lotus girl

she/22

[selfdeprecatingmeme]

trauma didnt make me soft it’s made me angry and empty

[naturaekos]

“Who has not asked himself at some time or other: am I a monster or is this what it means to be a person?”

— Clarice Lispector, A Hora Da Estrela (via amargedom)

[naturaekos]

“Don’t say maybe if you want to say no.”

— Paulo Coelho (via amargedom)

[naturaekos]

“In every end, there is also a beginning.”

— Libba Bray, A Great and Terrible Beauty (via amortizing)

[wishicouldtouchu]

When you finally let go of someone you'll look back and feel surprised about why did you even start to like that person in the first place.

[itallstartedwithakiss]

[valtsv]

august isnt even a month its like a long week

[valtsv]

yesterday it was the 1st today its the 5th tomorrow itll be the 31st and i’ll have to finally face the fact that ive done nothing for neither self improvement nor pleasure all summer for the years ive been aliveth year in a row

[iheartmurdck-deactivated2023120]

Is it just me or does 2019 feel....off? Everything is boring, the weather is weird, summer doesn’t feel right. The world isn’t fun anymore. Breaking rules is for enjoyment. People are rude and selfish. Drugs are a priority. Everyone is losing friends, relationships are falling apart. It’s like we’re all...stuck. There’s no emotion anymore. 2018 was weird, but 2019 just feels plain sad. We’re all growing up and forgetting how to act.

[naturaekos]

“Forgive yourself for not knowing what you didn’t know before you learned it.”

— Maya Angelou (via amargedom)

[keettu]

All I do is mind my business n breathe oxygen and bitches still mad

[violentwavesofemotion-deactivat]

“The throbbing ecstasy of sadness coursing through my limbs,”

— Anna de Noailles, tr. by Jean Morris, from Poems; “The Aftermath,”

[veryharam]

You’re so lucky if you’re in love and it’s reciprocated and it’s healthy and innocent and pure

[wishicouldtouchu]

That's so unrealistic for me

[replicated-archive]

I do in fact have that summertime sadness

[inferior]

It’s cool. I don’t like me either.

[prsephonies-deactivated20200815]

im too much of a baby for tinder i wanna meet people the old fashioned way where we’re both on either side of a fish tank and notice each other thru the water… 

[thisblogisinactivesorrey]

[trevenanl-deactivated20200913]

SICK of thinking! Won’t be doing that again