Smooth And Sweet

She/ her 🏳️‍🌈

[longestnight]

the morning sky broke open as my heavy, gleaming sword split you in two.

you said that love conquers all, but my white-hot hate has conquered you.

[forestgreenlesbian]

MIA SONG

[darkacademiaquotes]

"Romantic obsession is my first language. I live in a world of fantasies, infatuation and love poems. Sometimes I wonder if the yearning I've felt for others was more of a yearning for yearning itself. I've pined insatiably and repeatedly: for strangers, new lovers, unrequited flames. While the subjects changed, that feeling always remained. Perhaps, then, I have not been so infatuated with the people themselves, but with the act of longing."

-Melissa Broder, from "Life without Longing," The New York Times

[urparty]

being in my 20s is like I understand more of my mother and less than i ever have. My childhood friends are strangers to me and there’s no one i know better. i want to drink wine. i never stopped wanting to climb trees. i know more than I’ve ever known before. I don’t know anything at all. i’m seven years old and sixteen and twenty nine and seventy. I can’t tell when i'm happy. I think the only thing that will make me happy is to be little again. i want to be really old. i go to the ocean and feel like nothing matters more than that. in my bedroom everything matters so much. I go to the grocery store every day. i know how to cook a lot of things but the only thing i know how to eat is fried eggs. I can take care of myself but i want to be taken care of. i want to go home and I don't know where that is. i think it may be somewhere inside of me but i’m not sure

[franzkafkagf]

not all of it is bad i think….…. we are going to be okay i think.

[b0ginya]

[lousydrawingsforgoodpeople]

[euripideez-nuts]

art details of some gorgeous skies

[seashel1]

via yumi sakugawa

[khayriya-deactivated20250830]

crying

[wonderlust-bitch]

I’ve been accepted to the university of Leicester and will get a confirmation email today

I’ve been accepted to the university of Leicester and will get a confirmation email today

I’ve been accepted to the university of Leicester and will get a confirmation email today

I’ve been accepted to the university of Leicester and will get a confirmation email today

I’ve been accepted to the university of Leicester and will get a confirmation email today

I’ve been accepted to the university of Leicester and will get a confirmation email today

I’ve been accepted to the university of Leicester and will get a confirmation email today

I’ve been accepted to the university of Leicester and will get a confirmation email today

The confirmation email will read:

Hi saskia,

Thanks for sending ahead that information. Our admissions team has processed your application and we are pleased to offer you a spot in our Politics and International Relations undergrad courses for 2021! Congratulations and we hope to see you on campus soon. Below you should find all relevant information that you may need, along with links to our website. If you have any other questions or concerns, don’t hesitate to email us at the above address.

Regards,

The university of Leicester admissions team

[wonderlust-bitch]

In 4 days, I’ll be waking up early and driving up to uni. And I’ll be okay.

I’ll be moving up to my dorm and moving in. I’ll meet my new flat mates and settle in, they’re going to be really lovely people who I get on with super well. I’ll go out and have a fantastic first night. And I’ll be okay.

I’ll walk to my classes and learn and take notes. I’ll meet more people in my course who I really like. Over time I’ll make more and more friends who I really like. And I’ll be okay.

I’ll wake up in the morning and drink my tea and sit in my room which I’ve decorated to feel like home. A home that I’ve created. I’ll have late night deep chats over meals with my friends in joggers and big jumpers. And I’ll be okay.

I’ll study and write papers and spend time in the library and I’ll get good grades. I’ll enjoy my courses. And I’ll be okay

I’ll settle in fine and build new routines and make new friends. I’ll be happy and healthy and deal with anything that comes my way. I’m taking the first step to my new life. A beautiful new life. I can’t wait to see where this takes me. This next phase of my life is going to be so beautiful. And I will be okay.

[seongpinkhwa]

september…….honey……..angel……….please be kind

[lesbianherstorian]

the cover of the lesbian pulp novel i prefer girls by jessie dumont, 1963

[inkskinned]

we watched portrait of a lady on fire. she'd had a long week, and fell asleep in my lap. i turned the sound down so it wouldn't wake her, and watched the subtitles in the dark - feeling her heartbeat, hearing her sigh in her sleep, her blonde hair spilled over one pink cheek.

she woke up for a moment while they were discussing euripides. i told her what was happening, and she curled closer to me while i whispered as if we could be heard - he turns to look at her.

the movie, silent, playing through an off-color projector onto her bedroom wall. she curls her fingers into mine and pushes the bridge of her nose deeper into my leg. in a few minutes, her breathing slows again. a little tiara of peace slowly beads over her skin.

i don't know what happens in the movie, really. i wasn't looking.

after the credits, she stirs and looks up at me, her hand taking the ends of my dark hair. she says - come, watch the end of my dreams with me.

[thecosmiclawofattraction]

[ophanic]

it’s september! i am choosing to believe in love! 

[jumpedoverthemoon]