ʚ Kittyyan °ʚ🎀ɞ° ˓˒

⋆. 𐙚 ˚𝐓𝐢𝐦𝐞 𝐢𝐬 𝐭𝐢𝐜𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐢𝐧 𝐦𝐲 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭 🖤..' Cw:43kg / Gw:39kg

[wisewizard2008]

[fallen111angel]

How living in a small town and going to a shtty high school feels

[wisewizard2008]

[laced4ngell]

for someone who is absolutely terrified of gaining weight, I sure eat a lot

[reginalovesana]

[d1etbloodbag]

my current sp0 cause god i want to be fucking man handled & yanked around so bad

[wisewizard2008]

.You can always lose more to become 𝐏𝐄𝐑𝐅𝐄𝐂𝐓.. ⋆.˚🦋༘

[wisewizard2008]

[miacorverexw]

[anorexoota]

Eat small to be small

Eat big to be big

[gudoaodnfheiwkwekd]

[skelitalita]

Looking for proana/thinspo music recs, they don't seem to easy to come by without looking. The only song I know that seems to have a generally proana tone is mean girls by Charli xcx.

Any recommendations are super appreciated!! Thanks!!

[the-skinny-movement]

I just wanna look sexy when I'm dating or in bed with someone. I want to date people above my league. I want to feel hot when I'm by myself. I don't want someone to be able to grab onto rolls. I want someone to run their hands across my tight waist and stomach. I want my legs to not look like beached wales wrapped around someone.

[ez3kyu]

ustedes cuáles son?

yo soy un chico Thinspo con aspiración a un bonespo :'c

[imfartooobsessedwithkpop]

I hate having bulimia, staying the same, gaining and losing the same, gaining

Not feeling valid even though im destroying my body and mind

[fuck-your-proana-blog]

After PT failing yet another one of my chronic pain issues caused by my anorexia, over exercising and osteopenia from said anorexia, I was sent to pain management again. They're doing one test next week to see if cutting off the nerves that are damaged in my spine is enough or if they're going to have to surgically fuse a bunch of my vertebrae together!🫠

Think anorexia and an excessive amount of exercise is going to make you "beautiful" and solve your problems, and not just give you more of them? Think you'll just get skinny and effortlessly stay that way for the rest of your life, mostly pain free? Think that your ED isn't going to ruin your mind and body in irreversible ways?

YOU'RE WRONG.

And if you don't believe me and think you're just "different" than the rest of us who have destroyed our bodies/minds with EDs for a decade+, you're wrong again!

I can't do any more exercise- PT included- I live in a recliner with a heating pad while my husband waits on me and I feel like a useless burden (even though he doesn't treat me that way). I can't stand for more than a few minutes without having to lean on something because the pain is that extreme. It's hell.

And I can't just restrict to lose my recovery weight because the whole reason I chose recovery was to save my deteriorating teeth (also due to Anorexia) with that surgery I had last year, which will be undone if I ever starve again.

You wanna know why we so rarely see elderly or middle aged anorexics? BECAUSE THEY'RE FUCKING DEAD.

Recover now or suffer a fate that, to me at least, is worse than death.

[msdeluluu]

“skip dinner, wake up thinner”

#girlmath ✨