here's a bit of a pinned introduction to my blog -> witherediris ! (which i will shorten or beautify when i have the time)
about me:
you can call me either destiny or des !
i am 21 and go by she/her pronouns.
this is not my main account! my main account is dedicated to resident evil and one of its ships so unfortunately i cannot mutual anyone here and shall forever be a mysterious lurker if i do.
^ but i do like everyone's comments on my posts so it's not that hard to figure out and i don't mind being mutuals on my main if you let me know <3
what i do here:
i write for dispatch here and currently only interested in sonar x reader, and robert x reader. i may be open to writing for other fandoms or other x reader pairings in dispatch later on.
i am also a digital artist so i might share fanart for some of the ideas i have posted when i get around to drawing !
in regards to asks:
i'm absolutely okay to receiving messages in my inbox as long as they are appropriate and don't cross personal boundaries.
feel free to make writing requests but please note i may take some time to write your request if you do :3
nsfw is okay if it's for discussing things (writing smut is something i don't know how to do yet, sorry !)
the amazing spider-man scene where peter shows up at gwen stacy's bedroom banged up with those sad looking flowers... but as robert robertson and reader...
Doing the trend to see if Robert will melt into your kiss? 🥹
robert doesn't say anything when you're raising his arms out of nowhere. in fact, he thinks that you're asking for a hug so he tries to go in for one. a cuddle with his sweetheart is everything and robert could use one right then. but you reject his advance with an amused laugh, telling him to put them up instead. and obediently, robert does as you tell him to. he's not sure why they have to be up but if you're the one asking him, despite his confusion, he's still doing it.
they come right back down the moment your lips meet his in a soft, gentle peck. his lips respond immediately because damn, this is better than that hug he thought he was receiving earlier. he gets a taste of that- of you and he's suddenly a very sick and starved man who wants more.
his hands, gently holding your lower back is pulling you closer. your front is pressed to his and he just can't allow you even a moment to pull away when you're amused and curious about the kind of gleam he might have in his eyes. his lips are chasing yours for more and his grip tightens ever so slightly. you forget in a matter of moments that you're trying out a trend.
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i hope you like this, anon ! i'm sorry it's short, i've been on a bit of a writer's block lately but safe to say, this has inspired me :3 i appreciate that you've taken the time to suggest this to me.
happy new years everyone ! i still haven’t finished that christmas robert post unfortunately and i’ve also become fixated on steve harrington from stranger things… started writing steve harrington fanfiction that i might share here eventually. i’ll be back sometime to share that very belated christmas robert x reader post since 5 people have asked for it :3
thank you for enjoying my posts in the past month and being patient with me even though i never finish what i intend to and bounce back and forth between things i start. i hope this year treats everyone well and we are all kinder and patient to ourselves. robert would wish the same for you ❤️
robert calling you sweetheart and if anyone's ever read the hunger games and sunrise on the reaping, i hope you know that robert's sweetheart would have as much meaning as much as haymitch's does. except in robert's case it's not platonic but romantic. if you get it, you get it.
sure, robert's said it here and there to tease you but it's a genuine term of endearment to him and it holds so much feeling of care and love that robert feels for you.
among all the terms of endearments he uses with you, it might seem the cheesiest but it's without a doubt the one he uses most to express how much you mean to him.
and don't even get me started on girl dad robert calling his daughter with you sweetheart :( he is the most gentle and loving man and father ever. he'd literally never call his baby anything else because nothing else feels right. maybe occasionally “my strong mecha princess" (his daughter would not accept anything else because she is a future hero AND princess at the same time). but mostly sweetheart.
Robert's gone years without feeling anything. He's made his peace with the life he now lives. Everything he does is for Mecha Man. To fill the empty gaps left behind by the death of his father and carry out his will as a hero with the only thing left behind for him other than a large sum of inheritance. Even if it meant losing you who he'd wholeheartedly loved once before, Robert was blinded- haunted by the ghost of his father.
It's funny how grief works. Robert's father grew less present in his life the more entangled himself with his duties as Mecha Man and he used to hate it so much, green with jealousy for something that wasn't even human but impacted the lives of many. The irony of it all. Look where Robert ended up. Distancing himself from everyone, pushing Chase away, letting you go without putting up a fight. The only fight Robert had left in him was fighting as Mecha Man and fighting to keep his family line's pride and joy alive even though he kept failing.
You understood as much as your big heart could, Robert could see that well. He's always known you as an empathetic individual and it was thanks to your company as well as Chase's that he didn't wound up such a troubled child.
Robert didn't think it was cruel when you stepped away, giving him the space he wanted but never explicitly ask for. What was cruel was the way fate dangled you right in front of his face again as the new dispatcher. Wasn't it enough for his family legacy to be questioned on television, or Chase being near death for the sake of his astral pulse? It just had to be you. The one person he dreaded seeing again, plastered with confrontation all over and unspoken conversations.
The anguish hit him first. Because you remind him of his rock bottom. Then came an unfamiliar feeling that made his chest hurt- like his heart was juiced of everything he's ever felt in his life before things went wrong. He was being rewinded back to a decade ago just from getting a glimpse of you.
note: snippet of a robert post i started writing that i am also gonna try to write a fic for (#multitaskerqueen). it was supposed to be in reader's pov but since i started off about robert, i just went with it. angst intended. sighhh i miss robert.
i am honestly the messiest writer ever. i am not gonna punctuate or title my posts... i give up... every single one of my posts is just an idea that can be expanded on so i will just keep writing them as they are now and later work on turning them into a fic.
i had a cute girl dad robert post i had started writing a few days ago that i didn't finish but saved to drafts that i have just discovered i may have accidentally deleted...
on the bright side i started a maybe?exes to lovers robert post and anon's idea about preg reader x robert and robert's little apartment pt.2... still contemplating on writing full fics for these ideas but i cannot focus on writing just one thing and have to start multiple things at once </3
I’m in a dispatch hyper fixation 🥹 but imagine reader and Robert are expecting their first child together and readers is constantly like don’t take the car to work idk when the baby is coming. Robert takes the car and reader goes into labor; Robert doesn’t answer his phone so she has to call SDN to get ahold of him. Robert is trying his best to be supportive until one of the Z-Team members comes and he’s basically saying all the wrong things. Then he’s like can you hold the baby and everyone in that head set goes off.
Sorry that sound a lot but I really love your fics 🫶🏼
that's a really interesting idea :3 i have quite a few ideas on hold but i will make note of this and hopefully have it shared soon now that i have more free time. also thank you for enjoying my fics and suggesting ideas <3
Ok so why am I in love with Leon (I’m so late), I am not okay
hehe ! he really hits you hard when you first get into the series. it doesn't help that he's confirmed to be in re9 and AGED... dilf leon... mmm. i hope you have fun with resident evil :D
nothing prepares robert for the transition of being decorated with his toddler daughter's pink bows and flowery hair ties to walking around with a kids backpack that has an overly cute -to the point that it's ugly- bear face on the front of it. he's not moved to tears by it like you are. but the thought of his little angel, once the size of his beloved chihuahua, growing to reach his hips was strange. it's like he looked away for one moment and all of a sudden, his daughter- his baby was having a full conversation with him.
there's no more dada, daddy is being heard even less, and dad is the trend for kids her age. she's even being sarcastic with him which... where did she learn to do that? oh, right. from him. he didn't think kids learnt things like that so quickly.
if you told robert years ago that he'd be holding the hand of his daughter and bringing her in for a shift at sdn, he would have thought you were lying.
your daughter making sdn visits wasn't new but this was the first time she was sticking around for an entire shift. robert promised blonde blazer no trouble since his mini sweetheart was well behaved and he'd already prepared her some activities to keep her busy. on the bright side, no one really cared that he brought his kid to work since they've seen her around before and robert has gotten away with bringing beef along for his shifts.
she spent most of her time rotating between a coloring book, story book, a couple of toys, and a mini dispatch activity robert wrote for her in case she felt like pretending to be him. because kids actually looked up to their parents and you told robert your daughter wished to help others, boss them around "like dad does all the time" which... wow, that sounded a little mean.
it lasted about half the shift before she had gone astray to play with the cat mascot that makes everyone coffee or chatter right into robert's headpiece and cut into conversations of him nagging flambae or golem to do the job right. chase had even stopped by to snack and have lunch with her.
then by the end of the shift, she was in robert's lap asleep. robert didn't really notice as he was quite caught up with wrapping up the dispatching shift. he'd felt the little kicks and tugs as she'd climbed onto his chair and into his lap but he didn't think she had come up for an afternoon nap. her chin was over his shoulder, lips pressed in a tired pout, and her little arms wrapped around him awkwardly. subconsciously, robert had been patting her back as she napped, even leaning back in his chair so she wasn't so upright.
he doesn't leave work right away. it's the easier option when you've got a child whose fallen asleep when you've just finished work. but robert wanted to soak in the moment with his daughter and let her nap a little longer in his arms after he spent most of the day ignoring her for the citizens of los angeles and their stupid coffee runs. soon enough, she's going to stop bothering him while he's working and grow up before he realizes. it makes him worry about how fast time is flying but it's also moments like these that makes him appreciate the family he never thought he'd have.
