ara

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and when I stay up late at night watching videos that make me cry I remember once having you laying next to me wiping my tears away and telling me to stop watching them because I was just going to keep on crying🧘‍♀️🫧🫧🫧🧘‍♀️

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horses don’t stop, they keep going

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i lovw my freqwinds

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going to romanticize this since it's going to be my life soon. hopefully this helps me feel not so scared heh. is this propaganda?

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me in another universe where i jumpstyle and hakken cause i'm from somewhere european

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sometimes I feel like I’m just performative heartbroken heh

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dream wardrobe

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I always tried my hardest and thought I made Christmas special for you but I don’t think I ever realized or appreciated how seen and special you made me feel on my favorite day of the year. It felt lonely without you this year. I wish I could’ve appreciated you more for that. I never noticed your efforts.

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When we were lovers

I loved you with all my heart

But now it’s getting late

And the moon is climbing high

I want to celebrate

See it shining in your eye

Because I’m still in love with you

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I am not a baby anymore

I am not as innocent as before

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About you, I surrender

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Surrender ('88 Version) [2023 Remaster] by Suicide on Apple Music

Song · 1988 · Duration 3:47

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i surrender