Whats the point anymore?? Im unemployed, feeling hopeless about finding something new. I spent the better part of today crying because I feel so alone in everything. I feel so unimportant its even not funny. So again, whats the point??
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Whats the point anymore?? Im unemployed, feeling hopeless about finding something new. I spent the better part of today crying because I feel so alone in everything. I feel so unimportant its even not funny. So again, whats the point??
mental illness is like you will crave love but never feel comfortable around anyone ever. your welcome
when someone remembers the small details that you rarely ever mentioned>>>
The downside of coming up from depression is the guilt you have. That maybe certain bonds would be stronger if you hadn't been so lost in your own head. All the things you've been pushing off. Just the overwhelming guilt of knowing you've been a downer and you wish you could take that time back.
Wow, do i feel alone. 😔
Whats it like to not feel disconnected to every single person you know, even the people youre supposed to be closest to?? To not go days, weeks, sometimes even months of not talking to most people just to always be the one who messages first anyways?? Whats it like to feel like you have consistency?? Have people who genuinely care to check in on you?? What is it like,,, to actually feel emotions other than numb. Ive only just started to feel glimmers of happiness again and Im grasping at the feeling like its my last dying breath. Im not bitter, I'm not blaming anyone. Ive gotten used to being alone with my thoughts most of the time. But that doesn't mean its not still lonely sometimes
do you ever get into one of those moods where your heart aches and longs for something so deeply but you dont know what and your heart is like a stubborn toddler screaming i want it !!!! please give it to me !!!! And you’re desperately like i don’t know what kind of emotionally fulfilling experience to give you at 3 PM on a Wednesday !!!!!!!!!
I'm both happy and numb. I feel not okay in the slightest, but also feel I have no reason to be sad. I don't wanna get out of bed but also don't wanna let my life pass by anymore. I hate this. I hate me.
I just want to be FUCKING HAPPY and stay that way. Is that too much to ask??
I haven't wanted to be myself for weeks and not a damn person has noticed.
To feel safe around someone’s energy is a different kind of intimacy.
I had the literal day from hell. Like, scream when I got to my car, holding back tears hell. and I was SO damn ready to come home and decompress with my best friend, literally like the only person I can see right now, and I can't even do that. Excuse while I just sleep away my whole weekend off because I'm fucking miserable. I hate my new job but I have really no other choice than to keep working there at this point.
I just wish someone could understand how awfully heavy my soul has been feeling lately.
Can something please, please just go right? 😔
I miss my friends 😔😔