“How ironic it is for strife’s touch to bear such forlorn longing and affection.”
The ways in which Mydei shows affection can be quite confusing. However it may be, the root was nothing short of the embodiment of his bloodline. His love wasn't gentle.
When Mydei loves, it's akin to a neverending raging battle against himself. He puts everything he has on the line, throwing himself headfirst in hopes of seizing victory with his own two hands. His love was passionate; rough around the edges. Gentleness was something he had to learn over time when the turmoil in his heart finally dropped its arms and let him indulge in his “love” in its entirety.
In the way where his touch softens when his hands meet yours, his expression softening ever so slightly at the momentary piece washing over his heart—Mydei was gentle.
Those who revere him found the idea abhorrent. The concept of the sole crown prince revealing his vulnerability in the name of something as fickle as love was nothing short of a weakness. They think of him as a fierce lover, his love akin to blazing flames that threatened to burn—a kind of love written down in epics that bordered on senselessness.
No.
Mydei was born out of love, too.
The story of the “love” that birthed him might be a tale of tragedy but it was still love, wasn't it? Who has the right to dictate how his heart will beat for another?
The question remains unanswered; a fitting response. There was no one.
As long as his heart keeps beating, the gentleness he nurtured within his soul will stay with him. Even if his destiny with strife sends him away to wrestle against the unknown, there will always be a part of his heart that remembers you.
He'd yearn endlessly for the days in which he can come back to you. Sinking into your embrace, his head burrowed into the crook of your neck with his lips ghosting your skin. With hands that gripped tightly onto your hips, careful to not let his fervent desires get the better of him, it's during times like this when he reminds you that however gentle his love may be, he still holds the same raging passion in his eyes.
Except, this time, it doesn't burn.
He lets you melt into him. Gently. With the hands of a lover who holds you as if you were his greatest treasure—something to behold.
Historians and civilians alike might never get to see this side of Mydeimos in its entirety, and that's fine with him. His love was never meant to be a public display that people are free to witness; he thinks of you as the only one who gets to see him like this.
Vulnerable enough to face his back towards you. He placed enough trust to know that you'd gently place your hand against his back instead, tracing the scars littered all over, telling you all the tales he kept inside of his heart.
In the same way he loves you, he hopes you treat him just as gently. After all, you're the only one in the entire world he'll ever open his heart to.
OYSTER HUYYY🥺🥺, 💫🚺 . 🖐💃 amishu. 😿😔😭 oh, di 🚫❌ mo ko miss❗️❓❔ gara 🔷💫 mo naman.✊👺 kamusta ka na? 👀🙈🙀bat nakasimangot 😞😕😟 ka? hindi 🚫bagay sayo. ✖️✖️ ngumiti ka nga. 😬☺😄 tumingin ka saken. 🙈👀 tumingin ka. 👀💀titigan mo ko (2x) 👁👄👁
Story/Dialogue by @painbun tysm bestie slayyyyy 💅💕✨
f!nrc doodles bcs i miss drawing girls wkjejshcf + pometrio in their dorm uniforms and riddle/yun. also i revamped yun a bit, her current design is the white /w black streak!
also i had a little too much fun with f riddle i think ehe
Favorite color: Lilac!! Surprisingly, I don’t have a lot of clothes in that color and my room is pink HAHAHA. Only my phone case and laptop case are purple. It’s my favorite color because that’s the color of my bookmark, which my current s/o gave me <33
Currently reading: ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) Uhhhh. I’M SHY, but I really love manhwa and right now I’m reading “An Unseemly Lady” because the female lead is very endearing and the art is beautiful. I also have a separate tab open for ao3 xD
Last Song: OH, I was listening to “Would You Be So Kind” <3
Last Series: If it’s a TV series, then it would be Bulgasal: Immortal Souls. It’s a kdrama I just finished an hour ago and I’m coping with cute songs xD
Last Movie: Spiderman: No Way Home. To whoever’s watched it, YOU KNOW HUHUHU
Sweet, Savory, or Spicy: If it’s about food, can I have all…HAHAHAHA. Joking, but generally, I like spicy even if my tongue will die. But, sometimes, I like it sweet.
Currently Working On: My final projects xP It’s Hell Weeks for me, so I really have to pick up the pace. I’ve also been doing a lot of writing to release my stress, though! I’m also trying to keep myself really calm because a game that I like is about to come out in a week xDDD
HMMMM, this seems really cute! @uwu-dreams, @lemonpieflowers, @simmydims, and @tangeryn08 wanna give it a try? O3O
I’m sorry for never completing my drawings I just think that the unfinished ones are sexcier. Featuring my sona and the uhhh other bitch jk I mean h!grim.
SPEAKING OF WHICH, SELF-INDULGENT SHIT UNDER CUT FAIR WARNING
When Summoned: You came here to celebrate my birthday? ...Ahaha, you shouldn't have. I mean, thanks.
Summon Line: I don't dislike birthday parties. Although it gets a bit overbearing, it's not bad to be the center of attention for a day. ...I kinda like it.
Groooovy!!: I'm beat! Today was really fun. I hope we can do this next year as well!
Home: I'd say I'm looking pretty awesome in this outfit.
Home Idle 1: I was surprised when Trey appeared with a plate full of my country's traditional dessert! It's called brigadeiro. What, you've never tried it?! You have to!
Home Idle 2: ...Floyd got me a t-shirt with a cute cartoon axolotl printed on it. Although it's very oversized on me... I bet he did that on purpose.
Home Idle 3: Today on Board Game Club Azul greeted me with a huge grin and said I could order anything in Mostro Lounge with a 20% discount... Sigh, can't he just treat me for free this once?
Home Idle - Login: I didn't eat much today because I'm saving space in my stomach for the cake. I happen to have a sweet tooth, you see.
Home Idle - Groovy: Today is also Cater's birthday. It's not much, but I gifted him a smartphone holder. He hugged me really tight so I guess that means he liked it, right?!
Home Tap 1: Ortho is amazing!!! He gave me exactly what I wanted! Can't he become MY little brother instead of Idia's? ...Haha, just kidding.
Home Tap 2: ...Leona gave me a necklace from the Afterglow Savannah. It's got a pretty small jewel attached to it... Honestly I wasn't expecting a present from him at all.
Home Tap 3: I received a lipstick from Epel. Not just any lipstick, I mean that lipstick from Vil's brand!!! He says there are already more than plenty of these in Pomefiore...
Home Tap 4: W-Why do you want so much to know about Jack's gift?! It was uh... A normal gift okay! Ahh I get it, I'll tell you after the party! S-So insistent...
Home Tap 5: S-Sebek ate half of my cake all by himself! And then he turned to me and said I should eat more because I'm too frail... And I'm like, ''but you're eating everything here!''
Home Tap - Groovy: Ah... I can wipe the cream off my clothes by myself, thank you. Ugh, I got some of it stuck on my hair... Actually, sorry, could you get that for me?
- you’re gay
- can read
- support gay people
- want to hold a match between your fingers as you wander the halls of an ancient castle because it’s your only source of light amidst the ghosts of people long past
- are an antelope
- or want a chocolate bar.
