RVNWIILD isĀ aĀ Ā tumblrĀ basedĀ roleplay.Ā Ā multi-ship,Ā Ā multi-museĀ &Ā semi-selective.Ā penned Ā by Ā jess ( she / her / 25+ ). gmt-5. discord given upon request.
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sheepfilms
Alisa U Zemlji Chuda
RMH
"I'm Dorothy Gale from Kansas"
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Cosmic Funnies
he wasn't even looking at me and he found me
taylor price
Show & Tell
NASA
AnasAbdin
cherry valley forever
Not today Justin
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JBB: An Artblog!

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@rvnwiild
RVNWIILD isĀ aĀ Ā tumblrĀ basedĀ roleplay.Ā Ā multi-ship,Ā Ā multi-museĀ &Ā semi-selective.Ā penned Ā by Ā jess ( she / her / 25+ ). gmt-5. discord given upon request.
rules /Ā Ā muses /Ā Ā wishlist / wanted plots /Ā Ā opens / prompts / tracker
lack of interaction ā lack of interest. sometimes, life gets in the way, or my muse doesn't cooperate with me the way i want, or i'm simply too anxious to take the first step. but just because we currently don't have any interactions going, doesn't mean that i'm not interested in writing with you and your muse(s). maybe the perfect opportunity hasn't presented itself yet, or i couldn't think of a good enough plot but that never ever has anything to do with you. after all, we're mutuals for a reason and that's usually because i enjoy seeing you on my dash and would love to write with you ā whenever that may happen.
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š„ŗ you're so sweetttt. thank youuuu <3
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continued / @rvnwiild
even though months have passed, ara still remembers the hopeless crush she had on him ā how it kept her restless at night before filming schedules, even though she knew she needed sleep to perform her best. her gaze drifted to him too often when she shouldnāt, and a gentle, caring touch on her waist was enough to spin her mind into a million different directions. she constantly wondered whether the flimsy possibility existed ā that he liked her, just as she was fond of him. not as a costar, not as a friend, but as ara. for that exact reason, she finds herself tongue-tied at the sound of his confession ā a confession she convinced herself would never come, a crush she thought was better left buried for good. at least they could still be friends, at least she didnāt have to live with the embarrassment of a failed confession, at least he would remember his time with her with fondness.
āyou⦠like me?ā she repeats, sounding as surprised as she feels. she almost fails to stifle the urge to ask him to pinch her, because there is no way this can be real. the reality that her affection for the actor is reciprocated, that she lingered on his mind as much as he lingered on hers, feels impossible. her gaze drops to their entwined hands ā his larger hand wrapped tightly around hers, as if he never wants to let her slip away. not again. āi thought it was just all in my head,ā she confesses, a flicker of embarrassment touching her voice. āi thought i was the only one who felt the things i did.ā she doesnāt know where to begin, or how her feelings toward him shifted from the standard respect and admiration she held for a senior into something riveting and mind-consuming. ā... are you sure you want to do this?ā she can barely bring herself to believe what is happening, a fraction of her mind still convinced it is a dream she will eventually wake up from. āwith me?ā
for a moment, suhyun can only stare at her. not because he doesn't know what to say, but because every fear he'd carried into this conversation begins unraveling the second he hears her words. the surprise in her voice isn't rejection. the uncertainty in her eyes mirrors his own. a quiet laugh escapes him, breathless with relief. "ara..." he murmurs, tightening his fingers around hers just slightly. "you have no idea how many times i asked myself those same questions." his gaze drops briefly to their joined hands before returning to her face, as if reassuring himself that she's really here and this conversation is actually happening. "i thought i was imagining things too. every time you smiled at me, every time you looked away when our eyes met..." he shakes his head with a soft smile. "i kept telling myself not to read into it. that i was just being hopeful." the confession feels easier now, the hardest part already behind him. "but it wasn't all in your head." his thumb brushes gently across her knuckles. the smile on his face softens into something more tender, more sincere. when she asks if he's sure, the answer comes without hesitation. "completely sure." he takes a small step closer. "if anything, the thing i regret is waiting this long." his eyes search hers carefully, warmly.
"i know this could be complicated. i know people might have things to say. maybe that's why i kept convincing myself to stay quiet." he lets out a quiet breath. "but every time i thought about letting this go, every time I told myself we should just stay friends..." he shakes his head. "it never felt right." for a second, his expression turns almost shy. "because when i looked at you, i wasn't seeing my costar." his voice lowers. "i wasn't even seeing my friend." a faint smile tugs at his lips. "i was seeing ara. and somehow that was enough to make me lose sleep, overthink every conversation, and spend months trying to forget someone i clearly couldn't." his hand squeezes hers gently. "so yes," he says softly, unwavering. "i want to do this." his gaze never leaves hers. "with you."
ą¼āt platonic bonds & dynamics starters.
bestĀ friends.
youĀ saidĀ you'dĀ alwaysĀ beĀ there.Ā i'mĀ holdingĀ youĀ toĀ that.
i'mĀ notĀ leavingĀ youĀ aloneĀ withĀ yourĀ thoughts!
nobodyĀ getsĀ toĀ callĀ youĀ thatĀ butĀ me.
doĀ iĀ needĀ toĀ fightĀ someoneĀ forĀ you?
we'reĀ notĀ justĀ friends.Ā you'reĀ myĀ family.
i'mĀ alreadyĀ onĀ myĀ way.
ifĀ iĀ die,Ā promiseĀ you'llĀ eraseĀ myĀ searchĀ history.
weĀ shouldĀ notĀ beĀ allowedĀ unsupervisedĀ inĀ public.
combined,Ā we'reĀ oneĀ wholeĀ functioningĀ adult!
i'veĀ helpedĀ youĀ lieĀ toĀ yourĀ parents,Ā friends,Ā &Ā yourĀ boss...Ā what'sĀ oneĀ more?
ex-friends.
iĀ wantedĀ toĀ callĀ you.Ā everyĀ timeĀ somethingĀ happened.
howĀ didĀ youĀ justĀ stopĀ caring?
youĀ can'tĀ pretendĀ weĀ weren'tĀ close.
iĀ missĀ you.Ā i'mĀ notĀ sorry.
iĀ don'tĀ thinkĀ iĀ canĀ forgiveĀ you.
iĀ missĀ hatingĀ theĀ sameĀ peopleĀ together.
doĀ yourĀ newĀ friendsĀ knowĀ theĀ versionĀ ofĀ youĀ iĀ knew?
youĀ ghostedĀ me.Ā butĀ sure!Ā let'sĀ pretendĀ itĀ wasĀ mutual!
iĀ stillĀ knowĀ yourĀ favoriteĀ song.
iĀ didn'tĀ justĀ loseĀ myĀ friend,Ā iĀ lostĀ anĀ entireĀ chapterĀ ofĀ myĀ life.
rivals.
thisĀ isn'tĀ personal.Ā you'reĀ justĀ inĀ myĀ way.
whyĀ areĀ youĀ soĀ obsessedĀ withĀ beatingĀ me?
youĀ thinkĀ you'reĀ betterĀ thanĀ me?Ā proveĀ it.
youĀ talkĀ aĀ lotĀ forĀ someoneĀ who'sĀ alwaysĀ secondĀ place.
didĀ youĀ rehearseĀ thatĀ comebackĀ inĀ theĀ mirror?
doĀ youĀ everĀ stopĀ talking?
oneĀ day,Ā i'mĀ goingĀ toĀ beatĀ you.
iĀ don'tĀ likeĀ you.Ā thatĀ doesn'tĀ meanĀ iĀ don'tĀ respectĀ you.
iĀ didn'tĀ comeĀ toĀ playĀ fair,Ā iĀ cameĀ toĀ win.
youĀ thinkĀ i'mĀ threatenedĀ byĀ you?Ā no,Ā youĀ justĀ motivateĀ meĀ toĀ beĀ better.
roommates.
iĀ swearĀ iĀ didn'tĀ eatĀ yourĀ leftovers!Ā well,Ā notĀ ALLĀ ofĀ them.
iĀ heardĀ everything.Ā theseĀ wallsĀ areĀ thin.
canĀ youĀ PLEASEĀ cleanĀ upĀ afterĀ yourself?
wannaĀ watchĀ aĀ movie?Ā i'mĀ makingĀ popcorn!
youĀ knowĀ we'reĀ notĀ friends,Ā right?Ā weĀ justĀ liveĀ together.
iĀ thinkĀ iĀ knowĀ yourĀ scheduleĀ betterĀ thanĀ mineĀ atĀ thisĀ point.
youĀ talkĀ inĀ yourĀ sleep.
youĀ can'tĀ justĀ adoptĀ aĀ petĀ withoutĀ talkingĀ toĀ meĀ first!
i'mĀ goingĀ toĀ startĀ chargingĀ yourĀ datesĀ rent.
ifĀ weĀ canĀ surviveĀ livingĀ together,Ā weĀ canĀ surviveĀ anything.
ifĀ yourĀ [Ā familyĀ memberĀ ]Ā dropsĀ byĀ unannouncedĀ oneĀ moreĀ time...
academicĀ partners.
youĀ forgotĀ theĀ projectĀ deadline.Ā again.
thisĀ wasĀ supposedĀ toĀ beĀ aĀ groupĀ effort!
iĀ thinkĀ weĀ would'veĀ crashedĀ andĀ burnedĀ withoutĀ you.
youĀ broughtĀ snacksĀ toĀ studyĀ group?Ā okay,Ā iĀ thinkĀ iĀ likeĀ you.
we'reĀ notĀ friends.Ā stopĀ tellingĀ meĀ aboutĀ yourĀ personalĀ life.
you'reĀ actuallyĀ kindĀ ofĀ smart,Ā youĀ know?
i'llĀ beĀ theĀ brains,Ā youĀ doĀ theĀ presentation.
weĀ agreedĀ noĀ emotionalĀ breakdownsĀ duringĀ mid-terms!
iĀ cannotĀ believeĀ i'mĀ dependingĀ onĀ youĀ toĀ passĀ thisĀ class.
iĀ needĀ aĀ breakĀ soĀ iĀ canĀ screamĀ intoĀ myĀ textbook...
doĀ youĀ tryĀ toĀ makeĀ friendsĀ withĀ EVERYĀ personĀ inĀ groupĀ projects?
siblings.
you'reĀ notĀ myĀ [ mom / dad / parent ]!Ā don'tĀ tellĀ meĀ howĀ toĀ live.
i'mĀ allowedĀ toĀ makeĀ funĀ ofĀ you.Ā nobodyĀ elseĀ is.
iĀ knowĀ youĀ betterĀ thanĀ anyoneĀ elseĀ everĀ will.
stopĀ tryingĀ toĀ fixĀ me!
somethingĀ badĀ happened.Ā canĀ iĀ comeĀ home?
you'reĀ stillĀ theĀ favorite, even now.
stillĀ tryingĀ toĀ liveĀ inĀ myĀ shadow,Ā huh?
i'mĀ notĀ jealousĀ ofĀ you!
weĀ survivedĀ thatĀ house,Ā that's gotta countĀ forĀ something.
rememberĀ howĀ weĀ usedĀ toĀ talkĀ aboutĀ runningĀ away?
š for hattie ? from mj
GENERAL MEMES:Ā Vampire/Immortal Themed
š - for my muse to bite yours.
theĀ fullĀ moonĀ hungĀ highĀ aboveĀ theĀ forest,Ā castingĀ silverĀ lightĀ throughĀ theĀ canopyĀ andĀ bathingĀ theĀ worldĀ inĀ anĀ eerieĀ glow.Ā hattieĀ stoodĀ aloneĀ amongĀ theĀ trees,Ā herĀ armsĀ foldedĀ tightlyĀ acrossĀ herĀ chestĀ asĀ sheĀ foughtĀ againstĀ theĀ familiarĀ tensionĀ buildingĀ beneathĀ herĀ skin.Ā theĀ angerĀ hadĀ beenĀ growingĀ forĀ days.Ā itĀ alwaysĀ startedĀ thatĀ wayāsmallĀ atĀ first,Ā easyĀ toĀ ignore.Ā thenĀ itĀ wouldĀ settleĀ deepĀ insideĀ her,Ā simmeringĀ quietlyĀ untilĀ theĀ nightĀ ofĀ theĀ fullĀ moonĀ arrived.Ā yearsĀ ago,Ā sheĀ hadĀ letĀ thatĀ angerĀ ruleĀ her.Ā nowĀ sheĀ knewĀ howĀ toĀ buryĀ it,Ā howĀ toĀ keepĀ itĀ contained.Ā mostĀ days,Ā sheĀ succeeded.Ā mostĀ days.Ā butĀ noĀ amountĀ ofĀ disciplineĀ couldĀ eraseĀ whatĀ sheĀ was.Ā theĀ wolfĀ stillĀ livedĀ withinĀ her.Ā sheĀ couldĀ feelĀ itĀ stirringĀ now,Ā restlessĀ andĀ impatient.Ā everyĀ month,Ā whenĀ theĀ moonĀ grewĀ full,Ā sheĀ leftĀ theĀ cityĀ behindĀ andĀ disappearedĀ intoĀ theĀ wilderness.Ā itĀ wasĀ saferĀ thisĀ way.Ā saferĀ forĀ everyone.Ā asĀ theĀ moonĀ climbedĀ towardĀ itsĀ highestĀ point,Ā theĀ acheĀ inĀ herĀ bonesĀ intensified.Ā thenĀ theĀ changeĀ began.Ā once,Ā herĀ transformationsĀ hadĀ beenĀ slowĀ andĀ agonizing.Ā nowĀ theyĀ happenedĀ soĀ quicklyĀ sheĀ barelyĀ hadĀ timeĀ toĀ braceĀ herself.Ā inĀ aĀ matterĀ ofĀ seconds,Ā theĀ familiarĀ worldĀ shiftedĀ aroundĀ her.Ā herĀ sensesĀ sharpened.Ā theĀ forestĀ cameĀ aliveĀ withĀ soundsĀ andĀ scentsĀ sheĀ couldĀ neverĀ perceiveĀ asĀ aĀ human.Ā andĀ thenĀ sheĀ wasĀ running.
theĀ wolfĀ toreĀ throughĀ theĀ woodsĀ beneathĀ theĀ moonlight,Ā weavingĀ effortlesslyĀ betweenĀ ancientĀ trees.Ā hoursĀ slippedĀ byĀ inĀ aĀ blurĀ ofĀ instinctĀ andĀ motion.Ā theĀ nightĀ airĀ rushedĀ throughĀ herĀ furĀ asĀ sheĀ wanderedĀ fartherĀ fromĀ civilization,Ā waitingĀ forĀ theĀ moon'sĀ holdĀ toĀ weaken.Ā thenĀ somethingĀ stoppedĀ herĀ inĀ herĀ tracks.Ā aĀ scent.Ā blood.Ā theĀ wolfĀ froze,Ā earsĀ twitching.Ā forĀ aĀ moment,Ā hattie'sĀ consciousnessĀ pushedĀ forward.Ā sheĀ knewĀ sheĀ shouldĀ leave.Ā whateverĀ hadĀ happened,Ā itĀ wasn'tĀ herĀ concern.Ā theĀ fartherĀ sheĀ stayedĀ fromĀ people,Ā theĀ better.Ā butĀ theĀ scentĀ lingered.Ā fresh.Ā theĀ wolfĀ movedĀ beforeĀ sheĀ couldĀ stopĀ it.Ā throughĀ brushĀ andĀ overĀ fallenĀ logsĀ itĀ raced,Ā drawnĀ towardĀ theĀ source.Ā theĀ smellĀ grewĀ strongerĀ withĀ everyĀ stepĀ untilĀ finallyĀ theĀ treesĀ openedĀ intoĀ aĀ smallĀ clearing.Ā there.Ā aĀ darkĀ shapeĀ sitĀ amongĀ theĀ shadows.Ā hattieĀ feltĀ aĀ flickerĀ ofĀ alarm.Ā aĀ warning.Ā aĀ desperateĀ urgeĀ toĀ turnĀ aroundĀ andĀ run.Ā theĀ wolfĀ ignoredĀ it.Ā instinctĀ drownedĀ outĀ reasonĀ asĀ itĀ closedĀ theĀ distance,Ā andĀ withinĀ momentsĀ hattieĀ foundĀ herselfĀ strugglingĀ toĀ holdĀ onĀ toĀ theĀ lastĀ fragmentsĀ ofĀ herĀ humanityĀ asĀ herĀ teethĀ sunkĀ intoĀ flesh.
it wasnāt always like this ā haneul didnāt always have to carry the weight of the world on his shoulders. there was a time his life was much simpler, when all he had to worry about was his future career in soccer and whether he had enough rest to prepare for the next game. but his world turned upside down, and he has come to realise there is so much out of his control. he lost his parents, his future, and the autonomy over his life that he took for granted. now, living life to his utmost potential is no longer the goal. survival is. it feels selfish to keep minwoo in his orbit when he cannot see a truly free future ahead, knowing his continued involvement might only jeopardise him.
but how is he supposed to let go when minwoo holds him like this? when he speaks with a kind of tenderness haneul is unsure he deserves, with a conviction that brings him to his knees? silently, he lets his lover lean against him, his eyes turning glossy from minwooās heartfelt confession. āi wish i could, though.ā he wishes he could protect minwoo from everything cruel and rotten in this world, but he cannot even protect himself. the cult is too powerful, its influence too omnipresent, leaving him with no choice but to live by their terms. āand i hate that i canāt.ā he looks down, ashamed of his own helplessness even though minwoo has never requested his protection. his arms wrap around his lover as he lets his head rest on minwooās shoulder. he lets himself be weak and dependent, even just for a second. āi love you, too.ā he echoes, even if itās selfish to keep minwoo close. he should be set free to live the life of his dreams, away from the cult's shadows. āyouāre the best thing in my life, and i just feel bad for being such a burden to you.ā
minwoo is quiet for a moment after haneul speaks. he can feel the shame in the way he lowers his head, the way he folds into him like he's bracing for a blow that never comes. slowly, minwoo pulls back just enough to look at him. "a burden?" the words come out softer than they should, almost disbelieving. "haneul, do you really think that's what you are to me?" his hand rises to cup the side of haneul's face, thumb brushing away the dampness gathering beneath his eyes. "i know exactly what this life is. i know what they're capable of. i know what it costs to stay involved with them." a bitter laugh escapes him. "they took years from me too, remember? the fights. the jobs. being passed around whenever they needed someone to bleed for them." his jaw tightens briefly. "i got out, but i never got those years back." he shakes his head. "so don't act like i don't understand what i'm choosing." minwoo rests his forehead against haneul's. "you keep talking like you're trapping me here. like i'm some innocent guy who wandered into the wrong story." his voice drops lower. "i'm here because i decided to be." every word is deliberate. "when i left, nobody forced me to look back. nobody forced me to stay. if i wanted a clean break, i could've disappeared." his fingers curl gently into the fabric of haneul's shirt. "but you are still here." a pause. "and i couldn't leave you behind." the confession hangs between them. "you think i'm waiting for you to give me some perfect future?" he gives a small shake of his head. "that's not what i want from you."
"i want you." simple. certain. "the version of you that's exhausted. angry. scared. the version that doesn't know what tomorrow looks like." his eyes sting, but he doesn't look away. "i don't need you to carry the world for me, haneul. god knows you've been carrying enough already." carefully, he presses a kiss against haneul's forehead. "and if survival is all we have right now, then we'll survive." his arms tighten around him. "together." minwoo's voice trembles slightly then, the rare crack in his composure. "losing you would hurt a hell of a lot more than anything they could ever do to me."
āwe should⦠we will." he promises, envisioning lazy mornings filled with coffee and warmth. heād like to say he prefers those moments now that he has time for them, but truthfully, he'd probably grow bored by noon, already itching to plan something else and embark on new adventures with dylan. itās unfortunate that going out on dates in public would cast a spotlight on the one thing they want to keep hidden ā their private lives a distraction from their flourishing careers. at least they can still hide beneath the guise of best friends, sweeping any outing under the rug before a kiss could be caught on camera. āwhere do you want to go?ā he asks dylan, a smitten smile breaking through as his fingers brush gently over his loverās cheekbones. āone of my teammates went to iceland on their last break, and it looks like something out of a dream.ā he's been there before, but it's part of a competition and he didn't do much sightseeing. aligning their schedules for a trip together wonāt be easy, but itās not impossible; at least he holds on to the hope. "i have a few ideas..." he nods coyly at dylanās words, then leans in, capturing his boyfriendās lips once more, savouring the sweetness of a kiss heās missed terribly.
dylanĀ meltsĀ intoĀ theĀ kissĀ withoutĀ hesitation,Ā oneĀ handĀ slidingĀ upĀ toĀ cradleĀ theĀ backĀ ofĀ hisĀ neckĀ whileĀ heĀ savorsĀ everyĀ secondĀ ofĀ it.Ā theĀ distanceĀ hadĀ beenĀ unbearable,Ā andĀ havingĀ himĀ hereĀ againĀ feelsĀ likeĀ finallyĀ beingĀ ableĀ toĀ breatheĀ properly.Ā whenĀ theyĀ part,Ā onlyĀ slightly,Ā hisĀ foreheadĀ restsĀ againstĀ hisĀ boyfriend'sĀ andĀ aĀ quietĀ laughĀ escapesĀ him.Ā "iceland,Ā huh?"Ā heĀ murmurs,Ā brushingĀ hisĀ thumbĀ alongĀ hisĀ jaw.Ā "youĀ makeĀ itĀ soundĀ tempting."Ā theĀ truthĀ is,Ā heĀ doesn'tĀ particularlyĀ careĀ whereĀ theyĀ go.Ā theĀ destinationĀ isĀ secondary;Ā it'sĀ theĀ companyĀ thatĀ matters.Ā aĀ weekĀ inĀ someĀ remoteĀ cabin,Ā aĀ bustlingĀ cityĀ halfwayĀ acrossĀ theĀ world,Ā orĀ simplyĀ stayingĀ hiddenĀ awayĀ togetherĀ wouldĀ allĀ feelĀ perfectĀ ifĀ theyĀ wereĀ sideĀ byĀ side.
"i'veĀ alwaysĀ wantedĀ toĀ seeĀ theĀ northernĀ lights,"Ā heĀ admits.Ā "andĀ ifĀ we'reĀ lucky,Ā maybeĀ we'dĀ actuallyĀ getĀ toĀ beĀ touristsĀ forĀ once.Ā noĀ schedules,Ā noĀ cameras,Ā noĀ obligations.Ā justĀ us."Ā hisĀ smileĀ softensĀ asĀ heĀ studiesĀ hisĀ face,Ā stillĀ hardlyĀ believingĀ they'reĀ gettingĀ thisĀ moment.Ā "butĀ iĀ couldĀ beĀ convincedĀ otherwise."Ā dylanĀ leansĀ in,Ā brushingĀ theirĀ nosesĀ together.Ā "youĀ saidĀ youĀ haveĀ aĀ fewĀ ideas.Ā i'mĀ listening."Ā hisĀ fingersĀ laceĀ throughĀ hisĀ boyfriend's,Ā squeezingĀ gently.Ā "honestly,Ā asĀ longĀ asĀ i'mĀ withĀ you,Ā iĀ don'tĀ reallyĀ careĀ whereĀ weĀ endĀ up." | @nouvelis
GENERAL MEMES:Ā Vampire/Immortal ThemedĀ š©øš¦š¹
ā³ Please feel free to tweak them.
Themes: violence, death, blood, murder, depression/negative thoughts
SYMBOLS: ā³ Use āāŖāto reverse the characters where applicable!
š¦ - To catch my muse transforming into a bat š - To warn my muse about/see my muse in the sunlight. 𩸠- To witness my muse drinking blood from a bag. š - To witnessĀ To catch my muse drinking blood from an animal. š§š½Ā - To witness To catch my muse drinking blood from a human. š¦ - For our muses hunt together for the first time. ššæāāļø - To see my muse using super speed. šš¼āāļø - To see my muse using their super strength. š§š»āāļø - To confront my muse about being a vampire. š - For my muse to lament missing the sun. ā° - For my muse to tell yours about a story from their long, immortal life. š¤š½ - To offer my muse your wrist to drink from. š©šæ - For my muse to reminisce about a long lost love. š©š½āš¤āš©š½ - For your muse to look exactly like my museās lost love. š - For my muse to bite yours. š - For my muse to glamour/compel yours. š§ - To try and sneakily feed my muse garlic to test if theyāre a vampire. š - To try and apprehend my muse with silver chains. šŖ - To try and attack my muse with a wooden stake. š¤ - To notice that my muse doesnāt have a reflection. š¹ - For my muse to turn yours into a vampire. š - For my muse and yours to spend time together during the night. š§š¼āāļø - For my muse to tell yours about their maker/sire.
SENTENCES:
āIāve been alive for a long timeĀ [ name ], I can handle myself.ā āIām over a thousand years old, you canāt stop me!ā āLots of windows in this place, not exactly the greatest place for a vampire.ā āDo you really drink human blood? Donāt you feel guilty?ā āVampires are predators,Ā [ name ]Ā hunting is just part of our nature, you canāt change that.ā āYou just killed that person! Youāre a monster!ā āTomorrow at dawn, youāll meet the sunĀ [ name ].ā āCan you make me like you?ā āDo you really want to live forever?ā āYou say you want to live forever,Ā [ name ], but forever is a long time, longer than you can imagine.ā āWhat was it like to live throughĀ [ historic event / time period ]?ā āDid people really dress like that when you were young?ā āWhat were you like when you were human?ā āWeāre vampires, [ name ], we have no soul to save, and I donāt care.ā āHow many people have you killed? You can tell me, I can handle it.ā āDid you meetĀ [ historic figure ]?ā āEveryone dies in the end, what does it matter if I⦠speed it along.ā āEvery time we feed that person is someoneās mother, brother, sister, husband. You better start getting used to that if you want to survive this life.ā ā[ she is / he is / they are ] the strongest vampire anyone has heard of, no one knows how to stop them, and if you try youāre going to get yourselves killed.ā āVampire hunters are everywhere in this city, you need to watch your back.ā āHumans will never understand the bond a vampire has with [ his / her / their ] maker, itās a bond like no other.ā āHere, have this ring, it will protect you from the sunlight.ā āI get youāre an immortal creature of the night and all that, but do you have to be such a downer about it?ā āIn my [ centuries / decades / millennia ] of living, do you really think no one has tried to kill me before?ā āVampires arenāt weakened by garlic, thatās a myth.ā āI used to be a lot worse than I was now,Ā [ name ], Iāve had time to mellow, to become used to what I am. Iām ashamed of the monster I was.ā āThe worst part of living forever is watching everyone you love die, while you stay frozen, still, constant.ā āIāve lived so long I donāt feel anything any more.ā āAre there more people like you? How many?ā āLife has never been fair, [ name ], why would start being fair now youāre immortal?ā āYou want to be young forever? Knock yourself out, I just hope you understand what youāre giving up.ā āYou never told me who turned you into a vampire. Who were they? Why did they do it?ā āI could spend an eternity with you and never get bored.ā āDo you really sleep in coffins?ā āThere are worse things for a vampire than death, of that I can assure you [ name ].ā āYou need to feed, itās been days. You can drink from me, I can tell youāre hungry.ā āThe process of becoming a vampire is risky, [ name ], you could die, and I donāt know if I could forgive myself for killing you.ā āIām a vampire, I can hold a grudge for a long time, so believe me when I say I willĀ never forgive this. Never.ā āYou were human once! How can you have no empathy?ā āYou don'tĀ have to kill to be a vampire, but what would be the fun in that.ā āYou can spend your first years of immortality doing whatever you want to whoever you want, but when you come back to your senses, itāll hit you harder than anything youāve felt before.ā āOne day, [ name ], everything youāve done is going to catch up to you, and youāre never going to forgive yourself.ā āStop kidding yourself, [ name ], youāre a vampire, a killer, a predator. You might as well embrace it now because you canāt keep this up forever.ā āYou canāt [ compel / glamour ] me, I have something to protect me.ā āWhen youāve lived as long as me, thereās not much more in life you can do.ā āYou want me to turn you? You donāt know what youāre asking me to do.ā āYou really have to stop hissing like that, itās getting on my nerves.ā āIām going to drive this stake through your heart, [ name ], and Iām going to enjoy it.ā
jaehyun nods, recalling that he left his car in the parking lot the other day for a script reading, but got too tired in the end so his manager got him another ride himself. he mentally retraces his steps, ensuring he hasn't left any trace of their rendezvous. keeps her in his embrace for a moment longer before reluctantly lets her go with a whisper to her ear. āmeet me outside after ten minutes? iāll send you the location.ā even the parking lot is too risky, given how there's a high possibility of them being caught by others who work in the same studio, so they must be even more discreet. they cannot afford not to be, given that their careers would take a tremendous blow if their entanglement is exposed, though hers would admittedly be more affected than his own, given the overly harsh demands placed on idols that must act according to their fansā fantasies at all times. with another peck to her cheek and a squeeze of her hand, he leaves the room and soon drives his car to the chosen meeting spot. the leather of the steering wheel feels slick beneath his anxious grip. even now, he must not let his guard down, his gaze scanning the surroundings through his window quickly but thoroughly before he sends her the spot and announces that itās clear. he restarts the car once sheās in the car with him, humming softly as his eyes return to the road, the engine purring. āif you order now, the food should arrive shortly after we do.ā
yejiĀ Ā watchesĀ Ā himĀ Ā leave,Ā Ā lingeringĀ Ā inĀ Ā theĀ Ā emptyĀ Ā roomĀ Ā forĀ Ā aĀ Ā fewĀ Ā momentsĀ Ā afterĀ Ā theĀ Ā doorĀ Ā clicksĀ Ā shutĀ Ā behindĀ Ā him.Ā Ā theĀ Ā faintĀ Ā warmthĀ Ā ofĀ Ā hisĀ Ā embraceĀ Ā stillĀ Ā clingsĀ Ā toĀ Ā herĀ Ā skin,Ā Ā andĀ Ā sheĀ Ā pressesĀ Ā herĀ Ā lipsĀ Ā together,Ā Ā fightingĀ Ā backĀ Ā aĀ Ā smileĀ Ā thatĀ Ā threatensĀ Ā toĀ Ā surfaceĀ Ā atĀ Ā theĀ Ā memoryĀ Ā ofĀ Ā hisĀ Ā whisperedĀ Ā words.Ā Ā tenĀ Ā minutes.Ā Ā sheĀ Ā busiesĀ Ā herselfĀ Ā withĀ Ā gatheringĀ Ā herĀ Ā things,Ā Ā forcingĀ Ā herselfĀ Ā intoĀ Ā theĀ Ā calm,Ā Ā practicedĀ Ā routineĀ Ā she'dĀ Ā perfectedĀ Ā overĀ Ā yearsĀ Ā inĀ Ā theĀ Ā spotlight.Ā Ā noĀ Ā rushing.Ā Ā noĀ Ā suspiciousĀ Ā behavior.Ā Ā justĀ Ā anotherĀ Ā idolĀ Ā wrappingĀ Ā upĀ Ā aĀ Ā schedule.Ā Ā whenĀ Ā herĀ Ā phoneĀ Ā vibratesĀ Ā withĀ Ā hisĀ Ā message,Ā Ā sheĀ Ā waitsĀ Ā anotherĀ Ā minuteĀ Ā beforeĀ Ā slippingĀ Ā outĀ Ā ofĀ Ā theĀ Ā buildingĀ Ā throughĀ Ā aĀ Ā sideĀ Ā exit.Ā Ā herĀ Ā capĀ Ā isĀ Ā pulledĀ Ā low,Ā Ā maskĀ Ā inĀ Ā place,Ā Ā eyesĀ Ā scanningĀ Ā theĀ Ā areaĀ Ā asĀ Ā carefullyĀ Ā asĀ Ā heĀ Ā undoubtedlyĀ Ā had.Ā Ā onlyĀ Ā whenĀ Ā sheĀ Ā spotsĀ Ā hisĀ Ā carĀ Ā doesĀ Ā someĀ Ā ofĀ Ā theĀ Ā tensionĀ Ā leaveĀ Ā herĀ Ā shoulders.
sheĀ Ā slipsĀ Ā intoĀ Ā theĀ Ā passengerĀ Ā seatĀ Ā andĀ Ā shutsĀ Ā theĀ Ā doorĀ Ā quicklyĀ Ā behindĀ Ā her.Ā Ā "you'reĀ Ā gettingĀ Ā paranoid,"Ā Ā sheĀ Ā teasesĀ Ā quietly,Ā Ā thoughĀ Ā theĀ Ā fondĀ Ā smileĀ Ā inĀ Ā herĀ Ā eyesĀ Ā softensĀ Ā theĀ Ā words.Ā Ā theĀ Ā familiarĀ Ā scentĀ Ā ofĀ Ā hisĀ Ā carĀ Ā settlesĀ Ā aroundĀ Ā her,Ā Ā comfortingĀ Ā inĀ Ā aĀ Ā wayĀ Ā she'dĀ Ā neverĀ Ā admitĀ Ā aloud.Ā Ā sheĀ Ā adjustsĀ Ā herĀ Ā seatbeltĀ Ā beforeĀ Ā turningĀ Ā towardĀ Ā him.Ā Ā herĀ Ā handĀ Ā driftsĀ Ā acrossĀ Ā theĀ Ā centerĀ Ā console,Ā Ā fingersĀ Ā brushingĀ Ā againstĀ Ā hisĀ Ā brieflyĀ Ā beforeĀ Ā retreating.Ā Ā atĀ Ā theĀ Ā mentionĀ Ā ofĀ Ā food,Ā Ā herĀ Ā expressionĀ Ā brightensĀ Ā immediately.Ā Ā "good.Ā Ā becauseĀ Ā allĀ Ā thisĀ Ā sneakingĀ Ā aroundĀ Ā hasĀ Ā madeĀ Ā meĀ Ā hungry."Ā Ā sheĀ Ā pullsĀ Ā outĀ Ā herĀ Ā phone,Ā Ā scrollingĀ Ā throughĀ Ā andĀ Ā clickingĀ Ā theĀ Ā deliveryĀ Ā options for the sushi place.Ā Ā "whatĀ Ā areĀ Ā weĀ Ā feelingĀ Ā tonight?Ā Ā usualĀ Ā order,Ā Ā orĀ Ā somethingĀ Ā new?" | @nouvelis
a smile of amusement curls his lips as he offers a slow nod, as if reluctantly agreeing with her. heās not one to turn down a favour when itās within his limits; his mother raised him to be the good-natured, courteous man he is today. besides, maintaining good relations with fellow chefs and restaurant owners on this street is wise ā after all, he never knows when he might need their favours in return, and social capital holds incredible value. āitās fine,ā he shrugs. āthe new shipment will arrive early tomorrow, so weāll be alright.ā he runs the calculations in his head swiftly, his ease reflecting years of experience. āmaybe you should be a bit more generous with your estimate when you restock next time, though.ā he teases, playfulness laced in his voice, though some genuine advice underlies his tone. a smirk spreads over his fox-like features, mischief sparkling in his eyes. āoh, wouldnāt you like to know?ā it may be risky to share his business secrets with a rival, but he trusts her enough ā whether by friendship or something deeper ā not to be a shameless recipe thief. āguess thereās only one way for you to find out." he lays the invitation openly before her, the warmth in his voice offering her the freedom to reject it if she wishes. ādrop by after closing time tonight⦠or early tomorrow?ā
kimiko'sĀ browsĀ liftedĀ slightlyĀ atĀ theĀ invitation,Ā surpriseĀ flickeringĀ acrossĀ herĀ featuresĀ beforeĀ itĀ softenedĀ intoĀ somethingĀ warmer.Ā forĀ aĀ moment,Ā sheĀ simplyĀ staredĀ atĀ him,Ā caughtĀ offĀ guardĀ byĀ howĀ openlyĀ heĀ hadĀ offered.Ā mostĀ chefsĀ guardedĀ newĀ recipesĀ likeĀ buriedĀ treasure.Ā theĀ factĀ thatĀ heĀ wasĀ willingĀ toĀ letĀ herĀ peekĀ behindĀ theĀ curtainĀ feltĀ unexpectedlyĀ personal.Ā aĀ quietĀ laughĀ escapedĀ her.Ā "thatĀ soundsĀ dangerouslyĀ closeĀ toĀ trustingĀ me."Ā herĀ fingersĀ driftedĀ alongĀ theĀ edgeĀ ofĀ aĀ nearbyĀ shelfĀ asĀ sheĀ consideredĀ him,Ā amusementĀ dancingĀ inĀ herĀ darkĀ eyes.Ā heĀ lookedĀ entirelyĀ tooĀ pleasedĀ withĀ himself,Ā standingĀ thereĀ withĀ thatĀ smugĀ littleĀ smirkĀ andĀ challengeĀ hiddenĀ beneathĀ hisĀ words.Ā theĀ temptationĀ wasĀ immediate.Ā newĀ dishes.Ā newĀ flavors.Ā theĀ chanceĀ toĀ watchĀ anotherĀ chefĀ work.Ā itĀ wasĀ theĀ sortĀ ofĀ offerĀ sheĀ rarelyĀ turnedĀ down.Ā butĀ beneathĀ thatĀ excitementĀ wasĀ somethingĀ elseāsomethingĀ thatĀ madeĀ herĀ stomachĀ flutterĀ inĀ aĀ wayĀ sheĀ wasn'tĀ preparedĀ toĀ examineĀ tooĀ closely.
"besides,"Ā sheĀ continued,Ā tiltingĀ herĀ head,Ā "ifĀ you'reĀ invitingĀ aĀ rivalĀ intoĀ yourĀ kitchenĀ afterĀ hours,Ā shouldn'tĀ iĀ beĀ worriedĀ aboutĀ yourĀ businessĀ instincts?"Ā theĀ teasingĀ cameĀ easily,Ā thoughĀ herĀ smileĀ betrayedĀ herĀ genuineĀ interest.Ā sheĀ tappedĀ aĀ fingerĀ thoughtfullyĀ againstĀ herĀ chin.Ā "tomorrowĀ morningĀ mightĀ beĀ safer.Ā ifĀ iĀ showĀ upĀ tonight,Ā iĀ can'tĀ promiseĀ iĀ won'tĀ tryĀ toĀ stealĀ allĀ yourĀ secretsĀ beforeĀ sunrise."Ā herĀ grinĀ widened.Ā "notĀ recipes,Ā though.Ā justĀ whateverĀ magicĀ keepsĀ peopleĀ liningĀ upĀ outsideĀ yourĀ door."Ā thereĀ wasĀ honestyĀ inĀ that.Ā kimikoĀ hadĀ alwaysĀ admiredĀ passionĀ moreĀ thanĀ competition.Ā afterĀ aĀ briefĀ pause,Ā sheĀ gaveĀ aĀ smallĀ nod.Ā "but...Ā i'dĀ likeĀ that.Ā ifĀ you'reĀ serious." | @nouvelis
cont. from here. | @nouvelis
minwoo'sĀ jawĀ tightenedĀ theĀ momentĀ thoseĀ wordsĀ leftĀ haneul'sĀ mouth.Ā "iĀ haveĀ everythingĀ underĀ control."Ā itĀ wasĀ aĀ lie.Ā aĀ terribleĀ one.Ā notĀ becauseĀ haneulĀ wasn'tĀ capableāifĀ anyoneĀ couldĀ surviveĀ impossibleĀ situationsĀ throughĀ sheerĀ stubbornnessĀ alone,Ā itĀ wasĀ himābutĀ becauseĀ minwooĀ knewĀ himĀ tooĀ well.Ā heĀ knewĀ theĀ exhaustedĀ lookĀ hiddenĀ behindĀ thatĀ faintĀ smile,Ā knewĀ howĀ muchĀ weightĀ haneulĀ carriedĀ withoutĀ everĀ lettingĀ anyoneĀ seeĀ himĀ stumble.Ā hisĀ fingersĀ curledĀ aroundĀ haneul'sĀ handsĀ beforeĀ heĀ couldĀ stopĀ himself.Ā "don't."Ā theĀ wordĀ cameĀ outĀ quieterĀ thanĀ intended.Ā forĀ aĀ moment,Ā minwooĀ simplyĀ staredĀ atĀ theirĀ joinedĀ hands,Ā feelingĀ theĀ familiarĀ acheĀ settleĀ heavilyĀ inĀ hisĀ chest.Ā heĀ hatedĀ this.Ā hatedĀ theĀ kangs.Ā hatedĀ theĀ wayĀ theyĀ hadĀ wrappedĀ themselvesĀ aroundĀ everyĀ partĀ ofĀ haneul'sĀ lifeĀ untilĀ evenĀ dangerĀ becameĀ somethingĀ heĀ acceptedĀ asĀ normal.Ā mostĀ ofĀ all,Ā heĀ hatedĀ thatĀ haneulĀ stillĀ thoughtĀ heĀ hadĀ toĀ faceĀ itĀ alone.
"youĀ don'tĀ haveĀ toĀ keepĀ tellingĀ meĀ you'reĀ fine."Ā hisĀ thumbĀ brushedĀ acrossĀ haneul'sĀ knuckles.Ā "i'mĀ notĀ worriedĀ becauseĀ iĀ thinkĀ you'reĀ weak."Ā slowly,Ā minwooĀ liftedĀ hisĀ gaze.Ā "i'mĀ worriedĀ becauseĀ you'reĀ you."Ā becauseĀ youĀ neverĀ askĀ forĀ help.Ā becauseĀ you'dĀ ratherĀ bleedĀ quietlyĀ thanĀ letĀ someoneĀ carryĀ partĀ ofĀ theĀ burden.Ā becauseĀ youĀ keepĀ sacrificingĀ piecesĀ ofĀ yourselfĀ andĀ pretendingĀ itĀ doesn'tĀ hurt.Ā theĀ wordsĀ remainedĀ trappedĀ behindĀ hisĀ teeth.Ā instead,Ā heĀ broughtĀ oneĀ ofĀ haneul'sĀ handsĀ closer,Ā pressingĀ aĀ kissĀ againstĀ hisĀ knuckles.Ā "youĀ don'tĀ haveĀ everythingĀ underĀ control,"Ā heĀ saidĀ softly.Ā "andĀ that'sĀ okay."Ā hisĀ gripĀ tightened.Ā "youĀ don'tĀ haveĀ toĀ protectĀ meĀ fromĀ this.Ā youĀ don'tĀ haveĀ toĀ protectĀ meĀ fromĀ you."Ā minwooĀ exhaledĀ shakily,Ā restingĀ hisĀ foreheadĀ againstĀ haneul'sĀ forĀ aĀ briefĀ second.Ā "iĀ loveĀ you,Ā haneul.Ā thatĀ meansĀ i'mĀ goingĀ toĀ worry.Ā itĀ meansĀ i'mĀ goingĀ toĀ beĀ scaredĀ whenĀ theyĀ throwĀ youĀ intoĀ situationsĀ likeĀ this.Ā itĀ meansĀ i'mĀ goingĀ toĀ stay,Ā evenĀ whenĀ thingsĀ getĀ ugly."Ā hisĀ voiceĀ droppedĀ lower.Ā "soĀ stopĀ carryingĀ allĀ ofĀ thisĀ byĀ yourself."Ā becauseĀ ifĀ theĀ worldĀ wasĀ determinedĀ toĀ chainĀ haneulĀ down,Ā thenĀ minwooĀ wouldĀ standĀ besideĀ himĀ andĀ pullĀ againstĀ thoseĀ chainsĀ untilĀ hisĀ handsĀ bledĀ too.
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this is certainly not what kenji expected from a long-awaited meeting with his lover after a week spent drowning in a sea of file after file and dreadful paperwork. to hear jinwoo come clean about everything ā his wife, his job, his concealed background ā is more than he anticipated. yet here he is, unable to walk away despite the dire circumstances. typically rational, meticulous in his risk-cost analysis, he canāt bring himself to leave; his attachment to jinwoo is too strong, preventing him from abandoning a man ensnared in a life that barely feels lived.
this scenario is something heās navigated a thousand times: persuading individuals involved in criminal activities to cooperate and help gather evidence for stronger cases. yet, this feels vastly different. when itās no longer a cold case in black-and-white but involves someone he deeply cares for, the stakes become personal. it feels like a cruel joke by fate that heās fallen for someone he should detest ā if not for the crimes committed, then for the betrayal jinwoo has inflicted upon him.
still, kenji is choosing jinwoo, choosing his heart, although it often leads him astray. āi need you to help me gather evidence of the worst things heās done. documentations, financial records, surveillance footage, physical items if you can find any.ā he looks down at jinwooās hand wrapping around his own, gently covering their joined hands with his free hand and giving it a reassuring squeeze. this marks the beginning of something new, a path fraught with risk, yet heās willing to try rather than let jinwoo continue to suffer alone. his lips twist into a sorrowful smile. āyou wonāt have to suffer alone anymore.ā
jinwoo listens carefully as kenji speaks, committing every word to memory. staying close to his father-in-lawāacting as his trusted right-hand manāgave him the perfect opportunity to uncover the information kenji needed. over the years, jinwoo had learned far too much about the manās dealings, secrets buried so deeply they were never meant to see the light of day, let alone fall into the hands of the police. some of the things heād witnessed still sat heavy in the back of his mind, impossible to forget no matter how hard he tried. āi have access to his office,ā jinwoo says quietly after a moment, his voice low enough that it almost blends into the silence around them. āhe keeps everything locked away in a safe there. documents, ledgers, records⦠anything important never leaves that room.ā his jaw tightens slightly. āi doubt thereās any surveillance footage left behind, though. heās obsessive about collecting every trace and destroying it himself. he never leaves loose ends.ā
his eyes drift downward briefly before he continues. ābut from now on, iāll try to make copies before anything disappears. even if itās small, itās better than letting everything vanish.ā the idea alone makes tension settle heavily in his chest. sneaking around a man who always seemed to have eyes everywhereāa man who had spent years mastering manipulation, intimidation, and covering his tracksāwas dangerous in ways jinwoo understood all too well. his father-in-law trusted no one completely, not even the people closest to him. one wrong move, one moment of hesitation, and jinwoo knew everything could come crashing down around them. but despite that fear, heās willing to try. maybe itās because for the first time in a long while, he doesnāt feel alone carrying all of this. with kenji beside him, the burden feels lighter, even if only a little. the quiet understanding in kenjiās presence steadies something restless inside him, gives him the courage to keep talking when every instinct tells him to stay silent.
when kenji gives his hand a reassuring squeeze, jinwooās breath catches softly. he looks down at their joined hands for a second before a small smile finally appears on his faceāfaint, tired, but genuine. his fingers curl around kenjiās a little tighter, holding onto the warmth grounding him in the moment. āthank you,ā he murmurs quietly, his voice softer now. āfor listening⦠and for not running out the door.ā a weak laugh slips past his lips before he adds, almost reluctantly, āi donāt think most people wouldāve stayed after hearing all of this.ā
The dreams about him, about their past lives, made her step into water she hasn't dared before. Before, she touched magic that could help her with mundane things, but then the dreams ( sometimes nightmares ) came. Lydia started to read different books. Books about different spells, the meaning of different dreams, and creatures. And through those books, she learned more about herself. About him. Not directly about him, but his kind.
So, she believes him when he tells her about her magic. If she has been capable of reincarnating herself ( as absurd as it sounds ) centuries ago, and made sure they would meet every decade, she must be a strong witch. But she also realizes how painful it must be for him. To find her, not her remembering him, and needing to reintroduce themselves whenever their paths cross. It pains her. Which is why she drops her head low for a moment and takes a deep breath to calm herself, and she shakes her head lightly.
Her gaze returns to look at him when his arms tighten around her, and she listens to his confession, not moving away when his cooler forehead presses against hers. Just a minute ago, she was scared of him, and now he brings a sense of familiarity. "I will die eventually. I'm not like you. And I can't run from it." She has learned it's dangerous to play with death. At least for her kind. One way or another, she has to face it, but until then, she gets to enjoy her life. "I'm sorry I've made you go through this." The witch feels guilty. Without her seeking him out again, they wouldn't be in this situation. He wouldn't have to go through this again.
when her head dipped and gave that small, unsteady shake, his own tilted instinctively, trying to catch a glimpse of her expression beneath the curtain of her hair. he searched her face carefully, wanting to read every flicker of emotion thereāeven though he could already feel it well enough without seeing it. guilt. heavy and aching and misplaced. his brows drew together at once. there was nothing she needed to feel guilty for. āi know,ā he murmured softly. āyouāre not immortal, darling.ā the gentle tease in his voice was accompanied by a quiet chuckle, warm and low in his throat. his fingertips slipped through her hair with practiced tenderness, smoothing the strands back before tucking them carefully behind her ear. the touch lingered for a moment longer than necessary, his hand resting briefly against the side of her face. āit isnāt your fault,ā he said again, more firmly this time, giving a small shake of his head. āand you donāt need to apologize to me.ā seeing her like this tugged painfully at something deep inside him, something he had spent far too long trying to bury. because he had sworn to himself he would not do this again.
he had promised he wouldnāt get involved with her in this life. wouldnāt seek her out. wouldnāt allow himself to fall back into the same endless orbit around her, no matter how badly he wanted to. it had seemed simple enough when she was only a memoryāsomething distant, untouchable. but now she was here. here in front of him, close enough for him to feel the warmth of her against his chest, close enough to hold. and with her in his arms like this, every promise he had made to himself felt weak and meaningless. he couldnāt deny it anymore. his heart still belonged to her. it always would. the realization settled heavily and completely inside him, leaving no room for resistance. now that he had found her again, letting her walk away was impossible. the thought alone tightened something in his chest. his thumb brushed lightly along her cheek before he spoke again, voice quieter this time, almost careful. āiāll tell you anything you want to know,ā he promised. āanything at all.ā
āyou have, but i wouldnāt mind hearing it again.ā anna smiles, her heart swelling at the remembered warmth in his gaze. while texts may satiate the itch to some extent, nothing compares to the in-person connection, where she can see the fondness shining brightly in his eyes. a soft chuckle escapes her in response to the telling growl of his stomach, and she asks curiously, āwhenās the last time you ate?ā she knows idol schedules can be grueling, where a proper meal often feels like a luxury. more often than not, it's a hastily consumed sandwich or kimbap crammed down their throats between practices or during commutes to the next appointment.
her smile widens further from his sweet words, and then curls into a playful smirk. āoh... thatās bad. we wouldnāt want that, since you should definitely be getting all the sleep tonight.ā the dark circles under his eyes speak volumes about the fatigue he must feel deep in his bones. āshould i leave now?ā she teases, raising an eyebrow, though she makes no move to reclaim the distance between them. sheās missed him far too much to leave so easily now, eager to bask in his familiar, comforting warmth for as long as she can before her prolonged absence gets noticed by her manager, leading to trouble.
minjun chuckled softly, leaning in to press a quick, affectionate kiss against her cheek. āi love you,ā he said again, like it was something he could say endlessly without ever running out of meaning. and honestly, he probably couldāheād say it a thousand times over if she asked him to. āumā¦ā her question made him pause mid-thought, his brows knitting together as he tried to dig through his memory. lately, everything had started to blur togetherāhours folding into days, days slipping into nightsāespecially with how little sleep heād been getting.
āi ate breakfast,ā he said finally, a grin slowly spreading across his face as the memory clicked into place. his expression brightened a little more as he reached into his pocket, pulling out his phone. he scrolled for a moment, thumb moving lazily through photos before stopping. with a small, satisfied nod, he turned the screen toward her. there it wasāhis breakfast. a single-serving milk carton, the kind you grab without thinking⦠except this one had her face printed on it. he looked far too pleased with himself, like heād discovered something incredibly important. āsee?ā he said, as if that explained everything.
but the second her reaction shiftedāwhether she tried to lean away or question him furtherāhe immediately frowned. āwhat? no!ā he protested, quick to close the distance between them again. his hands found her waist, pulling her gently but firmly against him so she couldnāt escape. ādonāt even think about walking away.ā a beat passed, his expression softening just slightly as he held her there, warmth lingering in his grip. āyouāre stuck here tonight,ā he added, quieter now but still firm, like it wasnāt up for debate at all.