Blackdemonwolf777

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Wanderer by Blackdemonwolf777 Journals / Personal What land is this stretched out before me? I am forever lost inside a world of hatred, hunted by their vengeance. Trusting in no one but myself inside this Hell; I find myself wandering in search of a saviour to offer me guidance. I beg, I plead; I foretell a future with an unbroken promise, If I am to be blessed with sight, when I am blind to all witness. I confess I am lonely in such a barren place; I fall detached from any form of comely shaped temptress, blaming all. I am unworthy of your anger, for I am invisible to any kindness; I seek some meaning inside this world, But I see no way of becoming disenthralled. A dark ranger stalks my footsteps; I shall be captured and added to the prisoners of hopelessness. Pain reigned, so I sought shelter It with Humor Now all I am is lost in the wilderness and all I can do is wander on. Could I have foreseen this foretold future? Was it written down for me to read? Is there any way I can fix my existence with a simple suture? I need a loophole in my downfall, in which I can believe in, So that I can put my faith in the hope that one day I shall be set free.

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Scars

by Blackdemonwolf777

Journals / Personal

You don't give me room to breath,

keep on tugging at my sleeve,

won't let me even try and achieve.

Yeah my thoughts are different to yours,

you're no solution, you're the cause,

tired of doing all your chores.

See,

we're two very different people,

i'm depressed, you're evil,

well sometimes you are,

i'm just trying to heal this scar.

Well, it keeps on opening up,

and you're just a major fuckin hiccup.

Lets part our ways, find myself out of this maze,

of which, you were the architect,

gonna have to be direct.

This boat has sailed,

my prison sentence,

i've been bailed,

out,

and yeah it's something to shout about.

Maybe i sound like a victim,

see,

i just can't control this twitchin,

i'll try to stop all this bitchin,

It just comes from constant pain,

hope these words ain't in vain.

So you get the message?

You made this show,

ride your pony, dressage,

I'm on fuckin Black Beauty, ridin off,

sick and tired of being soft.

So goodbye, bon voyage,

gonna escape these bars.

Better believe, cause it's true,

don't try to grab me with your doubt lasu,

the causer of this,

was u.

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I Wait...

by Blackdemonwolf777

Journals / Personal

there was laughter

in this place

there was silence

filled with comfort

and delight

there was presence

warm and welcoming

there was...

once

has it faded?

has it gone?

did it creep out sullenly

tail between legs

head lowered

in submission

as I looked

the other way?

am I alone?

in this place

once so full

of so much

the silence

screaming with aching

and a lack of laughter

yet I hope

and so...

I wait...

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Self Esteem

by Blackdemonwolf777

Journals / Personal

Ever wonder what others think of you?

Like a glass mirror reflection of yourself

Asking is this Me?

Is this who I really want to be?

Many say they're fine

But our thoughts and feelings are in denial

Denied by our society who strives to be a trend

Following someone they aren't

Instead of following their heart

And that is what tears us apart

Our self esteem

Determines the amount of acceptance

From friends, family, even our ex's

Which doesn't direct us

But reflects us

Wondering if I had enough strength and confidence

To actually be my damn self

Instead of having dreams

I just wanted to be seen

As a human being

With self esteem

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