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#WOODSWARDER ━━━ a private and selective LOW ACTIVITY roleplay blog for final fantasy xiv ind. warrior of light — FREYR REHW-GILDA ↳ multiship, multiwol, original character & cross-over friendly.

MUN INFO: phoenix | 25+ | they/he | discord available for mutuals ( previously known as fiery )

heads up, blog’s still under construction.

GENERAL As a heads up, Freyr's story may involve some lore-bending to his story, however, I do my best however to ensure lore compliance where possible. As a character, he can sometimes be difficult to understand because of his trauma but I will always be happy to discuss his interactions with you for whatever reason. I find it important to state that muse and mun do not share the same ideas or opinions. I only use the beta editor and I would much prefer if you do the same to make things easier for both of us.

CONTENT WARNING This blog will contain mature themes and references such as depression, PTSD, war, violence, blood, alcohol use, self-harm, grief, sexual literature / references, murder, death & similar subjects. I ask that you do not follow or interact with this blog to any degree if you are under 18 or uncomfortable with these subjects. I will not interact with or follow anyone under the age of 20.

guidelines // thread tracker // information permanent interest check // dynamic call promo // prompts

credits: banners / promo

#pinned.

voidfangs

#VOIDFANGS ━━ I AM THE CENTRE OF AN ATROCITY.

ind. priv. & sel. multifandom original character CALAMITY; main setting based in final fantasy xiv with verses in baldur's gate 3, genshin impact & more. crossover, multiship & original character friendly. 21+ only. penned by phoenix (they/he, 29). est. nov 2023.

#hi i'm currently most active here :)#✧ ⥼ 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐫 — self promo.

hi, i'm really sorry for my absence here and on @deathbond. between being ill + the latest heat spike, i've not been having a great time nor been able to be at my pc much.

i will, hopefully, be around this weekend and for the next week or so, especially since my ffxiv sub is down.

i am also likely going to be a creating a new blog for my latest oc soon once i have them a bit more fleshed out (sorry), bringing my total active blog count up to 3. freyr will be low activity with activity mostly boosting around 6.55 and then again at 7.0 drop, however, i will still write him in the meantime. hemlock will have varying activity as normal, with my newest oc likely having the most activity once developed. however, as always, all blogs operate as low activity and i'm always open for discussing dynamics, ships, plots, headcanons & more.

#✧ ⥼ 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐫 — phoenix chirps.#i made a new villain-ish / morally grey / antagonistic oc and well.#y'all know they're my fave.#also i need to go update all my info on other blogs but any blogs except the ones mentioned here are indefinite hiatus/retired

woodswarder

i know that i haven't been active for that long on freyr yet but i'm super unwell and i'd kill for a cute drabble to read from someone, either here or for hemlock over at @deathbond. 🥺

woodswarder

i see a doctor today so hopefully we can figure out what's wrong, i wasn't feeling too awful yesterday and i'm hoping for the same today so that maybe i can get a little bit of writing done. i do appreciate kind words atm though or little cute character drabbles or just cute facts about your ocs.

#✧ ⥼ 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐫 — phoenix chirps.

me: I feel ill a lot lately and idk how to cope with it and the chances of getting diagnosed with yet another chronic illness

the little gremlin in my mind: revive your old ocs to escape into thinking about their problems and not yours

#anyway I’m thinking about bringing Arden back #though I might bring her back as a wol. we’ll see.#I just feel bad thinking about bringing another muse back when bc of being unwell I can’t be as active on here as I’d like to begin with #✧ ⥼ 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐫 — phoenix chirps.#* negative #kinda ?#just to be safe

i know that i haven't been active for that long on freyr yet but i'm super unwell and i'd kill for a cute drabble to read from someone, either here or for hemlock over at @deathbond. 🥺

#✧ ⥼ 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐫 — phoenix chirps.

woodswarder

hello. this is a dynamic call ! for all dynamics. mutuals only.

a like (or comment) on this indicates that you can see and/or want some kind of dynamic between our muses and would be down to discuss it and see where things go.

dynamics can include but are not limited to: (queer)platonic, romantic, antagonistic (enemies/rivals, etc.), reluctant allies, coworkers, mentor/mentee, friends (enemies?) with benefits, toxic/unhealthy dynamics of any kind, etc.

interacting with this post does not guarantee anything as it depends on muse chemistry and mun discussion (especially for a pre-established dynamic), but it opens up discussion, plotting + possible headcanons for one.

#srb #holds him up like simba

woodswarder

shoves this here. i'll write a proper post on it eventually.

also, i added she/her pronouns to freyr with the caveat that only close companions can use them (if you're unsure, please feel free to ask — generally anyone i've discussed positive dynamics with is ok) BUT you may see me write with them from time to time.

woodswarder

small addition.

#✧ ⥼ 𝐟𝐫𝐞𝐲𝐫 — about. ❝ i have survived but i have not been spared.

shoves this here. i'll write a proper post on it eventually.

also, i added she/her pronouns to freyr with the caveat that only close companions can use them (if you're unsure, please feel free to ask — generally anyone i've discussed positive dynamics with is ok) BUT you may see me write with them from time to time.

#✧ ⥼ 𝐟𝐫𝐞𝐲𝐫 — about. ❝ i have survived but i have not been spared.

... i'm gonna have to make new icons of his (post-)endwalker apperance now.

#cries #what if i get aries to make them :)))#✧ ⥼ 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐫 — phoenix chirps.

post-endwalker ➸ appearance

#✧ ⥼ 𝐟𝐫𝐞𝐲𝐫 — visage. ❝ the silence of the woodland in his eyes.

edenmemes

baldur's gate 3 starters (part 2)

part 2 / ? .

❝ i’m also worried about me, but i somehow seem to be worried about you more. ❞ ❝ you put the stars to shame. let’s sit here a little while - i want to drink you in. ❞ ❝ i’d tell you not to get in trouble, but i suspect it will find you whether you like it or not. ❞ ❝ well, this seems as good a time as any for me to stop babbling on. ❞ ❝ i just….need some air…clear my head. ❞ ❝ it’s been a long time since i shed a tear. i don’t even know how long. ❞ ❝ i had a feeling you’d show up. it’s sort of our thing. like it’s fate or something. ❞ ❝ i do appreciate your enthusiasm, but let's try to restrain ourselves a little. ❞ ❝ if that was an attempt at flirting, i should let you know i prefer the strong, silent type. ❞ ❝ no matter how far you come, you’re still on the road to ruin. ❞ ❝ i thought you a hunter. wrong. you’re prey - small. snivelling. pathetic. ❞ ❝ and what am i owed? what about the injustices i’ve suffered - am i not entitled to anything? ❞ ❝ i can’t help but feel the strangest twinge of disgust as i look upon you. ❞ ❝ i trust that you will continue to remember who is really on your side. ❞ ❝ better a short life built on truth than immortality woven of lies. ❞ ❝ i won’t make excuses. i can’t make amends. but i want to help, if you’ll let me. ❞ ❝ gods, it’s horrifying…and a touch fascinating. ❞ ❝ there are many names for you --- and all of them inspire dread. ❞ ❝ destiny is at your door; won’t you at least twitch the curtain? ❞ ❝ the gravest crimes committed in this world are committed for love. a hunger crueller than bloodlust. ❞ ❝ you’ve got a backbone, and the makings of a leader. ❞ ❝ revenge sounds so sweet until you’ve taken it. then all you have is…no one left to blame. ❞ ❝ some mistakes can’t be resolved with an apology. some mistakes, you have to carry with you, forever. ❞ ❝ you’re plotting something, aren’t you? come on then - out with it. ❞ ❝ this is not good, if i may state the obvious. ❞ ❝ think of all we’ve been through just to get to this moment. that wasn’t luck. that was us. ❞ ❝ feel like i should laugh but i’m just too godsdamned tired. ❞ ❝ there is something i lost…no, had taken from me. i want it all back. ❞ ❝ careful - you’re in very real danger of hurting my feelings. ❞ ❝ one thing i’ve learned - real saviours never label themselves as such. ❞ ❝ less thinking of bad thoughts, and more breaking of bad bones. ❞ ❝ i rather like interfering. it’s kind of my thing. ❞ ❝ evil is evil, even if it once was innocent. ❞ ❝ you know, i've been catching myself smiling more lately. i think that's your fault.. ❞ ❝ oh, i’m no innocent. but evil? you tell me. ❞ ❝ i still want to believe you’re better than that. but even i am having my doubts. ❞ ❝ i can’t afford to lose my nerve. safer to just not think, and keep forging ahead. ❞ ❝ when all this is over, will you stay with me? for good? ❞ ❝ this is not good, if i may state the obvious. ❞ ❝ is there a reason you're always such an utter drip? do you have some sort of condition? honestly, it's like you hate good news. ❞ ❝ all of nature’s beauty pales in comparison to you. ❞ ❝ i can’t save you from yourself. it hurts terribly, but i can’t. ❞ ❝ if i seem suddenly flush with hope and soft feeling, you have only yourself to blame. ❞ ❝ is there good and evil within us all? ❞

#✧ ⥼ 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬 — prompts.

— @daespair : “ is that your blood? ”

freyr is weary as he walks forth as though the recent battle has sapped all his energy — and maybe it has, with the way he had to cast magicks to push through, to turn the tides. though exhaustion turns to hesitation when he spots the miqo’te and her scrutinising gaze. leporine ears tilts back and he cannot help the slight warning growl that rips its way from his throat, adrenaline still spiked from the fight. he does not know this woman, nor does he want her anywhere near him, until she speaks, until she questions the blood that stains him, and he softens some. enough to temper his attitude. still, he is a wary one, untrusting in nature, and wounded as he is ( he knows that some are bordering life-threatening if not seen to soon and he cannot use any aether to help himself, not now, not after using it battle just prior ), and so he does not move forward, watching the miqo’te carefully.

“ friend or foe ? ” he calls, shoulders starting to slump and the pressure he was keeping on the largest wound starting to ease as darkness blots out his vision for a brief moment. a few seconds pass, near swaying on his feet before knees finally buckle, sending freyr to the hard ground. “ gods, i hope you’re a friend — i think i need one right now. ”

#wound mention #✧ ⥼ 𝐢𝐧 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐫 — answered.#daespair #✧ ⥼ 𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐞 — 001. warrior of light. ❝ i am trying. i am trying. i am still trying.

oh yeah, I apologise in advance but I’m likely going to be trying to find a new way of formatting my posts on tumblr over the next bit since I don’t like what I’m currently doing but I want it to stand out some / be easier to read. Thinking about trying a colour of some kind but, idk if there’s a green I like that works on at least the two main themes for tumblr (true blue & dark mode)

#it’s fun getting back into writing Freyr at least #✧ ⥼ 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐫 — phoenix chirps.

amorbloom

chidori held her shirt up just enough to expose the wound upon her side. it was deep, yet not life threatening. however, definitely not something a person would want to leave unattended for long .. and a little uncomfortable. yet, pain for her wasn't entirely unbearable. she had grown to have a high enough tolerance .. she winced as the rag was pressed against open wound. " you almost make it sound as if this is a normal occurrence. " she states with a soft, almost embarrassed chuckle. " my dodging skills are fine, thank you. it was multiple enemies .. not just one. " she admits in earnest, " i was helping escort someone, and .. well .. " clearly, the timing and place had been bad. regardless, she was grateful that he was willing to help her. " thank you, by the way. you have my gratitude. "

woodswarder

freyr’s ears tilt back a little at her words, his gaze softening finally. he feels a little guilty for assuming the worst but he knows how adventurer types can be — he is one, after all — and had presumed she’d been reckless. “ ah, my apologies then. i presumed you to be foolhardy and reckless like the rest of us and made a fool of myself. ” he huffs softly, “ been in the same situation myself. i should’ve known better. ” nonetheless, he doesn’t divert too much attention from his task, continuing to wipe the wound clean, swapping out for a fresh rag as needed until he can see it clear without the muck.

“ it’s not that bad at least, now that it’s clean. not life-threatening, will just need some time to heal. and some rest, if you can find it. ” he’s gentle now, as he applies the salve, making sure to coat the wound liberally before beginning to wrap the bandage around chidori’s ribs with the same gentle movements. “ no thanks needed. i’m sure you’d do the same if i were the one injured. do you have somewhere to go after this? ”

#✧ ⥼ 𝐢𝐧 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐫 — replies.#✧ ⥼ 𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐞 — 000. unknown or other.#subtleblade #✧ ⥼ 𝐭𝐡𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐬 — subtleblade. chidori kensaki.

conterminouss

Rare was it that the navy-haired Viera wore an expression other than a frown of his own and as such, he turned his own on Freyr even as the brunet's gaze slid away from him.

"Vengeance is all I have," he rasped, forgoing his usual signing as if to lend emphasis to his words, "I will worry about crying once it's spent and not before. What else have I to mourn?"

woodswarder

Freyr growls quietly, foot giving a light thump against the ground in frustration. He does, however, turn back to Rura upon hearing the rasped voice, knowing how painful it is for the rava to speak, so the viera can sign to him instead. He pushes down the guilt that arises from turning away in the first place. He knows better, but frustration clouds his mind.

“And what of your life, Rura?” It’s all he can do to keep his voice level and not give way to the frustration burning inside, though there’s definitely a growl that underlies it. “What of those who will mourn you? What will you pay for this vengeance? You’ve already let it overtake your life, what else will you feed into the damned thing?” Anger, grief, his own desire for vengeance that he keeps buried all rise up in his chest, near choking him and burning like flames flicking under his skin — a feeling he’d rather forget.

“I get it — I get it — to know loss, to know grief, to have everything taken and be left with nothing and want nothing more than to do the same to others who took it all away, but it is worth the cost, Rura? Will it be worth the blood on your hands? Will it be worth it if you’re just left with nothing once again? What will you have once you’ve achieved it? Do you think it’ll feel like a victory, or will it just leave you hollow? Do you even care?”

#✧ ⥼ 𝐢𝐧 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐫 — replies.#conterminouss #✧ ⥼ 𝐭𝐡𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐬 — conterminouss. rura djt-dvre.#✧ ⥼ 𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐞 — 001. warrior of light. ❝ i am trying. i am trying. i am still trying.

ohisms

𝟏𝟎𝟎 𝑵𝑶𝑵𝑽𝑬𝑹𝑩𝑨𝑳 𝑷𝑹𝑶𝑴𝑷𝑻𝑺 . ( a collection of 100 nonverbal action prompts . mature and potentially triggering themes are present . add “ + reverse ” to swap assigned roles .)

∗ o1﹕ sender tucks hair out of receiver’s face . ∗ o2﹕ sender offers receiver a bite from their fork . ∗ o3﹕ sender places their feet / legs in receiver's lap . ∗ o4﹕ sender offers receiver an earbud to share their music . ∗ o5﹕ sender comforts receiver in the aftermath of a nightmare . ∗ o6﹕ sender gives receiver company in the hospital . ∗ o7﹕ sender wraps their arms around a hysterical receiver to calm them . ∗ o8﹕ sender shows up at receiver’s home late at night . ∗ o9﹕ sender falls asleep leaning against receiver . ∗ 1o﹕ sender wields a [ gun / knife ] at receiver . ∗ 11﹕ sender runs their fingers through receiver’s hair . ∗ 12﹕ sender invites receiver to dance . ∗ 13﹕ sender takes a [ picture / video ] of receiver . ∗ 14﹕ sender places their head in receiver’s lap . ∗ 15﹕ sender and receiver make eye contact across a busy room . ∗ 16﹕ sender pushes receiver against a wall to kiss them . ∗ 17﹕ sender and receiver cook together . ∗ 18﹕ sender comes to receiver after being injured . ∗ 19﹕ sender sits in receiver’s lap . ∗ 2o﹕ sender lifts receiver's chin , invoking eye contact . ∗ 21﹕ sender overtakes receiver in combat . ∗ 22﹕ sender finds receiver [ injured / bloodied ] . ∗ 23﹕ sender straightens an article of receiver’s clothes . ∗ 24﹕ sender crawls into bed with receiver . ∗ 25﹕ sender rolls their eyes at receiver . ∗ 26﹕ sender lights receiver’s [ cigarette / joint ] . ∗ 27﹕ sender is caught wearing receiver's clothes . ∗ 28﹕ sender strikes receiver with a pillow . ∗ 29﹕ sender writes a note on receiver’s skin : [ note ] . ∗ 3o﹕ sender wraps a blanket around receiver’s shoulders . ∗ 31﹕ sender runs and jumps into receiver’s arms . ∗ 32﹕ sender shoves receiver out of anger . ∗ 33﹕ sender hovers over receiver’s shoulder as they complete a task . ∗ 34﹕ sender is found by receiver somewhere they shouldn’t be . ∗ 35﹕ sender curls up against receiver in their sleep . ∗ 36﹕ sender is found drunk by receiver . ∗ 37﹕ sender throws an item of sentiment bitterly at receiver . ∗ 38﹕ sender joins receiver in the shower . ∗ 39﹕ sender is caught following receiver . ∗ 4o﹕ sender traces one of receiver’s [ scars / bruises ] . ∗ 41﹕ sender twines their fingers with receiver’s . ∗ 42﹕ sender barges into receiver’s home unannounced . ∗ 43﹕ sender kicks receiver’s shin beneath a table . ∗ 44﹕ sender aggressively shoves past receiver . ∗ 45﹕ sender kisses receiver’s [ forehead / cheek ] . ∗ 46﹕ sender pulls receiver out of harm’s way . ∗ 47﹕ sender is found sobbing by receiver . ∗ 48﹕ sender locks receiver out of their room . ∗ 49﹕ sender brings receiver [ coffee / tea ] in the morning . ∗ 5o﹕ sender rests their forehead against receiver’s . ∗ 51﹕ sender plays a song for receiver that reminds them of them : [ song ] . ∗ 52﹕ sender takes a [ punch / stab / bullet ] meant for receiver . ∗ 53﹕ sender buys receiver a drink at a bar . ∗ 54﹕ sender needs receiver’s help getting in the bath . ∗ 55﹕ sender and receiver cross paths in the kitchen late at night . ∗ 56﹕ sender twists receiver’s arm behind their back . ∗ 57﹕ sender winks at receiver . ∗ 58﹕ sender is found collapsed by receiver . ∗ 59﹕ sender prevents an injured receiver from getting up . ∗ 6o﹕ sender claps a hand over receiver’s mouth to silence them . ∗ 61﹕ sender cages receiver against a [ wall / the floor ] with their arms . ∗ 62﹕ sender storms away from receiver during an argument . ∗ 63﹕ sender is found by receiver sleeping in receiver’s bed . ∗ 64﹕ sender [ applies / touches up ] receiver’s makeup . ∗ 65﹕ sender throws receiver into a wall during combat . ∗ 66﹕ sender dances sensually with receiver . ∗ 67﹕ sender strikes receiver across the face . ∗ 68﹕ sender places their hand on receiver’s leg while driving . ∗ 69﹕ sender pulls a chair out from under receiver . ∗ 7o﹕ sender catches receiver’s wrist when they turn to leave . ∗ 71﹕ sender leaves an intimate mark on receiver . ∗ 72﹕ sender beats receiver in a video game . ∗ 73﹕ sender and receiver stand in stunned silence after a fight . ∗ 74﹕ sender cares for receiver while they’re sick . ∗ 75﹕ sender and receiver go on a hike . ∗ 76﹕ sender is caught snooping in receiver’s things . ∗ 77﹕ sender and receiver cuddle while watching television . ∗ 78﹕ sender throws something aggressively at receiver . ∗ 79﹕ sender creeps up behind receiver to scare them . ∗ 8o﹕ sender and receiver go shopping together . ∗ 81﹕ sender helps receiver [ dye / style ] their hair . ∗ 82﹕ sender draws receiver into a kiss by the back of their neck . ∗ 83﹕ sender is discovered having a panic attack by receiver . ∗ 84﹕ sender accidentally injures receiver during sparring . ∗ 85﹕ sender grabs receiver roughly by the hair . ∗ 86﹕ sender brings receiver to their knees during combat . ∗ 87﹕ sender shows receiver evidence of a lie they told . ∗ 88﹕ sender winks [ seductively / mockingly ] at receiver . ∗ 89﹕ sender yells at receiver to put their hands in the air . ∗ 9o﹕ sender helps receiver patch up a wound . ∗ 91﹕ sender holds receiver as they cry . ∗ 92﹕ sender silently and angrily points receiver towards the door . ∗ 93﹕ sender gestures for receiver to sit down . ∗ 94﹕ sender pulls receiver into their lap . ∗ 95﹕ sender cradles receiver’s face . ∗ 96﹕ sender tackles receiver out of the way of danger . ∗ 97﹕ sender has hidden an injury from receiver , and receiver finds out . ∗ 98﹕ sender confronts receiver about their unhealthy behavior . ∗ 99﹕ sender proposes to receiver . ∗ 1oo﹕ sender has just died , receiver finds out .

#✧ ⥼ 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬 — prompts.

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