Kurt. 28. An angel that did not fall so much as saunter vaguely downward. Please donate $1.45 to this broke bitch and I'll send you art. Or donate my asking amount to at least one charity. cashapp: https://cash.app/$KurtKoelle PayPal: https://www.paypal.me/kurtkoeller1 https://www.twitch.tv/KingKurt1997
Disgusted by the fact that my dad kept pronouncing wiwi as “oui oui” and spoke to the poor baby in a French accent and implied wiwi was French. Absolutely vile.
You know what I find fascinating about the Backrooms movie? How having a budget forced them to do things practically.
Think about it. On his own Kane Pixels was making backrooms YouTube videos using the free software Blender. Because he was just a 16 year old kid doing this for fun in his spare time.
But now he’s got to direct a feature length movie. And if he wants actors running through those same blender environments, that’s going to be super expensive hiring visual effects companies to rotoscope and green screen composite and motion track all those shots. A handful of visual effect shots can cost thousands of dollars a day.
So what’s the solution? JUST FUCKING BUILD IT.
It’s cheaper to just build 30,000 square feet of walls and wallpaper than it is to composite 500 effects shots.
What about the monster? JUST BUILD A PUPPET. It’s cheaper to build a puppet and hire a really tall thin guy to operate it than it is to 3D model, animate, and composite it into the film. And look! Bonus! Anytime the puppet interacts with the real world it looks REAL. Because it’s a real physical object in the set!
You need your character to run through a room of couches? Just buy (or rent) a bunch of couches and put them in a room!
And even when you do use visual effects for set extensions, you still film as much practically as possible. Like my favorite example, when Mary runs out into this alleyway… JUST FILM A REAL ALLEYWAY OUTSIDE and add the walls in post!
And this is all because the movie even HAD a budget that it necessitated them doing things practically and cheaply. What a weird paradoxical situation, huh?
(past: cf1 cf2) dont ignore, leaving me to fend for myself in a dangerous & impossible situation. current goals: $40 July 20th. $871.82 & $41 July 24th. $70-$100 asap. INFO UNDER THE READ MORE. HELP ME IF YOU ARE ABLE.
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goals are for debt repymts/credit card repayments. the asap goal is for litter, toiletries & any other necessities needed (including taxes/fees & tip for delivery).
past crowdfunds which are linked above have info & proof if u need as well as my carrd lists bills i have to cover.
im drowning, i don't know how else to cry out. i have debt & bills to pay. cultists to keep off my back. a cat thats so low on litter its a health hazard. dont assume ill magically be ok, if i dont get help in time things will get worse. the more my situation is ignored, the more likely i will eventually die &/or become homeless.
i cant catch up long enough to be able to do much of anything and every fucking day where i live is an abuse rollercoaster. no one's hiring me. ive been isolated away from public resources. im being pushed into more debt the longer it takes to pay everything back.
selling my own belongings is taking forever as i cant ship shit and must rely on lowballing locals around me. my disabilities & my situation make it nigh impossible to focus or create in terms of art/commissions because im not a statue and everything is affecting me as every day things escalate to life or death.
all meanwhile i have to be extra careful to not expose too much of any type of information online or i endanger myself further as stalkers and harassers are determined to have my head on a pike for the crime of being stuck under severe abuse my whole life without proper means to escape.
i appreciate my current friends mutuals and everyone else for helping when they can but im stuck bc when i show my appreciation in my posts Everytime outsiders decide that means im good on everything forever now! which is not ever true, at least thus far! i still massively need help i just like saying thank you!
sorry this is so disjointed im in tears and so stressed writing this trying to prepare myself for the hell i have to go through today especially. im so tired of struggling and nothing seems to work on my end i want out so bad but this cult and debt have me stuck while others try to paint me as deserving of all this bc they find me cringe or bc they cant understand my type of situation so to them it Must be fake.
im slowly but surely dying here and im so tired of ignoring that Fact while i continue to waste away for the sake of others. the harsh truth of the matter is this road leads to death when i can't get help, a job, use any disability aids, have to walk to get anywhere in blistering heat, dont get to eat constantly, barely have any privacy, cant say anything considered as the wrong thing or step out of line in the slightest. so i apologize when i dont know what to fucking do from here!
and i havent even mentioned in this post yet how they keep me coked up either.
so please, please. anything helps but i can't keep going days and days with only or mostly notes to show on these posts.
and Again im sorry this is deliriously cobbled together in a rush. contemplating suicide all fucking morning hasnt left me in the best headspace either.
The other post is much too big and I still need help with credit card bills and food money. I was able to support my family earlier this year but I'm in between checks, and won't see any money until I finish writing my second book. If you'd like to support your favorite horror author's favorite horror author (not to mention keep a disabled Black lesbian's family afloat), please consider sending me some Good Luck, Don't Starve money!
If you had to navigate the internet in Arabic, could you?
I already do
Yes, easily
I could probably find my way around
It would not be easy, but maybe a little bit
I would have great difficulty
No, I would be entirely lost
Other
Voting ended onJul 17
If you had to navigate the internet in a language you didn't understand and couldn't even read, how would you go about it?
My friend Wesal (@deemagaza) doesn't speak English. The only way she can find her way around the English internet is by using Google Translate or ask others like me for help. It is very difficult for her.
Yet she has no choice but to do so for her daughter Farah, almost sixteen now, who is autistic and has a kidney problem that - without treatment - makes her deficient in potassium, which, if it becomes too severe, can lead to cardiac arrest.
^ Farah spends most of her days like this now, feeling uncomfortable in her body, but not understanding why.
Farah's medication has become unavailable in Gaza, which has endangered her life and means she has to be treated in the hospital, which is costly and where they are running out of resources as well. Farah's case has now been referred to the WHO to be transferred abroad. If the opportunity for evacuation arises, we must make sure the funds are available!
Please help by donating to Farah's fundraiser and by sharing this post! Farah's fundraiser has been verified by gazavetters, #451!
If anyone has wants to donate but has questions about how the funds are transferred to Farah's family, feel free to get in touch!
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Note: if you would prefer to pay via paypal, you can do so here.
tagging for reach, please share and aks your friends to share as well, thank you <3 (let me know if you don't want me to tag you anymore, apologies for any multiple tags)
My daughter is only 16.She has lived her entire life with a disability and chronic kidney failure. Every day is a fight to survive.Please help us give her hope. Every donation—or even a share—can change her life💔🥹
Every mother in this world dreams of a future for her child, but I dream of providing even one pill for the next day of her life. Please take action and help us.💔💔
🦋Thank you to every kind heart, every hand that reached out to help, and everyone who still believes that humanity is alive.🩷🫂
My family's wound is still bleeding, and my little daughter's illness is greater than words can describe. Please don't hold back your donations, your prayers, or sharing our appeal.Take a step for Farah, for the sake of everything you love. I am a mother who, instead of dreaming about my daughter's future, now dreams only of providing the medicine and every dose she needs to keep her alive.🥹🙏🏻🇵🇸
Please help her stay by my side for a longer life. 🙏🏻💔
Thank you to everyone standing in solidarity with the innocent children of Gaza and supporting our people in their time of hardship. Your solidarity means so much to us, and your voices raised for humanity will not be forgotten. It is truly heartening to feel this closeness, and your message reaches our hearts. We are deeply grateful to you. 🇵🇸❤️🇵🇸
Hello my friend, I've come to you pleading for help for the first time. I desperately need your support through your kind words. I'm a heartbroken mother, and I've turned to you for help. Your human solidarity means so much to us; I don't want to lose her. Please help me.🙏🏻 I am an exhausted mother fighting for my daughter’s life. My 16-year-old daughter is battling disability and chronic kidney failure, and my elderly father is currently in the hospital. My only dream is to provide the medicine that keeps my daughter alive. Please don’t leave us alone. Every donation or share can give her hope. 💔
https://chuffed.org/project/153965-urgent-appeal-kidney-failure-and-autism-threatens-farah
😭Please don't stop donating.My little daughter's chance to keep breathing, to receive the care she needs, depends on the kindness of people who refuse to look away. Your compassion can mean another day of hope for her.🇵🇸🥹❤️
Please donate to this family if you have any means to. They're in an incredibly dire situation, and if this money doesn't get raised as soon as possible, that situation is only going to get worse. Don't feel bad if you can only give a small amount or don't have any spare money, everyone's situation is different, just do as much as you individually can and it will make a difference. Reblogging with tags and sharing this with others will make a good impact as well, the more people this reaches the more people there are helping.
🚨 URGENT: My Daughter Needs Life-Saving Treatment. Please Help Before It's Too Late Every Minute Matters. My Daughter's Life Depends on Your Kindness.🙏🏻 Your Donation Could Mean Another Day of Life for My Daughter.😭🙏🏻
These words in the image summarize our reality. From 0ctober 7, 2O23, until today, the war has not stopped for a moment, and there is no ceasefire. Sadly, My injurie and fainting spell have become and our deaths and daily suffering have become just another news item that the world ignores.
I was injured when our house was b0mbed while we were inside. Due to the complete destruction of the healthcare system in G@za, I urgently ne.ed surgery outside the Strip to s@ve my life. Worse still, I suffer from severe anemia, which causes frequent fainting spells due to low blood counts, and I cannot even afford basic medications because of their exorbitant prices, and I don't know what I'm going to do now.
So i desperately need your supp0rt and h@lp by d0nating to cover the c0st of my medication and secure my release for urgent surgery. Please don't leave me alone; every second counts in my life.
Hi im a librarian amd that's not now this works. If a library allows you to have a digital card and not live in the area, you are NOT taking away resources from other people, that's not how anything works. Please keep doing it!!! The more people that use our services, the more money we can get from funding sources!!! Please use us!!! We are not utilized enough, by people in or out of our community. Thanks.
I can't stay here tonight the PTSD is driving me crazy I keep seeing me and my daughter getting beaten and raped on the spot on the floor in my room and keep hearing things that's making me feel weird . I cant . I'm looking for a new place this week .wanted to get a room for the night. I feel like I'm gonna go crazy . I can't turn the lights off everything is too overwhelming right now
$80 so I can get a room for the night I can't do this I feel like I'm losing my mind