These past few weeks have been incredibly hard on me for multiple reasons. I’m not doing quite as well as I believed I was doing. From relationship issues to the fact that my parents deemed it unnecessary to tell me i didn’t earn enough to pay for rent and now have to make up a week worth of work in about three days in order to pay for it. Honestly it sounds impossible and I’m stressed out of my mind but you know. Gotta work gotta live. Thank you to everyone who is supporting me. Thank you to everyone who let me ramble and cry. Thank you to everyone who saw me at my worst and who saw me get drunk and just become an all together mess. I don’t know when or if I’ll come back to Solas. I don’t even know if I’ll come back to Tumblr in general. My situation, while rocky to begin with, is going downhill fast. I thought with this job I could manage my family, but it looks like that’s not happening. And, no, I’m not taking your money. Thank you guys, but there was a point in my life where I was homeless. That shit doesn’t do well with you. I had people give me money all the time, when they could. Spare coins, sometimes a dollar here or there. And, while I appreciate the concern and kindness, it reminds me of that time. It wasn’t fun. And I just don’t do it anymore.
I hope you guys can understand. I’ll post here and there sometimes, probably more on my personal here. My skype and kik is available upon request, though I’ll try my hardest to answer. Love you guys. Stay safe.
The gay elf child, Zam.
