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Iâm about to rip my fucking skin off⌠JAX GOES BY HE/HIM AND SHE/HER. this does NOT mean you can deny Jax being TRANSFEM.
Jax is 100% transfem. I take no issue with that.
I do take issue with people policing and insisting she/her are the ONLY pronouns you can use.
one night when you long for Lapidot
Lapidot in 2025 who am i kidding
sketch lapidot commission
Jax: I'm a cautionary tale about repression and self-hatred. I ended up this way BECAUSE I thought I was a monster who isn't capable of change. I'm a fictional version of a lot of very real people who are at risk of suicide because of thinking like this. I suffered a horrible fate that nobody deserves. A core message of the finale is that believing yourself or anybody else to be irredeemable will only make things worse.
TADC Fandom: Jax is a monster who isn't capable of change! I can't BELIEVE he wasn't punished! He deserved WORSE than his horrible fate actually! He clearly thought he was perfect and Pomni should've listed all the ways he deserves to die instead of showing him empathy. Bad people are irredeemable and should kill themselves.
Maryâs Trauma
I find it interesting how the Backrooms movie portrays Maryâs trauma in very subtle ways. Clark is big and boisterous, while Mary is quiet and cautious. Mary has a lot of trauma from her childhood dealing with her mother being schizophrenic and fearing the outside. She spent her childhood behind windows she was never allowed to look out of.
So of course she becomes a therapist and of course her self held book is about trying to step through the windows of your mind. Sheâs trying to cope with her own traumas through helping others.
And yet⌠hereâs how Clark is framed in the initial therapy session:
And hereâs how Mary is framed:
Heâs got an open window behind him, but sheâs still stuck behind closed off windows. Her shades are shut. She is comfortable in this closed environment. For all the talks about loops, she is stuck in them too.
Halfway through the film Clark comes to her a second time and storms off angrily. She watches him leave, hears him go out the door and drive away⌠and yet she never allows herself to look through the door or the window.
A lot of people assumed from this that maybe she knows more than sheâs letting on, but I think itâs simpler than that. Sheâs thinking of her mother. As is evident by the next shot being the hand print she saved. A physical manifestation of the trauma thatâs holding her from even looking out the window.
And I think thatâs why this scene at the end when sheâs about to go through the door is so creepy. Sheâs scared, nervous of what sheâs about to see, and she looks back.. almost expecting someone to come stop her the same way her mother did earlier in the filmâs flashback. But no one does.
And Mary bravely passes through the door and takes that step she was so scared of doing. Literally walking through the closed off walls that have encased her mind her whole life.
a window
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Clark isnât a serial killer.
I know itâs easy to want to assume Clark was secretly a serial killer or had murder in his heart. Because that makes his descent into insanity so much easier to digest.
And Iâve seen a lot of people point to the scene where he goes and stalks his wife outside his house as evidence that he murdered his wife.
But the problem is that doesnât line up with the timeline of events. Clark does that after drinking in the furniture store and being pissed off about the lights, but BEFORE he even discovers the backrooms entirely.
Iâm sorry but if youâre gonna propose a theory like âClark killed his wifeâ youâve gotta have more evidence than him doing something before ANY of the plot for the rest of the film takes off.
Additionally the new information we got from the directors commentary about the reason why Clark had Katâs head in the fridge is a lot less sinister now. Clark wanted the backrooms to regenerate her because heâs seen firsthand that the backrooms can generate copies of people (like himself).
Now itâs pretty obvious that Clark knew there was something in the backrooms and that it was dangerous. The fact that he got his coworkers to do the dirty work is less about him trying to sacrifice them to the monster (that he hasnât met yet), and more about him just being a coward. More evidence of his selfish nature.
I genuinely believe when they fall down the pit and Kat goes running off after Bobbyâs lifeless body is dragged away that Clarkâs reaction of panic (his âno, no, no, no!â) is real. He didnât intend for that to happen.
No, unfortunately the far more nuanced take is that Clark is a selfish person who is deeply angry at everyone but himself. He canât blame himself for anything, even the deaths of his coworkers. Which is why later he says he âtried to helpâ Kat, but that it didnât work out.
Clark is a sad, pathetic, but also really awful person. And the backrooms helped bring that out in full force. But he wasnât a murderer. He wasnât a serial killer. Thatâs just an easy way to dismiss his bad behavior.
The Backrooms movie is about psychology and the psychological loops we form, physically, mentally, and spiritually. Itâs a film about what happens when you give in to those loops and continue stagnating and staying just as bad and awful as you always are and never make an attempt to change or become a better person.
Thatâs why Clark has such a clarity moment about wanting to stay in the backrooms. Because as Mary says âit feels familiar, I know this path.â
the views upon jax and both the idolization and animosity towards her is really telling of the media literacy skills of people and it frankly worries me.
yes, Jax did indeed do horrible actions which she deserves to take accountability of, but some people are just treating her like some irredeemable horrible demon who deserved to end her life
its very understandable to be mad at her, but you have to realize, she was incredibly insecure and did not comprehend how to handle trauma. does that make anything that she has done right? absolutely not. it does provide subtext and a motive behind doing those things, however, and allows some people who have struggled with the same problems to empathize and relate.
(i am not implying that jax is the most well-written character at all, but you get the point.)
on the other side of the argument, labeling jax as a âfemale complex characterâ and denying she did any wrong is also just plain stupid. she berated halfâno, most of the circus and caused abstractions. (side note: she is not perfect trans rep either. she is pretty good at representation, but still has some flaws.)
i see people constantly take it to the extreme; either they treat jax like a goddess or treat jax like putrid filth.
in this instance, gray areas are the best way to go, a healthy balance of recognizing wrong and supporting the character.
but the reason this worries me is because of mental illness representations and the way people react to it in media.
i understand that Jax has no canonic mental disorder (correct me if im wrong im definitely not entirely sure) but he does exhibit behaviors that people with certain disorders would, more specifically cluster b personality disorders.
if we want better representation of these disorders or their behaviors in media, then we must find a way to recognize the fact that yes, the person does absolutely does need help and support but also needs to be self-aware and realize that their actions are not acceptable in the slightest nor normal.
yet, goodness me, people either ignore the actions entirely or pass them off as her being âa complex female characterâ or just hyperfocus on it saying that sheâs absolutely irredeemable and villainous.
and if this is the way Jax is treatedâwho, again, has no canon disorder as far as i know ofâjust imagine how accurate representation of disorders such as NPD, ASPD, BPD, HPD, and other illnesses in characters will.
its just something Iâve wanted to rant about as someone who hates jax but believes sheâs misinterpreted in the fandom and someone who does active research when it comes to these disorders and the stigmas against them. thank you for reading this far ^^
im getting so tired of hearing mfs say that goose is racist ONLY because she used "Isnt She Lovely" by Stevie Wonder.. when has it EVER been said by anyone part of making the song that the true meaning is about a black baby girl being born?
Just because the singer happened to be black doesn't mean that the whole meaning changes. Its not some complex song, The song is literally just about celebrating a baby girl's birth, reaching out and saying that its not the same based on race just shows you cant see black and white people as the same only because they look different.
"He gives attributes like precious to say how black girls in society arent seen that way!" : you sound dumb as hell (ts coming from a black girl btw)
"You're racist for not seeing it in this way" : we have lost the plot if you genuinely think im racist for saying that and have forgotten what racism means.
Just a whole bunch of nonsense in the TADC fandom. We still cant let any of the VA's or Goose rest âšď¸
Just to be clear, if you insist on disproving that Jax was created with the intention of being a closeted transfem, regardless of your reading of her, you're as bad as the people going around bothering others for using he/him for her even after Goose said we can use any pronouns.
Same goes for people calling out others for seeing him as transmasc or any other identity.
A personal reading, headcanon or AU is one thing, canon is another thing, forcing that reading onto others and policing people's creations based on canon is a third thing.
Goose said we can do whatever we want with the characters but we still have to respect each other.
I'll leave you with some wisdom from the gods:
"DIGITAL KISSES"
my silly self-indulgent ragapom first kiss comic... all together in one post!
This mini project was special to me for a lot of reasons- I learned a lot throughout the process and poured my heart into it... but I'm bad with words, so I tried to summarize as best as I could in a small thank you note under the cut-
If you are calling Jax a self-insert, I am begging you to engage with more media outside of fanfiction, because that medium has done detrimental things to the way you talk about art. Genuinely, unless you're talking about Dante's Divine Comedy, self-inserts generally just do not exist outside of fanfiction (Jorge Luis Borges loves naming characters after himself, and even that's debatable). Fanfiction is a medium notable for its tendency towards works written by a single amateur creative who often has a greater interest in satisfying their own artistic fascinations over pleasing any sort of audience. I'm not saying there's not value in having a space for amateurs to learn and grow, or in making art primarily (or exclusively) for yourself, that's how we got Waiting for Godot. I'm just saying, if that comprises the vast majority of art you engage with, its going to skew your perspective on art outside of that bubble, and I would like to implore you to broaden your horizons.
Now let's look at what Gooseworx has actually said about Jax.
No where does she say the phrase "self-insert". She talks about how she has certain flaws, that she is aware of and trying to exorcise through her art. This puts her in contrast with the two characters named here, because both Caine and Jax would literally rather die than acknowledge any flaws they might have. They are not using art to work through shit. Also, sidenote, it's weird that both Jax and Caine are mentioned in the post that started this nightmare, but only Jax is called a self-insert. Why this happened, I do not know. Regardless, this is a thing writers do, they put aspects of themselves into the stories they write, sometimes intentionally, sometimes (apparently in the case of Ragatha) unintentionally.
Stephen King, for example, based aspects of Jack Torrance in The Shining on himself. For context, Jack Torrance is a writer who takes a job as the winter caretaker of a hotel whose main road is blocked off by snow during the season. He brings his family up to this retreat, isolated from civilization for several months, so that he can focus on writing his book. Then the ghosts of the hotel drive him crazy and he tries to kill his wife and son, but Jack was already an alcoholic with anger issues and a history of violence, so the ghosts didn't need to do much. King has confessed that part of that character was inspired by genuine feelings of anger and malice that he felt towards his own kids. The fact that he felt that way scared him so much that he wrote a novel about the horrifying "what if" scenario of what if someone acted on those feelings. In doing so, he processed those emotions, exorcised those demons, and in the process, made a horror classic.
Jax is not a self-insert. People write what they know, and when they know themselves, they will take aspects of themselves, aspects they like, and aspects they don't, and write them into their characters, sometimes even intentionally. This does not make those characters "self-inserts" so please stop saying that about Jax.
Read some Borges or Beckett or Chekhov or Sartres or Adichie, please. Broaden your horizons, I promise it's worth it.
Trying to use Tumblrâs recommendations feature.
Me: âDear Tumblr, I want to see picture of Ragatha and Pomni being yuri.â
Tumblr: âno problem! Hereâs Pomni and Ragatha being super yuri together!â
Me: âthank you, tumblr! This is exactly what I-â
Tumblr: âwoah, you hovered over this picture of Jax for 0.0003 seconds! We are going to recommend you Jax postsâ
Me: âI mean, thatâs okay⌠I donât particularly like Jax, but I donât..â
Tumblr: âwhatâs that? You want Jax and Ragatha? Here you go!â
Me: âI donât want that, I want Ragatha and Pomniâ
Tumblr: âitâs okay, Jax is trans, so itâs still yuri!â
Me: âthatâs not the point, I want to see RAGATHA and POMNI together. Theyâre the ship I want to see in my feed.â
Tumblr: âsounds homophobic, hereâs Jax and Pomni then!â
Me: âI donât want thisâŚâ
Tumblr: âwoah did you hover over this Amazing Digital Circus x Devil Wears Prada 2 AU for 0.0003 seconds? You must love Devil Wears PradaâŚâ
Me: âwhat? No- Iâ
Tumblr: âIâm gonna show you nothing but Devil Wears Prada content since you love it so much.â
Me: âI donât want any of this. Iâve never even see that film. I want-â
Tumblr: âhereâs some dick pics since you love trans people so much!â
Me: âWTF??? HOW THE FUCK DID I GET HERE?â
oo boohoo gooseworx goin "woe is me i wish i was passionate about creating again :((((" damn have you tried treating your characters as more than just empty husks to deliver some fuckin "message"??? idk just a basic ass thought
imagine writing a story with the intent of MAKING A FUCKING STORY
You wouldnât know a good story if it ripped your head off.
imagine calling me a transphobe for calling out someone for utilizing the "bury the gays" trope
lmfao even get a fuckin grip instead of reaching so hard
Jax is still alive, dumbass. The only thing that âdiedâ was the most toxic aspects of a person.