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INDEFINITE HIATUS

hi all,

i will be putting this blog on an indefinite hiatus. i'm not sure if i will ever return here as life has just been getting busier and busier. thank you all for the wonderful memories. if you'd like to keep in touch, feel free to add me on twitter ( lgcsbabyg ) or discord ( melonjae ) as i may keep certain writing on discord. i may also poke in here occasionally but certainly do not plan to for now 🥰 hope everyone has a lovely start to their 2024!

wistfulreality

stella pouted. she had a feeling this was going to be even more difficult than she was expecting it to be. "oh gosh. you're making this sound like a horror story." then again, she could only imagine all the things that could make it worse. what if there were a bug problem? or ... a rodent problem? she shuddered at the thought. "do you know of any good apartment buildings then that you'd recommend? or ones you saw that you'd definitely not suggest that i check out?

wistfulreality

seoulvice:

♡˗ˏ✎*ೃ˚ :; ” what.. no! i swear it's not that hard, unless you have zero patience. " it really just takes time until you find the right place, plus a lot of attention to details. problems in apartment buildings can't be avoided though. “ well, there's a flat in this building, i recommend it since it's a good place and i’ve been here a few years. then a block away from here, there's another apartment building. it was my second choice if i couldn't get into this one. " axel is there to show her the ropes. / @wistfulreality

stella nodded her head, feeling relieved that she had someone to help her out in this regard. “it would be nice to be in the same building,” she admitted. if anything went wrong or if she needed someone to just be there for her and vice versa, then it would be better, right? “i’d love to be neighbors. i mean, unless you don’t want to be neighbors,” she chuckled, which didn’t seem to be the case since he was the one suggesting it in the first place.

#( * w: stella. )#( * stella x axel. )#seoulvice

seoulvice:

♡˗ˏ✎*ೃ˚ :; he couldn’t help the laugh that escaped him upon her pointing out she doesn’t mind the process of making a baby. " my thoughts exactly. “ jinsol, better than anyone else, knows that he would love it too. hanjae also grew to realise how simple daily interactions are very important for their relationship, to keep it healthy. ” yeah, it’s a little unbelievable but i like the idea of us being a family… “ his voice faded as it hit him like a ton of bricks - why did he not think about proposing first? that’s most likely another thing jinsol would love. knowing her she probably dreamt of something romantic like that so he has to grant it for her. / @wistfulreality

“same,” jinsol admitted easily. the twist of events in the last few months with hanjae certainly continued to surprise her, but each bit of it was something that she was happy with. she’d always dreamed of having a family, and now, it seemed like they would be one step closer to it. well, assuming that nothing went badly or came in their way with all of this. however, she trusted it would all be okay. they had each other and that was all that mattered. “so then, um ... should we ....” she wiggled her eyebrows playfully as she leaned in for another kiss.

#( * w: jinsol. )#( * jinsol x hanjae. )#seoulvice #not me thinking i replied to this when i did not ;;;;#sorry!

seoulvice:

♡˗ˏ✎*ೃ˚ :; he snorted at the way she went along with his own joke. one of the many things he loves about jinsol. upon the next question, he thought for a moment. “ i don't know. maybe have it happen when it happens? i mean, if we are actively trying and you're checking every now and again with your hopes up but the test turns out negative, that would stress you out. we don't need that. " he tried to reason, not wanting for jinsol to feel pressured or anything of that sort and only elongate the process. ” let's not have it as a fixed idea. “

jinsol nodded her head. she supposed that thinking too much about it might make it even harder. she’d heard from friends about the disappointment when the process didn’t seem to go as easily as they’d expected. “okay,” she exclaimed, agreeing to his plans. “well i like that. and you know that i certainly don’t mind the process of making a baby,” she teased, arms wrapped around him tighter. “i can’t believe we are really doing this.” it seriously continued to shock her how quickly things were starting to move between them.

#( * w: jinsol. )#( * jinsol x hanjae. )#seoulvice

bunbunlovesdonuts:

hayes eyed his companion and was at a loss of words. for multiple of reasons, one being the fact that somehow despite all that was wonky and strange with the entire world she somehow could still positives. naturally he didn’t expect her to know his own main issues, not something he would share but also she was suggesting on still improving despite being very confused. that was clear as water. it made a smile appear on his face, for the sheer fact that minyoung still wanted to sprinkle on a little bit of happiness even though she had zero clue on anything. the blonde simply shook his head “the one thing you can do is just make sure i have the last two great minutes with you, ok?”

minyoung chuckled and nodded her head. “that seems easy enough. just tell me what you want me to do,” she noted. she looked up at him, her eyes staring softly at him. “do you want a kiss at midnight?” she couldn’t help but ask, her heart beating in her chest loudly as she asked the words. why did she say something so stupid out loud? well, there was nothing to be done now. the words were said and she could only eat them at this point.

#( * w: minyoung. )#( * minyoung x hayes. )#bunbunlovesdonuts

stillm0nster

♡˗ˏ✎*ೃ˚ :; axel paused for a moment before finally smiling, more to himself than at her but the smile was present nonetheless. he had gone through apartment hunting when he moved to korea so he could actually give her some tips. " as someone who has gone through that already, i'm advising you to plan your expenses. the rest comes easier, like looking out for outlets - if they work or not. same with the showers and sinks, make sure they run clear. " he laughs at the thought of how he accidentally found out one of the sinks in his first pick was actually blocked. " i accidentally found out the sink wasn’t running clear in the apartment that i wanted so badly. don't imagine that the place that looks right for you, is actually the right one. it's usually not like that. " / @wistfulreality

wistfulreality

stella pouted. she had a feeling this was going to be even more difficult than she was expecting it to be. "oh gosh. you're making this sound like a horror story." then again, she could only imagine all the things that could make it worse. what if there were a bug problem? or ... a rodent problem? she shuddered at the thought. "do you know of any good apartment buildings then that you'd recommend? or ones you saw that you'd definitely not suggest that i check out?

#( * w: stella. )#( * stella x axel. )#seoulvice #( he's totally fine! i love him! )

seoulvice:

♡˗ˏ✎*ೃ˚ :; he did expect her to say that she has always wanted kids. jinsol just seems like the kind of woman to want a family unlike how he was before having a change of heart. “ i suppose that you would have scared me away with that if you mentioned it before but now.. ” he paused, grinning at her sweet gesture. he reached to cup her face and moved even closer, leaning down to pepper her face with kisses. “ i no longer see having a child as a … burden or as something that will hold me down. you’re my person and i don’t want anyone else so there’s no reason to run away from it and fear it. you can say i’ve matured. ” he adds jokingly.

jinsol was relieved that the somewhat bigger things she had been worried about for the future were starting to dissipate. she knew it was a conversation that they would have to breach eventually, but now, it seemed like he was doing it for them (and in a way better than she could have ever imagined). “you have matured. it’s shocking to see the transformation,” she teased. “so um ... i guess the next question is ... do you want to be actively trying? or just ... have it happen when it happens?” as easy as she had always thought getting knocked up would be, she was starting to find out from friends who were in that stage of life that it wasn’t always so instantaneous at all.

#( * w: jinsol. )#( * jinsol x hanjae. )#seoulvice

stillm0nster

♡˗ˏ✎*ೃ˚ :; " you know, if i didn't want to help you, i wouldn't have offered for you to stay over. don't worry about that at least. " he pointed out. it was highly unlikely for axel to not take some kind of action and help her or anyone else in such situation. he chuckled at the mention of being kicked out, another thing he wouldn't do. " oh, after classes tomorrow we could go house hunting if you want. i don't have anything else to do after that, so it would be a nice pastime activity. " anything to keep himself busy. / continued with @wistfulreality

wistfulreality

stella nodded her head. the idea of apartment hunting was always fun in her imagination but the real deal was often way more stressful than she liked. usually it was because she didn’t have an unlimited budget that would allow her to pick out a place that she actually loved. “thank you. i can certainly use the help with that,” she exclaimed. “i am admittedly terrible at knowing where to start with this though. do you have any advice?”

#( * w: stella. )#( * stella x axel. )#seoulvice

bunbunlovesdonuts:

hayes tilted his head to the side while he looked at the female. being a tad bit taken aback when he heard minyoung respond the opposite “well, i wish could have had your luck like that because the world has been all upside down” he replied with a chuckle as he shook his head. “now who said i was avoiding the question?” he questioned as he quirked an eyebrow, leaning against the wall as he crossed his arms in front of him.

minyoung still didn’t understand how she had no inclination of his world being upside down. “it has?” she could only ask. she wondered if he must feel frustrated that she kept asking or being confused by what he was saying. it was only because she genuinely didn’t realize that he had such an off year. “well, is there anything i can do to make it at least end well?” she looked to him, her head tilting as she did so.

#( * w: minyoung. )#( * minyoung x hayes. )#bunbunlovesdonuts

seoulvice:

♡˗ˏ✎*ೃ˚ :; “ i guess … the way cap found out he has twins and he’s catching up with them right now made me realize it’s nice to have kids? the way he talks about one of the twins who’s a baseball player. obviously they practiced together. or the other one who’s joining our team starting next week? it baffled us all honestly. ” if it was someone else, hanjae wouldn’t have thought about it but it being their captain really rubbed off on him. the stories he heard and seeing the happiness written all over the man’s face - pricceless. “ i want you to think about it. don’t say you want it just because i talked about it, yeah? it’s not a joke carrying a child and giving birth. ” that much he had learned during his time as a firefighter.

it was hard to believe that this was the same hanjae who had just wanted to be friends with benefits at one point. “you know, i always did want kids,” she admitted. “i just wasn’t sure if i’d scare you away with that possibility,” she pointed out. “i mean, not that you aren’t a caring, loving person who would make a great father, but you just never seemed like you wanted that kind of responsibility.” she lifted his hands to her lips, kissing them gently. “i would like that. really. and i’m not just saying it because you are or whatever. “i’ve always wanted that and if you do too, i’m all for it.”

#( * w: jinsol. )#( * jinsol x hanjae. )#seoulvice

luvdive:

❝ i have to say you’re someone. stranger danger, right? ❞ noelle says with a laugh. she feels her phone vibrate in her hand and her gaze is on it immediately, but as expected, it isn’t gaz. it’s one of her friends calling his a useless bastard in support, and questioning why noelle even kept him in poppy’s life. she ignores the last part, typing out a quick response before shoving the device in her back pocket. ❝ poppy knows the way, don’t you, kid? ❞ she asks her daughter with a smile, and it’s all she can do to stop herself from being dragged out the door by a very determined toddler. ❝ guess we’re off then, ❞ she says, another laugh falling musically from her lips, her free hand passing junsu a set of keys. ❝ you couldn’t lock the door for us, could you? ❞

junsu rolled his eyes playfully at the other. “i suppose you’re right about that, but you know what i mean.” he watched as she looked at her phone. he wondered if she was hoping it was poppy’s father. it seemed like it wasn’t him, but he didn’t prod or ask. “well, what a smart child,” he exclaimed as he followed along the little girl. “oh sure thing,” he noted as he took the keys from her hands and locked the door behind them, checking it once more to make sure he hadn’t accidentally done it wrong. “i can definitely tell she’s excited for this,” he added, holding out her keys towards her.

#( * w: junsu. )#( * junsu x noelle. )#luvdive

seoulvice:

“ i’m sorry to hear that, stella. it must have been traumatizing for sure. at least your mother was fine after that and nothing horrific happened. ” though, it must have kept them on their toes for a while. apparently, it still lingers at the back of stella’s mind that someone would try to break in and possibly harm her in the process. it makes sense now. “ well, you can stay at my place for a while if you want. ” he’s not home majority of the day though but his dog is.

“thank you,” stella noted quietly. she was usually a bright and bubbly person, but when dealing with her old traumas, she became a completely different person. “i really appreciate it and i’m really sorry to be bothering you.” she hated being a bother to anyone, so she would do her best to stay out of his way. “just feel free to kick me out if you need. i can also find a new place.” maybe one that was in a bit of a nicer area, though she wasn’t sure how easily she’d be able to afford that.

#( * w: stella. )#( * stella x axel. )#seoulvice

bunbunlovesdonuts:

hayes for a second, wanted to make a joke of finding minyoung near by the snacks and drinks but he held back on that. he didn’t want to end up with a plate of food ontop of his head. not a fun way to end the new year now would it be? it was now a little secret he had on trying to find minyoung, when in doubt one should check where food would be. “well, you don’t think this year wasn’t one that was filled with getting kicked to the gut one after the other?” he questioned wiht a life “if not, then tell me how did life not end up sad?” he questioned, subtly avoiding to answer the question she gave him

minyoung looked at him curiously. “no, not at all ...” she began to say, uncertain of why he was suggesting that it was such a year. had she been that oblivious to his misfortunes in the year? or was he just being unnecessarily dramatic? she could see both, she supposed. “i think it was nice. there weren’t too many ups and downs or anything crazy ....” sometimes, boring was the best that one could ask for. “you didn’t answer my question though. why are you avoiding answering?”

#( * w: minyoung. )#( * minyoung x hayes. )#bunbunlovesdonuts

seoulvice:

♡˗ˏ✎*ೃ˚ :; “ it’s days like this that make me feel like our job wasn’t done well and we didn’t give the maximum effort but … we’re also just humans. we’re not the heroes people might view us as. ” they all make mistakes that could cost the lives of others or their own. or both. it’s a double-edged sword. hanjae sighed heavily once he heard the words ‘you’re home’. he truly felt at home with jinsol by his side. if he was alone, he might have gone to drown his feelings at a bar. although he hated having to burden her with these stories too. “ i’m … i appreciate that you’re here, that i have you. i don’t want to upset you, make you carry my own burdens but it really does help when you listen to my ramblings. thank you, babe. ” his hold around her tightened a little. he wasn’t planning to let go for a while. “ i just want to stay like this for a while, can we? ”

“hey, that’s not true,” jinsol exclaimed. she could hardly imagine the feeling, but she also knew they tried their hardest to save everyone, even putting their own lives at risk in doing so. “i know. but you’re amazing for trying, you know that?” she looked to him, holding him close as her hand gently patted him, hoping it would be soothing to him. “no, it’s okay. i don’t mind being able to listen to you. it makes me happy that you’d trust me with your true feelings.” if anything, she had dreamed of the day that he’d actually open up to her like this. never would she ever discourage that. “of course,” she exclaimed, pressing a kiss to the top of his head as she closed her eyes, her own head gently leaning against his.

#( * w: jinsol. )#( * jinsol x hanjae. )#seoulvice

cinnamcroll

💌 NEW MESSAGE RECEIVED: @wistfulreality !

˚₊· ͟͟͞➳❥ “can we keep the talking to a minimum? being with you is an inconvenience to me and … i lost all respect for you years ago.”

wistfulreality

ahreum had no idea what she had done to the other to cause him to act this way. they hadn’t seen each other in years, and the last time they had seen each other, things had been very different. “what is your problem?” she couldn’t help but blurt out.

#( * w: ahreum. )#( * ahreum x yeonsu. )#cinnamcroll #thank you love <3 #let me know if you need me to change anything!

sparkssflv:

꒰ * ｡ ˚ . ✧ ꒱ he felt comfortable in her place, he had grown to know it over the past few years. to some degree, it was like a second home. “ yeah, it’s comfortable.. like home. honestly yura, i don’t care where we go as long as i get to be with you and yujin, and he feels comfortable. that is top priority. ”

yura could feel the tears pushing at the edge of her eyes again. for years she could only dream that something like this could happen. it seemed patience had paid off ( and perhaps having a child together made some sort of difference as well ). “seriously, you’re going to make me cry more,” yura exclaimed, pulling him closer as she leaned in, pressing another kiss to his lips. “let’s just stay here then. save some money and time ... we could redecorate the space.” she doubted he cared about all that, but she wanted to offer it anyway.

#( * w: yura. )#( * yura x yujin. )#sparkssflv

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