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Rowan ✉ Hailey

Rowan: I know that and I understand how this all makes you feel. I wouldn't take back that night but I knew how deep we would be if I left the next morning. And I did. I had to.

Rowan: I just don't want to lose you, Hailey. I'm selfish that way.

Rowan: Just- Please, promise that you'll come back to me.

Hailey: I -- Look, I have to go. Landing procedures and all that.

#t:rowan #WHOOPS

Rowan ✉ Hailey

Rowan: What am I going to do without you? I know that we aren't together but just the thought of you being around, it still helps me get through the day.

Hailey: I asked myself the same question. But it's not fair to tell me you need to leave but you still keep me at reaching distance to make yourself feel comfortable.

Hailey: I know we're friends, Rowan. Like, fuck, I would die for you. But seeing you, knowing that I can't touch you anymore? Hell, that night when we did and it hurt like hell the next morning. It's too much for me right now. Everything's too much right now.

Hailey: I'm only going home, not... not, I dunno, not to like Switzerland or something.

#t:rowan

Rowan ✉ Hailey

Rowan: Okay, I know how unfair I'm being but I would have never fucking wrote you a letter and left it at your door without a word.

Hailey: Fucking hell -- because I knew that if I told you to your face, I wouldn't be able to leave! I can't get you out of my head and it's driving me insane and I just need to go some place where you *aren't*!

#t:rowan

Rowan ✉ Hailey

Rowan: But let me ask you. If our roles were reversed, if I was on that plane and you were at my door, you wouldn't do what I'm thinking?

Rowan: By the way, just bc I broke up with you, doesn't mean I wouldn't go as far as the end of the earth to try to be with you.

Hailey: I -- just. Fuck, Rowan. You don't get to do this. You can't.

#t:rowan

Rowan ✉ Hailey

Rowan: Please, tell me that this is some sick joke that you are playing just to hurt me bc let me tell you, it's working very well.

Rowan: Then you should know me. You show know that of course I'm gonna go after you.

Hailey: Rowan, don't you dare. You don't get to break up with me and justify it with needing the time away, and then chase me down the second I need the same thing.

#t:rowan #OOPS

Rowan ✉ Hailey

Rowan: Weeks? Hailey, please, tell me where you are.

Hailey: Right now? On a plane some couple tens of thousands of miles above the Rockies. Technically, I'm not even suppose to be texting you because of how weird they get about cell phones on airplanes.

Hailey: Besides, I know what you're thinking and I told you not to do it, Rowan.

#t:rowan

Rowan ✉ Hailey

Rowan: I'm in front of your door, you better be fucking coming back.

Hailey: Sure. In... two to three weeks?

#t:rowan

Rowan ✉ Hailey

Rowan: Hailey, please tell me you aren’t already gone.

Hailey: Er, okay. I'm not already gone.

#t:rowan #HAILEY BEIN LIKE OOPS JUST TELL HER WHAT SHE WANTS

[a piece of paper is tacked onto Rowan’s dorm door]

Dear Rowan, Remember when you told me you were thinking about going home? And how, if you did, I wanted you to tell me? I guess I beat you to it. I know you’re angry - hell, I probably just heard you scream some 30,000-somethin’ feet in the air. But I need some space. Air. Whatever.

Something that will stop me from losing my mind. And this way you don’t have to leave. Besides, we both know California was never home for you. I’m sparing you the agony.

Promise you won’t come after me?

[the word ‘love’ is furiously erased, but it still stains the paper] from, Hailey

#LAUGHS MY WAY INTO THE GRAVE

Text :: Hailey

Lexa: Well you're gonna need a shit ton of alcohol for that and probably a trashcan.

Lexa: Just an fyi alcohol doesn't do the trick.

Hailey: I'm not about to pump my system full of drugs.

#t:lexa

Text :: Hailey

Lexa: Very violent coming from such a tiny girl.

Lexa: Not that I don't agree that Asher needs to be put in his place every once in a while.

Lexa: He does sell good shit though.

Hailey: Save it, I've already heard that enough. Besides, I don't want the shit he makes. I just want her to get out of my head at least once, if only for a couple of hours.

#t:lexa