"just tea... with a little honey." hi, i'm honey! early 20âs, she/her. this blog is mostly benedict cumberbatch. a lot of stephen strange, a little sherlock holmes. âŚmind content labeled matureâŚ
a compilation of all stephen strange content published by me on this blog! key for navigating different themes below; if a fic contains more than one theme, the leading symbol will tell you which theme makes up the majority of the story. series will contain all themes but will be marked only with two main themes! always read chapter warnings. enjoy your reading <3
â = smut (18 and older only)
â = angst/hurt
â= comfort
âĽ= fluff
series...
âĽâ Then There Was You: Stephen Strange x Augustine May. A hard-headed nurse and a cold-hearted doctor. What could possibly go wrong? (Completed, 2nd fic in the works)
oneshots...
romantic
âĽâ Touchy: Stephen doesn't mind PDA as much as he once did. Not with you, as he's been showing very well recently.
⼠To Be With You: Stephen x College!Reader... Stephen decides to join you and your friends at the club and offers you a ride home after the fact. Pt. 1 to With You, Again
âĽâ With You, Again: Stephen x College!Reader... You and Stephen go on your first date after confessing your feelings to one another. Pt. 2 to To Be With You
âĽâ Someone Like You: Dad's Best Friend!Stephen x Reader... When readers' dad gets caught up at work, Stephen takes the reader to dinner, and then has some fun of his own afterward. Pt. 1 to It's Been Five Years.
âĽâ It's Been Five Years: Dad's Best Friend!Stephen x Reader... When Stephen visits Atlanta for a conference he runs into a not-so-familiar-anymore face. How has time changed your feelings for one another? Pt. 2 to Someone Like You.
â â Someone Like You Too: Dad's Best Friend!Stephen x Reader... The reader has returned to New York and started settling back into life after the opening of her new tattoo shop. Who gets to be a part of this new life? Pt. 3 to Someone Like You
⼠A Sufficient Cuddle Substitute: When Stephen is called away to take care of a little problem, he leaves behind a special friend to keep you company.
⼠Congratulations To Us: When the Avengers attend an award show a few days after you and Stephen are rumored to be together, how will you approach the subject?
⼠Tied Together: Stephen has been thinking about your relationship and where he hopes it will lead.
⼠Truce: A prank war between you and Stephen causes you to admit your feelings to one another.
⼠Flutter: Stephen has seen a change in your attitude towards your peers and Masters at Kamar-Taj as of late, and with your avoidance he has no way to reach you... not without a little disguise, at least.
âĽâ My Doctor: After a minor injury, Stephen retrieves you from the hospital and devotes all his time to doting on you.
â ⼠The Full Moon Party: Ever wondered why Wong didn't remember the Full Moon Party in No Way Home?
â I Could Make It Up To You: Doctor Strange x SugarBaby!Reader... A flirty note and the perfect chemistry leads to an amazing night between you and the Doctor. Pt. 1 to Never Too Tired For You
â ⼠Never Too Tired For You: Doctor Strange x SugarBaby!Reader... A long week and intense conversation lead to a steamy, sweet night with your Doctor (who gets to practice with his new knowledge of aftercare). Pt. 2 to I Could Make It Up To You
â ⼠Practice Your Patience: Doctor Strange x SugarBaby!Reader... A boring day caring for the Sanctum gets a lot less boring when you get a call from your sugar daddy. Pt. 3 to I Could Make It Up To You and Never Too Tired For You
â Caught: Stephen catches you (literally) with your hand down your pants.
â ⼠I've Got You: You and Stephen have been friends for a while, and when you finally reveal your struggles with physical relationships, you make an offer he could never refuse.
â Show Me What You've Got, Old Man: After weeks of teasing back and forth, Stephen is finally at his breaking point.
â ⼠That's A First: Reader's first time receiving oral from Defender Strange.
â The Librarian: A Stephen in his junior year of college decides his favorite place on campus has to be the library⌠but only because of the librarian.
â Test #4: Stephen's senses are overcome by a powerful botanical substance that takes hold of his primal lust, and you are the object of his desires.
â Roped In: The cockiest variant of Stephen likes to have you completely at his disposal.
ââ What I Took From You: Doctor Strange!Supreme x Reader... You and Stephen get in a fight which results in a severe outburst and a long conversation.
ââ The Sun Rises: Doctor!Strange x Avenger!Reader in which reader is taken by HYDRA before her and Stephen sort out their feelings for one another.
â⼠Different: Based on the song Different by Joshua Bassett, Stephen and you reunite after time apart. But is there any hope to turn your relationship around?
ââ Donât Fail Me Now: After learning what Stephen became in the aftermath of saving you and the rest of the universe from certain death, you decide to pay him a visit.
â⼠Selfish: You cannot stand Stephen Strange. Arrogant, hard headed, and selfish. But maybe there's more to it than you realize?
â ⼠Just Like This: Defender!Strange x Fem!Reader⌠Stephen has been overworking himself⌠as leader of the Defenders and Sorcerer Supreme, what else did you expect? But you just want him to have a nice, relaxing night with you. Will he relent and what do you have planned?
platonic
ââ You're Okay, Kid: Stephen catches you in the middle of a temper tantrum after a rough few months... you'd have never expected him to comfort you.
ââ I Can Do That: A drunk reader having a hard time is comforted by Stephen in the courtyard. Same reader as You're Okay, Kid.
drabbles...
romantic
âĽâ Hot and Cold Comfort: Stephen using magic to help you when your overheated or too cold.
⼠Relaxed Valentine's Day: You and Stephen are reminded you've completely forgotten Valentine's day.
â ⼠Treating Defender: You show Defender a good time after he's had a rough day.
â How To Touch You: Stephen learning how to make you feel good after the accident.
â Late: Stephen knows exactly how to get back in your good graces... and you know exactly how to use it to your advantage.
â Road Head: You're desperate in the car, but since Stephen is distracted with the road, you'll have to find another way to entertain yourself.
â Kitchen Quickie: You wake up to find your boyfriend missing from bed, but quickly track him back to the kitchen where the food isn't the only thing that looks delicious.
â Toy: Stephen wrapped and bound.
â Good Boy: Defender Strange discovers he likes when you praise him in a very particular way.
â An Accident: Stephen gets a little over excited by your kisses between the shelves in the library.
â ⼠Dad-Core: Stephenâs errand running outfit has your mind and hands wandering.
ââ Argument Resolved: You and Stephen get into a fight resulting in you giving him the cold shoulder for three days, until he has you trapped in the shower.
⼠Lazy Time: You wake up next to your boyfriend who has a bit of time to laze around with you on a peaceful Friday morning.
ââ I See You: Your mental health has been staggering recently, an in a few short days you seem to take a nose-dive, but Doctor Stephen Strange is there for you to lean on.
ââ Back To Bed: The reader wakes up in the middle of the night to find Stephen brooding. After some light conversation and laughs he reveals what had him so upset.
nerd!strange drabbles...
â the first touch
â expo
â the first taste
â heaven
âĽâ party girl prissy
platonic
headcanons...
romantic
â Roleplay: Stephen has a penchant for a few different roleplays.
I know this is a bit unusual, but I'm a writer too and I'm getting back into writing for the Benedict fandom, and you and other writers here on Tumblr have been a great motivation for that.
So if you have any ideas or anything you'd like to read with any of Benedict's characters, I'm here to write.
I hope you have a good day!
(I love Stephen and Augustine, I miss them and I really love your writingđ)
Sorry about my english, this is not my first language.
saying âsorry about my englishâ after writing the most grammatically correct ask iâve ever seen in my life is crazy. bby ur doing amazing <3
i will say, things have been slow in the doctor strange fandom as of late. as you can tell from ttwy im a huge fan of pre-accident stephen. thereâs a lot of room to explore some fun personality traits there. and because we know so little about him in the mcu, he can really be whatever you want so iâd say thatâs the best place to start!
also thank you so much for the kind words â¤ď¸ much love.
^^^ very this energy tonight. thank you to @amaratas for the idea :)) no smut, a lil' angst, a lot of fluff.
warnings: alcohol, drunkenness, cheating.
word count: 5,402
Nerd!Stephen jumps a mile high when his phone goes off at ten oâclock on a Friday night.Â
That never happened to him.
Even stranger, the ringtone that came out of the phone was âCandy Shopâ by 50 Cent, which he most certainly had not purchased on his own accord.
But of course, he knew who would.
Nerd!Strange rubs his eyes, reaching for his phone and flipping it open. As expected, he sees your name lit up on the display.
Youâve never called him before. Hell, the two of you hardly ever texted aside from the occasional confirmation of a tutoring session or perhaps a cheeky comment on events that had transpired during the so-called tutoring session. But⌠even that had come to a slow stop since you started talking to some new guy at the start of the month. You were so stereotypically popular girl on the outside, but your moral compass was a bit different than those you hung out with. More simply put: You were loyal.
You hadnât laid a hand on him since you started dating this dumb ass jockâ not so much as a flirty comment. He was suffering.
This phone call was a welcome development.
Pressing the answer call button he puts the phone to his ear and answers, âHello?â
âStephen?â You ask, âStephen sâthat you?â You slur out.
Nerd!Strange immediately goes on high alert. He knew something was wrong. He could tell you were blasted from the simple five words youâd said. You were typically so articulateâ even if it was in a colder, crueler manner. But now you sounded out of it, as though you werenât certain the words you said were leaving your lips at all.
For all the partying you did, you had a strict rule about not getting drunk. Your sorority was insane about anything that could be perceived as disorderly conduct and you wouldnât do anything to jeopardize your PR position. So something was very wrong.
âHey Prissy,â Stephen says again, voice softer but more alert, âwhatâs going on?â
He can hear the bump of music in the background mixed with a cacophony of voices; Yelling, laughter, the sound of a splash followed by cheering.
âI-I was gonnaâ ask you for somethinâ but now⌠now you picked up nâ I feel weird,â You answer. âBecause itâs late nâ I didnât really âspect you to answer.â
âWell Iâm here,â Stephen reassures. âIâm awake. What did you wannaâ ask me?â
Thereâs a pause, a random whoop from a male voice followed by what sounds like another splash and a round of applause.
âI umâŚâ You give a little hiccup before replying, âI guess I was just wonderingâ well, I was wonderingâ somethinâ. But now I donât think maybe you should? Itâs late, you know? It is late, right?â You reiterate your same hesitancy as before. âI donât know, my head hurts and I canât thinkâŚâ You rush out, all of your words slurred into one another in an embarrassed, obviously drunken stupor. âSo, I guess actually never mind. I shouldnâtâve called, mâsorry. Iâm gonnaâ goââ
âWait, wait, wait!â Stephen exclaims, already on his feet searching for a pair of socks to pull onto his feet. âYouâre okay, you can talk to me. Whatâs wrong? Talk to me, Prissy.â
âMâat a party,â You say sadly. âItâs loud.â
âI know, I can hear,â Stephen agrees. âIs that all thatâs wrong?â
âNoâŚâ you say, voice cracking. âI⌠I saw something I didnât wannaâ see. And then I drank but I donât drink nâ so I drank too much. Nâ now everything is spinny and I wannaâ cry.â
Stephen nods though you canât see him. Gently he asks, âDo you want to leave?â
âY-yeah,â You agree. âWannaâ go. Wanted to come see you. It⌠itâs quiet with you. Need things to be quiet.â
âAlright.â Stephen has already shoved on his shoes and is in the midst of dragging a sweatshirt over his head. He fumbles around in the dim light, looking for his apartment keys as he says, âIâm gonnaâ come get you, okay? Where are you at?â
âMâat⌠a house,â You say very helpfully.
Stephen holds back a sigh and presses, âWhat house, Prissy?â
âOh, um⌠hold on a sec.â Stephen hears your phone bump against something and then your muffled voice along with another much louder one. After a couple of long, worrisome minutes your voice returns. âI⌠I donât know the exact address, mâsorry. But you know Riverside Drive? Sâone of the houses there.â
âRiverside Drive is good, thank you,â Stephen agrees, taking the steps downstairs two at a time. âIâm gonnaâ get a cab and Iâll be there soon. Will you do me a favor and wait out front? Donât wait too close to the street, stay back by the house!â He specifies quickly. âBut be waiting for me, okay?â
âCân I sit on the porch?â You ask.
âYeah. The porch is a good place to wait. Iâll come get you when Iâm there.â
ââKay,â You murmur. âI um⌠my phoneâs almost dying. I should hang up now so it doesnât die, right?â
âThatâs a good idea,â Stephen agrees. âHang up but keep it on in case I need to call you, yeah?â
âYeah. Mâgoinâ to the porch now.â
âOkay. Sit and wait for me. Iâll be about thirty minutes.â
You give a little whine, âThirty?â
âPrissy, what do you want me to do, Sweetheart? I live off campus. Just sit tight. Iâll be there as soon as I canâ and donât drink any more, okay?â
âMâkay,â You say with a heavy sigh.
âIâll see you soon.â
âSee⌠soon,â You say before promptly hanging up.
***
Nerd!Stephen apologizes to the cab driver as they drive slowly down Riverside Drive. The driver waves him off, and to Stephenâs delight, takes him straight to the correct house.
At least it seemed like the correct house. All of the lights were on, the sidewalk, porch, and bottom floor littered with party-goers. Trashy music was pumping from speakers somewhere behind the house, and there were plenty of drunks in a stupor speaking way too loudly.
Stephen pauses before leaving the cab and promises, âIâll be right back.â
The driver shrugs, âMeterâs runninâ, Kid. Itâs on your dime.â
Nerd!Stephen shuts the door behind him, immediately shoving his hands in his pockets, shoulders tensing at the nip of the air. He makes his way up the driveway, his head low and hood pulled over his head. He didnât like it here. It was too overstimulatingâ too much of everything. From the number of people to the music to the conversations to the smells. It was all just too much.
Heâd never understand how you did this. How could you stand wading through the sea of people, drinks spilling, laughter echoing, off-handed remarks from people you barely knew? And you knew so many people. It was practically your job as PR chair for your sorority.Â
You didnât just know these people, you knew about them. You knew who to go to when you needed a favor, who to talk to when something got out of hand, who could offer supportâ particularly monetary support. You were good at what you did from what heâd seen, but Stephen couldnât understand why you did it at all.
Nerd!Stephen stops in his tracks when he looks up from the pavement to find you on the porchâ not in fact sitting and waiting patientlyâ but rather standing on one of the outdoor tables dancing.
Nerd!Stephen, despite his initial shock and judgment, has to admit you look gorgeous. One of your signature miniskirts sits on your hips. Tonight itâs a light blue denim skirt with silver gems in the shape of hearts on the butt pockets. You wear a hot pink spaghetti strap tank top layered over another electric blue tank with thicker straps. Heâd love to know what shoes you were wearing but they werenât currently on your feet. Your hair looked as perfect as ever, and it always looked perfect, though even from several yards away he could tell that you mascara was starting to run.
Heaving a sigh, Stephen sets forward, walking up the porch steps and stopping in front of the table youâre currently dancing on. A small crowd has gathered by your side, whistling and jeering you on. Girls giggle and whisper to one another, boys smirk and strip you down with their eyes.
One guy drops his cup beneath the table, the liquid spilling over the porch and bleeding through the cracks in the wood. He takes his time bending down to pick it up, and then shamelessly looks up, taking in a full view of whatâs hidden under your skirt.
Nerd!Stephen scowls and stomps over. He shoves his way through the crowd, his broad shoulders the only thing giving him any edge on the jocks staring with their mouths open like youâre a piece of meat. He blanches at the sight. None of them should be seeing you like thisâ much less touching you in this state. Stephen silently seethes as some rando reaches out to try and pet you, though you swat the wandering hand away.Â
Having seen more than enough of this spectacle, Stephen reaches out and bangs against the metal table, the vibration traveling up his arms.Â
You donât seem to notice though, arms thrown above your head as you sway your hips to the music. You spin in a circle before dropping it low and then resting on your knees. You swing your head back and forth, hair flying around in far too glamorous a manner for the current setting.
âPrissy!â He calls over the music, but youâre too in your zone to take notice.
You manage to stand back up, hands reaching for the sky as you spin in a circle, your eyes closed as you feel your own imaginary beat, a silent sort of intent etched into your features.
If only he could get you to focus like that during a study session.
Stephen huffs and reaches out, gently taking hold of your wrist. You whip your head around toward him, eyes blazing and lips parted as though you intend to tell him off for daring to touch you. Luckily, you recognize him in your drunken haze and the fire melts away, immediately replaced with something more akin to embarrassment.
âLetâs go,â Stephen grits out, not angry with you, but incredibly on edge with the small crowd gathered around listening to and watching his every move. âNow.â
Your brow tenses, bottom lip jutting out into a pout. âI didnât⌠are you mad at me?â
Stephen gives a soft sigh, takes in a deep breath, and denies, âNo, Iâm not mad, Prissy. I justâŚâ He glances nervously toward the Peeping Tom heâd caught in the act. He lowers his voice and explains, âI just want to get you out of here. It doesnât feel safe.â
You seem to relax a bit at this, nodding your understanding. You slowly sit, legs hanging off the table and look down at your feet, declaring, âIâm not wearing shoes.â
Stephen smiles a bit at this and agrees, âNo, youâre not. Where are they?â
âTheyâre...â You gesture vaguely to the outdoor couch sitting against the wall. âI tripped nâ took âem off,â You say, pointing to your knee thatâs been thoroughly scratched up.
You crouch down, getting yourself lower to the surface of the table so you can sit and slide off. Stephen offers you his hand and instead of letting you sit on the filthy tabletop, he extends an arm and swiftly pulls you to his side. Your arms instinctively wrap around his neck, legs around his waist, a soft squeak leaving your parted lips at the sudden action.
Soft jeers sound from the surrounding crowd, a few boys whistling, and some of the girls behind you whispering.
Nerd!Strange can feel you staring up at him wide-eyed as he reaches over and snatches up your wedges from the couch. He can hear different conversations breaking out around you.
âHey, Y/N! Whoâs your new boyfriend?â
âHave you ever seen him before?â
âNo⌠heâs kindaâ cute.â
âWait, does she know him?â
âThere are bedrooms upstairs if you two need one!â
As quickly as possible, Stephen scales down the porch steps and sets off back toward the cab. You rest your cheek against his shoulder, listening to the noise from the party fade as Stephen walks toward the road. The sidewalk seems to move swiftly beneath you. Stephenâs gait is large and steady, the subtle sway causing your eyes to grow heavy.
âI dinât know you were so strongâŚâ You mumble into his shoulder. âSâhot.â
Stephen gives a small chuckle at this but denies, âIâm not really that strong, Prissy. Just fit enough to get by.â
You agree, âYou are fit. Youâve got abs nâ nice arms.â Stephen snorts at this, but you insist, âI bet if you dressed better peopleâd notice more often.â
âDonât care if people notice or not.â
âIâd noticeâŚâ You say, âIâd like it.â
Stephen seems to contemplate before admitting, âI would care about that.â
You give a pleased-sounding hum at that. The gentle sway of Stephenâs gait stops as Stephen pulls open the cab door. Stephen presses your face to his chest and a covers the top of your head with one hand as he slides the two of you into the cab. He shuts the door and asks, âWhere are you going, Prissy? Back to the GBP house?â
âNo,â You murmur. âItâs stupid there, I donâ wannaâ go there.â You pull your face from his chest and stare up at him teary-eyed, âCân I go home with you? I-I can sleep on thaâ floor or somethinâââ
Stephen doesnât let you finish, simply giving the cab driver his address and relaxing back into the seat. He keeps one hand wrapped around his waist and the other cradling the back of your head, protecting you from bumping it against the hard window. You settle into his embrace, a small pout on your lips.Â
âThe musicâsâtoo loud,â You mutter.
Stephen looks down at you and informs, âThereâs no music playing.â
You blink up at him, âAre you sure?â
âUm⌠yeah, Iâm sure. Jeez, Prissy, just how much did you drink?â You give a small shrug. âYou donât usually drink this much. Not enough to call me, anyway. What happened?â
Your eyes flit toward the cab driver before you mutter, âDonâ wannaâ talk âbout it.â
Stephen seems to get the hint and agrees, âOkay. We donât have to talk about it then.â
ââKayâŚâ You yawn, âMâgonna⌠wanna take a nap.â
âYou can. Iâll have to wake up when we get to my place.â
âMmâŚâ You hum before knocking out.
Heâd never seen you messy like this. Never seen or heard you wasted. He knew from conversation that you didnât like being like this, so he couldnât help but wonder what had pushed you past your limit for the night. Your emotions tended to run high, but you could usually keep a level head when in the public eye.
Whatever had happened was no business of his for now. He just wanted to see to it that you got a good nightâs sleep somewhere safe.
***
Nerd!Stephen helps you stumble up his apartment steps, legs wobbling like a baby giraffe. In all honesty, whatever you were doing couldnât be defined as walking. You were only getting from point A to point B thanks to Stephen practically dragging you.
âAre we there yet?â You whine, vision blurry as you look at the moving stairs.
âAlmost there, Prissy,â He agrees, sounding slightly out of breath.
Outside his apartment, he props you against the wall and quickly unlocks the door, ushering you inside.Â
Itâs dark. The one little rectangular window you can make out above his kitchenette not letting much light into the room. It was a small room. It couldnât have been much bigger than your own in the sorority house⌠and his included his kitchen, bathroom, and bedroom all in one.
It was surprisingly tidy. Most boys rooms were icky⌠trash everywhere and the smell of BO. Stephenâs wasnât icky. It was spotless, actually. And the only smell was him.
âMâtired,â You mumble, leaning back against the door. âCan I go to bed?â
Stephen nods but asks, âDonât you wannaâ change clothes first? Or maybe⌠I dunnoâ, eat something? Drink some water?â
You frown, bottom lip sticking out into a pout, âI donât have clothes.â
âYou can just wear some of mine?â He suggests.
You consider a moment before relenting a nod, âOkay.â
âOkay,â Stephen agrees. âStand right there.â
You nod and watch as he walks over to a chest of drawers against the wall. An old TV sits atop it, facing his bed. Some books are stacked next to it, as well as some binders. He loved binders.Â
And apparently music. Band posters were plastered on nearly every inch of wall space available around his bed. You couldnât exactly make them all out at the moment, but you could see AC/DC⌠KISS⌠those were the big letters.
You barely notice heâs returned to your side until you feel a soft hand on your arm.Â
He puts a balled-up tee in your hands and nods to another door next to the chest of drawers, âBathroom through that door. I um⌠thereâs some face wash on the counter too if you want that.â
You shake your head, âCanât see me without makeup.â
His brows knit together, âCanât? Why not?â
âMm⌠donât look as good,â You try to explain. âSkinâs all blotchy and Iâve got pimples⌠nâ I just look better like this.â You walk toward the bathroom unsteadily and promise, âBe right back.â
You manage to shimmy out of your tight skirt somehow. Though it does somehow get caught on one of your platform wedges. You finally rip it off and the wedge flys through the air, smacking into the shower wall and landing in the bathtub with a heavy thunk.
âEverything okay?â You hear Stephen call from outside.
âY-yea!â You call back, tugging off the other wedge and throwing it to the ground, âMâokay!â
âOkayâŚâ He answers, sounding not entirely convinced.
Finding the toilet, you sit down and take a quick pee. At the same time, you peel your tube top off and unfasten your bra. You let your shoulders slump, leaning against the bathroom counter and fighting the urge to close your eyes.Â
Finally, you stand and flush the toilet, stumbling against the sink and turning on the water. You wash your hands slowly, fascinated by the feel of the water flowing between your fingers.
You look at the various toiletries laid out on the sink; Toothbrush, toothpaste, a comb, some styling product that you donât think heâd ever used before in his life, cologne, deodorant, and the face wash. It was one of those ones you saw advertisements for all the time. You think you might have used the same one in high school? You canât remember now.
For a long time you debate whether or not to use it. You really should. Your skin always looked awful when you left your makeup on overnight. Besides, it felt so nice to have a clean face.
But it felt even better to look hot. You didnât feel that way with your bare face. Besides, you didnât want to shatter the fantasy Stephen had created of you in his mind.
Yeah, it was better to leave the makeup on.
You finally tug the tee over your head, pleased by the softness of the material. Reaching up, you tie your hair into aÂ
 bun at the top of your head.Â
You walk back out into the main room and find Stephen sitting on the edge of his bed, hands clasped together as he stares at the floor. Those floorboards creek as you reenter the room and his head snaps up toward you. His gaze softens as it lands on you, eyes carefully observing the sight of you in his shirt.
He pats the bed next to him and entices, âCâmere. Got you some grapes.â
You feel your eyes light up at the offering. You scamper over, crawling onto the bed and sitting cross-cross. Stephen hands you a small bowl of freshly washed grapes and you immediately begin devouring them.
He smiles, reaching over and pulling a glass of water from his nightstand. He watches you eat your grapes in silence before suggesting, âDrink a bit of this, Prissy.â You turn your nose up, shoveling several more grapes into your mouth and he sighs. âLook, itâll make waking up easier, right? You donât even have to drink the whole glass. Just take a few sips for me.â
You give a little grunt but place the glass in your lap. You reach out, carefully taking the glass from his hands. You spill a bit on the mattress and mutter, âFuck⌠dammit.â
âItâs alright,â He soothes. âJust water. Itâll dry.â
You nod, relieved you havenât upset him, and take a small sip of the water. In all fairness, it tastes a lot better than the many, many spiked punches youâd had that evening.
Seemingly content with this progress, Stephen stands from the bed and announces, âIâm going to get ready for bed. Iâll be in the bathroom if you need me. Iâm not gonnaâ shower or anything, so it shouldnât take long.Â
You nod, scooting back on the bed so your back is against the wall, your grapes still firmly in hand, a few more droplets of water splashing out the side of the cup. Stephen gives you a lopsided smile and stands from the bed with a sigh, reaching over and grabbing some clothes heâd found for himself while you were changing.
Nerd!Stephen closes the bathroom door and smiles as he looks around at your clothes strewn about⌠where was your other shoe?
***
Nerd!Stephen comes back out into his room, face washed, teeth brushed, and pajamas on, he finds you now sitting with your back to him looking up at his wall. Your eyes travel slowly over the posters one by one, your lips moving as you read silently. The grape bowl had been discarded to your side, but the water glass was now held up to those barely moving lips. Every once in a while you would pause, taking a small sip from it.
âYou um⌠you ready to sleep?â Stephen asks, trying not to startle you.
âI like your posters,â You reply softly, eyes going in and out of focus.
âOh, thanks,â He says, reaching back to rub at his neck. It always hurt. All of his hobbies including craning his neck up or down for long periods of time. âYou uh⌠you like Green Day, right? You have one of their posters. And The Cranberries.â
You nod slowly, âYeah. But none of the other girls really listen to them,â You say wistfully, You reach up and point to the Nirvana poster, âIâve been getting into their stuff recently too.â
âYeah? Theyâre really good,â Stephen says, walking over to the bed and shoving his hands into the pockets of his flannel pants.Â
âYeahâŚâ
âYou know, if you ever wanted to talk about music or⌠I dunnoâ go to a concert⌠I think itâd be fun,â Stephen offers without too much thought.
Not like youâd remember any of this in the morning anyway.
He hoped you wouldnât at least. You seemed to be slowly sobering up.
You turn and look at him over your shoulder, eyes heavy but still somehow full of light. Teasingly you ask, âDid you just ask me on a date, Strange?â
âW-what?â Stephen sputters out, cheeks turning red at the accusation. âNo! I was just⌠I just thought since you said none of your friends are really into the same music youâre intoââ
âThatâs too bad,â You shrug, turning back around to continue your study of the posters, âI think itâd make a good date.â
Rocking back on his heels Stephen asks skeptically, âWould⌠would you have said yes? If it were a date?â
âGuess weâll never know,â You murmur, humor evident in your tone.
Stephen gives something between a huff and a laugh before asking once more, âAre you ready for bed, Prissy?â
You give small sigh and turn to face him, nodding as you extend the glass of water his way. Stephen takes both it and the bowl formerly full of grapes and walks them to the sink.
Behind him you ask, âDo you want me to sleep on the floor? I really donât mindââ
âYou arenât sleeping on the floor, Prissy. Take the bed. Iâll take the floor,â He answers definitively.
You frown, âI⌠are you sure? I feel bad.â
âDonât feel bad. Iâm offering,â He answers, walking back over to the bed and plucking one of the two pillows from atop the mattress. âAccidentally fallen asleep down here plenty of times while studying⌠better than falling asleep at my desk at least.â
Your frown deepens before you suggest, âWhat if we just⌠shared the bed?â
Stephen pauses at this. He looks you up and down as if trying to physically assess whether or not youâre sober enough to be making such an offer.Â
He was a good guy.Â
It was literally the bare minimum, but it was more than most frat boys you know would do. Or⌠less than most frat boys would do, you supposed.
âI promise itâs okay,â You say. âBesides⌠itâs nice sleeping next to someone. I⌠I could use it right now.â
Stephenâs eyes go wide as your bottom lip wobbles. He quickly chucks the pillow back onto the bed and takes a seat next to you. Thatâs all it takes for you to throw your arms around his neck, leaning against him and letting out a sob.
Nerd!Stephen is woefully unprepared to comfort a female in distress. Heâd never been good at comforting anyone. But he puts an arm around you and lets you cry for a while in silence, his hand gently running up and down your back.
âC-can we lay down?â You sob out, âMâhead hurts sâbad.â
âYeah, yeah,â Stephen nods quickly, turning around to rearrange the pillows before guiding you to crawl onto the bed.
Once youâre settled, Stephen turns and lays next to you, frowning at your blotchy face in the dim light of the lamp on his bedside table. You give a little groan and roll closer to him, burying your face in his chest.Â
Stephen resumes his position, a hand on your back and his chin resting lightly against the top of your head. He lets you take a moment to settle, listening to your sniffles and unadulterated sobs.
Maybe you were still drunk? Drunk enough to break down in front of him of all people. Or maybe it was because it was him. Because you didnât feel the need to put on your perfect, preppy, prissy little sorority girl act in front of him.
Nerd!Strange finds some odd pride in that fact.
âWhat happened?â He finally asks, voice an octave lower, a touch softer than normal. âWhatâs wrong?â
You sniffle and ask, âY-you remember the guy you saw me with the other day in the library?â
Oh yes, Stephen remembered. Remembered the gut-wrenching jealousy heâd experienced seeing another guy wrap you up in his arms and run his hands all over your body. Some meathead still wearing a varsity jacket from high school.Â
âYeah,â Stephen answers, sounding a bit hoarse.
âH-he w-was with a-a-another girl,â You sob out. âHe w-was kissing her r-right in front of me! I o-only w-went to that stupid party for him! H-he invited me! Itâs why I moved our F-Friday session to t-t-tomorrow!â
Stephen lets out a deep sigh, resting his head against the top of yours and mutters, âIâm sorry. Thatâs⌠thatâs really messed up.â
âI know, right!â You exclaim, tears still streaming down your face. âA-and she wasnâtââ You hiccup in the middle of your rant, âW-wasnât even as pretty as me!â Despite the tears you shed as you say it, Stephen canât help but chuckle. You pull away from him and give his arm a weak swat, whining, âSânot funny, Stephen!â
He rushes to correct, âNo! No, of course it isnât. Iâm onlyâ I just think itâs good you know how pretty you are, Prissy. Good that youâve got confidence.â
You nod and answer in a huff, âI do.â
âI know,â He rubs his hand over your back softly, nodding along to everything you say. âYouâre confident and⌠and fucking gorgeous. So why are you sitting here crying over some loser who peaked in high school?â You give a little giggle to this and Stephen continues, âI mean, câmon⌠who still wears their varsity jacket after high school? Really, you could do a lot better than that, Prissy.â
You give a small hum in agreement, âI could do better. He wasnât even smart. He could only speak in three to five word sentences.â
Stephen scoffs, looking over your sad face and tired eyes, âSounds riveting.â
âWell not every guy is as smart as you are, Nerd,â You say dryly, pushing your shoulder gently into his side, reaching up to wipe the fresh mascara streaks off your face.Â
âIf he were half as smart as I was, he wouldâve known how crazy lucky he was to have a shot with you,â Stephen murmurs softly.
Your eyes grow heavier by the moment, eyelids drooping as you turn to stare up at him. Stephenâs heart pounds against his chest as you lean over and place a soft kiss against his cheek. His entire body goes rigid, afraid you might try something more in your drunken state.
But you donât. Instead, you just pull back to look at him and murmur, âYouâre sweet, Stephen. ThanksâŚâ You give a small yawn, letting your head sink into the pillow before finishing, âfor tonight.â
Nerd!Strange feels his heart stutter at the sweet sentiment. He gives a soft smile and murmurs, âAny time, Prissy.â You give a sleepy smile and snuggle closer, burying your face in his chest. âSleep well.â
^^^ very this energy tonight. thank you to @amaratas for the idea :)) no smut, a lil' angst, a lot of fluff.
warnings: alcohol, drunkenness, cheating.
word count: 5,402
Nerd!Stephen jumps a mile high when his phone goes off at ten oâclock on a Friday night.Â
That never happened to him.
Even stranger, the ringtone that came out of the phone was âCandy Shopâ by 50 Cent, which he most certainly had not purchased on his own accord.
But of course, he knew who would.
Nerd!Strange rubs his eyes, reaching for his phone and flipping it open. As expected, he sees your name lit up on the display.
Youâve never called him before. Hell, the two of you hardly ever texted aside from the occasional confirmation of a tutoring session or perhaps a cheeky comment on events that had transpired during the so-called tutoring session. But⌠even that had come to a slow stop since you started talking to some new guy at the start of the month. You were so stereotypically popular girl on the outside, but your moral compass was a bit different than those you hung out with. More simply put: You were loyal.
You hadnât laid a hand on him since you started dating this dumb ass jockâ not so much as a flirty comment. He was suffering.
This phone call was a welcome development.
Pressing the answer call button he puts the phone to his ear and answers, âHello?â
âStephen?â You ask, âStephen sâthat you?â You slur out.
Nerd!Strange immediately goes on high alert. He knew something was wrong. He could tell you were blasted from the simple five words youâd said. You were typically so articulateâ even if it was in a colder, crueler manner. But now you sounded out of it, as though you werenât certain the words you said were leaving your lips at all.
For all the partying you did, you had a strict rule about not getting drunk. Your sorority was insane about anything that could be perceived as disorderly conduct and you wouldnât do anything to jeopardize your PR position. So something was very wrong.
âHey Prissy,â Stephen says again, voice softer but more alert, âwhatâs going on?â
He can hear the bump of music in the background mixed with a cacophony of voices; Yelling, laughter, the sound of a splash followed by cheering.
âI-I was gonnaâ ask you for somethinâ but now⌠now you picked up nâ I feel weird,â You answer. âBecause itâs late nâ I didnât really âspect you to answer.â
âWell Iâm here,â Stephen reassures. âIâm awake. What did you wannaâ ask me?â
Thereâs a pause, a random whoop from a male voice followed by what sounds like another splash and a round of applause.
âI umâŚâ You give a little hiccup before replying, âI guess I was just wonderingâ well, I was wonderingâ somethinâ. But now I donât think maybe you should? Itâs late, you know? It is late, right?â You reiterate your same hesitancy as before. âI donât know, my head hurts and I canât thinkâŚâ You rush out, all of your words slurred into one another in an embarrassed, obviously drunken stupor. âSo, I guess actually never mind. I shouldnâtâve called, mâsorry. Iâm gonnaâ goââ
âWait, wait, wait!â Stephen exclaims, already on his feet searching for a pair of socks to pull onto his feet. âYouâre okay, you can talk to me. Whatâs wrong? Talk to me, Prissy.â
âMâat a party,â You say sadly. âItâs loud.â
âI know, I can hear,â Stephen agrees. âIs that all thatâs wrong?â
âNoâŚâ you say, voice cracking. âI⌠I saw something I didnât wannaâ see. And then I drank but I donât drink nâ so I drank too much. Nâ now everything is spinny and I wannaâ cry.â
Stephen nods though you canât see him. Gently he asks, âDo you want to leave?â
âY-yeah,â You agree. âWannaâ go. Wanted to come see you. It⌠itâs quiet with you. Need things to be quiet.â
âAlright.â Stephen has already shoved on his shoes and is in the midst of dragging a sweatshirt over his head. He fumbles around in the dim light, looking for his apartment keys as he says, âIâm gonnaâ come get you, okay? Where are you at?â
âMâat⌠a house,â You say very helpfully.
Stephen holds back a sigh and presses, âWhat house, Prissy?â
âOh, um⌠hold on a sec.â Stephen hears your phone bump against something and then your muffled voice along with another much louder one. After a couple of long, worrisome minutes your voice returns. âI⌠I donât know the exact address, mâsorry. But you know Riverside Drive? Sâone of the houses there.â
âRiverside Drive is good, thank you,â Stephen agrees, taking the steps downstairs two at a time. âIâm gonnaâ get a cab and Iâll be there soon. Will you do me a favor and wait out front? Donât wait too close to the street, stay back by the house!â He specifies quickly. âBut be waiting for me, okay?â
âCân I sit on the porch?â You ask.
âYeah. The porch is a good place to wait. Iâll come get you when Iâm there.â
ââKay,â You murmur. âI um⌠my phoneâs almost dying. I should hang up now so it doesnât die, right?â
âThatâs a good idea,â Stephen agrees. âHang up but keep it on in case I need to call you, yeah?â
âYeah. Mâgoinâ to the porch now.â
âOkay. Sit and wait for me. Iâll be about thirty minutes.â
You give a little whine, âThirty?â
âPrissy, what do you want me to do, Sweetheart? I live off campus. Just sit tight. Iâll be there as soon as I canâ and donât drink any more, okay?â
âMâkay,â You say with a heavy sigh.
âIâll see you soon.â
âSee⌠soon,â You say before promptly hanging up.
***
Nerd!Stephen apologizes to the cab driver as they drive slowly down Riverside Drive. The driver waves him off, and to Stephenâs delight, takes him straight to the correct house.
At least it seemed like the correct house. All of the lights were on, the sidewalk, porch, and bottom floor littered with party-goers. Trashy music was pumping from speakers somewhere behind the house, and there were plenty of drunks in a stupor speaking way too loudly.
Stephen pauses before leaving the cab and promises, âIâll be right back.â
The driver shrugs, âMeterâs runninâ, Kid. Itâs on your dime.â
Nerd!Stephen shuts the door behind him, immediately shoving his hands in his pockets, shoulders tensing at the nip of the air. He makes his way up the driveway, his head low and hood pulled over his head. He didnât like it here. It was too overstimulatingâ too much of everything. From the number of people to the music to the conversations to the smells. It was all just too much.
Heâd never understand how you did this. How could you stand wading through the sea of people, drinks spilling, laughter echoing, off-handed remarks from people you barely knew? And you knew so many people. It was practically your job as PR chair for your sorority.Â
You didnât just know these people, you knew about them. You knew who to go to when you needed a favor, who to talk to when something got out of hand, who could offer supportâ particularly monetary support. You were good at what you did from what heâd seen, but Stephen couldnât understand why you did it at all.
Nerd!Stephen stops in his tracks when he looks up from the pavement to find you on the porchâ not in fact sitting and waiting patientlyâ but rather standing on one of the outdoor tables dancing.
Nerd!Stephen, despite his initial shock and judgment, has to admit you look gorgeous. One of your signature miniskirts sits on your hips. Tonight itâs a light blue denim skirt with silver gems in the shape of hearts on the butt pockets. You wear a hot pink spaghetti strap tank top layered over another electric blue tank with thicker straps. Heâd love to know what shoes you were wearing but they werenât currently on your feet. Your hair looked as perfect as ever, and it always looked perfect, though even from several yards away he could tell that you mascara was starting to run.
Heaving a sigh, Stephen sets forward, walking up the porch steps and stopping in front of the table youâre currently dancing on. A small crowd has gathered by your side, whistling and jeering you on. Girls giggle and whisper to one another, boys smirk and strip you down with their eyes.
One guy drops his cup beneath the table, the liquid spilling over the porch and bleeding through the cracks in the wood. He takes his time bending down to pick it up, and then shamelessly looks up, taking in a full view of whatâs hidden under your skirt.
Nerd!Stephen scowls and stomps over. He shoves his way through the crowd, his broad shoulders the only thing giving him any edge on the jocks staring with their mouths open like youâre a piece of meat. He blanches at the sight. None of them should be seeing you like thisâ much less touching you in this state. Stephen silently seethes as some rando reaches out to try and pet you, though you swat the wandering hand away.Â
Having seen more than enough of this spectacle, Stephen reaches out and bangs against the metal table, the vibration traveling up his arms.Â
You donât seem to notice though, arms thrown above your head as you sway your hips to the music. You spin in a circle before dropping it low and then resting on your knees. You swing your head back and forth, hair flying around in far too glamorous a manner for the current setting.
âPrissy!â He calls over the music, but youâre too in your zone to take notice.
You manage to stand back up, hands reaching for the sky as you spin in a circle, your eyes closed as you feel your own imaginary beat, a silent sort of intent etched into your features.
If only he could get you to focus like that during a study session.
Stephen huffs and reaches out, gently taking hold of your wrist. You whip your head around toward him, eyes blazing and lips parted as though you intend to tell him off for daring to touch you. Luckily, you recognize him in your drunken haze and the fire melts away, immediately replaced with something more akin to embarrassment.
âLetâs go,â Stephen grits out, not angry with you, but incredibly on edge with the small crowd gathered around listening to and watching his every move. âNow.â
Your brow tenses, bottom lip jutting out into a pout. âI didnât⌠are you mad at me?â
Stephen gives a soft sigh, takes in a deep breath, and denies, âNo, Iâm not mad, Prissy. I justâŚâ He glances nervously toward the Peeping Tom heâd caught in the act. He lowers his voice and explains, âI just want to get you out of here. It doesnât feel safe.â
You seem to relax a bit at this, nodding your understanding. You slowly sit, legs hanging off the table and look down at your feet, declaring, âIâm not wearing shoes.â
Stephen smiles a bit at this and agrees, âNo, youâre not. Where are they?â
âTheyâre...â You gesture vaguely to the outdoor couch sitting against the wall. âI tripped nâ took âem off,â You say, pointing to your knee thatâs been thoroughly scratched up.
You crouch down, getting yourself lower to the surface of the table so you can sit and slide off. Stephen offers you his hand and instead of letting you sit on the filthy tabletop, he extends an arm and swiftly pulls you to his side. Your arms instinctively wrap around his neck, legs around his waist, a soft squeak leaving your parted lips at the sudden action.
Soft jeers sound from the surrounding crowd, a few boys whistling, and some of the girls behind you whispering.
Nerd!Strange can feel you staring up at him wide-eyed as he reaches over and snatches up your wedges from the couch. He can hear different conversations breaking out around you.
âHey, Y/N! Whoâs your new boyfriend?â
âHave you ever seen him before?â
âNo⌠heâs kindaâ cute.â
âWait, does she know him?â
âThere are bedrooms upstairs if you two need one!â
As quickly as possible, Stephen scales down the porch steps and sets off back toward the cab. You rest your cheek against his shoulder, listening to the noise from the party fade as Stephen walks toward the road. The sidewalk seems to move swiftly beneath you. Stephenâs gait is large and steady, the subtle sway causing your eyes to grow heavy.
âI dinât know you were so strongâŚâ You mumble into his shoulder. âSâhot.â
Stephen gives a small chuckle at this but denies, âIâm not really that strong, Prissy. Just fit enough to get by.â
You agree, âYou are fit. Youâve got abs nâ nice arms.â Stephen snorts at this, but you insist, âI bet if you dressed better peopleâd notice more often.â
âDonât care if people notice or not.â
âIâd noticeâŚâ You say, âIâd like it.â
Stephen seems to contemplate before admitting, âI would care about that.â
You give a pleased-sounding hum at that. The gentle sway of Stephenâs gait stops as Stephen pulls open the cab door. Stephen presses your face to his chest and a covers the top of your head with one hand as he slides the two of you into the cab. He shuts the door and asks, âWhere are you going, Prissy? Back to the GBP house?â
âNo,â You murmur. âItâs stupid there, I donâ wannaâ go there.â You pull your face from his chest and stare up at him teary-eyed, âCân I go home with you? I-I can sleep on thaâ floor or somethinâââ
Stephen doesnât let you finish, simply giving the cab driver his address and relaxing back into the seat. He keeps one hand wrapped around his waist and the other cradling the back of your head, protecting you from bumping it against the hard window. You settle into his embrace, a small pout on your lips.Â
âThe musicâsâtoo loud,â You mutter.
Stephen looks down at you and informs, âThereâs no music playing.â
You blink up at him, âAre you sure?â
âUm⌠yeah, Iâm sure. Jeez, Prissy, just how much did you drink?â You give a small shrug. âYou donât usually drink this much. Not enough to call me, anyway. What happened?â
Your eyes flit toward the cab driver before you mutter, âDonâ wannaâ talk âbout it.â
Stephen seems to get the hint and agrees, âOkay. We donât have to talk about it then.â
ââKayâŚâ You yawn, âMâgonna⌠wanna take a nap.â
âYou can. Iâll have to wake up when we get to my place.â
âMmâŚâ You hum before knocking out.
Heâd never seen you messy like this. Never seen or heard you wasted. He knew from conversation that you didnât like being like this, so he couldnât help but wonder what had pushed you past your limit for the night. Your emotions tended to run high, but you could usually keep a level head when in the public eye.
Whatever had happened was no business of his for now. He just wanted to see to it that you got a good nightâs sleep somewhere safe.
***
Nerd!Stephen helps you stumble up his apartment steps, legs wobbling like a baby giraffe. In all honesty, whatever you were doing couldnât be defined as walking. You were only getting from point A to point B thanks to Stephen practically dragging you.
âAre we there yet?â You whine, vision blurry as you look at the moving stairs.
âAlmost there, Prissy,â He agrees, sounding slightly out of breath.
Outside his apartment, he props you against the wall and quickly unlocks the door, ushering you inside.Â
Itâs dark. The one little rectangular window you can make out above his kitchenette not letting much light into the room. It was a small room. It couldnât have been much bigger than your own in the sorority house⌠and his included his kitchen, bathroom, and bedroom all in one.
It was surprisingly tidy. Most boys rooms were icky⌠trash everywhere and the smell of BO. Stephenâs wasnât icky. It was spotless, actually. And the only smell was him.
âMâtired,â You mumble, leaning back against the door. âCan I go to bed?â
Stephen nods but asks, âDonât you wannaâ change clothes first? Or maybe⌠I dunnoâ, eat something? Drink some water?â
You frown, bottom lip sticking out into a pout, âI donât have clothes.â
âYou can just wear some of mine?â He suggests.
You consider a moment before relenting a nod, âOkay.â
âOkay,â Stephen agrees. âStand right there.â
You nod and watch as he walks over to a chest of drawers against the wall. An old TV sits atop it, facing his bed. Some books are stacked next to it, as well as some binders. He loved binders.Â
And apparently music. Band posters were plastered on nearly every inch of wall space available around his bed. You couldnât exactly make them all out at the moment, but you could see AC/DC⌠KISS⌠those were the big letters.
You barely notice heâs returned to your side until you feel a soft hand on your arm.Â
He puts a balled-up tee in your hands and nods to another door next to the chest of drawers, âBathroom through that door. I um⌠thereâs some face wash on the counter too if you want that.â
You shake your head, âCanât see me without makeup.â
His brows knit together, âCanât? Why not?â
âMm⌠donât look as good,â You try to explain. âSkinâs all blotchy and Iâve got pimples⌠nâ I just look better like this.â You walk toward the bathroom unsteadily and promise, âBe right back.â
You manage to shimmy out of your tight skirt somehow. Though it does somehow get caught on one of your platform wedges. You finally rip it off and the wedge flys through the air, smacking into the shower wall and landing in the bathtub with a heavy thunk.
âEverything okay?â You hear Stephen call from outside.
âY-yea!â You call back, tugging off the other wedge and throwing it to the ground, âMâokay!â
âOkayâŚâ He answers, sounding not entirely convinced.
Finding the toilet, you sit down and take a quick pee. At the same time, you peel your tube top off and unfasten your bra. You let your shoulders slump, leaning against the bathroom counter and fighting the urge to close your eyes.Â
Finally, you stand and flush the toilet, stumbling against the sink and turning on the water. You wash your hands slowly, fascinated by the feel of the water flowing between your fingers.
You look at the various toiletries laid out on the sink; Toothbrush, toothpaste, a comb, some styling product that you donât think heâd ever used before in his life, cologne, deodorant, and the face wash. It was one of those ones you saw advertisements for all the time. You think you might have used the same one in high school? You canât remember now.
For a long time you debate whether or not to use it. You really should. Your skin always looked awful when you left your makeup on overnight. Besides, it felt so nice to have a clean face.
But it felt even better to look hot. You didnât feel that way with your bare face. Besides, you didnât want to shatter the fantasy Stephen had created of you in his mind.
Yeah, it was better to leave the makeup on.
You finally tug the tee over your head, pleased by the softness of the material. Reaching up, you tie your hair into aÂ
 bun at the top of your head.Â
You walk back out into the main room and find Stephen sitting on the edge of his bed, hands clasped together as he stares at the floor. Those floorboards creek as you reenter the room and his head snaps up toward you. His gaze softens as it lands on you, eyes carefully observing the sight of you in his shirt.
He pats the bed next to him and entices, âCâmere. Got you some grapes.â
You feel your eyes light up at the offering. You scamper over, crawling onto the bed and sitting cross-cross. Stephen hands you a small bowl of freshly washed grapes and you immediately begin devouring them.
He smiles, reaching over and pulling a glass of water from his nightstand. He watches you eat your grapes in silence before suggesting, âDrink a bit of this, Prissy.â You turn your nose up, shoveling several more grapes into your mouth and he sighs. âLook, itâll make waking up easier, right? You donât even have to drink the whole glass. Just take a few sips for me.â
You give a little grunt but place the glass in your lap. You reach out, carefully taking the glass from his hands. You spill a bit on the mattress and mutter, âFuck⌠dammit.â
âItâs alright,â He soothes. âJust water. Itâll dry.â
You nod, relieved you havenât upset him, and take a small sip of the water. In all fairness, it tastes a lot better than the many, many spiked punches youâd had that evening.
Seemingly content with this progress, Stephen stands from the bed and announces, âIâm going to get ready for bed. Iâll be in the bathroom if you need me. Iâm not gonnaâ shower or anything, so it shouldnât take long.Â
You nod, scooting back on the bed so your back is against the wall, your grapes still firmly in hand, a few more droplets of water splashing out the side of the cup. Stephen gives you a lopsided smile and stands from the bed with a sigh, reaching over and grabbing some clothes heâd found for himself while you were changing.
Nerd!Stephen closes the bathroom door and smiles as he looks around at your clothes strewn about⌠where was your other shoe?
***
Nerd!Stephen comes back out into his room, face washed, teeth brushed, and pajamas on, he finds you now sitting with your back to him looking up at his wall. Your eyes travel slowly over the posters one by one, your lips moving as you read silently. The grape bowl had been discarded to your side, but the water glass was now held up to those barely moving lips. Every once in a while you would pause, taking a small sip from it.
âYou um⌠you ready to sleep?â Stephen asks, trying not to startle you.
âI like your posters,â You reply softly, eyes going in and out of focus.
âOh, thanks,â He says, reaching back to rub at his neck. It always hurt. All of his hobbies including craning his neck up or down for long periods of time. âYou uh⌠you like Green Day, right? You have one of their posters. And The Cranberries.â
You nod slowly, âYeah. But none of the other girls really listen to them,â You say wistfully, You reach up and point to the Nirvana poster, âIâve been getting into their stuff recently too.â
âYeah? Theyâre really good,â Stephen says, walking over to the bed and shoving his hands into the pockets of his flannel pants.Â
âYeahâŚâ
âYou know, if you ever wanted to talk about music or⌠I dunnoâ go to a concert⌠I think itâd be fun,â Stephen offers without too much thought.
Not like youâd remember any of this in the morning anyway.
He hoped you wouldnât at least. You seemed to be slowly sobering up.
You turn and look at him over your shoulder, eyes heavy but still somehow full of light. Teasingly you ask, âDid you just ask me on a date, Strange?â
âW-what?â Stephen sputters out, cheeks turning red at the accusation. âNo! I was just⌠I just thought since you said none of your friends are really into the same music youâre intoââ
âThatâs too bad,â You shrug, turning back around to continue your study of the posters, âI think itâd make a good date.â
Rocking back on his heels Stephen asks skeptically, âWould⌠would you have said yes? If it were a date?â
âGuess weâll never know,â You murmur, humor evident in your tone.
Stephen gives something between a huff and a laugh before asking once more, âAre you ready for bed, Prissy?â
You give small sigh and turn to face him, nodding as you extend the glass of water his way. Stephen takes both it and the bowl formerly full of grapes and walks them to the sink.
Behind him you ask, âDo you want me to sleep on the floor? I really donât mindââ
âYou arenât sleeping on the floor, Prissy. Take the bed. Iâll take the floor,â He answers definitively.
You frown, âI⌠are you sure? I feel bad.â
âDonât feel bad. Iâm offering,â He answers, walking back over to the bed and plucking one of the two pillows from atop the mattress. âAccidentally fallen asleep down here plenty of times while studying⌠better than falling asleep at my desk at least.â
Your frown deepens before you suggest, âWhat if we just⌠shared the bed?â
Stephen pauses at this. He looks you up and down as if trying to physically assess whether or not youâre sober enough to be making such an offer.Â
He was a good guy.Â
It was literally the bare minimum, but it was more than most frat boys you know would do. Or⌠less than most frat boys would do, you supposed.
âI promise itâs okay,â You say. âBesides⌠itâs nice sleeping next to someone. I⌠I could use it right now.â
Stephenâs eyes go wide as your bottom lip wobbles. He quickly chucks the pillow back onto the bed and takes a seat next to you. Thatâs all it takes for you to throw your arms around his neck, leaning against him and letting out a sob.
Nerd!Stephen is woefully unprepared to comfort a female in distress. Heâd never been good at comforting anyone. But he puts an arm around you and lets you cry for a while in silence, his hand gently running up and down your back.
âC-can we lay down?â You sob out, âMâhead hurts sâbad.â
âYeah, yeah,â Stephen nods quickly, turning around to rearrange the pillows before guiding you to crawl onto the bed.
Once youâre settled, Stephen turns and lays next to you, frowning at your blotchy face in the dim light of the lamp on his bedside table. You give a little groan and roll closer to him, burying your face in his chest.Â
Stephen resumes his position, a hand on your back and his chin resting lightly against the top of your head. He lets you take a moment to settle, listening to your sniffles and unadulterated sobs.
Maybe you were still drunk? Drunk enough to break down in front of him of all people. Or maybe it was because it was him. Because you didnât feel the need to put on your perfect, preppy, prissy little sorority girl act in front of him.
Nerd!Strange finds some odd pride in that fact.
âWhat happened?â He finally asks, voice an octave lower, a touch softer than normal. âWhatâs wrong?â
You sniffle and ask, âY-you remember the guy you saw me with the other day in the library?â
Oh yes, Stephen remembered. Remembered the gut-wrenching jealousy heâd experienced seeing another guy wrap you up in his arms and run his hands all over your body. Some meathead still wearing a varsity jacket from high school.Â
âYeah,â Stephen answers, sounding a bit hoarse.
âH-he w-was with a-a-another girl,â You sob out. âHe w-was kissing her r-right in front of me! I o-only w-went to that stupid party for him! H-he invited me! Itâs why I moved our F-Friday session to t-t-tomorrow!â
Stephen lets out a deep sigh, resting his head against the top of yours and mutters, âIâm sorry. Thatâs⌠thatâs really messed up.â
âI know, right!â You exclaim, tears still streaming down your face. âA-and she wasnâtââ You hiccup in the middle of your rant, âW-wasnât even as pretty as me!â Despite the tears you shed as you say it, Stephen canât help but chuckle. You pull away from him and give his arm a weak swat, whining, âSânot funny, Stephen!â
He rushes to correct, âNo! No, of course it isnât. Iâm onlyâ I just think itâs good you know how pretty you are, Prissy. Good that youâve got confidence.â
You nod and answer in a huff, âI do.â
âI know,â He rubs his hand over your back softly, nodding along to everything you say. âYouâre confident and⌠and fucking gorgeous. So why are you sitting here crying over some loser who peaked in high school?â You give a little giggle to this and Stephen continues, âI mean, câmon⌠who still wears their varsity jacket after high school? Really, you could do a lot better than that, Prissy.â
You give a small hum in agreement, âI could do better. He wasnât even smart. He could only speak in three to five word sentences.â
Stephen scoffs, looking over your sad face and tired eyes, âSounds riveting.â
âWell not every guy is as smart as you are, Nerd,â You say dryly, pushing your shoulder gently into his side, reaching up to wipe the fresh mascara streaks off your face.Â
âIf he were half as smart as I was, he wouldâve known how crazy lucky he was to have a shot with you,â Stephen murmurs softly.
Your eyes grow heavier by the moment, eyelids drooping as you turn to stare up at him. Stephenâs heart pounds against his chest as you lean over and place a soft kiss against his cheek. His entire body goes rigid, afraid you might try something more in your drunken state.
But you donât. Instead, you just pull back to look at him and murmur, âYouâre sweet, Stephen. ThanksâŚâ You give a small yawn, letting your head sink into the pillow before finishing, âfor tonight.â
Nerd!Strange feels his heart stutter at the sweet sentiment. He gives a soft smile and murmurs, âAny time, Prissy.â You give a sleepy smile and snuggle closer, burying your face in his chest. âSleep well.â
^^^ very this energy tonight. thank you to @amaratas for the idea :)) no smut, a lil' angst, a lot of fluff.
warnings: alcohol, drunkenness, cheating.
word count: 5,402
Nerd!Stephen jumps a mile high when his phone goes off at ten oâclock on a Friday night.Â
That never happened to him.
Even stranger, the ringtone that came out of the phone was âCandy Shopâ by 50 Cent, which he most certainly had not purchased on his own accord.
But of course, he knew who would.
Nerd!Strange rubs his eyes, reaching for his phone and flipping it open. As expected, he sees your name lit up on the display.
Youâve never called him before. Hell, the two of you hardly ever texted aside from the occasional confirmation of a tutoring session or perhaps a cheeky comment on events that had transpired during the so-called tutoring session. But⌠even that had come to a slow stop since you started talking to some new guy at the start of the month. You were so stereotypically popular girl on the outside, but your moral compass was a bit different than those you hung out with. More simply put: You were loyal.
You hadnât laid a hand on him since you started dating this dumb ass jockâ not so much as a flirty comment. He was suffering.
This phone call was a welcome development.
Pressing the answer call button he puts the phone to his ear and answers, âHello?â
âStephen?â You ask, âStephen sâthat you?â You slur out.
Nerd!Strange immediately goes on high alert. He knew something was wrong. He could tell you were blasted from the simple five words youâd said. You were typically so articulateâ even if it was in a colder, crueler manner. But now you sounded out of it, as though you werenât certain the words you said were leaving your lips at all.
For all the partying you did, you had a strict rule about not getting drunk. Your sorority was insane about anything that could be perceived as disorderly conduct and you wouldnât do anything to jeopardize your PR position. So something was very wrong.
âHey Prissy,â Stephen says again, voice softer but more alert, âwhatâs going on?â
He can hear the bump of music in the background mixed with a cacophony of voices; Yelling, laughter, the sound of a splash followed by cheering.
âI-I was gonnaâ ask you for somethinâ but now⌠now you picked up nâ I feel weird,â You answer. âBecause itâs late nâ I didnât really âspect you to answer.â
âWell Iâm here,â Stephen reassures. âIâm awake. What did you wannaâ ask me?â
Thereâs a pause, a random whoop from a male voice followed by what sounds like another splash and a round of applause.
âI umâŚâ You give a little hiccup before replying, âI guess I was just wonderingâ well, I was wonderingâ somethinâ. But now I donât think maybe you should? Itâs late, you know? It is late, right?â You reiterate your same hesitancy as before. âI donât know, my head hurts and I canât thinkâŚâ You rush out, all of your words slurred into one another in an embarrassed, obviously drunken stupor. âSo, I guess actually never mind. I shouldnâtâve called, mâsorry. Iâm gonnaâ goââ
âWait, wait, wait!â Stephen exclaims, already on his feet searching for a pair of socks to pull onto his feet. âYouâre okay, you can talk to me. Whatâs wrong? Talk to me, Prissy.â
âMâat a party,â You say sadly. âItâs loud.â
âI know, I can hear,â Stephen agrees. âIs that all thatâs wrong?â
âNoâŚâ you say, voice cracking. âI⌠I saw something I didnât wannaâ see. And then I drank but I donât drink nâ so I drank too much. Nâ now everything is spinny and I wannaâ cry.â
Stephen nods though you canât see him. Gently he asks, âDo you want to leave?â
âY-yeah,â You agree. âWannaâ go. Wanted to come see you. It⌠itâs quiet with you. Need things to be quiet.â
âAlright.â Stephen has already shoved on his shoes and is in the midst of dragging a sweatshirt over his head. He fumbles around in the dim light, looking for his apartment keys as he says, âIâm gonnaâ come get you, okay? Where are you at?â
âMâat⌠a house,â You say very helpfully.
Stephen holds back a sigh and presses, âWhat house, Prissy?â
âOh, um⌠hold on a sec.â Stephen hears your phone bump against something and then your muffled voice along with another much louder one. After a couple of long, worrisome minutes your voice returns. âI⌠I donât know the exact address, mâsorry. But you know Riverside Drive? Sâone of the houses there.â
âRiverside Drive is good, thank you,â Stephen agrees, taking the steps downstairs two at a time. âIâm gonnaâ get a cab and Iâll be there soon. Will you do me a favor and wait out front? Donât wait too close to the street, stay back by the house!â He specifies quickly. âBut be waiting for me, okay?â
âCân I sit on the porch?â You ask.
âYeah. The porch is a good place to wait. Iâll come get you when Iâm there.â
ââKay,â You murmur. âI um⌠my phoneâs almost dying. I should hang up now so it doesnât die, right?â
âThatâs a good idea,â Stephen agrees. âHang up but keep it on in case I need to call you, yeah?â
âYeah. Mâgoinâ to the porch now.â
âOkay. Sit and wait for me. Iâll be about thirty minutes.â
You give a little whine, âThirty?â
âPrissy, what do you want me to do, Sweetheart? I live off campus. Just sit tight. Iâll be there as soon as I canâ and donât drink any more, okay?â
âMâkay,â You say with a heavy sigh.
âIâll see you soon.â
âSee⌠soon,â You say before promptly hanging up.
***
Nerd!Stephen apologizes to the cab driver as they drive slowly down Riverside Drive. The driver waves him off, and to Stephenâs delight, takes him straight to the correct house.
At least it seemed like the correct house. All of the lights were on, the sidewalk, porch, and bottom floor littered with party-goers. Trashy music was pumping from speakers somewhere behind the house, and there were plenty of drunks in a stupor speaking way too loudly.
Stephen pauses before leaving the cab and promises, âIâll be right back.â
The driver shrugs, âMeterâs runninâ, Kid. Itâs on your dime.â
Nerd!Stephen shuts the door behind him, immediately shoving his hands in his pockets, shoulders tensing at the nip of the air. He makes his way up the driveway, his head low and hood pulled over his head. He didnât like it here. It was too overstimulatingâ too much of everything. From the number of people to the music to the conversations to the smells. It was all just too much.
Heâd never understand how you did this. How could you stand wading through the sea of people, drinks spilling, laughter echoing, off-handed remarks from people you barely knew? And you knew so many people. It was practically your job as PR chair for your sorority.Â
You didnât just know these people, you knew about them. You knew who to go to when you needed a favor, who to talk to when something got out of hand, who could offer supportâ particularly monetary support. You were good at what you did from what heâd seen, but Stephen couldnât understand why you did it at all.
Nerd!Stephen stops in his tracks when he looks up from the pavement to find you on the porchâ not in fact sitting and waiting patientlyâ but rather standing on one of the outdoor tables dancing.
Nerd!Stephen, despite his initial shock and judgment, has to admit you look gorgeous. One of your signature miniskirts sits on your hips. Tonight itâs a light blue denim skirt with silver gems in the shape of hearts on the butt pockets. You wear a hot pink spaghetti strap tank top layered over another electric blue tank with thicker straps. Heâd love to know what shoes you were wearing but they werenât currently on your feet. Your hair looked as perfect as ever, and it always looked perfect, though even from several yards away he could tell that you mascara was starting to run.
Heaving a sigh, Stephen sets forward, walking up the porch steps and stopping in front of the table youâre currently dancing on. A small crowd has gathered by your side, whistling and jeering you on. Girls giggle and whisper to one another, boys smirk and strip you down with their eyes.
One guy drops his cup beneath the table, the liquid spilling over the porch and bleeding through the cracks in the wood. He takes his time bending down to pick it up, and then shamelessly looks up, taking in a full view of whatâs hidden under your skirt.
Nerd!Stephen scowls and stomps over. He shoves his way through the crowd, his broad shoulders the only thing giving him any edge on the jocks staring with their mouths open like youâre a piece of meat. He blanches at the sight. None of them should be seeing you like thisâ much less touching you in this state. Stephen silently seethes as some rando reaches out to try and pet you, though you swat the wandering hand away.Â
Having seen more than enough of this spectacle, Stephen reaches out and bangs against the metal table, the vibration traveling up his arms.Â
You donât seem to notice though, arms thrown above your head as you sway your hips to the music. You spin in a circle before dropping it low and then resting on your knees. You swing your head back and forth, hair flying around in far too glamorous a manner for the current setting.
âPrissy!â He calls over the music, but youâre too in your zone to take notice.
You manage to stand back up, hands reaching for the sky as you spin in a circle, your eyes closed as you feel your own imaginary beat, a silent sort of intent etched into your features.
If only he could get you to focus like that during a study session.
Stephen huffs and reaches out, gently taking hold of your wrist. You whip your head around toward him, eyes blazing and lips parted as though you intend to tell him off for daring to touch you. Luckily, you recognize him in your drunken haze and the fire melts away, immediately replaced with something more akin to embarrassment.
âLetâs go,â Stephen grits out, not angry with you, but incredibly on edge with the small crowd gathered around listening to and watching his every move. âNow.â
Your brow tenses, bottom lip jutting out into a pout. âI didnât⌠are you mad at me?â
Stephen gives a soft sigh, takes in a deep breath, and denies, âNo, Iâm not mad, Prissy. I justâŚâ He glances nervously toward the Peeping Tom heâd caught in the act. He lowers his voice and explains, âI just want to get you out of here. It doesnât feel safe.â
You seem to relax a bit at this, nodding your understanding. You slowly sit, legs hanging off the table and look down at your feet, declaring, âIâm not wearing shoes.â
Stephen smiles a bit at this and agrees, âNo, youâre not. Where are they?â
âTheyâre...â You gesture vaguely to the outdoor couch sitting against the wall. âI tripped nâ took âem off,â You say, pointing to your knee thatâs been thoroughly scratched up.
You crouch down, getting yourself lower to the surface of the table so you can sit and slide off. Stephen offers you his hand and instead of letting you sit on the filthy tabletop, he extends an arm and swiftly pulls you to his side. Your arms instinctively wrap around his neck, legs around his waist, a soft squeak leaving your parted lips at the sudden action.
Soft jeers sound from the surrounding crowd, a few boys whistling, and some of the girls behind you whispering.
Nerd!Strange can feel you staring up at him wide-eyed as he reaches over and snatches up your wedges from the couch. He can hear different conversations breaking out around you.
âHey, Y/N! Whoâs your new boyfriend?â
âHave you ever seen him before?â
âNo⌠heâs kindaâ cute.â
âWait, does she know him?â
âThere are bedrooms upstairs if you two need one!â
As quickly as possible, Stephen scales down the porch steps and sets off back toward the cab. You rest your cheek against his shoulder, listening to the noise from the party fade as Stephen walks toward the road. The sidewalk seems to move swiftly beneath you. Stephenâs gait is large and steady, the subtle sway causing your eyes to grow heavy.
âI dinât know you were so strongâŚâ You mumble into his shoulder. âSâhot.â
Stephen gives a small chuckle at this but denies, âIâm not really that strong, Prissy. Just fit enough to get by.â
You agree, âYou are fit. Youâve got abs nâ nice arms.â Stephen snorts at this, but you insist, âI bet if you dressed better peopleâd notice more often.â
âDonât care if people notice or not.â
âIâd noticeâŚâ You say, âIâd like it.â
Stephen seems to contemplate before admitting, âI would care about that.â
You give a pleased-sounding hum at that. The gentle sway of Stephenâs gait stops as Stephen pulls open the cab door. Stephen presses your face to his chest and a covers the top of your head with one hand as he slides the two of you into the cab. He shuts the door and asks, âWhere are you going, Prissy? Back to the GBP house?â
âNo,â You murmur. âItâs stupid there, I donâ wannaâ go there.â You pull your face from his chest and stare up at him teary-eyed, âCân I go home with you? I-I can sleep on thaâ floor or somethinâââ
Stephen doesnât let you finish, simply giving the cab driver his address and relaxing back into the seat. He keeps one hand wrapped around his waist and the other cradling the back of your head, protecting you from bumping it against the hard window. You settle into his embrace, a small pout on your lips.Â
âThe musicâsâtoo loud,â You mutter.
Stephen looks down at you and informs, âThereâs no music playing.â
You blink up at him, âAre you sure?â
âUm⌠yeah, Iâm sure. Jeez, Prissy, just how much did you drink?â You give a small shrug. âYou donât usually drink this much. Not enough to call me, anyway. What happened?â
Your eyes flit toward the cab driver before you mutter, âDonâ wannaâ talk âbout it.â
Stephen seems to get the hint and agrees, âOkay. We donât have to talk about it then.â
ââKayâŚâ You yawn, âMâgonna⌠wanna take a nap.â
âYou can. Iâll have to wake up when we get to my place.â
âMmâŚâ You hum before knocking out.
Heâd never seen you messy like this. Never seen or heard you wasted. He knew from conversation that you didnât like being like this, so he couldnât help but wonder what had pushed you past your limit for the night. Your emotions tended to run high, but you could usually keep a level head when in the public eye.
Whatever had happened was no business of his for now. He just wanted to see to it that you got a good nightâs sleep somewhere safe.
***
Nerd!Stephen helps you stumble up his apartment steps, legs wobbling like a baby giraffe. In all honesty, whatever you were doing couldnât be defined as walking. You were only getting from point A to point B thanks to Stephen practically dragging you.
âAre we there yet?â You whine, vision blurry as you look at the moving stairs.
âAlmost there, Prissy,â He agrees, sounding slightly out of breath.
Outside his apartment, he props you against the wall and quickly unlocks the door, ushering you inside.Â
Itâs dark. The one little rectangular window you can make out above his kitchenette not letting much light into the room. It was a small room. It couldnât have been much bigger than your own in the sorority house⌠and his included his kitchen, bathroom, and bedroom all in one.
It was surprisingly tidy. Most boys rooms were icky⌠trash everywhere and the smell of BO. Stephenâs wasnât icky. It was spotless, actually. And the only smell was him.
âMâtired,â You mumble, leaning back against the door. âCan I go to bed?â
Stephen nods but asks, âDonât you wannaâ change clothes first? Or maybe⌠I dunnoâ, eat something? Drink some water?â
You frown, bottom lip sticking out into a pout, âI donât have clothes.â
âYou can just wear some of mine?â He suggests.
You consider a moment before relenting a nod, âOkay.â
âOkay,â Stephen agrees. âStand right there.â
You nod and watch as he walks over to a chest of drawers against the wall. An old TV sits atop it, facing his bed. Some books are stacked next to it, as well as some binders. He loved binders.Â
And apparently music. Band posters were plastered on nearly every inch of wall space available around his bed. You couldnât exactly make them all out at the moment, but you could see AC/DC⌠KISS⌠those were the big letters.
You barely notice heâs returned to your side until you feel a soft hand on your arm.Â
He puts a balled-up tee in your hands and nods to another door next to the chest of drawers, âBathroom through that door. I um⌠thereâs some face wash on the counter too if you want that.â
You shake your head, âCanât see me without makeup.â
His brows knit together, âCanât? Why not?â
âMm⌠donât look as good,â You try to explain. âSkinâs all blotchy and Iâve got pimples⌠nâ I just look better like this.â You walk toward the bathroom unsteadily and promise, âBe right back.â
You manage to shimmy out of your tight skirt somehow. Though it does somehow get caught on one of your platform wedges. You finally rip it off and the wedge flys through the air, smacking into the shower wall and landing in the bathtub with a heavy thunk.
âEverything okay?â You hear Stephen call from outside.
âY-yea!â You call back, tugging off the other wedge and throwing it to the ground, âMâokay!â
âOkayâŚâ He answers, sounding not entirely convinced.
Finding the toilet, you sit down and take a quick pee. At the same time, you peel your tube top off and unfasten your bra. You let your shoulders slump, leaning against the bathroom counter and fighting the urge to close your eyes.Â
Finally, you stand and flush the toilet, stumbling against the sink and turning on the water. You wash your hands slowly, fascinated by the feel of the water flowing between your fingers.
You look at the various toiletries laid out on the sink; Toothbrush, toothpaste, a comb, some styling product that you donât think heâd ever used before in his life, cologne, deodorant, and the face wash. It was one of those ones you saw advertisements for all the time. You think you might have used the same one in high school? You canât remember now.
For a long time you debate whether or not to use it. You really should. Your skin always looked awful when you left your makeup on overnight. Besides, it felt so nice to have a clean face.
But it felt even better to look hot. You didnât feel that way with your bare face. Besides, you didnât want to shatter the fantasy Stephen had created of you in his mind.
Yeah, it was better to leave the makeup on.
You finally tug the tee over your head, pleased by the softness of the material. Reaching up, you tie your hair into aÂ
 bun at the top of your head.Â
You walk back out into the main room and find Stephen sitting on the edge of his bed, hands clasped together as he stares at the floor. Those floorboards creek as you reenter the room and his head snaps up toward you. His gaze softens as it lands on you, eyes carefully observing the sight of you in his shirt.
He pats the bed next to him and entices, âCâmere. Got you some grapes.â
You feel your eyes light up at the offering. You scamper over, crawling onto the bed and sitting cross-cross. Stephen hands you a small bowl of freshly washed grapes and you immediately begin devouring them.
He smiles, reaching over and pulling a glass of water from his nightstand. He watches you eat your grapes in silence before suggesting, âDrink a bit of this, Prissy.â You turn your nose up, shoveling several more grapes into your mouth and he sighs. âLook, itâll make waking up easier, right? You donât even have to drink the whole glass. Just take a few sips for me.â
You give a little grunt but place the glass in your lap. You reach out, carefully taking the glass from his hands. You spill a bit on the mattress and mutter, âFuck⌠dammit.â
âItâs alright,â He soothes. âJust water. Itâll dry.â
You nod, relieved you havenât upset him, and take a small sip of the water. In all fairness, it tastes a lot better than the many, many spiked punches youâd had that evening.
Seemingly content with this progress, Stephen stands from the bed and announces, âIâm going to get ready for bed. Iâll be in the bathroom if you need me. Iâm not gonnaâ shower or anything, so it shouldnât take long.Â
You nod, scooting back on the bed so your back is against the wall, your grapes still firmly in hand, a few more droplets of water splashing out the side of the cup. Stephen gives you a lopsided smile and stands from the bed with a sigh, reaching over and grabbing some clothes heâd found for himself while you were changing.
Nerd!Stephen closes the bathroom door and smiles as he looks around at your clothes strewn about⌠where was your other shoe?
***
Nerd!Stephen comes back out into his room, face washed, teeth brushed, and pajamas on, he finds you now sitting with your back to him looking up at his wall. Your eyes travel slowly over the posters one by one, your lips moving as you read silently. The grape bowl had been discarded to your side, but the water glass was now held up to those barely moving lips. Every once in a while you would pause, taking a small sip from it.
âYou um⌠you ready to sleep?â Stephen asks, trying not to startle you.
âI like your posters,â You reply softly, eyes going in and out of focus.
âOh, thanks,â He says, reaching back to rub at his neck. It always hurt. All of his hobbies including craning his neck up or down for long periods of time. âYou uh⌠you like Green Day, right? You have one of their posters. And The Cranberries.â
You nod slowly, âYeah. But none of the other girls really listen to them,â You say wistfully, You reach up and point to the Nirvana poster, âIâve been getting into their stuff recently too.â
âYeah? Theyâre really good,â Stephen says, walking over to the bed and shoving his hands into the pockets of his flannel pants.Â
âYeahâŚâ
âYou know, if you ever wanted to talk about music or⌠I dunnoâ go to a concert⌠I think itâd be fun,â Stephen offers without too much thought.
Not like youâd remember any of this in the morning anyway.
He hoped you wouldnât at least. You seemed to be slowly sobering up.
You turn and look at him over your shoulder, eyes heavy but still somehow full of light. Teasingly you ask, âDid you just ask me on a date, Strange?â
âW-what?â Stephen sputters out, cheeks turning red at the accusation. âNo! I was just⌠I just thought since you said none of your friends are really into the same music youâre intoââ
âThatâs too bad,â You shrug, turning back around to continue your study of the posters, âI think itâd make a good date.â
Rocking back on his heels Stephen asks skeptically, âWould⌠would you have said yes? If it were a date?â
âGuess weâll never know,â You murmur, humor evident in your tone.
Stephen gives something between a huff and a laugh before asking once more, âAre you ready for bed, Prissy?â
You give small sigh and turn to face him, nodding as you extend the glass of water his way. Stephen takes both it and the bowl formerly full of grapes and walks them to the sink.
Behind him you ask, âDo you want me to sleep on the floor? I really donât mindââ
âYou arenât sleeping on the floor, Prissy. Take the bed. Iâll take the floor,â He answers definitively.
You frown, âI⌠are you sure? I feel bad.â
âDonât feel bad. Iâm offering,â He answers, walking back over to the bed and plucking one of the two pillows from atop the mattress. âAccidentally fallen asleep down here plenty of times while studying⌠better than falling asleep at my desk at least.â
Your frown deepens before you suggest, âWhat if we just⌠shared the bed?â
Stephen pauses at this. He looks you up and down as if trying to physically assess whether or not youâre sober enough to be making such an offer.Â
He was a good guy.Â
It was literally the bare minimum, but it was more than most frat boys you know would do. Or⌠less than most frat boys would do, you supposed.
âI promise itâs okay,â You say. âBesides⌠itâs nice sleeping next to someone. I⌠I could use it right now.â
Stephenâs eyes go wide as your bottom lip wobbles. He quickly chucks the pillow back onto the bed and takes a seat next to you. Thatâs all it takes for you to throw your arms around his neck, leaning against him and letting out a sob.
Nerd!Stephen is woefully unprepared to comfort a female in distress. Heâd never been good at comforting anyone. But he puts an arm around you and lets you cry for a while in silence, his hand gently running up and down your back.
âC-can we lay down?â You sob out, âMâhead hurts sâbad.â
âYeah, yeah,â Stephen nods quickly, turning around to rearrange the pillows before guiding you to crawl onto the bed.
Once youâre settled, Stephen turns and lays next to you, frowning at your blotchy face in the dim light of the lamp on his bedside table. You give a little groan and roll closer to him, burying your face in his chest.Â
Stephen resumes his position, a hand on your back and his chin resting lightly against the top of your head. He lets you take a moment to settle, listening to your sniffles and unadulterated sobs.
Maybe you were still drunk? Drunk enough to break down in front of him of all people. Or maybe it was because it was him. Because you didnât feel the need to put on your perfect, preppy, prissy little sorority girl act in front of him.
Nerd!Strange finds some odd pride in that fact.
âWhat happened?â He finally asks, voice an octave lower, a touch softer than normal. âWhatâs wrong?â
You sniffle and ask, âY-you remember the guy you saw me with the other day in the library?â
Oh yes, Stephen remembered. Remembered the gut-wrenching jealousy heâd experienced seeing another guy wrap you up in his arms and run his hands all over your body. Some meathead still wearing a varsity jacket from high school.Â
âYeah,â Stephen answers, sounding a bit hoarse.
âH-he w-was with a-a-another girl,â You sob out. âHe w-was kissing her r-right in front of me! I o-only w-went to that stupid party for him! H-he invited me! Itâs why I moved our F-Friday session to t-t-tomorrow!â
Stephen lets out a deep sigh, resting his head against the top of yours and mutters, âIâm sorry. Thatâs⌠thatâs really messed up.â
âI know, right!â You exclaim, tears still streaming down your face. âA-and she wasnâtââ You hiccup in the middle of your rant, âW-wasnât even as pretty as me!â Despite the tears you shed as you say it, Stephen canât help but chuckle. You pull away from him and give his arm a weak swat, whining, âSânot funny, Stephen!â
He rushes to correct, âNo! No, of course it isnât. Iâm onlyâ I just think itâs good you know how pretty you are, Prissy. Good that youâve got confidence.â
You nod and answer in a huff, âI do.â
âI know,â He rubs his hand over your back softly, nodding along to everything you say. âYouâre confident and⌠and fucking gorgeous. So why are you sitting here crying over some loser who peaked in high school?â You give a little giggle to this and Stephen continues, âI mean, câmon⌠who still wears their varsity jacket after high school? Really, you could do a lot better than that, Prissy.â
You give a small hum in agreement, âI could do better. He wasnât even smart. He could only speak in three to five word sentences.â
Stephen scoffs, looking over your sad face and tired eyes, âSounds riveting.â
âWell not every guy is as smart as you are, Nerd,â You say dryly, pushing your shoulder gently into his side, reaching up to wipe the fresh mascara streaks off your face.Â
âIf he were half as smart as I was, he wouldâve known how crazy lucky he was to have a shot with you,â Stephen murmurs softly.
Your eyes grow heavier by the moment, eyelids drooping as you turn to stare up at him. Stephenâs heart pounds against his chest as you lean over and place a soft kiss against his cheek. His entire body goes rigid, afraid you might try something more in your drunken state.
But you donât. Instead, you just pull back to look at him and murmur, âYouâre sweet, Stephen. ThanksâŚâ You give a small yawn, letting your head sink into the pillow before finishing, âfor tonight.â
Nerd!Strange feels his heart stutter at the sweet sentiment. He gives a soft smile and murmurs, âAny time, Prissy.â You give a sleepy smile and snuggle closer, burying your face in his chest. âSleep well.â
Imagining a 10 Things I Hate About You scene with Prissy Pants and Nerd!Strange. The one where Kat hits her head on the chandelier while dancing on the table.
coming right up... literally dropping in 5 mins đ
new nerd!stephen thatâs super fluff and feel good tomorrow 𼳠been writing it before bed to help me unwind from long, stressful days. hope it helps you all as well <3
feeling mildly upset after learning benedict has said some icky things about autism⌠trying to do some more research but itâs really hard to find his quotes on the subject with full context.
i just find it hard to believe that he would say something ableist when heâs so supportive and lovely towards so many minorities?
Starting a new tag list for nerd!strange! Let me know if youâd like to be added in the comments :)
Nerd!Strange getting to eat for the first time <3
Not proofread, so apologies for any mistakes. Please leave ideas for Nerd!Strange in the comments or in my inbox! This one was left by anon and for some reason I couldnât answer the ask? Idk, yâall know how tumblr is, but thank you to that person for the idea.
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Nerd!Stephen sees heaven the first time you spread your legs for him to see. The minuscule coverage of your thong does nothing to hide the plump outline of your lips.
Nerd!Stephen nearly begins to drool when your legs fall to the side, exposing the bright blue material of your panties. In the center, thereâs a spot of cobalt where your arousal leaks out, staining the fabric with your need.
He brings a pair of shaking hands to your legs, fingers exploring the smooth skin slowly. Itâs almost pitiful the way he looks at you; Like heâs never seen anything more spectacular in his life. Then again, maybe he hadnât.
Nerd!Strange lowers himself to his stomach, wrapping his arms through your legs and roughly pulls you forward. Your head slides off the pillows as you slide toward him, a gasp of shock leaving your lips at the unexpected action.
It was sexy⌠almost dominant. A very rare dynamic for Stephen.
Still, he apologizes sheepishly, âSorryâŚâ
âUm⌠no worries,â You return, already a bit breathless as he simply runs his hands up and down your thighs.
Nerd!Stephen is a pervert. He knew it and so did you, so he feels no shame in leaning forward and pressing his nose to your clothes cunt, taking a deep, indecent whiff of your scent. He lets out a small whine at the smell, his hips shifting involuntarily against the mattress.
He draws back once more, eyes devouring the outline of your pussy before finally reaching up and oh-so-delicately sliding your panties to the side.
Heâd seen pussy before in pornâ all different types. But he swears heâs never seen anything as delicious looking as your cunt. You were already wet, a soft shine covering each lip. His eyes trace the outline of your womanhood, taking in each and every detail. You hold back a whine at the lack of stimulation, aside from the soft puffs of air coming through his nose as he sits there gawking.
âFuckâ Stephen,â You finally whine out, âTouch me or something, Jesus. Iâm gonnaâ dry up at this rate.â
Nerd!Strangeâs eyes flicker to your own before he contests, âNo you wonât. You like this.â Still, he turns his head and presses a tender kiss to your thigh. âYou like the anticipation.â He turns and kisses the other thigh. âNot knowing when youâll get what you want. Itâs unusual for you. You like that.â
You squeak as he turns and nips at your thigh before soothing over the spot with his tongue. You let your head fall back, staring up at your ceiling, chest heaving. Stephen doesnât let up, taking his time, slowly dragging his lips and tongue along your inner thighs. You were so soft and warm. The way you were practically panting had him enthralled. He knew he was only making it worse as he ran his hands along your stomach, stopping just short of cupping your breasts.
He loved your tits, but thatâs wasnât what tonight was about.
âI do want a taste,â He says lowly. âNever done this before, always wondered what itâs like.â
You gasp when he he uses his thumbs to part your lips to the side, the cold air hitting your most sensitive parts. Your whole body shivers and you grip at your comforter, searching for anything to ground you.
âSo prettyâŚâ He marvels, voice full of sweet and genuine awe. âAlways knew it would be. Always wondered if she was as pretty as you were.â
He collects part of your slick on either thumb and begins gently massaging around the areas where you needed him most. His touch was perfect; Not too hard or too soft, definitely not moving too fast, and sure as hell moving too slow⌠but it was nice. You couldnât recall the last time a man was going down on you and seemed excited about it. Come to think of it, had any man ever been excited to go down on you?
The nerd certainly was, with his big, glassy eyes and perfectly plump lips parted in wonder. The way he kept looking up at you, eyes studying your face.
He loved to study you like this. You swore he was memorizing exactly what faces you made when he touched you in particular ways. It was infuriating and adorable. Which pretty much summed up your feelings about your tutor over all.
âDammit, StephenâŚâ You huff impatiently, âAt least fuck me with your fingers if youâre still too scared to use your tongue.â
âMânot scared,â He denies, lifting his head slightly to glare at you. âI just want to take my time⌠I want to make you feel good.â
âItâs not that hardââ
âLast week you were complaining about some meathead who couldnât make you cum,â Stephen interjects. He gives a dry sort of smile and taunts, âThatâs what you get for trying to fuck someone with an IQ lower than the number on the back of their jersey.â You begin to protest before promptly shutting your mouth.
He was right.
âDonât know why you even bother with other guys,â He continues, a bit of jealousy seeping into his tone. âNone of them will make you feel as good as I do, given the chance.â He ducks down, placing a kiss on your mound, making your hips jump. âAnd you know Iâll do anything for a chance at you, Prissy.â
âFucks sake, Stephen,â You groan, the words of adoration only making you more and more impatient, âPlease just touch me.â
Nerd!Stephen has done a bit of research on this subject, waiting patiently for his time to come. And yeah, maybe that research only consisted of watching porn, but he was making do with what he had. He had the general idea, now he just had to put it to action.
Nerd!Stephen leans forward slowly, still using his thumbs to keep you parted, and sticks out his tongue. He aims for your clit, the swollen little bud landing under the flat, fat meat of his tongue. You jump a bit at the contact, but a pleased sigh leaves your lips.
Letting saliva pool in his mouth, Stephen laps over your clit several more times, but softer than before, noticing just how sensitively youâd reacted to the first touch. At the same time, he watches in awe as your hips roll against him. Such a pretty, fluid motion. Desperate in a way he rarely got to see from you. Absolutely magnificent.
And God the way you tasted.
Ripe and sweet⌠like honey with a dash of salt. Earthy and pretty and unlike anything else heâd ever tasted.
Heâs intoxicated.
You watch his eyes roll back in his skull each time his tongue gets another taste. He was getting drunk off thisâ off you. He was in fucking heaven.
You let out a small squeal followed by a lengthy moan as Stephenâs tongue travels lower, dipping into your sex. He gives his own moan at the sensation, slowly fucking his tongue into you.
âOh, shit!â You keen, back arching, legs trying to close. Your chest heaves as he repeats the same action a few times before licking a long, thick stripe back up to your clit. âBaby, that feels so good,â You whine.
Stephen whimpers at the praise, resting his cheek against your thigh and lapping at your folds. Experimentally he takes one of your lower lips between his own and sucks, watching the pretty petal snap back into place as he releases it. You squirm, your ass lifting off the bed as he repeats the action on the other side.
You watch through hooded eyes as he moves onto his knees, the strain of his erection against his jeans looking positively painful. Instead of whipping it out like you expect him to, Stephen crawls forward and traps you between his arms. Leaning down, he presses a timid kiss to your lips, unsure at first as to whether or not youâd be into it after heâd just been sampling your cunt. Heâs surprised and delighted when you reach up, threading your fingers through his hair and deepening the kiss.
You part your lips and lick at Stephenâs, a soft moan leaving your lips as your tongues tangle together in a messy kiss.
âMy pussy tastes good on your tongue,â You murmur to him, gently scratching at his scalp. âYou arenât too bad at that, Strange.â
Nerd!Stephen practically glows with pride at the compliment, his cheeks turning pink at the compliment. He buries his face in your neck to hide his embarrassment and you give a small giggle that quickly turns into a drawn-out moan when Stephen starts sucking on your neck.
âMmâŚâ You hum as Stephen begins pawing at your shirt, clearly desperate to have it off. âYou want me to take off my shirt, Baby?â
âPlease,â He murmurs.
You nod and sit up on the bed, quickly stripping your shirt and laughing at the dumb look on Stephenâs face as your tits are places directly in his line of sight.
âSo prettyâŚâ He mumbles dumbly, tongue practically rolling out of his mouth.
You smile, reaching down and lifting Stephenâs head to look at you as you tease, âAwe, you think Iâm pretty, Baby?â He nods quickly, always so eager to please.
âPrettiest girl Iâve ever seen,â He mumbles, pushing forward to press his lips against your neck.
Youâre pressed back against the headboard, trapped between the hard wood and Stephenâs voracious touch. You gasp as Stephen suddenly plunges two fingers inside, a moan of unexpected bliss leaving your lips. You grasp at his shoulders, lips parted as you pant, your hips chasing his hand as he slowly fucks two fingers in and out of you.
He moans against your skin as you clench around him, your nails digging into his back. He loves it when you do that. He loves seeing the red crescent shapes molded against his skin the morning after.
Nerd!Stephen detaches himself from your neck, pulling away and looking into your eyes as he curls his fingers against your front wall. The sensation makes you jump, your brow tensing in pleasure.
The way your lips are parted in an âoh,â your hands grasping at him and the pillows for support, the way you write beneath himâŚ.
âSo beautifulâŚâ He thinks to himself. But you squeak, your cheeks turning a feint shade of pink, and Stephen realizes heâs spoken aloud. But he doesnât retract the statement. Instead, he doubles down. âYouâre the most beautiful woman Iâve ever seen.â
Caught off guard by the sincerity and never one for romance, you snap, âIâm the only woman youâve ever seen.â
He gives a slight smirk at the snark and says, âThe only woman I ever want to see.â
Nerd!Stephen silences whatever smart ass comment is about to leave your mouth when he reaches up with his free hand and pulls his glasses from his face. He places them atop your head and requests, âKeep those safe for me.â
You donât have time to object before heâs leaning down, his tongue working magic against your clit once more. You whine and moan, the headboard bumping gently against the wall. When you reach down and grab a fist full of Stephenâs hair, he moans into your cunt, the vibration making you shake.
He looks up at you with those big, blue eyes, intent with concentration and hooded with lust. God, you might melt. Youâve never seen anything as pretty as those eyes watching you as he nurses on your clit.
You donât have time to warn himâ donât have time to say anything as your body tenses, all the air leaving your lungs as you cream around his fingers. You throw your head back, convulsing against the mattress as Stephen continues to flick his tongue against your clit. You see splotches of light behind your eyelids, your orgasm so intense you canât seem to breathe. Each time you think youâre coming down from your high, another after shock would hit and youâd be left just as breathless as before. It was incredible. Youâd never had an orgasm like it.
Nerd!Stephen canât stop. Itâs too good. Itâs too fucking good. The way you look, feel, taste. Christ, is this how people got addicted to sex?
He knows your overstimulated, he can hear you begging him to slow down, but how can he? He could make you see stars again. He could give you pleasure beyond belief over and over. He could make you want him in this way. He could get you addicted. He could get you high. He could fuck you the way you deserved to be fucked. Better than any of the meatheads you normally gave your attention to. He could be everything you needed and more.
âStephenâ Jesus!â You cry out. You almost sound broken and it makes him puff with pride. âS-Steph, Iâm gonnaââ sâtoo much!â
And like any gentleman would do, he starts sucking on your clit again, intent to make you cum more than your fair share for the night.
Nerd!Stephen doesnât flinch when your thighs clamp around his head. He doesnât panic or move to pry them away. He quite liked the predicament he was in. He doesnât try to shoulder out or move for air. Instead, he lets out a deep groan, his cock throbbing as he cums in his jeans like the virgin he is.
He couldnât help it. It was just too good. It was all too much and not enough. Heâd go back home tonight and fist his cock if you didnât do it for him, and heâd do it to the image of your eyes screwed shut and whimpers dripping from your parted lips.
Nerd!Stephen looks up to see if you may have noticed his own release , only to find you lost in the throes of your own ecstasy. The two of you have shifted once more, your back now firmly against the mattress and head propped up on the pillows. Your chest heaves, breasts bouncing each time you quiver or shake, hands gripping at the sheets beside you.
Your head is thrown back on a moan, but when you lift it once more, Stephen finds his glasses perched crooked on your nose, slightly fogged up, and you too dumb to care.
Starting a new tag list for nerd!strange! Let me know if youâd like to be added in the comments :)
Nerd!Strange getting to eat for the first time <3
Not proofread, so apologies for any mistakes. Please leave ideas for Nerd!Strange in the comments or in my inbox! This one was left by anon and for some reason I couldnât answer the ask? Idk, yâall know how tumblr is, but thank you to that person for the idea.
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Nerd!Stephen sees heaven the first time you spread your legs for him to see. The minuscule coverage of your thong does nothing to hide the plump outline of your lips.
Nerd!Stephen nearly begins to drool when your legs fall to the side, exposing the bright blue material of your panties. In the center, thereâs a spot of cobalt where your arousal leaks out, staining the fabric with your need.
He brings a pair of shaking hands to your legs, fingers exploring the smooth skin slowly. Itâs almost pitiful the way he looks at you; Like heâs never seen anything more spectacular in his life. Then again, maybe he hadnât.
Nerd!Strange lowers himself to his stomach, wrapping his arms through your legs and roughly pulls you forward. Your head slides off the pillows as you slide toward him, a gasp of shock leaving your lips at the unexpected action.
It was sexy⌠almost dominant. A very rare dynamic for Stephen.
Still, he apologizes sheepishly, âSorryâŚâ
âUm⌠no worries,â You return, already a bit breathless as he simply runs his hands up and down your thighs.
Nerd!Stephen is a pervert. He knew it and so did you, so he feels no shame in leaning forward and pressing his nose to your clothes cunt, taking a deep, indecent whiff of your scent. He lets out a small whine at the smell, his hips shifting involuntarily against the mattress.
He draws back once more, eyes devouring the outline of your pussy before finally reaching up and oh-so-delicately sliding your panties to the side.
Heâd seen pussy before in pornâ all different types. But he swears heâs never seen anything as delicious looking as your cunt. You were already wet, a soft shine covering each lip. His eyes trace the outline of your womanhood, taking in each and every detail. You hold back a whine at the lack of stimulation, aside from the soft puffs of air coming through his nose as he sits there gawking.
âFuckâ Stephen,â You finally whine out, âTouch me or something, Jesus. Iâm gonnaâ dry up at this rate.â
Nerd!Strangeâs eyes flicker to your own before he contests, âNo you wonât. You like this.â Still, he turns his head and presses a tender kiss to your thigh. âYou like the anticipation.â He turns and kisses the other thigh. âNot knowing when youâll get what you want. Itâs unusual for you. You like that.â
You squeak as he turns and nips at your thigh before soothing over the spot with his tongue. You let your head fall back, staring up at your ceiling, chest heaving. Stephen doesnât let up, taking his time, slowly dragging his lips and tongue along your inner thighs. You were so soft and warm. The way you were practically panting had him enthralled. He knew he was only making it worse as he ran his hands along your stomach, stopping just short of cupping your breasts.
He loved your tits, but thatâs wasnât what tonight was about.
âI do want a taste,â He says lowly. âNever done this before, always wondered what itâs like.â
You gasp when he he uses his thumbs to part your lips to the side, the cold air hitting your most sensitive parts. Your whole body shivers and you grip at your comforter, searching for anything to ground you.
âSo prettyâŚâ He marvels, voice full of sweet and genuine awe. âAlways knew it would be. Always wondered if she was as pretty as you were.â
He collects part of your slick on either thumb and begins gently massaging around the areas where you needed him most. His touch was perfect; Not too hard or too soft, definitely not moving too fast, and sure as hell moving too slow⌠but it was nice. You couldnât recall the last time a man was going down on you and seemed excited about it. Come to think of it, had any man ever been excited to go down on you?
The nerd certainly was, with his big, glassy eyes and perfectly plump lips parted in wonder. The way he kept looking up at you, eyes studying your face.
He loved to study you like this. You swore he was memorizing exactly what faces you made when he touched you in particular ways. It was infuriating and adorable. Which pretty much summed up your feelings about your tutor over all.
âDammit, StephenâŚâ You huff impatiently, âAt least fuck me with your fingers if youâre still too scared to use your tongue.â
âMânot scared,â He denies, lifting his head slightly to glare at you. âI just want to take my time⌠I want to make you feel good.â
âItâs not that hardââ
âLast week you were complaining about some meathead who couldnât make you cum,â Stephen interjects. He gives a dry sort of smile and taunts, âThatâs what you get for trying to fuck someone with an IQ lower than the number on the back of their jersey.â You begin to protest before promptly shutting your mouth.
He was right.
âDonât know why you even bother with other guys,â He continues, a bit of jealousy seeping into his tone. âNone of them will make you feel as good as I do, given the chance.â He ducks down, placing a kiss on your mound, making your hips jump. âAnd you know Iâll do anything for a chance at you, Prissy.â
âFucks sake, Stephen,â You groan, the words of adoration only making you more and more impatient, âPlease just touch me.â
Nerd!Stephen has done a bit of research on this subject, waiting patiently for his time to come. And yeah, maybe that research only consisted of watching porn, but he was making do with what he had. He had the general idea, now he just had to put it to action.
Nerd!Stephen leans forward slowly, still using his thumbs to keep you parted, and sticks out his tongue. He aims for your clit, the swollen little bud landing under the flat, fat meat of his tongue. You jump a bit at the contact, but a pleased sigh leaves your lips.
Letting saliva pool in his mouth, Stephen laps over your clit several more times, but softer than before, noticing just how sensitively youâd reacted to the first touch. At the same time, he watches in awe as your hips roll against him. Such a pretty, fluid motion. Desperate in a way he rarely got to see from you. Absolutely magnificent.
And God the way you tasted.
Ripe and sweet⌠like honey with a dash of salt. Earthy and pretty and unlike anything else heâd ever tasted.
Heâs intoxicated.
You watch his eyes roll back in his skull each time his tongue gets another taste. He was getting drunk off thisâ off you. He was in fucking heaven.
You let out a small squeal followed by a lengthy moan as Stephenâs tongue travels lower, dipping into your sex. He gives his own moan at the sensation, slowly fucking his tongue into you.
âOh, shit!â You keen, back arching, legs trying to close. Your chest heaves as he repeats the same action a few times before licking a long, thick stripe back up to your clit. âBaby, that feels so good,â You whine.
Stephen whimpers at the praise, resting his cheek against your thigh and lapping at your folds. Experimentally he takes one of your lower lips between his own and sucks, watching the pretty petal snap back into place as he releases it. You squirm, your ass lifting off the bed as he repeats the action on the other side.
You watch through hooded eyes as he moves onto his knees, the strain of his erection against his jeans looking positively painful. Instead of whipping it out like you expect him to, Stephen crawls forward and traps you between his arms. Leaning down, he presses a timid kiss to your lips, unsure at first as to whether or not youâd be into it after heâd just been sampling your cunt. Heâs surprised and delighted when you reach up, threading your fingers through his hair and deepening the kiss.
You part your lips and lick at Stephenâs, a soft moan leaving your lips as your tongues tangle together in a messy kiss.
âMy pussy tastes good on your tongue,â You murmur to him, gently scratching at his scalp. âYou arenât too bad at that, Strange.â
Nerd!Stephen practically glows with pride at the compliment, his cheeks turning pink at the compliment. He buries his face in your neck to hide his embarrassment and you give a small giggle that quickly turns into a drawn-out moan when Stephen starts sucking on your neck.
âMmâŚâ You hum as Stephen begins pawing at your shirt, clearly desperate to have it off. âYou want me to take off my shirt, Baby?â
âPlease,â He murmurs.
You nod and sit up on the bed, quickly stripping your shirt and laughing at the dumb look on Stephenâs face as your tits are places directly in his line of sight.
âSo prettyâŚâ He mumbles dumbly, tongue practically rolling out of his mouth.
You smile, reaching down and lifting Stephenâs head to look at you as you tease, âAwe, you think Iâm pretty, Baby?â He nods quickly, always so eager to please.
âPrettiest girl Iâve ever seen,â He mumbles, pushing forward to press his lips against your neck.
Youâre pressed back against the headboard, trapped between the hard wood and Stephenâs voracious touch. You gasp as Stephen suddenly plunges two fingers inside, a moan of unexpected bliss leaving your lips. You grasp at his shoulders, lips parted as you pant, your hips chasing his hand as he slowly fucks two fingers in and out of you.
He moans against your skin as you clench around him, your nails digging into his back. He loves it when you do that. He loves seeing the red crescent shapes molded against his skin the morning after.
Nerd!Stephen detaches himself from your neck, pulling away and looking into your eyes as he curls his fingers against your front wall. The sensation makes you jump, your brow tensing in pleasure.
The way your lips are parted in an âoh,â your hands grasping at him and the pillows for support, the way you write beneath himâŚ.
âSo beautifulâŚâ He thinks to himself. But you squeak, your cheeks turning a feint shade of pink, and Stephen realizes heâs spoken aloud. But he doesnât retract the statement. Instead, he doubles down. âYouâre the most beautiful woman Iâve ever seen.â
Caught off guard by the sincerity and never one for romance, you snap, âIâm the only woman youâve ever seen.â
He gives a slight smirk at the snark and says, âThe only woman I ever want to see.â
Nerd!Stephen silences whatever smart ass comment is about to leave your mouth when he reaches up with his free hand and pulls his glasses from his face. He places them atop your head and requests, âKeep those safe for me.â
You donât have time to object before heâs leaning down, his tongue working magic against your clit once more. You whine and moan, the headboard bumping gently against the wall. When you reach down and grab a fist full of Stephenâs hair, he moans into your cunt, the vibration making you shake.
He looks up at you with those big, blue eyes, intent with concentration and hooded with lust. God, you might melt. Youâve never seen anything as pretty as those eyes watching you as he nurses on your clit.
You donât have time to warn himâ donât have time to say anything as your body tenses, all the air leaving your lungs as you cream around his fingers. You throw your head back, convulsing against the mattress as Stephen continues to flick his tongue against your clit. You see splotches of light behind your eyelids, your orgasm so intense you canât seem to breathe. Each time you think youâre coming down from your high, another after shock would hit and youâd be left just as breathless as before. It was incredible. Youâd never had an orgasm like it.
Nerd!Stephen canât stop. Itâs too good. Itâs too fucking good. The way you look, feel, taste. Christ, is this how people got addicted to sex?
He knows your overstimulated, he can hear you begging him to slow down, but how can he? He could make you see stars again. He could give you pleasure beyond belief over and over. He could make you want him in this way. He could get you addicted. He could get you high. He could fuck you the way you deserved to be fucked. Better than any of the meatheads you normally gave your attention to. He could be everything you needed and more.
âStephenâ Jesus!â You cry out. You almost sound broken and it makes him puff with pride. âS-Steph, Iâm gonnaââ sâtoo much!â
And like any gentleman would do, he starts sucking on your clit again, intent to make you cum more than your fair share for the night.
Nerd!Stephen doesnât flinch when your thighs clamp around his head. He doesnât panic or move to pry them away. He quite liked the predicament he was in. He doesnât try to shoulder out or move for air. Instead, he lets out a deep groan, his cock throbbing as he cums in his jeans like the virgin he is.
He couldnât help it. It was just too good. It was all too much and not enough. Heâd go back home tonight and fist his cock if you didnât do it for him, and heâd do it to the image of your eyes screwed shut and whimpers dripping from your parted lips.
Nerd!Stephen looks up to see if you may have noticed his own release , only to find you lost in the throes of your own ecstasy. The two of you have shifted once more, your back now firmly against the mattress and head propped up on the pillows. Your chest heaves, breasts bouncing each time you quiver or shake, hands gripping at the sheets beside you.
Your head is thrown back on a moan, but when you lift it once more, Stephen finds his glasses perched crooked on your nose, slightly fogged up, and you too dumb to care.
Always been curious bout this but are you a fellow Palmerstrange shipper? đ¤đ
I am not, and not because I donât like Christine, but because I love Christine.
And no matter what way you spin it, Stephen was AWFUL to her, both before and after the accident.
I know that they âmade upâ in DS1 and I see what they were trying to do in MoM, but unfortunately I just donât think theyâre right for one another!
Christine is a very soft, kind soul and Stephen is a very stoic ego-centric personâ and I donât see those as bad traits, I just donât think that meshes well!
If you compare the Stephen/Christine dynamic to Tony/Pepper, itâs clear why Tony/Pepper were able to work in the long run! Pepper knew when to stand up for herself and how to take the distance she needed. I donât think we would have ever seen that from Christine. She deserves someone softer to dote on her.
thatâs why sheâs with nic in ttwy ;)
Itâs also why Augustine is as stubborn and loud as she is. I wanted to create someone who would challenge Stephen as much as he challenged them. ttwy is me working toward giving each character the ending they deserve and the character development that was severely overlooked in MoM.
That being said, I love all my PalmerStrange girlies and I like to see how you all imagine the Stephen/Christine dynamic. Keep rockinâ on :)