Howdy Guys!
Iām sorry Iām not as active as I used to be. This year has been hell on me. I was in the hospital for a time and then I was doing a Partial Hospitalization program, on top of looking for a job and trying to go back to school and other, more personal, things. Everything has just not been going very well for me.
On the bright side of things, I finally came out to my family as being a demi boy (sometimes feeling more masculine or less masculine, but almost never feeling anywhere near female), and even though they refuse to use proper pronouns and still call me by my dead name I feel like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders. Iām really happy to have finally come out, even though itās not accepted by my family.
I hope things are going well for you all! And if theyāre not, well, fuckĀ āem. Youāre doing you and thatās okay. You matter. You are loved. Everything may seem like itās falling apart and it may feel like youāre drowning in all this negativity spreading around, but everything is going to be alright. Remember to take some time for yourself. Take a step back from whatever is overwhelming you, whether itās a school project, work, or home life, and take a deep breath. You may not always be in control of a situation, but you have the chance to make the most out of it. I believe in every last one of you. Youāre all doing an amazing job just living your life.
You guys are perfect in your own light. There is not such thing as Imperfect, the word itself saysĀ āIām Perfectā (the original phrase beingĀ āNothing is impossible, the word itself says Iām Possibleā)
TLDR;
You guys are great. Donāt ever stop being you. Take some time for yourself. Someone believes in you and loves you, and that someone is me. I love you. More than anything.
