[tryingtofigurethingsouttbh]

Missing/Hacked?

The blogger at @washok befriended me over private message a few years ago. I had many exchanges with the @washok blog over the past 3 years over chat and email. The bio always said this was a Mi’kmaq gay woman. The blog mostly posts political memes but also some longer personal posts that seemed heartfelt. This person appeared to be knowledgeable about FN poets, writers, and artists. This past March, however, this person sent me a distressed email and appeared to have disappeared.

This month, however, I received these disturbing emails from her and her cousin’s account.

It did not make a lot of sense to me because the Michaela tumblr (@washok) was an LGBT Mi’kmaq blog apparently run by a gay person.

Michaela had also said she was cousins with Chantal John, an MMIW victim who was murdered this year by Kirk Keeping, and she said she had gone to the Keeping trial this year.  She had mentioned going back to Eskasoni to help out due to the spate of suicides that occurred this year. This person had also talked about praying for me in the women’s prayer circle. So there are many aspects that are profoundly hurtful and unethical, if found to be a fictitious narrative for who knows what purpose.

If this person exists at all, I hope she is found safe. But if this is some kind of fraud, I hope the woman and family in all the photos I received is identified and the perpetrator held accountable, if they stole photos and impersonated someone. If you have seen this person kindly let her know this is going on.

[haikuyus-deactivated20220606]

the fourth of july is a stupid and colonized holiday. did you know that indigenous americans weren’t considered american citizens until 1924? did you know that indigenous americans couldn’t VOTE until 1965? white people of america celebrate this false independence in a country that was never theirs in the first place. indigenous people were uprooted from their homes and their ideals and forced into a system that didn’t even recognize them as people until about 58 years ago. 

(sources: x, x, x)

[zanabism-deactivated20200529]

Today is Somali Independence Day and that’s IT!!!!!!! There is no “Canada day” there is no Canada.

[taiga-saejima]

I’m a pregnant Latino trans guy and I need help moving out of a harmful environment

I’ve been living with my fiance since January this year, and things have been okay for the most part. His family knows I’m trans, and they were using my correct names and pronouns. I’m 12 weeks pregnant currently.

But recently, my future mother-in-law found out my deadname, and when she found out I was pregnant, refuses to call me a man and has been buying me feminine clothing and products. She calls me by my deadname, out in public, when the place we’re living in is not friendly towards Latinos. She also is extremely mentally unstable, refusing to get help despite her having multiple breakdowns and threats of suicide/homocide a week. This only happened a couple of months ago, so it’s a shock to my fiance as well. 

And now, my fiance’s dad has become hostile towards me. Saying shit like “I can’t wait for when your tr*nny ass dies giving birth”, “Hey that baby better not come out a darkie (in reference to my black grandfather)” and other heinous shit. I brought this up to his wife, but she only dismissed him because “he’s veteran have some respect (deadname)!”

We need to move out, ASAP. 

My fiance’s job pays only around $1500 a month, and it’s only monthly pay, not biweekly. The places nearby that we have to pick from are all expensive and will take half of my fiance’s paycheck just to move in.

Here’s what we need money for:

Groceries (for when we move out so we can have food)

Furniture (if the furnished apartments aren’t that much costly we’ll probably go with that but this is still a likely necessity)

Utilities (only electric and internet)

And anything else if we’re not able to grab everything in time before his parents come back from a trip.

Please, I don’t normally do these kinds of posts but I’m genuinely fearful for my life and my baby’s life. I stay upstairs all day hiding from them, trying to keep out of their way. I only come downstairs when my fiance is home, because I know they won’t do anything to me in front of him. This isn’t a life.

Here’s my paypal link (it’s got my deadname so please ignore it): x

Thank you for reading this, and if you can’t donate, please spread this around.

[bluebonnetdyke-deactivated20230]

like imagine being a middle or upper class person blogging about farming as some pastoral stressfree escapism meanwhile actual agricultural workers and farmers both domestically and outside the usa have skyrocketing rates of anxiety, depression, and suicide, not to mention physical repreccussions of their backbreaking work, not to mention being underpaid or unpaid, not to mention working 10-15 hour days in blazing heat, or pouring rain, or snow, not to mention ice/abusive bosses/the entire ag industry fucking with undocumented agricultural workers, not to mention the massive collapse of small farms going under while megacorps gobble up more land and more resources and turn the local watersheds toxic and poison the air, not to mention the myriad of other horrifying shit happening to agricultural workers and farmers on a daily basis, especially workers and farmers of color. but like whatever hashtag farmcore is so wholesome and pure and calming.

[sincerelyafrica]

So a friend of mine told me how yesterday his coworker died on the way to work due to speeding and crossed a red light (she was late for the third time, so I’m guessing she was trying to avoid a write up). As soon as she crossed the light she was hit on the drivers side by a semi. The messed up part is that in less than an hour her table was cleared for a new worker. In less than 4 hours they had sent out the news that they are hiring. By the end of the day the hiring manager had contacted 4 people for an interview. Moral of the story is, these jobs don’t care about your ass. They will replace you in a snap. Don’t risk or waste your life trying to go above and beyond for a job that could care less about your wellbeing.

[14kgoldsoul]

I always say this. The job stays and you Go.

[2glassesofchianti]

Bet your ass I reblog this.

[thehighpriestofreverseracism]

Can I get

a carefree ass black ass movie with Letitia Wright and Lakeith Stanfield playing siblings

[thehighpriestofreverseracism]

a movie with Angela Bassett and Sonequa Martin-Green playing mother and daughter

[thehighpriestofreverseracism]

ok…imma keep going….a movie with Denzel Washington and John Boyega as fatha and son

[thehighpriestofreverseracism]

can’t stop now,a movie with momma and daughter…Viola Davis and Danai Gurira

[thehighpriestofreverseracism]

ok….hear me out….indie road trip dramedy about an estranged father and son forced to reconnect during the travel

[thehighpriestofreverseracism]

guys can a continue adding to this or???

[sunnydblr]

Please do,😩😩😩

[thehighpriestofreverseracism]

for a villain, I was thinking there would be a big reveal and that the man that she has always considered her spiritual advisor, her longtime  pastor, is actually an evil sorcerer that has been pretending to be a pastor in order to watch over Christine’s character life (I would cast Dennis Haybert for this)OKAY!!!

seeing as y’all responded well to the last one with a slight plot and casting….lemme keep it up.

30-something year old successful tv producer [insert name] has it all but when she gets a mysterious invitation to her biological mother’s funeral, she learns more than she bargained for and finds out that she was born in to a line of powerful Voodoo priestesses. Brushing it all off as crazy information she heard from confused and distraught family members of her late biological mother….she resumes her routine, that is…until her new powers start to manifest themselves in unexpected ways.

will she manage to balance the modern world and the spiritual one? is the reason she was given up for adoption in the first place due to her mother trying to protect her from evil forces that have always been at odds with the priestesses’?

A FANTASY ROMANTIC COMEDY STARRING

Christine Adams as the lead

with Diahann Carroll playing her late biological mother/the last Voodoo priestess 

Voodoo/Vodun, any variation of the spiritual practice is more often that not discredited and written off as something wicked and evil for simply being a faith based in African tradition, I think there is room to celebrate this form of spirituality whilst respecting the origin but also exploring the fantasy genre and I honestly think this can only be done with an ALL Black production that has access to well funded resources (I mean hello Black Panther only popped severely because it was money behind Black genius) and speaking of Black Panther, I think there is room to have deep social commentary in a movie like this because

for a villain, I was thinking there would be a big reveal and we would find out  that the man that she has always considered her spiritual advisor, her longtime  pastor, is actually an evil warlock that has been pretending to be a pastor in order to watch over Christine’s character life (I would cast Dennis Haysbert for this)

so there could be hella shit to unpack in terms of Black people and religion and is organised faith something that serves us or something that hinders us

[thehighpriestofreverseracism]

a drama about a Black owned family business in a increasingly gentrified neighbourhood, but finances are not the only source of strain in the family dynamic.  

I would cast a Wood Harris as the proud owner of the business, who is recovering from a stroke and is rendered physically/financially dependent on others, especially his son, for the first time in his life, causing him to be resentful and bitter.

I would cast Trevante Rhodes as his son, who has taken over and is trying to keep the struggling business afloat, although he wishes nothing more than to make his father proud but nevertheless has to deal with brunt of his father’s emotional abuse.

Themes explored: how toxic masculinity can compound with race and class, and how gentrification is just another form colonialism 

[thehighpriestofreverseracism]

I don’t have a fleshed out concept for this one but I definitely want to see a film starring

Octavia Spencer 

and Shanice Williams 

play Mother/Daughter

[the-afro-elf-deactivated2020072]

Caleb McLaughlin

and Alex Hibbert

as brothers who go on a fantastic adventure when they find their grandfather’s watch which can open portals to alternate realities

[thehighpriestofreverseracism]

/\

Let me tell you something.

LET ME TELL YOU SOMETHING:

[yournudemom]

Yes.

[pumpkinmcqueen]

PLEASE ALL YOU BLACK MOVIE MAKERS

PLEASE

[frottinq]

NY Times admits it sends stories to US government for approval before publication

The New York Times casually acknowledged that it sends major scoops to the US government before publication, to make sure "national security

Hm. Who would have thought? Who would have thunk it? Certainly not everyone.

[t51bpowerarmor]

[boy-and-girl-crazy123456]

Clinton has a lot of fucking nerve taking this position when she was the main driver behind overthrowing Manuel Zelaya

[corvid-420]

And let’s not forget this classic:

Hillary Clinton Defends Call To Deport Child Migrants

You know, the migrants she created by terrorizing Central America with coups and arms deals.

Basically, the same thing would be happening instead American liberals wouldn’t be pretending to care about their victims.

[girl-debord]

hi! I need your help! my name is River & I’m a 19 y/o trans nb person. I went to an lgbt health center last month to get blood tests done to see about getting on hormones. I’m still on my parents’ insurance, but the folks at the clinic told me that the insurance would probably cover it and that it would be billed in such a way that my parents wouldn’t be able to tell. Unfortunately, my parents did find out, and the insurance didn’t cover it, so I got hit today with two bills which add up to more than $2500:

This is a lot of money, and it’s supposed to be due today (June 22). If you can help me pay it (or if you have any relevant advice about insurance) I would appreciate it. Otherwise, even just reblogging this post is a huge blessing.

I will look into setting up something for crowdfunding later, but for now, my venmo is @frodobell and my cashapp is $RiverWillowMystic

[girl-debord]

I have housing & work until mid-August, and I’ve been saving to rent another apartment then. This bill will all but wipe me out, and there’s a good chance the insurances company will reject the payment for the physician’s fee as well, which is another $400. I really need help, please

[jodalovesstuff]

Anyone have the gif’s of the Chilean goalkeeper Christiane Endler lifting two of her teammates with ease.

I need them for um reasons lol

[moonlight-mery]

Let’s take a look at it one more time

[bitternest]

Just so we’re clear about what an absolute unit this woman is

[postmarxed]

👀

[tyrala1]

[feral4catra]

[ysabelmystic]

I just heard my mom tell my brother, “when you die, you will go outside and garden until your father says you’re done” and it took me a second to realize that my brother was playing a videogame and this was not a theological discussion.

[martianaviator]

Purgatory

[dankmemeuniversity]

[beyonslayed]

mood

[amateur]

in sixth grade you were either a cucumber melon bitch or a warm vanilla sugar bitch

[wizardshark]

the fuck does this mean

[dr-binchcraft]

this is japanese cherry blossom erasure

[wizardshark]

Hey y'all I still don’t know wtf this means

[coyotesmokebreak]

are we truly forgetting moonlit path?

[thenerdyanthrohistorian]

How ‘pretendians’ undermine the rights of Indigenous people

We must guard against harmful public discourse about Native identity as much as we guard against harmful policy.

How ‘pretendians’ undermine the rights of Indigenous people

We must guard against harmful public discourse about Native identity as much as we guard against harmful policy.

[girlwithgoldeyes]

here’s a hot take… grapefruit is the most bastardous of all fruits. it tastes terrible, you cant go near it if you’re on certain medications, and they are aesthetically overhyped. now the humble raspberry, now thats a fruit worth talking about

[vampireapologist-archive-deacti]

THANK you

[bigspender]

if I ever say I hate men just remember it’s only bc men have hated me first, more prominently, cruelly, and violently than I’d ever dream of doing