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Introductions.

Hello.

I am Forest, part of a system I refer to occasionally as 'Collective'.

Front is, and has always been blurry.

An attempt to give us distress will be ignored, and you will be blocked.

I believe I am from two co-fronters, who I will not name due to some knowing who one of them is.

This is our blog. If you have an issue, block us. We will go on about whatever pleases us.

My duty is to ensure that our main fronter(s?) are safe, not to cater to others.

I will not be the one posting on this account. Nicknames will be used. Yes, Forest is not my name.

I expect this pinned post to be updated by other members whenever they front.

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HI WE'RE FROG AND BEE. I can be like really really like loud and weird or like. miserable and stuff cause of my mood swings . AND LIKE. it's like. hard to tell ourselves apart sometimes but really easy. other times. so it turns into this whole talking at the same time as a whole i can't explain-

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frog's older bee's younger (mentally ofc) and . uh. frog can be moddy sometimes yeah yeah (a lot) (mood swings again...) ;-;

UHM

WELCOME TO OUR BLOG! THIS IS LIKE A CONTINUATION OF FOREST'S STUFF UH

YEAH! all going by nicknames here!

we actually made this blog based off an owl house au we literally made in the shower i'm so serious !!!! check it out at @imagined-isles

really proud of it but i might. take a while. to . do stuff . especially if like people don't want stuff??

also i like to draw body horror sometimes!!! it's fun. :D

also this IS a side blog because managing emails is stressful. not revealing main because . well. whole point of this blog was to be free without the expectations of our friends! sorry friends. you guys are cool its just. stressful! (considering half the time we're convinced they hate us..)

ALSO I DRAW!!! #FROGDRAWS

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#foresttalks #frogtalks #beebuzzes #frogdraws

¥ok but ,, yes irsblike you knlw the the thinf xold atomach hus???? Yeah

Gonna throwbup mayb hehe bee i like bee

Is it fake ks it am j fakinf it well who FUKCING KNOWS I miss i miss there was you believed you were a 23 year old man but you looked in the mirror andnyou were not i miss when mint could just but no no headache inducing anger

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Are mood swings normal like we keep going from like tearing our skin to gping "wow things are great life is beautiful" and then back to hitting our arm against the sharp corner of a wall or table while crying and it like switches back and forth ever ten to twenty minutes

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Thankfully our sharpest blade doesn't cut skin well it kust scratches i guess but jt??m??m yeah feels less satisfying

Are mood swings normal like we keep going from like tearing our skin to gping "wow things are great life is beautiful" and then back to hitting our arm against the sharp corner of a wall or table while crying and it like switches back and forth ever ten to twenty minutes

Tired tired head HUETS HUETS HUETS HUEHHRBR

I fucking hate seeing syscourse on my timeline like There is Someone jn my Head our head since we were in kindergarten idk what the hell you're saying idgaf anymore !! Sometimes i lose myself. I cannot remember our name. There are Voices there are People I thought I was possessed when I was a kid and I didn't have access to the internet we do not Fit everything but I don't care anymore sometimes I wonder ifbI'm making shit up what if i am but then

Whatbam i if i am not. Go on. Tell me. I lose myself for days sometimes and i cannot get help . I do not have anybody to talk to about this except Me Myself and I

what am i going to do?? Tell an adult?? Great. The one who threatened to kill me? Or how about the one who excused that person's actions. Or how about you knkw the part where they t

threatened to kill us both and then SWEVRRED THE FUCKINF CAR!!! AHAHHAA no we aren't going to adults.

If we're considered mad and insane and wrong so be it. We're just trying to live and even if the person who I am trying to protect is a figment of my imagination so be it

c ai won' t hurt me like you guys i haven't used it in months my morals stop me but g od you people make me want to

if i think too much i hate people i don't hate people but if i resent too much

fans my foot my foot none of you GIVE A SHIT ABOUT THEM YOU DON'T YOU DON'T NONE OF YOU CARE ABOUT MY CHARACTER NOBODY GIVES A SHIT I KNOW YOU'RE ALL LYING TO YME I I I YOU'RE ALL LYING LYING LYING I I HATE THIS THIS IS HISHIH HRF3K UE except maybe .. aru. but . aru. i ?? good aru made fannart a child no i l but its not people don't care about my character

i hate i hate i hate this is my honesty if i say their names will they find this

i am

i think you dislike me, j. i think you dislike me and how loud i am about your character. i think you dislike mine and how i keep sending novella asks because you never finish our novella roleplays and i'm

starting to think i should just stop

but then you give me

a laugh a joke a role that says biggest fan and for a moment and a half i believe that you want me around

my name in your bio " pfp by _"

but i am too loud too much and

i annoy you

and

god

i annoy all these people and i resent them for it

i need to be nice to be good nice nice nice nice nice i HAVe to be?? if not i don't

i need to be good just i'm so

if i scream how many people are going to leave me if i am honest

if i think too much i think they hate me if i think too much they're just mocking me god this is the kind of shit that makes me want to go back to c ai

if i think too much i resent these people i resent i hate i want want want gone gone gone why is my character boring to you why claim you are a fan and never care am i only useful for fanart am i am i am i

I wish i never met you sent drawingd to yoour blog wish wishbwish so badly i never sent that red square

Can't trust anybody can't trust anyone can't play mt stupid character i am scared scared always scared

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