizing just how much Overload I put on myself. Overworking myself with goals, ambitions and a purpose in mind. But never the less sacrificing sleep, peace of mind, myself in the process and that of my kids. Masquerading with smiles to keep myself afloat, pushing through convincing myself tings would get better, once I had achieve my goal I would be able to slow down. Well I realized I had to re design myself and re wire. Still with the same goals and ambitions in mind but now with guidelines. Being able to make sense of life more and allow myself to slow down now and not rush. The past year and a half has been both the most dramatic, life impacting and rough time but equally the most indulgent, proudest and at ease Ive felt ever. It goes without mention that I attribute a whole lot of this to my partner @helen_macdonald199 for all of this. I had given up in life and she proved me that there was something to give up about. Giving up having to keep searching for myself inside when I was already with myself all along. This isnt to glorify and brag but rather a reminder in time and space of the changes the right person can do to your life and Helen has been one of the biggest, bestest supporters of my goals, my kids, my band as its all now part of our life together now. Thank you so much for everything you do for us and our relationship. 🖤 https://www.instagram.com/p/Cpqussuvp1O/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=