my name is Winston! i also go by Campbell. 😸 i use tumblr sometimes. i don't post regularly and i don't have a specific form of content. a lot of people might not like that and i understand but i literally cannot organize myself enough to post the same thing! :(
im going to talk about some things i like and things about myself that will give context to me.
about me 🎶
i like a lot of niche things. i generally get along with everyone so i end up picking up things they like. im also a bit mental so a lot of my posts end up sounding like vents?? Sorry
one constant thing is that i like toys (plush animals specifically but i picked up that rubber lamb the other day and i would 100% get another if i saw it because he's so cute). i don't have specific brands i like IM SORRY you can talk about your brands but i just get any that catch my eye.
i play bass clarinet & aspire to make music... i know basic music theory because i was in class for it. i do marching, symphonic, and jazz band. i plan to go into music professionally but you never know where life goes.
im an artist. and a furry AHHHH!!! but i mostly make digital art. im not very good with my hands. i do bracelets but i literally struggle to sew so if i ever get into crocheting it will be bad.
about my ocs / other sites
i don't post about them very often but i do think about them. i have a few universes but none are too interesting... they're all just parts of me basically.
🔎 : detectives universe --- this one centers around ness. basically it is against the law to not have a job. the government assigns work to its people if they don't make up their minds in time. im sure it would be fun to build on to other employments but i specifically have it set around a group of detectives. other than the job thing the world acts exactly as it always does.
✨ : they are neighbors (superpower universe) --- if a person dies or their brain believes they are about to die they develop a power to save their life. it's adrenaline based but a lot of them are undead. i typically cannot deal with improbable fantasy stuff but this is my way of getting over it.
💐 : grim universe --- this is my sona's universe. it's normal but furry and the death penalty is legal. there isn't a lot of worldbuilding as it's focused directly on their backstory. the story is all my experiences exaggerated.
👥 : fandoms --- i have a grepre character, some warrior cats, some mlp, disenchantment, & a garten of banban character. i don't usually make fandom ocs so i felt like i should mention these.
my toyhouse: dog_nightmare
my artfight: winstonns
things i like 💞
i am a bit detached from fandoms. etc. forgive me.
🎵🎵🎵: mother mother, mother falcon, indigo de souza, jack stauber, rainbow kitten surprise, flipturn, sufjan stevens, alex g, the go! team, aliceband, the doozers, sorry, blvck hippie, covey
EVIL playlist 😈😈
🎬🎬🎬: creep, american psycho, prince of egypt. shows: bojack horseman, prodigal son, bob's burgers
🎮🎮🎮 : garten of banban, fnaf, indigo park, detroit become human, pokemon unite, ut/dr
📚📚📚: that's about it i used to be a reader but idk leaving this for later
"I feel like Andre's weird comments to Stella would've worked better if they didn't play it as a joke, and instead, a reason why she's the way she is. Growing up with someone like him, especially if he abused her, would've added some much needed depth. But no. He's just trying to look straight despite nearly everyone in hell being some degree of lgbt and its just a joke."
You chose to leave her the SECOND you thought someone would harm your precious little imp. You didn't even bother thinking about how she would feel SEEING YOU IN THAT SITUATION IN THE FIRST PLACE.
The answer to that?
YES.
And before someone says he never did and actually loved her, this doesn't sound like someone who stayed miserable just for their kid to be happy.
(Before anyone says the last two images contradict my statement, him saying this is the equivalent of saying "Hey little Timmy the only reason I allowed myself to be abused and insulted for 17 years is so YOU can have a normal life so I'm let myself suffer solely because of YOU despite having every chance to leave but i chose not to because of YOU". Doesnt sound good does it?)
But this line here:
"It was never enough?" For her?
Does this look like someone who needed more out of an already shitty marriage?
She insulted and bitched about him to her friends, but it looks like the only thing that she needed to be happy was her parties, her equally spoiled friends, and to be pampered 24/7. All things she pretty much had.
It was STOLAS that was never happy and needed more.
Every scene they show him in from the past, he's always icing himself out from the crowd with a scowl on his face and halfway into a bottle of booze.
HE was the one that felt what he had was never enough.
HE was the one to decided to cheat on his wife, not even be private about said affair, and only owned up to it because the narrative demanded it.
And the fact that he just fucking up and decides to not even fight and earn Octavia' forgiveness back is just..
This is NOT someone who loves their child.
If he loved her like he said he did he wouldn't have given up right then; he would've agreed with Blitz when he said this:
All this finale did was confirm the fact that Stolas really didn't care for her in the end. He STILL chose to go home with the same guy that he left his daughter for, he gave up the second she hurt his feelings, and now we're supposed to feel bad for him because of the sad music in the background?
And before anyone says I'm wrong and he didn't choose Blitz over his kid via him going home with the guy, you forgot one tiny little character:
HIS FATHER.
PAIMON.
WHY HASN'T HE GONE TO HIM ABOUT STELLA TRYING TO KEEP OCTAVIA AWAY FROM HIM?
WOULD THIS NOT FUCK UP THE WHOLE HEIR THING FOR THE GOETIA LINE IF ANDRE'S FAMILY WERE TO GET SOLE CUSTODY OF OCTAVIA?
Once again the writing is garbage, the plot is bloated, and Stolas is babies by the narrative for facing the consequences of his actions.
Now he gets the reward of treating Blitz like he doesn't even care about him all throughout season 3 while getting babied even more by Vivziepop and her writing staff cronies
Oh yeah, and Millie's pregnant.
Of course it doesn't get explored any further.
Show rating: -9999/10 (only good part was Octavia' song)
fellas fellas fellas. he was having withdrawals from antidepressants and it wasn't shown very well. is he justified for cheating?? Why is that the main concern? he didn't choose to get married to her. she has done nothing but complain and belittle him. of course he doesn't like her. this is a much more bloated issue than people want to think about. she is being malicious on purpose because she is an abuser. she treats her daughter with zero respect, lets people trash her home with her daughter inside, etc. you can say Oh. Stolas just doesn't care about his daughter! but that's not it, is it...
i think he absolutely could've been written better & this entire plotline could've been scrapped. also, if she doesn't have sex with him, who does she have sex with? it's pretty clear she has relationships outside of him. she's clearly cheating on him too but because she is villainizing Stolas for it, her daughter feels more betrayed by his cheating than hers. because her father does not go out of his way to shit talk her mother in front of her. it's respect. i think stolas has changed so much from the first season that you have to view it from who his character is now rather than what he was in the first few episodes. I think octavia crying about his antidepressants and how he "never loved mom or me" is just proof that he's been villainized in his own home.
he's an unstable freak who people are willingly misunderstanding because the writer is shitty. the woman in this situation is also shitty. moms can be crappy and stella is absolutely awful. she doesn't care about her daughter and she never cared about her husband. i think stolas should've taken more time with his daughter, but that's not the fault of his gay relationship.