My mind never stops thinking. I'm constantly thinking of something. Whether it be something to do with computers or technology, or something to do with a friend, or something personal. My mind is never at a standstill, never at ease. It's always going and never stops. I think part of the reason I'm like this recently is because I try not to think about the stuff that really bothers me on the inside. I can't take the time to think about what bothers me and my emotions towards things if my mind is always in 50 different places. Over this break I am working 45 hour weeks. I did not have to work this much, but I chose to because it keeps my mind off of things that bother me. If I wasn't working, I would be sitting home, sulking about things that bother me. Something can't bother me if I fill my mind with other things. Even though I'm trying to keep myself occupied and keep my mind working, the things that bother me are still there and won't go away. I'm not sure how to deal with them but I guess I can just keep putting those thoughts to the back of my mind. I won't open up to people at all to talk about my feelings and things that are bothering me. I want to, but I don't think anyone would really understand what is going on inside of my head. It's hard for me to convey my thoughts sometimes and I can't imagine trying to open up to someone about my feelings and things that bother me. Opening up to people might be the hardest thing for a person to do, and when someone does it, I have respect for them because I know how hard it is and I sort of know what their going through.
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