Trigger Wanring

The thoughts have become flesh

[wonderfully-mad]

“I can't eat and I can't sleep. I'm not doing well in terms of being a functional human, you know?” 

My head

[wonderfully-mad]

I'm so scared I'm going to feel like this forever

[obsessedovertoobands]

[wonderfully-mad]

Today my dad and I fought in the subject of suicide. No it's not selfish what is selfish is putting your feelings before somone hurting. Listen. Suicide speaks on many different levels and forms

[fiona-the-unicorn]

[wonderfully-mad]

They ask me how I feel

That's a dangerous question my friend

[wonderfully-mad]

Im sorry

I can’t believe I lost you

[ana-thematized]

I seriously think I’ve lost everyone who meant even the slightest bit to me. 

[wonderfully-mad]

I'm really thinking

[wonderfully-mad]

I'll won't make that mistake again. Friendships suck

[sorrowbby]

Truth is? Truth is I can’t breathe when you walk by and don’t say a word. Truth is I still lie awake 2 years after the break up still crying myself to sleep. Truth is you’re still my best friend even if I’m not yours. Truth is I will care about you and will love you for a lifetime. Truth is you will always be a part of my life, even if I’m not a part of yours.

[wonderfully-mad]

Who taught you to unlove yourself so perfectly

[wonderfully-mad]

Why is it so wrong if I just want to end my life.

its mine 

[wonderfully-mad]

im trying to find some reasons to live and I just cant

sorry

[wonderfully-mad]

What do you do when your partner in this gives up and ends his life.

I dont know what to do now 

[wonderfully-mad]

Everyone thinks I'm so happy, and got everything together. What they don't know is everyday I wish I had the guts to kill myself. I hate being around people, let alone family. If you took a walk in my head, you would spiral down to my level too

Welcome to how I feel rn

[wonderfully-mad]

I'm sitting on the floor I'm crying so much more trying to erase this pain trying to forget your face sitting here with the blade in my hand running so slow blood dripping down in a deep red color flowing freely the way i want to feel I'm sitting on the floor holding my hand out I'm holding a bottle a bottle filled with pills I'm crying so hard the pain is unbearable I'm feeling so weak I'm sitting here on this floor holding a blade crying like crazy trying to take this pain away I'm trying my best trying to fight my eyelids feel heavy my door is so far the whispered yells to far falling deep in to sleep deep..deep..deep..deep I'm laying on a bed I'm so confused where am i? my throat feels sore my body screams in pain I'm looking around I'm in a small white room i try to move, my hands are stuck i try to get up i feel restraints what happened to me? I'm laying on a bed trying to get up my head hurts a nurse is here a shot is administered i drift to sleep I'm in the psych ward why am i here? I'm lying on a bed laying so still my wrists hurts to no end I'm crying out loud screaming and cussing my body hurts i can't remember all i remember are my bloody wrists and a bottle of pills all i remember is the pain i was in.....

Hopeless

[0nly-an-illusi0n]

The human skin can be hard to live in.” “That’s why most of us tear it open.

A.R.G

(Poems of 2017)

Sorry guys its been too long. I've tried hard. The pain needs to be let out